trainerlyra | walls could talk || sukufushi @trainerlyra3 | Uploaded 1 year ago | Updated 5 hours ago
... i can explain

.................my monsterfucker tendencies jumped out?

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no but fr uh my bestie jason hit me up when i quit my job in march and was like "hey i really want you to watch jjk with me" and i was like ok yeah sure why not. so we watched 5 eps and i was like yeah this is cool and promptly forgot for a week until he hit me up again and said "ok i'm coming over to watch more" and then we proceeded to watch 12 EPISODES IN ONE SITTING and then i binged the entire manga in a week and i've become plagued with the curse of New OTP.

so yeah these two..........were not. what i was expecting. to become obsessed with. at all? i assumed i would love satosugu (which i DO) and then maybe like. really like one of the girls (maki & miwa best girls, btw). if i was hard pressed to guess after those first few episodes i would've said maybe this or maybe sukuita. instead my friend jason was like "yeah i think you'll like this dynamic sukuna is obsessed with megumi" and i was like ok......... and he was like "no really it's super gay you'll love it." and he was fucking right i'm so mad god dammit
it's got EVERYTHING, we've got the obsession. we've got the power struggle. we've got the enemies to lovers. we've got monster fucking. we've got identity bullshit. we've got (redacted due to spoilers), we've got (redacted due to spoilers), we've got, most recently, (REDACTED DUE TO SPOILERS)
anyways. anyways. i'm so normal. i've read so much fic these past few weeks it's insanity. if you have good recs, hmu, i need to Read It All. yes i am writing for them. no i don't have a link yet to promote but you bet your ass i will at some point. yes it got bad enough i made a spotify playlist.

they're soooooooooo my type and i'm so ANGRYYYYYYYYYYY i hate it here!!!!! why do shonen ships always get me the worst like this!!!!!!!! like the level of insanity i always feel for these kinds of things!!!! drives me!!!! fucking crazy!!!!!!!! also side note why do they have so much merch. guess what i'm doing with my first paycheck when i get it. i'm such a fucking loser. it's me i'm boo boo the fool JASON IF YOU SEE THIS. YOU DID THIS TO ME YOU CAUSED THIS. YOU'RE THE WORST LITTLE BROTHER IN THE WORLD.

shout out to kyle btw for mixing these voice overs in for me. that line makes me feel unwell. i'm so unwell.

anyways my life lately.... quit my terrible job. was unemployed for like a month and a half? got a cool new job that i started last week that i still feel is fake with how much better they treat me. i beat re4 which was a BLAST, best re game got even better which is wild. ummmmmmm. i was working on a chilumi fx edit that was quickly pushed over to the side while i needed to finish this lmao. and yeah that's about it. catch ya next time, maybe