Uploaded September 2014 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
“We’ll go down in history, remember me for centuries.”
Soooo. That was some LONG hiatus! I’m so very sorry about being basically zero active on YT this year. As an excuse I could say my uni year has not been the best (and now I am some exams behind with my schedule), plus I have a very sh*tty Internet line atm and so I can rarely come and watch videos if I don’t want to consume all of my Gbs in one go ^^ I really hope that I can change my Internet contract soon!
Let’s also say that my inspiration has not been helpful, since I started about 1000 different projects through the months and every single time I couldn’t get past the first ten seconds…I’m sure every vidder has been familiar with this block at some point or another – just maybe not for eight months!
In any case, sorry to everyone who didn’t get a reply from me, to subscriptions or comments – it was just me being busy/not being able to stay on YT long, not in the least because I don’t appreciate them, because I DO! You’re 1200+ now, and everytime I look at my subs counter I just can’t believe my eyes!
So, while having to wait to catch up with some recent tv series I am very intrigued about (namely Outlander and Penny Dreadful) because of the same lame Internet line, I am stuck with my good old favourites; and then I heard this fabulous new song (I just adore FOB!) and the refrain made me think of historical people, so here you have it, paired with my favourite historical trio of dysfunctional brothers. I know basically no one vids TWQ anymore (which sucks), but who caaaaares – these three were sheer brilliance and I love them so much, both the show version and the historical characters. Plus this summer I went to England again and visited some places from the Wars of the Roses (including Bosworth Field where they reenacted the battle in which Richard died ;_;), and I saw David Oakes in his “Shakespeare in Love” London stage production – so the York brothers are still very much on my mind :3
The video particularly focuses on the brothers' more ambitious/dangerous side.
I just hope you enjoy this – and if you’d like to share your thoughts on it you’re always more than welcome! :)
#fanvidfeed #thewhitequeen #twq #edward #george #richard
“We’ll go down in history, remember me for centuries.”
Soooo. That was some LONG hiatus! I’m so very sorry about being basically zero active on YT this year. As an excuse I could say my uni year has not been the best (and now I am some exams behind with my schedule), plus I have a very sh*tty Internet line atm and so I can rarely come and watch videos if I don’t want to consume all of my Gbs in one go ^^ I really hope that I can change my Internet contract soon!
Let’s also say that my inspiration has not been helpful, since I started about 1000 different projects through the months and every single time I couldn’t get past the first ten seconds…I’m sure every vidder has been familiar with this block at some point or another – just maybe not for eight months!
In any case, sorry to everyone who didn’t get a reply from me, to subscriptions or comments – it was just me being busy/not being able to stay on YT long, not in the least because I don’t appreciate them, because I DO! You’re 1200+ now, and everytime I look at my subs counter I just can’t believe my eyes!
So, while having to wait to catch up with some recent tv series I am very intrigued about (namely Outlander and Penny Dreadful) because of the same lame Internet line, I am stuck with my good old favourites; and then I heard this fabulous new song (I just adore FOB!) and the refrain made me think of historical people, so here you have it, paired with my favourite historical trio of dysfunctional brothers. I know basically no one vids TWQ anymore (which sucks), but who caaaaares – these three were sheer brilliance and I love them so much, both the show version and the historical characters. Plus this summer I went to England again and visited some places from the Wars of the Roses (including Bosworth Field where they reenacted the battle in which Richard died ;_;), and I saw David Oakes in his “Shakespeare in Love” London stage production – so the York brothers are still very much on my mind :3
The video particularly focuses on the brothers' more ambitious/dangerous side.
I just hope you enjoy this – and if you’d like to share your thoughts on it you’re always more than welcome! :)
#fanvidfeed #thewhitequeen #twq #edward #george #richard
![kylo ren | b̶e̶n̶ ̶s̶o̶l̶o ► when you break
“Found you shaking like a leaf, underneath your family tree...”
[HD + earphones]
EDIT: for anyone who might be interested, also check out my post-TROS sort of part 2 edit to this with the same younger Ben casting: https://youtu.be/sKfeKg7HdpE
Of course with two TFA vids already started (and well on the way to completion too, for once!) I had to start a third and finish it first... I guess after watching several ep.VIII theory videos –some of which way more sensible than I expected– revolving mostly around either Rey or Kylo (or both; and I must admit the Reylo ship has really grown on me since I first saw the film for several reasons, one of them being that I suddenly realized how much they could potentially remind me of another OTP of mine :o but thats a topic for another time) I was suddenly struck with Solo family feels and just had to put this together in my meagre spare time and stolen sleep hours before it escaped my mind; my inspiration is weird like that :/ even though to be honest I had wanted to vid this song with Kylo/Ben for quite a bit, and to make a video solely about him in general. He is such an amazingly complex character, and personally the more I think about it the more layers I find and the more I appreciate him. Plus Adams performance really strikes with me the more I rewatch his scenes – the way he can communicate so much even just with body language when hes wearing his mask is amazingsauce! I expect great things from Kylo in VIII-IX (with hopefully better film plotlines than TFA...) that will make people reconsider calling him just an immature, uncharismatic emo-boy :)
The video in general revolves around Bens stormy/mixed feelings towards his family and the place hes in now, what hes left behind and why he did it, and how this all carries into that one defining moment with his father *cries forever*. So youll get lots of Han/Leia, and some Luke and Chewie too. I also tried my hand at manipping a bit – and Im sorry I seem to use Narnia for all my kid fancasting of late xD I think Skandar doesnt look 100% like Adam but they have some features in common (their nose shape/facial bone structure is kinda similar), and most importantly he had convenient scenes for the kind of flashbacks I needed, so there you have my choice of casting explained.
Hope you enjoy, and please let me know your thoughts – textwork always ends up draining my energies and making me want to just be done with videos and neverever see them again in my life, so I can never tell if its awful or if it only seems so to me because it takes me too much damn time to sort it out xD
(Also, does anyone else go seriously nuts whenever you have to colour TFA? I swear to God, that bridge confrontation scene with all that red is very atmospheric but also a nightmare to colour...and if you base a colouring on that scene it ends up looking weird on the rest of the film so you constantly have to tweak it back and forth -.-)
Song + clips info at the end of the video. I dont own anything except my editing!
And last but not least, special thanks to my dear Lauren for giving me feedback on this one ♥
#fanvidfeed #starwars #kyloren #bensolo #theforceawakens kylo ren | b̶e̶n̶ ̶s̶o̶l̶o ► when you break](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/bOBVXwBLj-Y/mqdefault.jpg)

![d o l l h o u s e ❁ the house of york [TWQ]
Everyone thinks that were perfect; please dont let them look through the curtains.
HD recommended, and a warning for heavy Plantagenet/Woodville/Neville shade ;)
WotR, long time no see! This was one of my older projects I was too stubborn to drop completely, and honestly I am glad I didnt, because I had missed vidding my favourite dysfunctional medieval royals. I think this song is pretty perfect for any royal family really, despite its very modern sound, and how they must appear as perfect models and a united family for the common people despite the ugliness that might occur behind the scenes. And ugliness between relatives and in-laws certainly was a daily occurrence where the Plantagenets (& wives) of all ages were involved...
Everyone who knows me a little will know I have certain favourites in the family and I usually tend to take their sides in everything, but with this video I tried to be as impartial as possible, so everyone gets their share of shadiness as portrayed in the show xD (even though history shouldnt make it possible for me to make parallels between EoY and Mistress Shore...but historical inaccuracy and how much it irks me is a topic for another time ^^). I also tried a somewhat different style of editing (huge inspiration provided by this wonderful ATLA video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BX35SvC7pSE), so I would very much like to hear what you think of it :)
And last but not least, I hit the 2k wall sometime in August WHAT. IN. THE. WORLD. I still have no words for such a number :O thank you so much for all the support and comments, they are always superappreciated! I hope this video can serve as a little thank you ♥
Hope you enjoy!
Song info at the end of the video.
#fanvidfeed #thewhitequeen #houseofyork #twq d o l l h o u s e ❁ the house of york [TWQ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/cTEa_1xBfxs/mqdefault.jpg)

![Rey & Ben ❖ Underneath [HBD Kim!]
❝I dont want to hide any part of me from you.❞
[HD + earphones]
Posted this a few, tiny minutes before it turns into the 12th, because apparently I like living dangerously...but actually POSTED it. Considering I was forced to turn my last birthday video attempt into a Christmas present because of my nasty habit to get stuck on nearly-finished projects, Ill count this as improvement.
To anyone not knowing, today (I should probably say yesterday by the time Im writing this description) was the birthday of one of the loveliest, most empathetic and insightful (and lets not forget frigging *talented*!) people youll ever meet, if youre fortunate enough: Kim aka @ofdurinsfolk. I simply cannot remember how I ever went by without the certainty and wonderful ease of our conversations, and this video is probably only enough to cover a tiny fraction of the appreciation I feel. I hope you had the best of days...peculiar presents aside :D ♥
However, what was forged in the fires of surviving the JJerrio debacle can only be celebrated by saving what we love out of it, and in that fashion I am here to (hopefully) provide with more of our favourite, star-crossed space enemies-to-lovers who, after everything that happened, deserved their happy fairytale ending and to heal together...and at least in our (infinitely better) headcanons, they can. (Whats that? Theres footage post-kiss? Never heard of it). I seriously think that, in spite of the huge waste of potential the ST suffered from in some areas, Reylo may still have ruined the etl trope forever for me as far as live action goes. No one simply comes close to the actually perfectly balanced dynamic, the need for connection built on deep personal trauma, the raw honesty and utter lack of manipulation through it all. No one will ever let me go as hard with the umasking-each-other-in-every-possible-sense-of-the-word and the i-am-talking-with-or-about-you-but-actually-i-am-also-talking-about-myself metas...*sigh* I just miss them, and looking forward to more of their story, so much sometimes.
This song is more obviously readable from Bens POV (aka the guy physically *underneath* the big, bad black mask), but I think it fits Rey too, since she also demonstrates a tendency to hide under her own happy-go-lucky mask and to run away/stall rather than facing painful truths about herself (which is actually one of her character traits Ive always found most relatable. Self-sabotaging is a pain, and a very real one).
Please let me know your thoughts via comment, if you feel like it it is always much, much appreciated ♥
Song: https://youtu.be/jjKRHZPS6QU
Characters: Rey & Ben Solo/Kylo Ren (Reylo)
Clips: Star Wars (sequel trilogy), Star Wars - Tragedy of the Chosen One [https://youtu.be/FRbbvsxXaBs], Jungle (blue butterfly clips)
Colouring: charizzaard (edited)
I dont own anything except my editing; no copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #starwars #starwarsedit #bensolo #rey #reylo #reyloedit #kyloren Rey & Ben ❖ Underneath [HBD Kim!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/diiay-0y1K4/mqdefault.jpg)
![selina & bruce ► killing me slow [batman telltale]
Sounds like youve made your bed.
No. 𝘞𝘦 made this bed, and Im not going to lie in it alone.
[HD + earphones; and personal rant following]
So, normal people vid sad stuff when theyre upset about something...and then theres me, who vids sad stuff as a normal occurrence and then when Im upset I pick the project with the most upbeat song to finish because I just dont want to think about more sad things and how much I am going to miss (and miss already...) one person that was very dear to me. At least via vidding something good can actually come out of this real downer of a September...and my grandpapa was the biggest superhero comic fan, so Id like to think at least he would like the subject matter here. I am going to miss you so much...
(as for the video: yeah I am Telltale trash, the GOT game has ruined me for life and I am not going to stop any time soon. Ive never been much into superhero stories, but of all of them Batman always struck me as one of the most interesting [I love how he has a lot of grey areas and that he doesnt need actual superpowers to be awesome], and as the universe with the most interestingly complex characters especially villains so naturally I was curious about the new game...and it is indeed pretty cool. And to me the crazy chemistry and constant teasing/innuendo between these two is one of the best things about it as of now, so ofc vid happened. Stop giving me ships to ship, Telltale!)
song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ez4reAHWm_Q
colouring: Anaelis + mine
artwork @ Jorge Jiménez
No copyright infringement intended. And feedback is always appreciated ♥
#fanvidfeed #batcat #telltale #brucewayne #selinakyle selina & bruce ► killing me slow [batman telltale]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/e5zUmQpdgOY/mqdefault.jpg)


![Star Wars | Journeying Hearts {seven emotions challenge; thc}
[HD + earphones]
Made for the March round of the Hogwarts Contest Seven Emotions. I honestly thought I wasnt going to make it because I wasnt ispired *at all* for this round, but then suddenly this idea hit me very late in the month, and I found myself running against time to meet the deadline ^^ not my best idea probably, but Im fairly happy with the result. And the fact that my new computer is a total lifesaver and renders unbelievably fast (for my standards, at least) helped, too :D
(Also, sorry to all my non-SW subcribers, it seems I am on a spree with my first fandom again ^^ but I have different projects in motion, too!)
For this round we had to make a video showcasing seven different emotions. I didnt want to make another multifandom, and then while thinking about the number seven it hit me that there are seven Star Wars movies now...so I thought about going about it slightly differently and assign one emotion to each movie and try telling the story as a whole through them ^-^ it wasnt easy to find a single emotion that would suit each film (especially since SW is a true rollercoaster of feels to me), and you may disagree with some of my choices, but Ill leave you my reasons for them here - and if you enjoy the video at all, let me know your thoughts ♥
TPM → Loneliness: because its an emotion all the main three go through in the film. Padmé is alone fighting for her peoples survival in a Senate that wont help her; Anakin feels lonely without his mother; and Obi-Wan is left alone by Qui-Gons death (I also imagine, as Qui-Gon was quite an indipendent spirit and often clashed with the rest of the Council, that Obi as his student wasnt very often around other Padawans his age);
AOTC → Attachment: because its Anakins main problem throughout the films, and at the very heart of this particular one. Attachment is a love that is too strong, and walks hand in hand with the inability to let go of those we love; and in Anakins reaction to his mothers death one can already foresee what it is that will doom him in the end.
ROTS → Despair: guess not many explanations are needed for this one. The light side hits rock bottom in this film...
ANH → Hope: another obvious choice starting from the title of the film. I think ANH is the most hopeful out of all films; also, hope is the direct opposite of despair, and while episode III is the end of a descending arc, episode IV is the start of an ascending one.
TESB → Shock: because the first scene that always comes to mind with episode V is the infamous Vader/Luke shocking revelation, but Han, Leia and Chewie go through it too when they are betrayed on Bespin and Han is frozen into carbonite.
ROTJ → Compassion: because its the turning point of the film. Luke refuses the dark side because he feels his fathers suffering and he realizes the same fate will be his own if he does not; and Vaders soul is saved because he is pierced by Lukes pain and wants to put an end to it. Through compassion (or unconditional love, in Anakins words) they save each other and this is why ROTJ will probably always make me cry like a baby ç_ç
TFA → Wonderment: the wonder in Reys eyes is one of the things that stayed with me after seeing the film, and I think one of the goals of this new SW was definitely to bring back that sense of wonder of the previous films and involve a new generation with it, so thats why I chose this emotion (even though I was sorry not to include more characters from the movie).
~Challenge info~
► My emotions: loneliness, attachment, despair, hope, shock, compassion, wonderment
► House Gryffindors unity: instrumental music
A huge shoutout goes to my dearest Lauren (laurenmcquilty) who bore with me all the time while I was panicking and brainstorming over this video. Ly!
I dont own anything except my editing!
#fanvidfeed #starwars #starwarsedit Star Wars | Journeying Hearts {seven emotions challenge; thc}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gUyQxKU0Jag/mqdefault.jpg)

![☼ tides will bring me back to you. ☾ [FFX]
Like a ghost in the silence, I disappear...
[HD + earphones]
So...Final Fantasy XV came out this week past, the hype was stellar, but problem problem a girl doesnt own a PS4 or Xbox so she will have to wait until who-knows-when to play it on PC. So what does a girl do in the meantime? But replay her old favourite from the series, of course. The feels will be a lot easier to handle the second time, for sure, she thinks.
...
A girl has never been more wrong in her whole life T.T
Even after all these years, this game still very much pulls at my heartstrings and while replaying it in-between Telltale Batman episodes and drowning in major feels all over again, I happened to be obsessed with a song that fitted the OTP of the game to a T hence youll have to bear with a video from me on the subject. Im pretty sure no one will know I have actually vidded this game before (when my editing was still rather subpar), but I hope some of you will like this nonetheless, and that I did more justice to this story and more particularly this couple this time, because they deserve it and will probably always be videogame OTP #1 to me. And even if you dont care about the story I still think this game, despite being 15 years old now (gee, I feel ancient now D:), has some of the most visually gorgeous cutscenes Ive ever seen in a game, so I hope youll at least be able to appreciate the beauty of those!
Any comments are, as always, very much appreciated!
Song: at the beginning of video
Clips: Final Fantasy X / Final Fantasy X-2
No copyright infringement intended I dont own anything except my editing.
#fanvidfeed #finalfantasyx #tidusxyuna #tidus #yuna #ffx ☼ tides will bring me back to you. ☾ [FFX]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gpL1y5mZadw/mqdefault.jpg)