Uploaded February 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
❝𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒅𝒉. Our safe haven.
"He certainly is." Elàthan's eyes beamed with unbridled happiness, her own throat lumping at the sight.
They had all of her; her one truth left unsaid burying itself deeper in the folds of her shamed heart, more impossible to utter now than ever. For how could Agne ever afford to lose either of them?❞
[HD + smallscreen + earphones]
Incredible but true, channel not completely dead and buried. Hi, everyone, it's been a while 👋🏻
Youtube has pretty much felt like alien territory to me for quite some time now tbqh. I don't especially like where fandom culture and attitude's at most of the time, AI constantly invading creative spaces actively makes me sick, nor very often does fandom editing feel as meaningful, given the generally horrifying state of the world.
I do always miss and hope to regain some enthusiasm for long edits, at least every once in a while (and I do still love crossover work the "old-fashioned", cookie-cutter/mask-based way, just building on actors' actual scenes and expressions)...so even when that inspiration comes in the form of a rather overused love song and characters that have been with me for 5+ years that only I and maybe one other soul will care about (you know who you are 💗), it seems worth taking. If only for these guys to exist in some more concrete form than inner thougts, singular manips accumulated through the years and sparse writing bits 😶🌫️
If you'd like, you can see this as a crossover featuring the most random combination of people...or, if anyone remembers this video from 2019: youtu.be/5vtpfC2RogQ , this is supposed to be set in the same universe: Elàthan and Grìan, featuring here, are Nàr's twin children, inheriting their share of unpredictably manifesting powers from her (Elàthan is an empath, who also diligently picked up sword-training as what he felt as 'compensation' for his very non-offensive skillset; while Grìan is an elemental mage in the more 'traditional' sense).
The third generation of the Ibnàri family story is very much a sibling story at its core – about how to survive the loss of self in very high-fantasy, dealing-with-magical-powers-too metaphorical terms, to summarize it in a very concise way; also, about how love sometimes isn't enough but no less meaningful and event-shaping. However, somewhere along the way I started thinking about how the family line could best continue on, and my tragedy-lover -and always romance-starved- self decided to add doomed lovers to an already loaded mix. And this, after a rather long-winded premise, is the primary subject of this particular video: a focus on Elàthan (always wearing his heart on his sleeve even in a nest of vipers), his lady Agne (always juggling court schemes and actual ~feelings~, mind and heart at constant war) and the legacy their love creates in their son, in spite of everything falling apart around them. Not the first proper edit I expected to ever get done about possibly my favourite generation to plot for (making something focused on the twins remains high on my list of things I hope to get under my belt, as they and their bond move the story the most and there's a lot of myself poured there ❤️🩹), but 2025 was the year where I started to get more definite ideas about gen 4 of this family, which is also why these unfortunate beans and their relationship have had my heart and been on my mind a lot.
-falling down somewhat of a dizi-shaped rabbit hole with Taner's latest series last year maybe contributed too, lol-
More information about characters and relevant dynamics can be found here: docs.google.com/document/d/1RPNbCYQOvumK1uHl1Lyxj2jmrs5JAdhBZv18gU9eX5M/edit?usp=sharing, but feel free to ask me anything more specific about this universe if you're curious. And to anyone still sticking to my completely random upload schedule or vidding subjects since forever, or just casually here for the first time: thank you for being here and letting me borrow minutes of your life to take you along very personal musings, in whatever capacity. It means the world!
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=dZRThxgzHao
Clips/audio: ask me for specific bits!
Colouring: KeepHopexAlive/SunnyVids (adapted)
Don't own any of the media used – only the characters conceptually.
#fanvidfeed #ocsdeservebetter #crossover #originalcharacters #oc #ocs
❝𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒅𝒉. Our safe haven.
"He certainly is." Elàthan's eyes beamed with unbridled happiness, her own throat lumping at the sight.
They had all of her; her one truth left unsaid burying itself deeper in the folds of her shamed heart, more impossible to utter now than ever. For how could Agne ever afford to lose either of them?❞
[HD + smallscreen + earphones]
Incredible but true, channel not completely dead and buried. Hi, everyone, it's been a while 👋🏻
Youtube has pretty much felt like alien territory to me for quite some time now tbqh. I don't especially like where fandom culture and attitude's at most of the time, AI constantly invading creative spaces actively makes me sick, nor very often does fandom editing feel as meaningful, given the generally horrifying state of the world.
I do always miss and hope to regain some enthusiasm for long edits, at least every once in a while (and I do still love crossover work the "old-fashioned", cookie-cutter/mask-based way, just building on actors' actual scenes and expressions)...so even when that inspiration comes in the form of a rather overused love song and characters that have been with me for 5+ years that only I and maybe one other soul will care about (you know who you are 💗), it seems worth taking. If only for these guys to exist in some more concrete form than inner thougts, singular manips accumulated through the years and sparse writing bits 😶🌫️
If you'd like, you can see this as a crossover featuring the most random combination of people...or, if anyone remembers this video from 2019: youtu.be/5vtpfC2RogQ , this is supposed to be set in the same universe: Elàthan and Grìan, featuring here, are Nàr's twin children, inheriting their share of unpredictably manifesting powers from her (Elàthan is an empath, who also diligently picked up sword-training as what he felt as 'compensation' for his very non-offensive skillset; while Grìan is an elemental mage in the more 'traditional' sense).
The third generation of the Ibnàri family story is very much a sibling story at its core – about how to survive the loss of self in very high-fantasy, dealing-with-magical-powers-too metaphorical terms, to summarize it in a very concise way; also, about how love sometimes isn't enough but no less meaningful and event-shaping. However, somewhere along the way I started thinking about how the family line could best continue on, and my tragedy-lover -and always romance-starved- self decided to add doomed lovers to an already loaded mix. And this, after a rather long-winded premise, is the primary subject of this particular video: a focus on Elàthan (always wearing his heart on his sleeve even in a nest of vipers), his lady Agne (always juggling court schemes and actual ~feelings~, mind and heart at constant war) and the legacy their love creates in their son, in spite of everything falling apart around them. Not the first proper edit I expected to ever get done about possibly my favourite generation to plot for (making something focused on the twins remains high on my list of things I hope to get under my belt, as they and their bond move the story the most and there's a lot of myself poured there ❤️🩹), but 2025 was the year where I started to get more definite ideas about gen 4 of this family, which is also why these unfortunate beans and their relationship have had my heart and been on my mind a lot.
-falling down somewhat of a dizi-shaped rabbit hole with Taner's latest series last year maybe contributed too, lol-
More information about characters and relevant dynamics can be found here: docs.google.com/document/d/1RPNbCYQOvumK1uHl1Lyxj2jmrs5JAdhBZv18gU9eX5M/edit?usp=sharing, but feel free to ask me anything more specific about this universe if you're curious. And to anyone still sticking to my completely random upload schedule or vidding subjects since forever, or just casually here for the first time: thank you for being here and letting me borrow minutes of your life to take you along very personal musings, in whatever capacity. It means the world!
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=dZRThxgzHao
Clips/audio: ask me for specific bits!
Colouring: KeepHopexAlive/SunnyVids (adapted)
Don't own any of the media used – only the characters conceptually.
#fanvidfeed #ocsdeservebetter #crossover #originalcharacters #oc #ocs
![I was all over her. ❧ [hugh & demelza]
So I must surrender? My vision, and...my hearts desire?
[HD + earphones]
Crawling out of my hole to put my hands back on good ol Poldark, and to vid this unexpected ship I found myself shipping. I honestly really liked most of this last seasons additions to the cast – I adore Drake/Morwenna, the purest souls in Cornwall; and even vicar Osborne as disgusting as he is had his semi-comical moments (and the actor is phenomenal). As for the other prettyface in specific question here, aka Hugh Armitage...I really didnt want to like him at the beginning, having an inkling of what was going to happen. But he has been nothing but sweet and in an adorable state of awe of Demelza, their chemistry together has been off the charts, he has never pressured her into things and his heartfelt poems would melt any heart. Demelza on the other hand has been as honest as she could (not to mention patient!) with Ross, has laid bare her heart over and over again and remained steadfast, while he keeps brushing off their issues, being cold and not at all honest about Elizabeth (and lets not start about his infuriating narrow-mindedness about public offices). It has taken him two whole seasons to maybe start thinking about being less of an ass, and I honestly hope this one last cold shower finally wakes him up a bit.
I also jumped at the spark of inspiration to vid these two because my dearest Laura (laurakenji) has a bit of a crush on Josh from what I know! Cara Gen, come forse ormai sai io con video di compleanno o cose simili sono un disastro e non riesco mai ad essere giusta coi tempi, ma visto anche lultimo periodo piuttosto difficile per te e i discorsi seri fatti a maggior ragione ci tenevo a dedicarti qualcosa, senza una particolare occasione correlata, che spero ti faccia sorridere per un paio di minuti ♥
I also wanted to say Im deeply sorry about any misshap with collab parts I owed people that has happened over these five months. I am not usually so sloppy, but I had to take a serious break from YT for quite a while because I kinda had a mental breakdown not too long ago, and my assessment of my self-worth probably touched its lowest ever. I couldnt open SV, or really do anything without feeling stupid and useless; and much of it is/was related to my being stuck in my university for a long time. So after touching this record low, Ive finally made the decision to change almost everything about my studying choices, and try to ignore external judgement as much as possible...because I dont ever want to get to that point again. Starting anew completely from scratch at my age is scary as hell, but I truly hope doing something I like with my life will help me regain my self confidence. Getting back to vidding is a sidestep in that direction too, I guess – but I still feel bad if it has inconvenienced any of you. Ill try my best to make it up in the future!
[V I D E O I N F O]
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUegJBEusoI
Characters: Hugh Armitage & Demelza Carne
Clips: Poldark s3
Colouring: charizzaard
I do not own anything except my editing; no copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #hugharmitage #demelzacarne #poldark I was all over her. ❧ [hugh & demelza]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XbmygBPbB-A/mqdefault.jpg)
![Its given me the chance to see you again... [merlin/freya AU; MVT R3]
You must come to the lake.
And you will give me the sword.
Another video finished overnight, because Im just about to leave again -for Greece this time!- and I only had yesterday and tonight to make this in time for the deadline (seems its becoming a habit. Sorry if this is anything but good!). And another one for MVT! I cant believe Ive come this far into the contest! But theres no way Im going to pass the round with this rushed vid (again)...anyway, considering the very short time I had, I think the outcome is at least in the realm of bare decency ;_;
For this round we had to vid a scene we wanted to change in the series. I chose Merlins retrieval of Excalibur in 3x13. Seriously, was I the only one who waited the whole episode for an actual Merlin/Freya reunion?? When she told him from the magical water that she would see him again I just jumped on my chair with excitement for them to actually reunite, even for the briefest of moments...and then we only got to see her arm! These two so deserved a final moment together.
#fanvidfeed #merlin #freya #excalibur #3x13 #au Its given me the chance to see you again... [merlin/freya AU; MVT R3]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/YE3Xxgrsoao/mqdefault.jpg)
![Skywalker & Kenobi ► against the tide
“You’ll leave me alone in this darkness...
[HD + earphones make a difference!]
“Anakin.” Obi-Wan’s voice had gone soft, and his hand was warm on Anakin’s arm. “There is no other Jedi I would rather have at my side right now. No other man.”
Anakin turned, and found within Obi-Wan’s eyes a depth of feeling he had only rarely glimpsed in all their years together; and the pure uncomplicated love that rose up within him then felt like a promise from the Force itself.
“I… I wouldn’t have it any other way, Master.”
“I believe,” his onetime Master said with a gently humorous look of astonishment at the words coming out of his mouth, “that you should get used to calling me Obi-Wan.”
(Matthew Stover, ROTS novelization)
Crying forever because of how heartbreakingly beautiful these two are. They were and still are my very first brotp, and I guess in the irrational way we hold on to our first loves they will keep shattering all my feels to pieces until the end of my days ç.ç
Prequels haters gonna hate, but to me the relationship between Anakin and Obi-Wan will always be one of the best things (if not *the* best thing) about SW. And if you tell me that Ewan and Hayden’s portrayals didn’t add a whole new universe of layers and depth to the original Vader and Obi-Wan, then you’re either lying to yourself or blind, and nothing will ever make me think otherwise.
I also think the first CW cartoon is awfully underrated and has a whole lot of awesome scenes and plotlines (will forever love the Nelvaan Quest episodes…and will forever love Obi being grumpy in the rain, and him and Ani making a generator explode and then strolling away together in the middle of the battle like total bosses just a little while earlier :D), so that’s why I decided to put it to good use here. About the video as a whole, well…I’ve been wanting to make a new video about these two with better quality clips (and hopefully better editing skills, too ^^) for basically forever, and I cannot begin to explain how much it means to me to have finished this. I guess to me this video is also a sort of testament of how much I’ve learned in these years of vidding, since these two were my very first topic to explore with Sony Vegas – I’ve grown up with them as beloved characters and I believe I’ve grown up with them as a vidder too, and this is another reason why they will always be special to me. As soon as I heard this powerful song I knew it was the one (even if it’s quite a hard song to vid, with its constant rhythm changes!), and for once I’m pretty happy with the result. I hope you will enjoy as well – and if you do, any comments would be super-appreciated, especially since I spent a ridiculous amount of time on this ♥
Original artwork used in the video (go check out the amazing artists!):
http://cabaretdeldiavolo.deviantart.c...
http://angiechow.deviantart.com/art/L...
http://basement24.deviantart.com/art/...
http://anliya.deviantart.com/art/Ever...
http://www.deviantart.com/art/star-wa...
http://www.zerochan.net/913018
And last but not least, DEDICATION: to Lalla, aka Gen, aka laurakenji because she has finally seen the SW films after ages of me pestering her about it, and she’s now officially a SW fan and she basically loved everything I love too and gave me the greatest satisfaction with them. Gen, so che hai amato anche tu questi due mainagioiosi esseri e che conosci la mia disperazione a riguardo…perciò eccoteli in tutta la loro tragica gloria ; ; spero ti piaccia…e grazie per condividere con me anche questo fandom, il più personale di tutti per me ♥
Song + clips info at the end of the video. I don’t own anything except my editing!
#fanvidfeed #starwars #starwarsedit #obikin #anakin #obiwan #anakinskywalker #obiwankenobi Skywalker & Kenobi ► against the tide](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Y_cBXlA6oqU/mqdefault.jpg)
![What happened to us?「crossover」
Some choices are easy...some stay with you forever.
[Warning: a tiny bit of personal babbling following! Plot is below :3]
First upload with some Merlin! I freaking love this show, cant wait for season 3 to start in Italy too! I think Im seriously in love with Colin Morgan at the moment...hes seriously a talented actor, seems a wonderful person in real life, and he just looks so ADORABLE every time! Seriously, even if the writers screwed everything up in Merlin, Id keep watching it just because of him =)
Okay, *turns fangirl mode off* enough of that :D but if theres someone out there who wishes to discuss more about Merlin just ask and Ill be right there!
Back to the actual video I have recently borrowed Legend from my dads dvd collection when searching for some new fantasy films to feed my dreamy attitude, and I have to say that, despite being made in 1985 and having some cheesy moments, I absolutely loved it, it has a unique fairytale atmosphere plus young Tom Cruise looks just gorgeous in it! I dont know how many of you are familiar with this film, but Ill try to summarize the story as best as I can for those who arent: the plot revolves around a couple of unicorns, the first of which gets killed by the evil agents of the Lord of Darkness (who wants to destroy the unicorns so that the sun would never rise again) because hes distracted by Princess Lily, who wishes to touch one even if its forbidden. The murder of the unicorn causes a terrible winter to fall on the land, and meanwhile the princess and the female unicorn get captured and brought into the Lord of Darkness palace. He tries to seduce Lily with beautiful gifts, and she seems to accept it as she tells him that shell become his mistress if he lets her kill the second unicorn, but instead of killing him she breaks the chains and sets her free. In the end shes saved by Jack (Toms character) who kills the Lord of Darkness and so spring is brought back again, as well as both the unicorns.
Anyway, I just happened to watch again episode 1x11 of Merlin right after finishing Legend, and basically murder of the unicorn here + murder of the unicorn there = this video :D
The story should be quite clear to follow I think, but since its not in chronological order Im posting the main plot points here:
- Merlin and Lily love each other.
- One day, Merlin takes Lily to see the unicorn (pretty much as Jack does in the movie). They dont see that theyre followed by a hunter (its not important that its Arthur in this case, I just wanted to use someone else than the horrible goblins of the movie xD). Lily goes close and touches the unicorn, and this distracts him from sensing the danger so he gets killed.
- Terrible storms follow the unicorns death. Lilys desperate for what shes done.
- Still following the movie, Lily and the second unicorn get captured and Merlin fails to save them. He goes after them into the palace of Darkness, but he cant reach Lily.
- Lily is lured by the beautiful objects she sees in the palace, and becomes the Lady of Darkness. She really plans to kill the other unicorn.
- Merlin walks in, sees Lily about to kill the unicorn and hes devastated. He doesnt want to believe shes changed, but has to prevent the second unicorns death, or there will be day no more: so just when Lily is about to kill the unicorn, he uses magic against her, and she dies.
#fanvidfeed #crossover #merlin #legend What happened to us?「crossover」](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/YvYkmlGlsnQ/mqdefault.jpg)
![Like My Father Before Me [Luke Skywalker]
I finally managed to make the full screen format work! *happydance*
(Edit: I do apologize for the annoying watermark though. I really wasnt any good with text back when I made this, oml...)
This video is the direct product of my COL - aka Compulsive Obsessive Laziness syndrome that hit me in these days when I had absolutely no will to study. Easter holidays were really bad for my concentration, it seems ^^
I was inspired to make this video after seeing Remember Who You Are by the always-amazing LeahMarie624 (check her channel! http://www.youtube.com/user/LeahMarie624), which is an instrumental vid with the soundtrack from Beauty and the Beast (one of my favourite Disney films). After seeing that, I started thinking about my fave Disney soundtracks...and when I thought of Mulan I knew I had to vid something to its music, its too good!
And what else could I vid for my first all-intrumental vid? but Star Wars, of course.
The video follows Luke Skywalkers journey to discover the ways of the Force and also the truth about his (and his fathers) past.
Hope you enjoy!
#fanvidfeed #starwars #lukeskywalker Like My Father Before Me [Luke Skywalker]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZDgzqdO3scw/mqdefault.jpg)

![First strike and back-up channel
I just received my first strike right before leaving in July [and bitchy YT deleted my Awake video -.-], but had no time to make this until now ^_^
I have a back-up channel now, so please feel free to sub/add me there:
http://www.youtube.com/user/theIrydioner
Thank you! :) First strike and back-up channel](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_V0LUBq9Wgg/mqdefault.jpg)
![forevermore. {richard & anne; +1x06}
I will be a true husband, because I love you.
[HD + earphones]
Spoilers up until episode 1x06 of The White Queen.
Last video before leaving for Ethiopia for two weeks!
Of course I had literally just written in my tag video that vidding friendships usually comes more easily to me than ships...and then these two came along and proved me completely wrong!
The White Queen is brilliant, I have fallen in love with it completely over the last few weeks. It is artfully shot, and the cast is amazing as a whole (not to mention, very pretty to look at too! *-*), and Ive always wanted to know more about the War of the Roses and now I got the chance to do so. I so want to read all kinds of books related to the subject now! And I recommend the series so much! Definitely expect me to vid it again ^_^
After last episode I couldnt NOT vid these two *-* they have won my heart straight away! Last episode was so romantic and I was literally jumping on my seat with joy, and it had been a long time since I had last felt so strongly for two characters. I went to search more info and the story of Richard III and Anne Neville is going to be very sad eventually (plus history really mistreated Richard thanks to the negative Tudor propaganda D:) and Im sure Im going to bawl my eyes out, but for now I am all giddy about their beautiful romance in the show.
I dont own anything but my editing; no copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #thewhitequeen #richanne #twq #richardplantagenet #anneneville forevermore. {richard & anne; +1x06}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_zrfv5wqdBQ/mqdefault.jpg)
![ShadowsOfHistory promo [collab channel]
I just got accepted into this lovely history/fantasy/period drama-focused group! (and being in a collab group like this is like a dream of mine since 99% of my favourite series/films fit in that category *w*)
Please subscribe us if you are into this type of fandoms too, and stay tuned for upcoming projects :)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_ATiD-PqkB4ep719mZs1IA
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_ATiD-PqkB4ep719mZs1IA
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_ATiD-PqkB4ep719mZs1IA
Promo made by TheMica993. ShadowsOfHistory promo [collab channel]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/aNlVEq_fCcI/mqdefault.jpg)
![I N V A D E R . [anakin skywalker]
Ive changed, for you...
[HD + earphones]
Alternate title to this video: Vale ends up vidding dubstep music in her usual style, because I really cant do elaborate effects. The quality of the result, I guess, is yours to decide! In any case, poll had spoken, and I took a break from crossover manips and delivered :)
This project is one of many that had been sitting on my to-do folder forever Im really happy its seen the light of day at long last! What can I say, I had missed vidding my Faustian prequel boy ♥
I also realized later that this song not only is perfect for him (and particularly his fall into the dark side, with his visions of the future tormenting him), but the title of the remix offered me an irresistible internal pun on a silver platter, so I just couldnt *not* take that opportunity.
By the way, something I noticed just now even after all these years Haydens original Anakin is a bit less dark than Italian Anakin? In particular, I was rewatching the scene where he admits to Padmé that he killed all the Tuskens, and in English Haydens voice, while expressing anger, has a strong undertone of regret, breaking several times, while in Italian dub he sounds a lot angrier and more hateful rather than remorseful. From the English you get a strong sense of self-hatred from that scene that in Italian goes a bit lost, I think. (And then they said Hayden cant act 🙄). The subtle differences voiceacting can make are fascinating!
Song: at the beginning of the video
Clips: Star Wars episodes I-III, Clone Wars (2003), The Clone Wars (2008), Rebels
Thumbnail art: https://www.deviantart.com/livingalivecreator/art/Anakin-Skywalker-594879823
I dont own anything except the editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #starwars #starwarsedit #anakinskywalker #anakinskywalkeredit #darthvader #darthvaderedit I N V A D E R . [anakin skywalker]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ajyMvKmCR_s/mqdefault.jpg)
