trainerlyra | willow || chilumi [HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHILDE!] @trainerlyra3 | Uploaded 3 years ago | Updated 5 hours ago
STILL MADE IT WITH TIME TO SPARE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE CHILDE TARTAGLIA AJAX GENSHIN IMPACT!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT EVEN DESCRIBE TO YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE BEST THING IN GENSHIN IMPACT AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE I CAN'T WAIT TO TAKE FUN PHOTOSHOOTS WITH YOU IN INAZUMA!!!!!!!!!!! SORRY TO MY LITERAL ACTUAL HUSBAND WHO HAS TO PUT UP WITH ME BEING THIS OBSESSED WITH HIM 24/7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahem. anyways life has been real rough lately but it's starting to get better but i'm real glad i was able to finish this in time for best boy's birthday. really corny and mushy talk down below but first: this is my fave chilumi song ever. it fits them so well and i've been wanting to edit it with them forever so i'm happy i finally did, like really, if you somehow don't know all the lyrics then look them up bc this is The Chilumi Song.
cue mushy childe lovemail:
since the moment i first saw childe back in like, what, late oct? i knew he'd be my favorite character in the game. it's been quite awhile since then, and that hasn't changed no matter how many great new characters have come out. i've said before that he hits like, every single one of my buttons to a perfect T - he's like all of my previous faves rolled up into one. since i started hardcore playing genshin (i started on launch week, got real into it when i found out childe was a thing that existed), there has not been a single day that's gone by when i haven't thought about him. hell i spent nearly $200 on a custom posable plush. childe is just... a character that makes me very happy. there's no other way to describe him. he genuinely makes me so, so happy. i love everything about him. every new thing we get about him (ie teapot voicelines) makes me go absolutely fucking feral. i lose my mind any time i see him. i STILL lose my mind when i realize i have him at c4. he just... idk man. childe makes me so happy.
from his crazy backstory, to how much he loves his family, to the respect he has for the traveler, to his desire to someday conquer the world and crush the thrones of gods beneath his heel, childe makes me so happy. writing him makes me happy. editing him makes me happy. seeing him on my phone case, on my lockscreen, on my computer wallpaper, on my watch screen, in my game, on my walls at home, in plush form, in screenshots and fanart and the official anthology and in any way shape or form, he just... makes me smile. i love him. i love him so much. look at his smile!! look at his feral grin or the way he laughs when he knows he's about to have a great fight or the way he frowns when he's upset or the way he is so determined to keep his family safe and happy and out of the crazy stunts he pulls for a living or the way he's just so, so straightforward that everyone in liyue can manipulate him even though HE'S THE ONE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THE MANIPULATING i just. oh my gosh i can't even tell you. my heart is so full of love for one man. his stupid birthday mail made me cry this morning before work AND IT WASN'T EVEN THAT EMOTIONAL IT WAS JUST KINDA FLIRTY AND DUMB BUT I STILL CRIED LOOKING AT IT WHILE I WAS GETTING READY FOR WORK. this is who i am as a person now and there's no going back. it's so rare for me to find a character that i don't even necessarily connect with in all ways (though i do, i see bits of myself in him and love him all the more for it) that gets me quite like this. bakugou and rise, for example, my other two biggest faves in the universe, i see myself in so much. there has never been two characters i related to more than those two. and yet i think my love for childe rivals both of them. isn't that funny? i just. i really love him, y'all.
congrats to childe tartaglia ajax genshin impact for existing. so happy you're here and can't wait to have a collection of you that rivals my frickin bakugou collection (which for anyone who is interested is so large i need three ita bags to properly show off just my keychains/pins of him). i love you so much and your birthday is now a national holiday to me. muah muah let's go fuck up shit in inazuma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STILL MADE IT WITH TIME TO SPARE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE CHILDE TARTAGLIA AJAX GENSHIN IMPACT!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT EVEN DESCRIBE TO YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE BEST THING IN GENSHIN IMPACT AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE I CAN'T WAIT TO TAKE FUN PHOTOSHOOTS WITH YOU IN INAZUMA!!!!!!!!!!! SORRY TO MY LITERAL ACTUAL HUSBAND WHO HAS TO PUT UP WITH ME BEING THIS OBSESSED WITH HIM 24/7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahem. anyways life has been real rough lately but it's starting to get better but i'm real glad i was able to finish this in time for best boy's birthday. really corny and mushy talk down below but first: this is my fave chilumi song ever. it fits them so well and i've been wanting to edit it with them forever so i'm happy i finally did, like really, if you somehow don't know all the lyrics then look them up bc this is The Chilumi Song.
cue mushy childe lovemail:
since the moment i first saw childe back in like, what, late oct? i knew he'd be my favorite character in the game. it's been quite awhile since then, and that hasn't changed no matter how many great new characters have come out. i've said before that he hits like, every single one of my buttons to a perfect T - he's like all of my previous faves rolled up into one. since i started hardcore playing genshin (i started on launch week, got real into it when i found out childe was a thing that existed), there has not been a single day that's gone by when i haven't thought about him. hell i spent nearly $200 on a custom posable plush. childe is just... a character that makes me very happy. there's no other way to describe him. he genuinely makes me so, so happy. i love everything about him. every new thing we get about him (ie teapot voicelines) makes me go absolutely fucking feral. i lose my mind any time i see him. i STILL lose my mind when i realize i have him at c4. he just... idk man. childe makes me so happy.
from his crazy backstory, to how much he loves his family, to the respect he has for the traveler, to his desire to someday conquer the world and crush the thrones of gods beneath his heel, childe makes me so happy. writing him makes me happy. editing him makes me happy. seeing him on my phone case, on my lockscreen, on my computer wallpaper, on my watch screen, in my game, on my walls at home, in plush form, in screenshots and fanart and the official anthology and in any way shape or form, he just... makes me smile. i love him. i love him so much. look at his smile!! look at his feral grin or the way he laughs when he knows he's about to have a great fight or the way he frowns when he's upset or the way he is so determined to keep his family safe and happy and out of the crazy stunts he pulls for a living or the way he's just so, so straightforward that everyone in liyue can manipulate him even though HE'S THE ONE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THE MANIPULATING i just. oh my gosh i can't even tell you. my heart is so full of love for one man. his stupid birthday mail made me cry this morning before work AND IT WASN'T EVEN THAT EMOTIONAL IT WAS JUST KINDA FLIRTY AND DUMB BUT I STILL CRIED LOOKING AT IT WHILE I WAS GETTING READY FOR WORK. this is who i am as a person now and there's no going back. it's so rare for me to find a character that i don't even necessarily connect with in all ways (though i do, i see bits of myself in him and love him all the more for it) that gets me quite like this. bakugou and rise, for example, my other two biggest faves in the universe, i see myself in so much. there has never been two characters i related to more than those two. and yet i think my love for childe rivals both of them. isn't that funny? i just. i really love him, y'all.
congrats to childe tartaglia ajax genshin impact for existing. so happy you're here and can't wait to have a collection of you that rivals my frickin bakugou collection (which for anyone who is interested is so large i need three ita bags to properly show off just my keychains/pins of him). i love you so much and your birthday is now a national holiday to me. muah muah let's go fuck up shit in inazuma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
![willow || chilumi [HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHILDE!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/IZ1iBMsSV7s/hqdefault.jpg "willow || chilumi [HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHILDE!]
STILL MADE IT WITH TIME TO SPARE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE CHILDE TARTAGLIA AJAX GENSHIN IMPACT!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT EVEN DESCRIBE TO YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE BEST THING IN GENSHIN IMPACT AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE I CANT WAIT TO TAKE FUN PHOTOSHOOTS WITH YOU IN INAZUMA!!!!!!!!!!! SORRY TO MY LITERAL ACTUAL HUSBAND WHO HAS TO PUT UP WITH ME BEING THIS OBSESSED WITH HIM 24/7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahem. anyways life has been real rough lately but its starting to get better but im real glad i was able to finish this in time for best boys birthday. really corny and mushy talk down below but first: this is my fave chilumi song ever. it fits them so well and ive been wanting to edit it with them forever so im happy i finally did, like really, if you somehow dont know all the lyrics then look them up bc this is The Chilumi Song.
cue mushy childe lovemail:
since the moment i first saw childe back in like, what, late oct? i knew hed be my favorite character in the game. its been quite awhile since then, and that hasnt changed no matter how many great new characters have come out. ive said before that he hits like, every single one of my buttons to a perfect T - hes like all of my previous faves rolled up into one. since i started hardcore playing genshin (i started on launch week, got real into it when i found out childe was a thing that existed), there has not been a single day thats gone by when i havent thought about him. hell i spent nearly $200 on a custom posable plush. childe is just... a character that makes me very happy. theres no other way to describe him. he genuinely makes me so, so happy. i love everything about him. every new thing we get about him (ie teapot voicelines) makes me go absolutely fucking feral. i lose my mind any time i see him. i STILL lose my mind when i realize i have him at c4. he just... idk man. childe makes me so happy.
from his crazy backstory, to how much he loves his family, to the respect he has for the traveler, to his desire to someday conquer the world and crush the thrones of gods beneath his heel, childe makes me so happy. writing him makes me happy. editing him makes me happy. seeing him on my phone case, on my lockscreen, on my computer wallpaper, on my watch screen, in my game, on my walls at home, in plush form, in screenshots and fanart and the official anthology and in any way shape or form, he just... makes me smile. i love him. i love him so much. look at his smile!! look at his feral grin or the way he laughs when he knows hes about to have a great fight or the way he frowns when hes upset or the way he is so determined to keep his family safe and happy and out of the crazy stunts he pulls for a living or the way hes just so, so straightforward that everyone in liyue can manipulate him even though HES THE ONE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THE MANIPULATING i just. oh my gosh i cant even tell you. my heart is so full of love for one man. his stupid birthday mail made me cry this morning before work AND IT WASNT EVEN THAT EMOTIONAL IT WAS JUST KINDA FLIRTY AND DUMB BUT I STILL CRIED LOOKING AT IT WHILE I WAS GETTING READY FOR WORK. this is who i am as a person now and theres no going back. its so rare for me to find a character that i dont even necessarily connect with in all ways (though i do, i see bits of myself in him and love him all the more for it) that gets me quite like this. bakugou and rise, for example, my other two biggest faves in the universe, i see myself in so much. there has never been two characters i related to more than those two. and yet i think my love for childe rivals both of them. isnt that funny? i just. i really love him, yall.
congrats to childe tartaglia ajax genshin impact for existing. so happy youre here and cant wait to have a collection of you that rivals my frickin bakugou collection (which for anyone who is interested is so large i need three ita bags to properly show off just my keychains/pins of him). i love you so much and your birthday is now a national holiday to me. muah muah lets go fuck up shit in inazuma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!")
![ask for more || mep collection 19 [2021]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Ix-FEriLNpc/hqdefault.jpg "ask for more || mep collection 19 [2021]
lol yes this is all the mep parts ive done this year. lol yes the title is cheeky commentary about that. as always, you can find any completed projects in my playlist on my channel if youre curious
this year i really struggled with my relationship to editing, the community, and mep parts.... i really love editing, i will always love editing, its been one of my main creative outlets for a really, really long time. i started before i hit double digits age wise lol. ive been at this since youtube was a thing, basically, so it was really weird to take a step back in such a strong way. but in doing so, i got to rediscover my actual love and passion for editing - notice how many long fx-ish videos i put out this year! so in truth, it was a good thing. almost all of these are birthday parts, and thats probably how it will be for the rest of forever - just joining public meps and doing birthday parts and collabs with friends, and thats okay with me. if i want to edit something, i feel like i just...can, now, instead of it having to be in an mep. which is a very freeing feeling!! i do love editing! i do love making things with my own hands that im happy with!! and i want to do that more. just for me.
other than that, 2021..... glad its over lol. no hopes for 2022. my hope is to survive. im cutting back my working hours, no more 6 days a week every week. gonna try really hard to just..... be a person again lol. the last two years, esp working in a medical facility, have been so draining. i am so drained orz. and i think thats a large reason i took such a step back.. meps, while fun, are also stressful as HELL, man. and i just... did not have the patience for it this year. and thats okay!
that said, i was able to write a lot this year, which was really nice... if you like any ships that i like, feel free to check them out (shameless self promo https://archiveofourown.org/users/trainerlyra/). played a lot of fun games. read some great books. hoping to carry that energy with me into the next year!!!! no more sadness. no more weariness about the state of the world. only love and good things!!!!!! thats my goal. lots of games!!! lots of books and editing and writing and doing the things that i love for me and me only!!!! i worked hard on creating things that i wanted to see out in the world in this year, and im hoping to continue doing that next.
i hope you all have a wonderful new years eve and hopefully 2022 is even just. slightly nicer to us all. i hope you get to spend time with the people you care about, and get to laugh and smile and enjoy life, even if its only for a bit. i hope we can all find some time to take a much needed rest this coming year.
and with that, i bid you adieu.")
![DO IT AGAIN || FULL YOU X YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER MEP [mep #8]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Jn2OKtwOuE8/hqdefault.jpg "DO IT AGAIN || FULL YOU X YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTER MEP [mep #8]
HAPPY WHITE DAY! im so glad i managed to get this out on white day, just as i wanted to. idk about you guys but i always think about how grateful i am to my faves for helping me through tough times, or making me smile, so what better way to return these feelings then this! i think everyone really showed their love for their faves and that makes me really happy. i hope everyone enjoys this amazing mep!! everyone did such a great job im so jfkahsdlkfa
anyways, special thanks to latte (atorashii) for doing a backup part and lianne (nekopaca) for doing the intro for me! my next mep sign up will be out soon so look out for that!
intro - nekopaca
1 - nekopaca x benedict
2 - XxMeldyxX x natsu
3 - GhostPenguin x bell
4 - hoealrightx x green
5 - me x katsuki
6 - xBrushie x hyde
7 - Marymon x kyouko
8 - IchigoUsagiHibiki x ikuto
9 - Mrs EndOwl x nozomi
10 - SereneGrace x denki
11 - Trainer_Hope x cilan
12 - atorashii x chuuya [R]
13 - Blood Apples x luffy
14 - shoujom x sanji
15 - PokeLSouma x zen
16 - mosherrocks4 x suga")
![mistakes like this || the coffin of andy & leyley [gravescest]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/LU07FrYi2i8/hqdefault.jpg "mistakes like this || the coffin of andy & leyley [gravescest]
yeah yeah its fuckin incest dont watch if youre not interested LMAO i am not here to hear about your moral compass. im instead here to talk about the canon incest game
ill set the scene for you. thursday night, jjk night with my best friend jason. jason and my husband kyle go to grab our takeout mexican food down the street, leaving me and my good friend matt to hang out in their living room. i take out my switch to play some otome. matt goes oh have you seen that new rpgmaker game going around? i go no, what is it?
matt says oh its like. incestuous siblings eating people. twitter went nuts over a demon showing the siblings a vision of them fucking. i go oh, i am buying this game on my phone as you say these words to me, actually. which i did do. thanks steam app, very cool.
friday night, kyles out with The Boys (tm). im home alone to eat indian takeout and play video games. i decide fuck it, lets play the silly cannibalism and codependency game!
i have not known peace in a week.
SERIOUSLY I HATE HOW WELL WRITTEN THIS STUPID GAME IS. I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS. ashley is super bpd coded btw. i hold her gently. they are so in love. without trying or looking at a walkthrough i got the burial route (incest edition) my first playthrough and i was like ah. this is the best thing ever, actually. then i had to go through and 100% the game on steam and then i bought it for red and jo and mari and then i watched jo play through the whole thing and im gonna force kyle next. im obsessed. i hate how obsessed i am. why did this happen to me. i didnt ask for this. i just wanted to play the new fun rpgmaker horror game on the block. but instead i got NEW OTP. i need the third chapter like now bro i cannot deal with this GAME. theyre in love and theyre awful and i want them to be on the run forever in their own little fucked up awful bubble.
anyways read my fic i wrote this essentially all today. yeah i made this edit just so i can promo my stupid fic what about it
https://archiveofourown.org/works/51779314
thats all for now. peace out etc")
![white blood || summer collab #9 [datastormshipping & angelmakershipping]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/MexNN8f4d8M/hqdefault.jpg "white blood || summer collab #9 [datastormshipping & angelmakershipping]
here we go again!!!!
rowan was so kind as to do another ygo collab with me since they just finished vrains recently!! (well def edit slow start next bb LOL) we decided to do smth a little different and edit each others fave ship from the series, which was really fun!! i dont ship angelmaker much tbh, but i really wanted them to be friends, so it was nice to edit them ;A; im actually still a filthy takeaoi shipper even tho that ship sunk hard LMAO takekiku is cute too tho so im not too torn up over it;; thats what fic is for after all!! and speaking of fic i just started my vrains s3 redo thing so if youre interested pls. god pls give me attention and validation https://archiveofourown.org/works/21035918
(ok real talk tho i NEVER expected them to bring kiku??? back???? we went what like 60 episodes without seeing her or smth??? that was a real shock when i saw the cast list for 120 LMAO good for her tho. they cute together so im happy for em)
seriously tho aaaaaa rowan editing datastorm makes me so happy;;; i always talk about how much they mean to me and how much i love them but really i dont think i emphasize it enough tbh. i have ryokens tattoo like. i LOVE them. and do you see how much beautiful art they have!!!!! i have SO MUCH revsaku art. the ZIP FILE was too big for sendspace ok. they are everything.
ANYWAYS tbh with yall rowan again finished their part much earlier than i did LOL i just started a new job this week and irl has been really hectic bc of it;; this is my first time on my laptop since monday really to put that in perspective pff.
but yeah ya girl mitzi is working a real fancy job now so woo!!! orientation was hellish but i have like three weeks of computer training now so at least thats a lot less intense lmao.
anyways tho as always thanks so much rowan for doing this!!! love you bbg
part 1: EndOwl / rowan: datastormshipping
part 2: you are here / me: angelmakershipping
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