Uploaded July 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"I am with you, forever, the end."
[HD is your friend!]
While being so damn excited for the San Diego Comic-con and all the news about s5 spreading (that trailer! *O*), I also finally managed to finish this video, which I've grown quite attached to since it's the one that's been accompanying me during my final tests. Now it has become my first video as an ex-high school girl! YAY!
I also used one of my favourite songs ever by my favourite band; Breaking Benjamin are just epicness made music. I have exactly 0 regrets having vidded them for the third time! I think this song fits well with my beloved Merlin and Arthur, so finally a video about them up to the finale of season 4, basically about how they need each other to face their darkest times, and despite facing challenges and making mistakes they would go to every extent to protect and be there for one another. Arthur has shown it quite a lot of times now too, and I've absolutely loved how emotionally honest he has been with Merlin (about TIME!) this last season, and that he has openly recognized him as his most loyal and trusted friend. Aww, so much brotherhood *-*
(First verse and chorus are from Arthur's POV, second ones from Merlin's. The verses particularly focus on their challenges during season 4 -- Arthur struggling to find the wisdom in himself to be a good king, and Merlin being put at odds with Arthur by his foes (Morgana, Agravaine) and the king's ongoing issues with magic, but trying to stay by his side in spite of it. After that POVs are mixed, hopefully easy to follow though!)
I guess you can tell from the amount of footage from specific episodes (2x13 above all) which some of my all-time favourites are...
I also finally experimented with overlays! Tell me what you think about it :)
Last but certainly not least, dedication! : to the Arthur to my Merlin on YT, my wonderful, lovely Lauren (laurenmcquilty), who has been so patient with me all this year when I've constantly made her wait for things (and still am, that's how bad a friend I am! D:) because I was busy studying, who has shared all of my fangirl craziness, who has always been there to talk about everything and has provided me endless support with her cheery mails and lovely comments. You also pushed me to finish this, so it's only right that it's dedicated to you, and since I, too, am always somewhere far when your birthday comes and I am always unable to make you a decent birthday present...I suppose I just have to give you random presents then =) I love you so much!
Song: "Without You" by Breaking Benjamin
Clips: Merlin BBC, seasons 1-4
I don't own anything except my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #merlin #arthur #merthur #merlinbbc #merlinedit #arthurpendragon #colinmorgan #bradleyjames
"I am with you, forever, the end."
[HD is your friend!]
While being so damn excited for the San Diego Comic-con and all the news about s5 spreading (that trailer! *O*), I also finally managed to finish this video, which I've grown quite attached to since it's the one that's been accompanying me during my final tests. Now it has become my first video as an ex-high school girl! YAY!
I also used one of my favourite songs ever by my favourite band; Breaking Benjamin are just epicness made music. I have exactly 0 regrets having vidded them for the third time! I think this song fits well with my beloved Merlin and Arthur, so finally a video about them up to the finale of season 4, basically about how they need each other to face their darkest times, and despite facing challenges and making mistakes they would go to every extent to protect and be there for one another. Arthur has shown it quite a lot of times now too, and I've absolutely loved how emotionally honest he has been with Merlin (about TIME!) this last season, and that he has openly recognized him as his most loyal and trusted friend. Aww, so much brotherhood *-*
(First verse and chorus are from Arthur's POV, second ones from Merlin's. The verses particularly focus on their challenges during season 4 -- Arthur struggling to find the wisdom in himself to be a good king, and Merlin being put at odds with Arthur by his foes (Morgana, Agravaine) and the king's ongoing issues with magic, but trying to stay by his side in spite of it. After that POVs are mixed, hopefully easy to follow though!)
I guess you can tell from the amount of footage from specific episodes (2x13 above all) which some of my all-time favourites are...
I also finally experimented with overlays! Tell me what you think about it :)
Last but certainly not least, dedication! : to the Arthur to my Merlin on YT, my wonderful, lovely Lauren (laurenmcquilty), who has been so patient with me all this year when I've constantly made her wait for things (and still am, that's how bad a friend I am! D:) because I was busy studying, who has shared all of my fangirl craziness, who has always been there to talk about everything and has provided me endless support with her cheery mails and lovely comments. You also pushed me to finish this, so it's only right that it's dedicated to you, and since I, too, am always somewhere far when your birthday comes and I am always unable to make you a decent birthday present...I suppose I just have to give you random presents then =) I love you so much!
Song: "Without You" by Breaking Benjamin
Clips: Merlin BBC, seasons 1-4
I don't own anything except my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #merlin #arthur #merthur #merlinbbc #merlinedit #arthurpendragon #colinmorgan #bradleyjames
![» and Ive given it up for what? [george & isabel; twq+rotrk]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kbQeJlIzwF8/mqdefault.jpg "» and Ive given it up for what? [george & isabel; twq+rotrk]
...but that wasnt enough, was it?
[HD, earphones + small screen]
I was 99% sure my first video of 2018 (or anything I happened to post on ship day aka St. Valentines) would be something Reylo, with all the meat TLJ handed us fans...but no after some dreadful hard disk issues (every vidders best friend, am I right?), exam exhaustion (but some personal gratification too, freaking finally) and all in all the fullest January in recent years, have some Gisabel feels instead.
Bless Baraou No Souretsu (or Requiem of the Rose King), Aya Kannos WOTR/RIII-themed manga, for finally giving me a worthy depiction of the other York/Neville OTP (despite some other...lets just say weird ships and plot solutions, but this is supposed to be a historical *and* fantasy manga after all). Leafing through the latest scans and finding such heartfelt drawings of George/Isabel, particularly in their final chapters [HOW DARE YOU GIVING THEM THE RICHANNE HUG THOUGH, AYA, MY FEELS WERE NOT READY] honestly warmed my heart, because I always have a bone to pick with Ricardian authors (and not only PG) who invariably have to write George as a Jerk™ in all aspects of his life (as if he was incapable at all of positive emotions), and portray this successful marriage as an abusive relationship (or alternatively, they sometimes make Isabel into a Jerk™ too, and I dont know which pisses me off more ^^). If anything, Ive always thought that the fact that he seemed to go crazy again right after Isabels death after years of relatively amicable relations with Edward, coupled with the fact that hes actually the only one of the York brothers with no reported bastard children (and all this despite his notoriously fickle political loyalties), actually speaks a lot more in favour of him caring about Isabel than the contrary. So what I tried to capture here, combining the two media (and some added scenes/VOs from here and there), is a depiction of this pairing as what I think they could have been if their romantic potential had been used properly in TWQ a husband and wife who care for each other, but whose position and ambition got in the way and ultimately ruined their happiness together.
[the beginning is me trying to be aesthetic and failing btw xD;
bear=Neville crest, bull=Clarence crest]
It also seems TWQ has officially become experimental territory for me this time I tried my hand at MMV-editing style (adding so much respect for MMV editors to the amount I already had, because masking and animating all the scans is SO much work T.T), and I would very much like to hear your thoughts about it. I kinda enjoyed the change in styles!
FInally, Ill credit one of my editing idols, Alexa, for getting me obsessed with this song via one of her wonderful Reylo edits (if you dont know who Im talking about and you call yourself a SW fan...well, youre missing out bad! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDOR-mnj4MW7e1ohFCPCXkg)
Feedback is welcome!
Song info at the end of the video; for specific scenes/voiceovers, ask me.
No copyright infringement intended; this video is for entertainment purposes only, and no money is being made out of it.
#fanvidfeed #thewhitequeen #requiemoftheroseking #twq #rotrk #george #isabel")
![All fall down. [THC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kxOT43nVQIM/mqdefault.jpg "All fall down. [THC]
They say sufferings are misfortunes. When our lives are knocked off course we imagine everything in them is lost...but it is only the start of something new, and good.
My enemy...he was hurt, and I was hurt, and I found that I loved him too.
Theme: we all fall down for different reasons - power, love, fate; but in suffering we are all equals, and sometimes through suffering we can find common ground with the ones we least expect, and new beginnings too.
First video I made as a participant of the Hogwarts Contest! I am very excited to be a part of this, because it is the occasion for me to try new things; and this challenge already made me experiment it seems, because this turned into my very first multifandom video - something I was always scared to attempt because having to organize so many different fandoms and knowing which clips to put where without them seeming randomly thrown together always felt quite difficult to me. I had a theme in mind for this video and I tried to stick to it...you tell me if I was successful or not ^-^
Anyway, this was made for the One Effect Challenge, and my chosen effect was Gaussian Blur, since its by far the one Im most comfortable using, its a very versatile effect and its the one I truly cant imagine making a video without.
{Also, I feel a wide-ranging multifandom video be a perfect way to celebrate the fact that I have recently hit 1700+ subscribers thats a CRAZILY huge number, and I couldnt be more humbled that still more people keep coming to the channel and enjoying my vids. Im thinking of hosting another collab (a crossover/AU one, because theyre kind of scarce on this channel to my taste) as a small celebration, so if youre interested stay tuned for that around the end of this month :)}
Challenge info:
► Chosen effect: Gaussian Blur
► Other allowed effects used: Black & White, Pan/Crop, Fade to Black, simple crossfades, simple text.
► House Gryffindors unity: song artist (OneRepublic)
I listed all the fandoms I used in order of appearance at the end of the video, but if you are curious about single scenes feel free to ask. Hope you like this, and would love to know your thoughts if youre stopping by!
#fanvidfeed #multifandom #parallels")
![Jiang Ziya [姜子牙] | Run Boy Run](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/puT1QKmTr0E/mqdefault.jpg "Jiang Ziya [姜子牙] | Run Boy Run
❝Youll be a g̶o̶d̶ man, boy, but for now its time to run.❞
[HD + earphones]
What does one do with an undervidded film packed with dynamic, visually stunning action/running scenes?
They finally get the chance to make the Run Boy Run edit theyve always wanted to make, of course...
Yes, Im still not over enthusing about JZ and how wonderfully entertaining it is to edit with it. While my first video about it was more of a quiet, meditative piece about the core relationship and themes, this one is pure action and fun bent to character study-ish purposes. So many of the scenes and visuals I included this time were not in Find You at all, which is really all there is to say about the many facets the film has to offer! Jiang Ziya may have the kindest, most compassionate heart and I love him for it, but he is also a fiercely badass warrior with a magically glowing sword-turned-staff, and you can bet he damn well knows how to use it to defend against demons and corrupted heavenly beings alike.
(And speaking of demons: I just cant get over how both the Chinese and American actresses absolutely *kill* it as Jiuwei/Nine-Tailed. Both line deliveries 100% nail her chaotic, vengeful maliciousness and are downright bone-chilling to listen to, in the very best way.)
Stay safe, hit me with your (always treasured!) opinions if you feel like it...and once again, go watch this film ♥
My previous JZ edit: https://youtu.be/4y5S2yxMogE
My all-time favourite RBR edit: https://youtu.be/qwNN5hx0eBs (miss you, Caro! ;_;)
Song: https://youtu.be/Eje2r90MkGE
Clips: Jiang Ziya (Legend of Deification)
Colouring: VictoriaSain
I dont own anything except my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #jiangziya #legendofdeification #姜子牙 #jiuwei #ninetailed #ninetailfox #ninetailedfox #ninetails #fengshenyanyi #fengshencinematicuniverse #amv #amvedit")
![porcelain heart. ❧ [merlin emrys]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qNUE52Gvm5Y/mqdefault.jpg "porcelain heart. ❧ [merlin emrys]
Sometimes I feel the weight of my destiny crushing me.
[HD recommended, and most depressing video ever made alert!]
Originally made for MVT round 2.
In my assigned group for this round we had to focus on putting emotion in our vids, and using some of the shows sadder moments. I decided to focus in particular onto the reasons of sadness in my favourite characters journey through the series...because if Merlins journey isnt heartbreaking in your books (and especially with Colins perfect portrayal of all of his emotions punching you in the gut as if they were your own ç ç), I dont know what could be.
He has to struggle with his gifts and the ban on magic and seeing his kin persecuted and even helping in doing so, and then has to let go of everyone he cares about, seeing them all die in his arms; and more often than not, no one will notice his pain, because he always has a smile for everyone and tries to be strong for everyone, for Camelot, for Arthur. And through it all, he always gets up again, and goes on, because he believes in his Once and Future King and in the destiny they share...and in the end, even his only focus and his truest friend are stolen from him and hes left with absolutely nothing but regret and grief...and for all eternity. NOW TELL ME AGAIN IF THAT FINALE WAS ANY FAIR ; ;
Song info at the end of the video.
I own nothing (quite obviously) but the editing! No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #merlin #emrys #merlinbbc #merlinedit #colinmorgan")
![...and once again beheld the stars. [Parked]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r-kcv3ZRVJI/mqdefault.jpg "...and once again beheld the stars. [Parked]
Have you ever seen a leaf fall off a tree?
[SPOILERS for the end of the film!]
I dont like how this video has come out at ALL, but I guess Im still posting it because I didnt want to go away on holiday for a month without a new upload, and because I needed to share my feelings for this beautiful, compelling film. So sorry its so sad too, I started it while in the middle of a couple of bad days that are thankfully far over now, especially since Im travelling to my beloved Africa in less than three days and I refuse to have that spoiled. But I digress.
Anyway, Parked! I received the DVD for my upcoming birthday because everyone knows my love for Colin by now! I was all too keen to watch just because of him, but I actually found myself falling in love with every aspect of this film. It is a very touching story, about friendship and finding hope and new beginnings even in the most desperate of situations; and the main cast does a fabulous job in bringing it to life. Colm Meaney is just perfect in Freds role, and Colin...well, he is simply outstanding as always. He has this way of conveying emotions so powerfully, you cant help but feeling them all as if they were your very own. He always puts so much into every character he plays that you no longer see the actor, but just the characters themselves, as if they were alive and real. He really is a gem and his art pretty much one of the very best thing Merlin ever brought to my knowledge.
Last but not least, I found myself loving the direction too, with all those clever close-ups and camera angles and the fantabulous lighting. Im definitely checking Darragh Byrnes other works after this!
The video focuses around the unlikely but unique friendship that develops between Fred and Cathal. At the beginning Fred is lonely and quite desperate, with no hope for a better future, but then Cathal arrives and with his cheery attitude he helps him re-discover the beautiful side of life, which is what the leaf quote at the beginning alludes to. However, while Fred finally manages to sort his life once more, he cant help but be a witness to Cathals self-destructive descent into suffering and addiction. Ill just say that by the end of the film I was in a puddle of tears ç ç but in spite of the sadness (which is not the only aspect of the film, I promise, even if judging from this video it might look like it) the film is actually very light-hearted, especially with the crazy stuff these two do together :)
I absolutely think this film is worth it all, its just one of those films that leaves you with a message and stays with you for a long time, and now it has become one of my favourites. I needed to pour all my feelings out and vidding was the perfect outlet for that ^-^
Music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eam9v9FsLw4
Clips: Parked
I dont own anything except the editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #parked #colinmorgan #colmmeaney")
