Uploaded January 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I have a confession to make I. finished these 3 covers in 3 days. 1 cover per day. Fast typing + motivation do fuckin' wonders, I'll tell you that. Also it's winter break from college so I have ~free time~ B)
Original: youtube.com/watch?v=Fhg3KsDkMJM
Voicebank: Kasane Teto SynthV
English Lyrics: Moonlit_Star
As always, feel free to use these lyrics in your own covers, just @ me! :D
Lyrics:
I think this is the end of the line
Oh god, you've really done it this time
Seems you haven't changed at all
This spiral of emotions
Destroys the very notion
Of any sense left in me at all
So I will--
Haunt just like a ghost, and
Fade into the shade
Taunt you like a face looking back at you in the mirror
Finding out all the mysteries
Chock full of sensibilities
I'll just expose them all:
BANG! BANG! BANG!
CAVE IN!
Shit, I messed up
Haha!
It's just too late for me
They must hate me
They just don't think I'd ever fit in
I could never tell my parents the truth
About me, or my disgraceful youth
The horizon line has split down it's side
Inverting the world into the void
Acting like a joke
Will make you go broke
Abd become the punchline
I haven't a clue what's next in view
I'm just here to see it through
Sadness, and joy, and anger, and jealousy, too
Are waiting for me, and
Waiting for you
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
If everything started as a scribble on a page
Every creation from dust, and
All of this is just a game?
If we are bound to meet again
Can I still sit and talk to you?
Lay bare all my lies, and be true?
I wish it had been different
I'll never see you again
All I have are memories
If I just listened to my heart, and
Put everything at ease, then
Maybe I'll start to be less bitter
Not like I could go back to that time
I CAN ONLY MOVE IN A STRAIGHT LINE!
( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
COME ON, LET'S FIGHT!
They're all idiots--
Yeah, that's it!
I need to go make sure
I'm in the right
I don't want to waste my life like this...!
With the speed full of ignorant bliss
I will witness the era of chaos take hold!
My perfect ideals:
My dreams come to life
To make me forget my own strife!
The two of us laughed, then
One of us cried, when
We started again:
BACK TO ZERO!
I no longer need to live in my daydreams--
I'm finally free!
All the best
And all the rest
And I guessed, and stressed to confess:
I'll keep going anyway.
The ULTIMATE TRAILER is opening very shortly!
I'll climb over the mountains
I'll fly into the sky
So please answer my beating heart!
ULTRA AWESOME TRAILER: beyond your wildest dreams!
These things we cannot convey
We show them all with screenplay
It's pushing me forwards to today!
I have a confession to make I. finished these 3 covers in 3 days. 1 cover per day. Fast typing + motivation do fuckin' wonders, I'll tell you that. Also it's winter break from college so I have ~free time~ B)
Original: youtube.com/watch?v=Fhg3KsDkMJM
Voicebank: Kasane Teto SynthV
English Lyrics: Moonlit_Star
As always, feel free to use these lyrics in your own covers, just @ me! :D
Lyrics:
I think this is the end of the line
Oh god, you've really done it this time
Seems you haven't changed at all
This spiral of emotions
Destroys the very notion
Of any sense left in me at all
So I will--
Haunt just like a ghost, and
Fade into the shade
Taunt you like a face looking back at you in the mirror
Finding out all the mysteries
Chock full of sensibilities
I'll just expose them all:
BANG! BANG! BANG!
CAVE IN!
Shit, I messed up
Haha!
It's just too late for me
They must hate me
They just don't think I'd ever fit in
I could never tell my parents the truth
About me, or my disgraceful youth
The horizon line has split down it's side
Inverting the world into the void
Acting like a joke
Will make you go broke
Abd become the punchline
I haven't a clue what's next in view
I'm just here to see it through
Sadness, and joy, and anger, and jealousy, too
Are waiting for me, and
Waiting for you
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
If everything started as a scribble on a page
Every creation from dust, and
All of this is just a game?
If we are bound to meet again
Can I still sit and talk to you?
Lay bare all my lies, and be true?
I wish it had been different
I'll never see you again
All I have are memories
If I just listened to my heart, and
Put everything at ease, then
Maybe I'll start to be less bitter
Not like I could go back to that time
I CAN ONLY MOVE IN A STRAIGHT LINE!
( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
COME ON, LET'S FIGHT!
They're all idiots--
Yeah, that's it!
I need to go make sure
I'm in the right
I don't want to waste my life like this...!
With the speed full of ignorant bliss
I will witness the era of chaos take hold!
My perfect ideals:
My dreams come to life
To make me forget my own strife!
The two of us laughed, then
One of us cried, when
We started again:
BACK TO ZERO!
I no longer need to live in my daydreams--
I'm finally free!
All the best
And all the rest
And I guessed, and stressed to confess:
I'll keep going anyway.
The ULTIMATE TRAILER is opening very shortly!
I'll climb over the mountains
I'll fly into the sky
So please answer my beating heart!
ULTRA AWESOME TRAILER: beyond your wildest dreams!
These things we cannot convey
We show them all with screenplay
It's pushing me forwards to today!
![FIGHTING THE ENDER DRAGON W/ THE LADS (RaySoul, Delibrew, Noggie) [Stream Highlights]
pro gamers ONLY
twitch.tv/moonlit_star
twitch.tv/delibrew
twitch.tv/noggie
twitch.tv/raysoul FIGHTING THE ENDER DRAGON W/ THE LADS (RaySoul, Delibrew, Noggie) [Stream Highlights]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/q2uYXhy4giM/mqdefault.jpg)

![[SynthV] るるちゃんの自殺配信 (神聖かまってちゃん cover)
(tw: s*icide)
Doing a second cover of this song in SynthV as opposed to UTAU! Ever since this song released, its meant a lot to me. Roro-chan was a real girl who died too young, and as someone who has survived a few attempts in the past, I really feel for her and her story. 神聖かまってちゃん does a great job of expressing the tragedy of teenage suicide as well as struggling with poor mental health in general. A lot of days Im still sad, as shown spectacularly through my mood tracker, but Im better. Maybe Im not happy all the time, but I want to make it through the night, and if that doesnt count for something I dont know what does. Ive got a video essay in the works on the topic of the animation/MV for this song, but Im not sure when itll come out because Im nowhere near happy with the script Ive written.
In the mean time, for anyone struggling
Find joy in small things, make goals to look forward to, make your own happiness. Let yourself cry, let yourself be sad and angry and hurt. Choose to not wait for others to help you but help yourself instead. Instead of waiting for someone to notice you, tell them youre hurting. Find a shoulder to cry on, a song to let you escape, a cat to gently rest in your lap. Do things that would make your younger self happy and proud.
I wont lie when I say I didnt think Id make it to this point in my life. A birthday of mine is coming up soon and Id never planned for a number so high, let alone last years.
All this to say there are things worth sticking around for. Ive got projects planned and friends to hug and games to play and shows to watch and cats to gently kiss on their foreheads. Stay safe out there.
original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc0ZDaAZQT0
illustration: https://picrew.me/image_maker/191322
bg: The Garden of Words (言の葉の庭)
tuning/mixing/svp/video: moony (me)
voicebank: SynthV Kevin [SynthV] るるちゃんの自殺配信 (神聖かまってちゃん cover)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qyj40cwHpko/mqdefault.jpg)


![[EN VTuber] BOYS NIGHT!! - Playing PlateUp! (Stream Upload 8/21/22)
twitch.tv/moonlit_star for more random stuff (these british lads are not always with me, sorry to disappoint)
Find them here if you want to check out their streams (in order from left to right from PNGs lol):
Delibrew: twitch.tv/delibrew
MrConnongus: twitch.tv/mrconnongus
Noggie: twitch.tv/noggie
enjoy vtuber shenanigans lol [EN VTuber] BOYS NIGHT!! - Playing PlateUp! (Stream Upload 8/21/22)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r2PAUZ39ALg/mqdefault.jpg)




