Uploaded July 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"Have you ever seen a leaf fall off a tree?"
[SPOILERS for the end of the film!]
I don't like how this video has come out at ALL, but I guess I'm still posting it because I didn't want to go away on holiday for a month without a new upload, and because I needed to share my feelings for this beautiful, compelling film. So sorry it's so sad too, I started it while in the middle of a couple of bad days that are thankfully far over now, especially since I'm travelling to my beloved Africa in less than three days and I refuse to have that spoiled. But I digress.
Anyway, Parked! I received the DVD for my upcoming birthday because everyone knows my love for Colin by now! I was all too keen to watch just because of him, but I actually found myself falling in love with every aspect of this film. It is a very touching story, about friendship and finding hope and new beginnings even in the most desperate of situations; and the main cast does a fabulous job in bringing it to life. Colm Meaney is just perfect in Fred's role, and Colin...well, he is simply outstanding as always. He has this way of conveying emotions so powerfully, you can't help but feeling them all as if they were your very own. He always puts so much into every character he plays that you no longer see the actor, but just the characters themselves, as if they were alive and real. He really is a gem and his art pretty much one of the very best thing Merlin ever brought to my knowledge.
Last but not least, I found myself loving the direction too, with all those clever close-ups and camera angles and the fantabulous lighting. I'm definitely checking Darragh Byrne's other works after this!
The video focuses around the unlikely but unique friendship that develops between Fred and Cathal. At the beginning Fred is lonely and quite desperate, with no hope for a better future, but then Cathal arrives and with his cheery attitude he helps him re-discover the beautiful side of life, which is what the leaf quote at the beginning alludes to. However, while Fred finally manages to sort his life once more, he can't help but be a witness to Cathal's self-destructive descent into suffering and addiction. I'll just say that by the end of the film I was in a puddle of tears ç_____ç but in spite of the sadness (which is not the only aspect of the film, I promise, even if judging from this video it might look like it) the film is actually very light-hearted, especially with the crazy stuff these two do together :')
I absolutely think this film is worth it all, it's just one of those films that leaves you with a message and stays with you for a long time, and now it has become one of my favourites. I needed to pour all my feelings out and vidding was the perfect outlet for that ^-^
Music: youtube.com/watch?v=eam9v9FsLw4
Clips: Parked
I don't own anything except the editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #parked #colinmorgan #colmmeaney
"Have you ever seen a leaf fall off a tree?"
[SPOILERS for the end of the film!]
I don't like how this video has come out at ALL, but I guess I'm still posting it because I didn't want to go away on holiday for a month without a new upload, and because I needed to share my feelings for this beautiful, compelling film. So sorry it's so sad too, I started it while in the middle of a couple of bad days that are thankfully far over now, especially since I'm travelling to my beloved Africa in less than three days and I refuse to have that spoiled. But I digress.
Anyway, Parked! I received the DVD for my upcoming birthday because everyone knows my love for Colin by now! I was all too keen to watch just because of him, but I actually found myself falling in love with every aspect of this film. It is a very touching story, about friendship and finding hope and new beginnings even in the most desperate of situations; and the main cast does a fabulous job in bringing it to life. Colm Meaney is just perfect in Fred's role, and Colin...well, he is simply outstanding as always. He has this way of conveying emotions so powerfully, you can't help but feeling them all as if they were your very own. He always puts so much into every character he plays that you no longer see the actor, but just the characters themselves, as if they were alive and real. He really is a gem and his art pretty much one of the very best thing Merlin ever brought to my knowledge.
Last but not least, I found myself loving the direction too, with all those clever close-ups and camera angles and the fantabulous lighting. I'm definitely checking Darragh Byrne's other works after this!
The video focuses around the unlikely but unique friendship that develops between Fred and Cathal. At the beginning Fred is lonely and quite desperate, with no hope for a better future, but then Cathal arrives and with his cheery attitude he helps him re-discover the beautiful side of life, which is what the leaf quote at the beginning alludes to. However, while Fred finally manages to sort his life once more, he can't help but be a witness to Cathal's self-destructive descent into suffering and addiction. I'll just say that by the end of the film I was in a puddle of tears ç_____ç but in spite of the sadness (which is not the only aspect of the film, I promise, even if judging from this video it might look like it) the film is actually very light-hearted, especially with the crazy stuff these two do together :')
I absolutely think this film is worth it all, it's just one of those films that leaves you with a message and stays with you for a long time, and now it has become one of my favourites. I needed to pour all my feelings out and vidding was the perfect outlet for that ^-^
Music: youtube.com/watch?v=eam9v9FsLw4
Clips: Parked
I don't own anything except the editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #parked #colinmorgan #colmmeaney

![Ive come home. {poldark}
I lost sight of something. I came in search of it. Having found it, Im going home.
[HD + earphones]
No, Im not dead. Yes, Im still struggling with the most dreadful block ever (and with uni taking away most of my time). And yes, Im still watching way too many British shows...but at least thanks to Poldark Ive finally finished something!
I havent watched the original series so I cannot make comparisons, but the first episode of this new one really captivated me. Both the scenery and the characters were fantastic - not to mention, Aidan and Ellie look so gorgeous together, they make me ship Ross and Demelza already only by seeing them together :3
Hope someone among my subscribers is watching too, and if not, I really recommend it! Second episode is airing in less than half an hour :)
(Personal: I really, really want to thank all of my subscribers. I really dont know what Ive done to deserve 1300+ of you, especially since recently I dont seem to be able to finish anything. Youre just very, very amazing, and so patient! Your support has always meant a lot to me, and is always superappreciated. You are the best!)
#fanvidfeed #poldark #rosspoldark #demelzacarne #elizabethchynoweth #francispoldark Ive come home. {poldark}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/rds3p5oKvZg/mqdefault.jpg)

![k̶y̶l̶o̶ ̶r̶e̶n̶ | ben solo ► d e f i a n c e .
❝Kid’s gonna get in trouble one day. Every kid does, but with the blood of a scoundrel and a princess in his veins, his defiance will shake the stars.❞
–Chuck Wendig, Aftermath: Empires End
[HD + earphones + obvious TROS spoilers.]
...Well, what to say. First things first, sorry I am still in SW spam mood – was pretty unavoidable, all considered. It took me only two months to even begin to process and do something constructive (I hope?) with the deep-cutting hurt TROS inflicted. This is likely a messier product for it; and I could spend yet more words talking about the 1983384756 things in this film that, to me, didnt make sense/fell completely flat and devoid of emotion/were a disservice to so many characters and established narrative threads in the saga as a whole (all made worse by the still ongoing wave of vitriol unleashed on various platforms online)...but Im not going to do that. Im genuinely glad there seems to be a part of the fandom that has enjoyed the film; and there were salvageable and even genuinely moving moments in it, so it would be in bad faith to pretend like its a complete miss (wouldnt be here making videos about it if it were).
One such moving section was everything surrounding Bens redemption, in spite of how unfairly it ended (and how hurtful it still is to think about how harmful a message said end passes on). Adam obviously gave it his all, and it was amazing to almost see a completely different person coming alive in the ten minutes total or so (a bloody crime!) he had to finally, finally be just Ben, free and confident and focused and beautifully himself. Ben Solo has come to mean an awful lot to me on a very deep, personal level; glimpsing the boy behind the mask and rooting for him all these years has been kind of like rooting for myself in what has been the most difficult, still-ongoing time of my life. That is probably why, if theres anything I want to take away from the wobbly mess that the ST turned into as a whole, it is how inspiring a character Ben has been and will continue being for all people who are struggling with their self-worth, feelings of self-hatred and overcoming trauma of any kind.
That journey of finding himself and freeing himself of self-imposed chains is what I tried to focus on with this video, with help from the lion imagery in the song – which youll find kinda shifting in its meaning as the video progresses. At the beginning, the lion is Palpatine/Snoke, the predator hunting child Ben, and Ben himself ends up turning into a lion in the most feral sense by becoming Kylo Ren. On the contrary, when Ben finally frees himself of the mask, he becomes a lion in the positive sense again – brave, noble, selfless. And he is finally able to finish what his grandfather started in a way 💔
This is also meant as a sort of part 2 to my When you break video from post-TFA days (https://youtu.be/bOBVXwBLj-Y ); so youll find the same fancast for younger Ben (sorry Finn Wolfhard fans, wont be swayed on this) and some manips here and there to show Bens relationship with his family. I think Bens lonely childhood is even more relevant, if possible, now that we have the RoKR comics; antis willfully discarding it are simply, knowingly rejecting a huge part of the character that doesnt fit their narrative, and I just always wish we had official film material to work with too :(
→ Colouring: SunnyVids, autumnfantasy (mostly)
→ Song: https://youtu.be/QgFHL2R8m6s
→ Clips:
Star Wars (sequel trilogy)
Star Wars: Tragedy of the Chosen One [fan film by Ian-Luke Production]: https://youtu.be/FRbbvsxXaBs
The Rise of Kylo Ren [comic series]
The Chronicles of Narnia (Skandar Keynes as younger Ben)
I do not own anything except my editing; no copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #bensolo #starwars #tros #kyloren k̶y̶l̶o̶ ̶r̶e̶n̶ | ben solo ► d e f i a n c e .](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sKfeKg7HdpE/mqdefault.jpg)
![Luke & Vader | Permanent
Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
This video is from Lukes POV. I thought this song was perfect to describe how he feels towards his fallen father, Anakin. No matter what, he will always be permanent for him, trying to bring his fathers real self back...always believing theres still good in him (and being damn right about it).
[This was meant to be a birthday present for my dear Jo (josuama1000), but I am terribly late! Jo, Im so so sorry for this...but well, its better late than never, right? :P so, happy belated b-day again! Youve always been a great friend to me, and I wanted you to know that I will always be permanent for you. Ti voglio bene!]
p.s.: many thanks to LeahMarie624 for making me discover this wonderful song with her awesome Narnia vid =)
**Note: I belatedly realized how truly annoying the moving texts are...it was my first try with it, so hopefully I will get it better next time. Sorry about it!**
#starwars #lukeskywalker #darthvader #anakinskywalker Luke & Vader | Permanent](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tRTuh64G2Wg/mqdefault.jpg)
![...E parti in quarta, adesso! [Dastan]
Fatti forza, è la vita sai, che ti sfida...
How I loved this film!
This is a little tribute to the awesomeness that is Prince Dastan. Since apparently I cant download anything at the moment (no clue why) I wasnt able to get the whole Prince of Persia movie just yet, but I couldnt wait until its out on DVD...so to make this video I downloaded as many trailers and featurettes as I could find. Sorry if the quality is not the best!
The song I used is Italian (for once! :D); I dont usually like Tiziano Ferro much, but I find this song very catchy and full of energy, it just fits Dastan in my opinion. Im posting lyrics and translation below!
LOlimpiade (The Olympic Games)
Grida! (Shout!)
Scatta forte la tua rabbia ed è cieca, lei non lo sa (Your anger aggressively explodes and it is blind, it doesnt know it)
Lei non sa quanto sei forte (It doesnt know how strong you are)
Però batti spesso il passo per lafa che tirerà (But you often slow down because of the sultry weather that will come)
E se cè tu non vai oltre (And if its there, you wont go ahead)
Ma ripetiti ogni giorno: (But repeat to yourself every day)
Faccio tutto quel che posso, (Im doing everything I can)
sono un vero osso duro, asso grosso. (I am a really tough guy, a real ace)
Ti senti meglio adesso? (Are you feeling better now?)
Mettiti in forze e guarda su (Get in shape and look up)
E dacci dentro tu di più (And work harder)
Parte la tua gara più ardita (Youre starting your most daring race)
La partita va giocata (The game must be played)
Con fatica infinita (With infinite effort)
[Chorus]
Fatti forza è la vita sai che ti sfida (Be strong; you know, its life thats challenging you)
Ti invita a duellare con lei (It challenges you to a duel)
Forse vinci e mollerai (Perhaps youll win and then give up)
Magari invece riderai (Maybe youll laugh instead)
E sbagli e affoghi ma poi riuscirai (And youll make mistakes and drown, but then youll succeed)
In questa grande Olimpiade (In these great Olympic Games)
Di me, di te, dellanima! (Of mine, of yours, of the soul!)
Salta! (Jump over!)
La distanza che separa i tuoi sogni dalla realtà (The distance between your dreams and reality)
Bruciala, sfreccia e va ...sgomma! (Burn it, speed up and go...make the tyres screech!)
Passa a destra, occhio in curva si rischia, questo si sa (Keep to the right, and careful - turns are risky, it is known)
Molto facile il testacoda (Its really easy to spin right round)
Ma tu spingi lacceleratore tutto fino in fondo (But you push on the accelerator all the way down)
Tu sei un vero osso duro, asso grosso (You are a really tough guy, a real ace)
Gas a più non posso, presto! (Gas fit to burst, quickly!)
E parti in quarta, adesso! (And speed away, now!)
[Chorus]
#fanvidfeed #princeofpersia #dastan ...E parti in quarta, adesso! [Dastan]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uPr2Wgt8mZI/mqdefault.jpg)
![This isnt about a war...its about two brothers. [Obi-Wan & Anakin]
Two brothers that loved each other, and betrayed each other.
Obi-Wan, the loyal big brother.
And Anakin, the rebellious little brother.
One brother has to kill the other...
Okay, this looked so much better on my pc! thanks YT -.-
Anyway, this video was highly inspired by http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7givaEJteg in which parallels are driven between the main characters of the two TV series I absolutely love, Supernatural and Merlin (this last one is my new official addiction, as you can probably notice from most of the most recent additions to my Favourites folder). Watching that video made me realize that there was another pair of brothers/best friends who could totally fit with Merlin & Arthur and especially Sam & Dean, and it was Anakin & Obi-Wan!
So this video was born, running ahead of all my other started projects (again! I need to make a serious schedule for myself!) and being finished in just one day, whoa! Dont know why I keep vidding such depressing themes even after the New Year celebrations, though...
Anyway, I hope you enjoy. All relevant information is at the end of the video.
***Other quotes in the video***
↬ Obi-Wan: You were my brother, Anakin...I loved you!
↬ A half cannot truly hate that which makes it whole - Kilgharrah, from Merlin 1x02
↬ For the quotes at the beginning of the description I mixed audio from SW and Spn 5x08 (I hope the effect is not too weird).
I obviously dont own anything here except my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#starwars #obikin #brothers #supernatural #parallels This isnt about a war...its about two brothers. [Obi-Wan & Anakin]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vT-gxCFOfXE/mqdefault.jpg)
![p a p e r c u t .【kylo ren; +TLJ】
I feel the light betray me...
[HD + earphones]
Cant believe were less than a week away from TLJ! While being super uneasy about the way some characters could be developed (especially Luke), Im definitely excited and looking forward/have great expectations for others – particularly my newest problematic Skywalker kid here, so I thought it only fair to celebrate by posting something about him again. :3 I think I actually started this video way back last spring, but then Chester died...and vidding one of my favourite LP songs ever suddenly became very painful for a while :c Im really glad I was finally able to finish before the film premieres – and I think after all the best way to remember and honour his memory is to keep sharing his work whichever way we can.
The song is supposed to work in reverse here, just as Kylo/Ben was presented as a sort of reversed Anakin – he starts off thinking of the Dark Side/First Order as the righteous path, while the Light (personified by his parents and his connection with Rey) is the demon always whispering in his head, trying to make him sway. I think this sorta reverse psychology is wonderfully fascinating and is totally a big part of what makes him such an interesting character, and Im really looking forward seeing it explored further in TLJ.
[Also, Reylo – a.k.a the liveaction!Zutara 2.0 I never knew I needed so much. They better give us something after being such a giant tease in the trailers, or half the internet is going to riot, lol.]
Last but most definitely not least, fanart credit! Go check out the talented authors:
http://soleil7775.tumblr.com/post/137681079425
https://princeofredroses.deviantart.com/art/SW-Broken-594356364
http://mica-sky.tumblr.com/post/140306635984
https://shorelle.deviantart.com/art/it-s-calling-to-you-583952626
(Also please forgive my poor attempts at overlay/glitch usage...T.T)
Colouring: autumnfantasy
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Y-RmfB4hY4
Clips: Star Wars ep.VII + TLJ trailers
I dont own anything except the editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #starwars #kyloren #bensolo #thelastjedi p a p e r c u t .【kylo ren; +TLJ】](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vqwOSEbfO1A/mqdefault.jpg)
![Lorenzo & Francesco ⚜ the last time. [I Medici]
I was calling, for the last time...
[HD + earphones recommended. English subs available.]
I still cant believe this show basically gave us Renaissance Obikin. Rip my heart.
All in all, I loved season 2 a whole lot more than the first one (Contessina remains the best character though, that is not disputable). I really loved and suffered with all the ships, but to me the highlight of the season were Lorenzos two brotherly relationships: the one with his blood brother Giuliano, and the one with Francesco, the brother he had chosen and that he lost to family rivalry and generational hatred.
I went into the season fully knowing what was supposed to happen and didnt expect their relationship to be this compelling and deep at all (I fully expected Francesco to receive the same total villain treatment as Jacopo did), and yet. They know how to pull my strings with the broken (br)otps, I guess ç.ç. The character probably owes a lot to Matteo Martaris stellar performance too both he and Bradley were stealing the spotlight left and right with their wonderful acting, imho. I cannot wait for the show to be put on Netflix so more people will watch it!
Ps: on a sidenote, thanks to all who voted in my poll! Since the feels are still fresh this video had the highest chance to get finished first (and I would love to make a bit more on the Medici), but now I know what to get back to working on next :)
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cFgrSage6Y
Show: Medici: Masters of Florence (s2: The Magnificent)
No copyright infringement intended.
#fanvidfeed #lorenzodemedici #francescopazzi #medici #medici2 Lorenzo & Francesco ⚜ the last time. [I Medici]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vvybbQkaibM/mqdefault.jpg)
![fire, fire. {prince zuko}
Trying to be something new,
You feel that you have something to prove.
[HD + earphones]
Not really sure how many among my subscribers are familiar with this animated series...but if you dont know Avatar: the Last Airbender, 1) under what rock have you been living all this time? and 2) I would seriously recommend it to anyone. Its not even remotely a cartoon for children only, and is made of three seasons of amazing storytelling and character development that could outshine lots of live-action tv shows.
In the midst of all the awesomeness, this fellow here is the very best thing about the show in my opinion, and one of my favourite characters in the history of beloved characters. How could anyone not love the OG Redemption Arc Boy™? A video about him had to come sooner or later; I was just waiting for the right song...and when I found one that actually repeats the word fire 36 times (I may have counted) how could I resist really? xD
Voiceovers (I fear some arent too clear)
Li: Your Prince has returned!
Ursa (Zukos mother): No matter how things change, never forget who you are.
Zuko: I used to think this scar marked me; the mark of the banished Prince, cursed to chase the Avatar forever.
Zuko: I dont need luck though, I dont want it. Ive always had to struggle and fight, and thats made me strong.
Zuko: Growing up, we were taught the war was our way of sharing our greatness with the rest of the world...and what an amazing lie that was.
Zuko: During the meeting I was the perfect Prince; the son my father wanted. But I wasnt me.
Zuko: Azula always lies...Azula always lies.
Zuko: Ive realized Im free to determine my own destiny.
Zuko (to Ozai): Im going to join the Avatar, and Im going to help him defeat you.
Zuko: Come on! Strike me!
Iroh (Zukos uncle): Evil and good are always at war inside you, Zuko; it is your nature.
Aang: If we knew each other back then, do you think we could have been friends too?
Zuko: Today...Im going to set things right.
#fanvidfeed #zuko #ATLA #avatarthelastairbender fire, fire. {prince zuko}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vyDk4x0XBCg/mqdefault.jpg)
![Fairytale gone bad.「Merlin & Morgana」
But we did something we can never turn back, right?
Im still alive! (What do you think? I ask you in my best Sir-Gwaine-to-you voice.)
Im really sorry about the discontinuity with videos. Like I probably already said, high schools being a real nightmare this year (thankfully its the last one!), plus some not exactly pleasant private things happened and I had to deal with them in these past few weeks. Now I wouldnt say they are solved, but I feel a little better and thats as good a start as any.
Anyway! Everyone will be celebrating St. Valentines with lovey-dovey vids, but I came up with this angsty thing instead, which is perfectly on brand for me all things considered 😅 but at least its Mergana! I have had a thousand projects about them started forever, but every time they seem cursed not to ever be finished, so Im glad I put that trend behind me at long last. If you know me youll know that I love these two to death, it was utter nonsense for me not to have posted anything about them so far!
I think this song really fits Merlins POV of their current situation. If I start thinking of everything that could have been, and how everythings broken now...they are SO tragic! But then again, I probably wouldnt love them as much if they werent. Im still convinced that, as Merlin has been an unwilling key element to Morganas downfall, he could also be the only one to bring her back to light (and I would love it if it were revealed that it was him to send Aithusa to heal her in the new finale. Please, writers? *w*)
[Edit 2k20: lol, how I love the naive optimism of my younger self. *sighs*]
#fanvidfeed #merlin #mergana #morgana Fairytale gone bad.「Merlin & Morgana」](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xMLBjo6UgaY/mqdefault.jpg)