![☼ tides will bring me back to you. ☾ [FFX] @irydionlover](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gpL1y5mZadw/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded December 2016 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"Like a ghost in the silence, I disappear..."
[HD + earphones]
So...Final Fantasy XV came out this week past, the hype was stellar, but problem problem -- a girl doesn't own a PS4 or Xbox so she will have to wait until who-knows-when to play it on PC. So what does a girl do in the meantime? But replay her old favourite from the series, of course. The feels will be a lot easier to handle the second time, for sure, she thinks.
...
A girl has never been more wrong in her whole life T.T
Even after all these years, this game still very much pulls at my heartstrings -- and while replaying it in-between Telltale Batman episodes and drowning in major feels all over again, I happened to be obsessed with a song that fitted the OTP of the game to a T -- hence you'll have to bear with a video from me on the subject. I'm pretty sure no one will know I have actually vidded this game before (when my editing was still rather subpar), but I hope some of you will like this nonetheless, and that I did more justice to this story and more particularly this couple this time, because they deserve it and will probably always be videogame OTP #1 to me. And even if you don't care about the story I still think this game, despite being 15 years old now (gee, I feel ancient now D:), has some of the most visually gorgeous cutscenes I've ever seen in a game, so I hope you'll at least be able to appreciate the beauty of those!
Any comments are, as always, very much appreciated!
Song: at the beginning of video
Clips: Final Fantasy X / Final Fantasy X-2
No copyright infringement intended -- I don't own anything except my editing.
#fanvidfeed #finalfantasyx #tidusxyuna #tidus #yuna #ffx
"Like a ghost in the silence, I disappear..."
[HD + earphones]
So...Final Fantasy XV came out this week past, the hype was stellar, but problem problem -- a girl doesn't own a PS4 or Xbox so she will have to wait until who-knows-when to play it on PC. So what does a girl do in the meantime? But replay her old favourite from the series, of course. The feels will be a lot easier to handle the second time, for sure, she thinks.
...
A girl has never been more wrong in her whole life T.T
Even after all these years, this game still very much pulls at my heartstrings -- and while replaying it in-between Telltale Batman episodes and drowning in major feels all over again, I happened to be obsessed with a song that fitted the OTP of the game to a T -- hence you'll have to bear with a video from me on the subject. I'm pretty sure no one will know I have actually vidded this game before (when my editing was still rather subpar), but I hope some of you will like this nonetheless, and that I did more justice to this story and more particularly this couple this time, because they deserve it and will probably always be videogame OTP #1 to me. And even if you don't care about the story I still think this game, despite being 15 years old now (gee, I feel ancient now D:), has some of the most visually gorgeous cutscenes I've ever seen in a game, so I hope you'll at least be able to appreciate the beauty of those!
Any comments are, as always, very much appreciated!
Song: at the beginning of video
Clips: Final Fantasy X / Final Fantasy X-2
No copyright infringement intended -- I don't own anything except my editing.
#fanvidfeed #finalfantasyx #tidusxyuna #tidus #yuna #ffx
![☼ tides will bring me back to you. ☾ [FFX]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gpL1y5mZadw/mqdefault.jpg "☼ tides will bring me back to you. ☾ [FFX]
Like a ghost in the silence, I disappear...
[HD + earphones]
So...Final Fantasy XV came out this week past, the hype was stellar, but problem problem a girl doesnt own a PS4 or Xbox so she will have to wait until who-knows-when to play it on PC. So what does a girl do in the meantime? But replay her old favourite from the series, of course. The feels will be a lot easier to handle the second time, for sure, she thinks.
...
A girl has never been more wrong in her whole life T.T
Even after all these years, this game still very much pulls at my heartstrings and while replaying it in-between Telltale Batman episodes and drowning in major feels all over again, I happened to be obsessed with a song that fitted the OTP of the game to a T hence youll have to bear with a video from me on the subject. Im pretty sure no one will know I have actually vidded this game before (when my editing was still rather subpar), but I hope some of you will like this nonetheless, and that I did more justice to this story and more particularly this couple this time, because they deserve it and will probably always be videogame OTP #1 to me. And even if you dont care about the story I still think this game, despite being 15 years old now (gee, I feel ancient now D:), has some of the most visually gorgeous cutscenes Ive ever seen in a game, so I hope youll at least be able to appreciate the beauty of those!
Any comments are, as always, very much appreciated!
Song: at the beginning of video
Clips: Final Fantasy X / Final Fantasy X-2
No copyright infringement intended I dont own anything except my editing.
#fanvidfeed #finalfantasyx #tidusxyuna #tidus #yuna #ffx")
![The Weeping Monk ⚔ World On Fire [Cursed]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hDgBVevRg34/mqdefault.jpg "The Weeping Monk ⚔ World On Fire [Cursed]
❝Brace yourself, for all will pay.❞
[HD + smallscreen]
SPOILERS for the character identity reveal in 1x10, youve been warned.
Me liking the villain (antihero –or even hero, given who he actually is and what a bomb that name-dropping was– to be?) with a somewhat conflicted conscience who ultimately does the right thing after a whole lot of badassery on the wrong side? Shocking. Never saw that coming. (insert abundance of sarcasm)
Cursed is a bit of a hit and miss (truly stunning visuals and some intriguing characters, but doubtful acting/onscreen presence for other rather crucial roles and a contextualization that is all over the place imho), but it *is* wonderful to edit with. I mean, two edits in the span of a week, when is that ever going to happen again? And this guy right here...favourite character potential is all I can say. He already reminds me a LOT of my beloved Ben, both on visual and some story levels (may feel the need to make a parallel video at some point in the future).
Ive always wanted to use this song in some capacity, and Ive just had it echoing in the back of my mind ever since his intro scene. Also, borrowed a quote from my main favourite Arthurian show (can you recognize it?), because that conversation with Gawain instantly made me think about that particular scene, and I thought it described him perfectly.
Dedicated to Elle (@StarkQueen), with whom Ive enthused about this show a little! Very much looking forward to you using more of this pretty, pretty footage 😏
Colouring: SunnyVids (can never thank Zoé enough for her wizardry with colourings, honestly)
Song: https://youtu.be/Uv4gidvQttc
Clips: Cursed (2020)
I own nothing but my editing; no copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #weepingmonk #cursed #cursednetflix #theweepingmonk #danielsharman #lancelot #viddingisart")
![I cant drown my demons. [#OCtober]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iLsIuASFqX0/mqdefault.jpg "I cant drown my demons. [#OCtober]
̶̶.̶̶̶.̶̶̶.̶̶̶b̶̶̶u̶̶̶t̶̶̶ ̶̶̶I̶̶̶ ̶̶̶c̶̶̶a̶̶̶n̶̶̶ ̶̶̶a̶̶̶c̶̶̶c̶̶̶i̶̶̶d̶̶̶e̶̶̶n̶̶̶t̶̶̶a̶̶̶l̶̶̶l̶̶̶y̶̶̶ ̶̶̶d̶̶̶r̶̶̶o̶̶̶w̶̶̶n̶̶̶ ̶̶̶t̶̶̶h̶̶̶e̶̶̶ ̶̶̶l̶̶̶o̶̶̶v̶̶̶e̶̶̶ ̶̶̶o̶̶̶f̶̶̶ ̶̶̶m̶̶̶y̶̶̶ ̶̶̶l̶̶̶i̶̶̶f̶̶̶e̶̶̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶f̶i̶n̶e̶,̶ ̶̶̶b̶̶̶y̶̶̶e̶̶̶.̶
[HD + earphones]
This past couple of months running up to the discussion of my bachelors degree thesis (which is going to be in two weeks time and I have scarcely realized it yet akdsjfhfdh) have possibly been the most mental in the history of insane uni/work weeks (with the current week taking the cake in levels of schedule insanity x.x); however, I was always determined to draw up at least one project for Elles (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEGsb6LRFX7dAVyWhKJSvLQ) wonderful #OCtober a series of prompts, one per October day, all dedicated to vidding original characters; you can find the complete list on Elles channel and this is my attempt to fulfil that resolution. Some of the wonderfully creative and amazingly talented ladies on this site have come up with heart-stoppingly beautiful responses to the prompts so far; so first things first, I urge everyone to check the #OCtoberedit tag and playlist (https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLWONAgIJJVIhPkMF7KYcbcHS5TlRaD-uB) and fill your eyes and hearts with their captivating stories and plethora of fascinating characters ♥
As for this video: todays prompt was villain, and how could I resist really?
So meet Ayl: ice-wielder and shapeshifter extraordinaire from my Ibnàri stories whose beginnings can be found in my older protectors of Sìr video (https://youtu.be/5vtpfC2RogQ) and one of the main characters Nàr encounters after leaving her mothers forest.
He is more antihero than villain in my mind; but he and Nàr first meet as enemies, and villain is certainly how he views himself when she first meets him.
Story points referenced in this video:
→ Ayl is a mortal/immortal halfling like Nàr, but with the misfortune of being born of a much less loving union. His father is a cunning, rather merciless mountain spirit with a huge vendetta against the kingdom bordering with his domain. Ayl was not raised by him, unlike Nàr with her forest spirit mother Mazarië, but as he grew up he could always sense a cold, chilling presence in his wake, patiently observing his every move.
→ He can shapeshift into white animals of different kinds; the stag was ever his favourite since he first met his beloved while in that form.
→ While shapeshifting always came as easy as breathing to him, his ice powers are a different story. The one time he lost control over them, it was a terrible accident that cost the one he loved her very life (or that is what he believes happened, at least...). He then pledged himself to his fathers questionable bidding in the hopes of learning how to master them from him, thinking himself an out-of-control monster.
→ As the only two existing halflings they know of, and with Nàrs own fire powers acting up ever since Haleths demise, the two share a wary, unwilling understanding of each other.
Notable cameos: Ysmael (Uli Latukefu), Nàrs first and main companion who has a lot of backstory himself that I hope to eventually get to vid too, along with my main girl.
This video is also quite different from Protectors I tried experimenting with texts and overlays more and I have to say Im rather happy ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶b̶l̶o̶o̶d̶y̶ ̶o̶n̶c̶e̶ about some discoveries I made, so I might keep vidding these lovely people in this fashion. As always, would love anyones opinion on this, and hope to be back posting sooner rather than later once rl madness subsides a little!
Song: https://youtu.be/bY18nh9Akg4
Colouring: charizzaard / LostBanshee
#fanvidfeed #OCsDeserveBetter")
![It has to be you, love. [ben & rey]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kLnuQuuikGM/mqdefault.jpg "It has to be you, love. [ben & rey]
❝Why is the Force connecting us? You and I?❞
[HD + earphones + small screen]
Trying to remind myself that I can actually (hopefully) vid. This university year has been beyond crazy, with June being the worst of it so crazy that I have to resort to uploading from Germany (where I am staying for the upcoming month) to finally vaguely look like Im still active on this channel. During the last few months the idea of vidding was only adding more stress and anxiety to the rest of the load (until it morphed into downright vidders block), so I ultimately decided to keep away from Youtube for a while. A thousand apologies if I have disappeared on you for collabs or if I have left comments without reply. Ill try to rectify the latter these days a bit, wenn ich nicht spazieren gehe!
That said...Episode IX and these two (but most of all a deserving conclusive arc for Ben) are basically all Im going to ask for my next Christmas. I have had SO many fandoms I loved disappoint me to bitterness over this last year (yes, GOT and VLD, I am looking at you both) and I dont think I would take it well if SW turned out to be the umpteenth fandom passing on the dreadful message that your past defines what youll end up being and that people cant really change for the better. This saga has always been about compassion and forgiveness and doing the right thing when it matters most, and it would honestly just be completely out of character if it did. In any case, IX is going to be epic (PALPATINE. IS. BACK. AND THAT ALONE IS REASON TO PANIC) and I cant wait for December to arrive!
I have been wanting to vid these two again forever after TLJ, but I feel like they encompass so many themes that I will never possibly give them the justice they deserve (plus, there are already SO many mesmerizing Reylo edits around). Hopefully some of my favourite themes (unmasking each other, their perception about one another continuously being challenged and evolving, plus the obvious visual specularities and gorgeous red vs. blue colour scheme a lot of their scenes have) come through in the video. If you like, let me know your thoughts :)
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QonnPr6qjfo
Clips: Star Wars (sequel trilogy)
Colouring: SunnyVids
I dont own anything except my editing no copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #starwars #reylo #rey #kyloren #bensolo #theriseofskywalker #reyloedit")
![» and Ive given it up for what? [george & isabel; twq+rotrk]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kbQeJlIzwF8/mqdefault.jpg "» and Ive given it up for what? [george & isabel; twq+rotrk]
...but that wasnt enough, was it?
[HD, earphones + small screen]
I was 99% sure my first video of 2018 (or anything I happened to post on ship day aka St. Valentines) would be something Reylo, with all the meat TLJ handed us fans...but no after some dreadful hard disk issues (every vidders best friend, am I right?), exam exhaustion (but some personal gratification too, freaking finally) and all in all the fullest January in recent years, have some Gisabel feels instead.
Bless Baraou No Souretsu (or Requiem of the Rose King), Aya Kannos WOTR/RIII-themed manga, for finally giving me a worthy depiction of the other York/Neville OTP (despite some other...lets just say weird ships and plot solutions, but this is supposed to be a historical *and* fantasy manga after all). Leafing through the latest scans and finding such heartfelt drawings of George/Isabel, particularly in their final chapters [HOW DARE YOU GIVING THEM THE RICHANNE HUG THOUGH, AYA, MY FEELS WERE NOT READY] honestly warmed my heart, because I always have a bone to pick with Ricardian authors (and not only PG) who invariably have to write George as a Jerk™ in all aspects of his life (as if he was incapable at all of positive emotions), and portray this successful marriage as an abusive relationship (or alternatively, they sometimes make Isabel into a Jerk™ too, and I dont know which pisses me off more ^^). If anything, Ive always thought that the fact that he seemed to go crazy again right after Isabels death after years of relatively amicable relations with Edward, coupled with the fact that hes actually the only one of the York brothers with no reported bastard children (and all this despite his notoriously fickle political loyalties), actually speaks a lot more in favour of him caring about Isabel than the contrary. So what I tried to capture here, combining the two media (and some added scenes/VOs from here and there), is a depiction of this pairing as what I think they could have been if their romantic potential had been used properly in TWQ a husband and wife who care for each other, but whose position and ambition got in the way and ultimately ruined their happiness together.
[the beginning is me trying to be aesthetic and failing btw xD;
bear=Neville crest, bull=Clarence crest]
It also seems TWQ has officially become experimental territory for me this time I tried my hand at MMV-editing style (adding so much respect for MMV editors to the amount I already had, because masking and animating all the scans is SO much work T.T), and I would very much like to hear your thoughts about it. I kinda enjoyed the change in styles!
FInally, Ill credit one of my editing idols, Alexa, for getting me obsessed with this song via one of her wonderful Reylo edits (if you dont know who Im talking about and you call yourself a SW fan...well, youre missing out bad! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDOR-mnj4MW7e1ohFCPCXkg)
Feedback is welcome!
Song info at the end of the video; for specific scenes/voiceovers, ask me.
No copyright infringement intended; this video is for entertainment purposes only, and no money is being made out of it.
#fanvidfeed #thewhitequeen #requiemoftheroseking #twq #rotrk #george #isabel")
![All fall down. [THC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kxOT43nVQIM/mqdefault.jpg "All fall down. [THC]
They say sufferings are misfortunes. When our lives are knocked off course we imagine everything in them is lost...but it is only the start of something new, and good.
My enemy...he was hurt, and I was hurt, and I found that I loved him too.
Theme: we all fall down for different reasons - power, love, fate; but in suffering we are all equals, and sometimes through suffering we can find common ground with the ones we least expect, and new beginnings too.
First video I made as a participant of the Hogwarts Contest! I am very excited to be a part of this, because it is the occasion for me to try new things; and this challenge already made me experiment it seems, because this turned into my very first multifandom video - something I was always scared to attempt because having to organize so many different fandoms and knowing which clips to put where without them seeming randomly thrown together always felt quite difficult to me. I had a theme in mind for this video and I tried to stick to it...you tell me if I was successful or not ^-^
Anyway, this was made for the One Effect Challenge, and my chosen effect was Gaussian Blur, since its by far the one Im most comfortable using, its a very versatile effect and its the one I truly cant imagine making a video without.
{Also, I feel a wide-ranging multifandom video be a perfect way to celebrate the fact that I have recently hit 1700+ subscribers thats a CRAZILY huge number, and I couldnt be more humbled that still more people keep coming to the channel and enjoying my vids. Im thinking of hosting another collab (a crossover/AU one, because theyre kind of scarce on this channel to my taste) as a small celebration, so if youre interested stay tuned for that around the end of this month :)}
Challenge info:
► Chosen effect: Gaussian Blur
► Other allowed effects used: Black & White, Pan/Crop, Fade to Black, simple crossfades, simple text.
► House Gryffindors unity: song artist (OneRepublic)
I listed all the fandoms I used in order of appearance at the end of the video, but if you are curious about single scenes feel free to ask. Hope you like this, and would love to know your thoughts if youre stopping by!
#fanvidfeed #multifandom #parallels")
![Jiang Ziya [姜子牙] | Run Boy Run](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/puT1QKmTr0E/mqdefault.jpg "Jiang Ziya [姜子牙] | Run Boy Run
❝Youll be a g̶o̶d̶ man, boy, but for now its time to run.❞
[HD + earphones]
What does one do with an undervidded film packed with dynamic, visually stunning action/running scenes?
They finally get the chance to make the Run Boy Run edit theyve always wanted to make, of course...
Yes, Im still not over enthusing about JZ and how wonderfully entertaining it is to edit with it. While my first video about it was more of a quiet, meditative piece about the core relationship and themes, this one is pure action and fun bent to character study-ish purposes. So many of the scenes and visuals I included this time were not in Find You at all, which is really all there is to say about the many facets the film has to offer! Jiang Ziya may have the kindest, most compassionate heart and I love him for it, but he is also a fiercely badass warrior with a magically glowing sword-turned-staff, and you can bet he damn well knows how to use it to defend against demons and corrupted heavenly beings alike.
(And speaking of demons: I just cant get over how both the Chinese and American actresses absolutely *kill* it as Jiuwei/Nine-Tailed. Both line deliveries 100% nail her chaotic, vengeful maliciousness and are downright bone-chilling to listen to, in the very best way.)
Stay safe, hit me with your (always treasured!) opinions if you feel like it...and once again, go watch this film ♥
My previous JZ edit: https://youtu.be/4y5S2yxMogE
My all-time favourite RBR edit: https://youtu.be/qwNN5hx0eBs (miss you, Caro! ;_;)
Song: https://youtu.be/Eje2r90MkGE
Clips: Jiang Ziya (Legend of Deification)
Colouring: VictoriaSain
I dont own anything except my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #jiangziya #legendofdeification #姜子牙 #jiuwei #ninetailed #ninetailfox #ninetailedfox #ninetails #fengshenyanyi #fengshencinematicuniverse #amv #amvedit")
