Uploaded May 2026 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
(angela giarratana voice) have you ever heard the story of... the underdog?
I'VE HAD THIS SITTING FOR SO LONG but I couldn't post it until I fixed some audio issues OTL
should be fixed. it better be. I don't want to render this for the 40th time. my god
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Original: @ooo0eve0ooo youtube.com/watch?v=UfTpKaKXbG4
English Lyrics: Moonlit Star
Voicebank: Kasane Teto SV
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SOCIAL STUFF:
patreon.com/moonlitstar (free to join! I post WIPs here and sometimes files. or you can throw money at me and I'll give you a cool rock every once in a while like a crow)
moonlit-star.carrd.co (info)
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As always, feel free to use my lyrics in your own covers! Just make sure to credit me (and more importantly) the original artist! Also tag me because I love to see them :)
LYRICS:
In between the spaces of the truth lies a thin-veiled proof
No, I can't see behind your eyes
But I can deduce
You're so affected by the words thrown down onto you
But there's no reason you can't chill out
And just let loose
You know it's fake it 'til make it 'til you die
At the beginning, you know it wasn't built on lies
I don't even know what would make me feel satisfied
I'm sick and tired of the way I choose to live my life-ife-ife-ife
Long ago, I came to know
That our fate isn't written in the stars
And I hear you calling from afar
I know where to start
To see and hear my beating heart
I grew to hate everything that I loved
I'll lock the gate, but it won't be enough
If life's a fool's game
Then I'll cash out, no luck
Until the night begins to fall it'll never fill me up
As you run, I just walk behind in line
No more words out of this voice of mine
So scream your monologue
It's not so bad to be the underdog
...Y'know?
I just can't seem to beat your score
I'm feeling rotten to the core, oh
You're up another floor
Remember how it was before, no
Is this just deja vu?
Haven't a clue, I wish I knew, so
Your words are sickly sweet like caramel with nothing to chew
Don't you fade away so soon
Don't leave my hopes free to bloom
Just another boring afternoon
No place left for me to resume
Tears that fell that day
I know them all too well
Pouring from my empty shell
My ugly soul rots away; decays into hell
I'd still reach out my hand for a chance to
Change the past
I know back then I should've asked
But my heart beat way too fast
And I couldn't begin to grasp
My feelings too vast
So see and hear my heart at last--
I grew to hate everything that I loved
I'll lock the gate, but it won't be enough
If life's a fool's game
Then I'll cash out, no luck
Until the light hits my eyes, shows our beautiful world that we loved
I'll turn my tears all into spears
Hear my voice sing out all these fears
Open my heart; even unclear
I'll start anew with all your love here
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#kasaneteto #重音テト #englishcover #underdog #eve
(angela giarratana voice) have you ever heard the story of... the underdog?
I'VE HAD THIS SITTING FOR SO LONG but I couldn't post it until I fixed some audio issues OTL
should be fixed. it better be. I don't want to render this for the 40th time. my god
-
Original: @ooo0eve0ooo youtube.com/watch?v=UfTpKaKXbG4
English Lyrics: Moonlit Star
Voicebank: Kasane Teto SV
-
SOCIAL STUFF:
patreon.com/moonlitstar (free to join! I post WIPs here and sometimes files. or you can throw money at me and I'll give you a cool rock every once in a while like a crow)
moonlit-star.carrd.co (info)
-
As always, feel free to use my lyrics in your own covers! Just make sure to credit me (and more importantly) the original artist! Also tag me because I love to see them :)
LYRICS:
In between the spaces of the truth lies a thin-veiled proof
No, I can't see behind your eyes
But I can deduce
You're so affected by the words thrown down onto you
But there's no reason you can't chill out
And just let loose
You know it's fake it 'til make it 'til you die
At the beginning, you know it wasn't built on lies
I don't even know what would make me feel satisfied
I'm sick and tired of the way I choose to live my life-ife-ife-ife
Long ago, I came to know
That our fate isn't written in the stars
And I hear you calling from afar
I know where to start
To see and hear my beating heart
I grew to hate everything that I loved
I'll lock the gate, but it won't be enough
If life's a fool's game
Then I'll cash out, no luck
Until the night begins to fall it'll never fill me up
As you run, I just walk behind in line
No more words out of this voice of mine
So scream your monologue
It's not so bad to be the underdog
...Y'know?
I just can't seem to beat your score
I'm feeling rotten to the core, oh
You're up another floor
Remember how it was before, no
Is this just deja vu?
Haven't a clue, I wish I knew, so
Your words are sickly sweet like caramel with nothing to chew
Don't you fade away so soon
Don't leave my hopes free to bloom
Just another boring afternoon
No place left for me to resume
Tears that fell that day
I know them all too well
Pouring from my empty shell
My ugly soul rots away; decays into hell
I'd still reach out my hand for a chance to
Change the past
I know back then I should've asked
But my heart beat way too fast
And I couldn't begin to grasp
My feelings too vast
So see and hear my heart at last--
I grew to hate everything that I loved
I'll lock the gate, but it won't be enough
If life's a fool's game
Then I'll cash out, no luck
Until the light hits my eyes, shows our beautiful world that we loved
I'll turn my tears all into spears
Hear my voice sing out all these fears
Open my heart; even unclear
I'll start anew with all your love here
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#kasaneteto #重音テト #englishcover #underdog #eve
![[SynthV] るるちゃんの自殺配信 (神聖かまってちゃん cover)
(tw: s*icide)
Doing a second cover of this song in SynthV as opposed to UTAU! Ever since this song released, its meant a lot to me. Roro-chan was a real girl who died too young, and as someone who has survived a few attempts in the past, I really feel for her and her story. 神聖かまってちゃん does a great job of expressing the tragedy of teenage suicide as well as struggling with poor mental health in general. A lot of days Im still sad, as shown spectacularly through my mood tracker, but Im better. Maybe Im not happy all the time, but I want to make it through the night, and if that doesnt count for something I dont know what does. Ive got a video essay in the works on the topic of the animation/MV for this song, but Im not sure when itll come out because Im nowhere near happy with the script Ive written.
In the mean time, for anyone struggling
Find joy in small things, make goals to look forward to, make your own happiness. Let yourself cry, let yourself be sad and angry and hurt. Choose to not wait for others to help you but help yourself instead. Instead of waiting for someone to notice you, tell them youre hurting. Find a shoulder to cry on, a song to let you escape, a cat to gently rest in your lap. Do things that would make your younger self happy and proud.
I wont lie when I say I didnt think Id make it to this point in my life. A birthday of mine is coming up soon and Id never planned for a number so high, let alone last years.
All this to say there are things worth sticking around for. Ive got projects planned and friends to hug and games to play and shows to watch and cats to gently kiss on their foreheads. Stay safe out there.
original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hc0ZDaAZQT0
illustration: https://picrew.me/image_maker/191322
bg: The Garden of Words (言の葉の庭)
tuning/mixing/svp/video: moony (me)
voicebank: SynthV Kevin [SynthV] るるちゃんの自殺配信 (神聖かまってちゃん cover)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qyj40cwHpko/mqdefault.jpg)


![[EN VTuber] BOYS NIGHT!! - Playing PlateUp! (Stream Upload 8/21/22)
twitch.tv/moonlit_star for more random stuff (these british lads are not always with me, sorry to disappoint)
Find them here if you want to check out their streams (in order from left to right from PNGs lol):
Delibrew: twitch.tv/delibrew
MrConnongus: twitch.tv/mrconnongus
Noggie: twitch.tv/noggie
enjoy vtuber shenanigans lol [EN VTuber] BOYS NIGHT!! - Playing PlateUp! (Stream Upload 8/21/22)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r2PAUZ39ALg/mqdefault.jpg)






