![[PEC] love is not a choice. || Day 28 @cosmixsoup](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/g8bQIHp05DM/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded June 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Me? Uploading PEC on time without cheating Youtube?? Unbelievable.
Day 28: Biromantic Pride
30 minutes time limit.
I don't have much to say except it's not that bad?? Honestly it doesn't even look that much simpler than my regular editing which doesn't say anything good about my usual stuff tbh... But yeah it just proves that I'm always lazy and fast because I always do the same effects hoo-fucking-ray!
Honestly I've been dying to edit Ibuki for a bi-prompt so here we are with our good girl!! She is a true blessing and such a sweetheart and dork, I love her so much aaah! Also she is such a bi icon basically, I mean her hair says it all.
Also I know I edited this song once before, but I will never get tired of it, it's the representation in music we deserve, god bless.
PS: those flashes look kinda off, but do I really care?
Song: Girls/Girls/Boys - Panic! at the Disco
Footage: Danganronpa 2
Time taken: 30 minutes duh
Me? Uploading PEC on time without cheating Youtube?? Unbelievable.
Day 28: Biromantic Pride
30 minutes time limit.
I don't have much to say except it's not that bad?? Honestly it doesn't even look that much simpler than my regular editing which doesn't say anything good about my usual stuff tbh... But yeah it just proves that I'm always lazy and fast because I always do the same effects hoo-fucking-ray!
Honestly I've been dying to edit Ibuki for a bi-prompt so here we are with our good girl!! She is a true blessing and such a sweetheart and dork, I love her so much aaah! Also she is such a bi icon basically, I mean her hair says it all.
Also I know I edited this song once before, but I will never get tired of it, it's the representation in music we deserve, god bless.
PS: those flashes look kinda off, but do I really care?
Song: Girls/Girls/Boys - Panic! at the Disco
Footage: Danganronpa 2
Time taken: 30 minutes duh
![[PEC] love is not a choice. || Day 28](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/g8bQIHp05DM/mqdefault.jpg "[PEC] love is not a choice. || Day 28
Me? Uploading PEC on time without cheating Youtube?? Unbelievable.
Day 28: Biromantic Pride
30 minutes time limit.
I dont have much to say except its not that bad?? Honestly it doesnt even look that much simpler than my regular editing which doesnt say anything good about my usual stuff tbh... But yeah it just proves that Im always lazy and fast because I always do the same effects hoo-fucking-ray!
Honestly Ive been dying to edit Ibuki for a bi-prompt so here we are with our good girl!! She is a true blessing and such a sweetheart and dork, I love her so much aaah! Also she is such a bi icon basically, I mean her hair says it all.
Also I know I edited this song once before, but I will never get tired of it, its the representation in music we deserve, god bless.
PS: those flashes look kinda off, but do I really care?
Song: Girls/Girls/Boys - Panic! at the Disco
Footage: Danganronpa 2
Time taken: 30 minutes duh")
![[collab] forgive me friend. || for Toshi ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hkQXmJkmjS0/mqdefault.jpg "[collab] forgive me friend. || for Toshi ♥
First of all this is a beautiful one day IC with the stunning Shellybean, you did so well and I love you SO much, thank you for everything you do for me! Please sub her, you wont regret it!!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0XfTzewhLbmKI4ED4iqSlQ
Part 1: xShelly || Haikyuu
Part 2: CosmicSOUL || Hetalia
Part 3: xShelly || Your Lie In April
Part 4: CosmicSOUL || Madoka Magica
Song: Forgive Me Friend - Smith & Thell
This isnt my usual description format but I put the info at the top in case you do not want to read my word vomit essay- I dont blame you but I need this right now so please bear with me fsdhjfkfa
This is a very special project that is really dear to me because it is dedicated to a very good friend of ours. Its been exactly one year without you now. I honestly cant put into words how I feel about this. It doesnt seem that long at all and at the same time it feels longer because the moments of the last one or two years that we did spend together were so far and few in between. It almost feels like you have been out of reach for so long that not much has changed, which is an absolutely terrible thing to think. And I am sorry. I am so fucking sorry. For everything. I know you would say its not my fault and that I did a lot for you but its hard to remember now. Its hard to believe when the end result stayed the same as if I never did a thing. Its so hard to remember anything. Im okay most of the time and I dont really think about you often... Does that make you sad? Or are you glad that I can go on living without hurting? But I do hurt. Whenever I remember, whenever someone or something does remind me of you it still hurts so much. Sometimes even that is fine but other times I just want to curl up and cry for hours. Sometimes its both things after one another. I dont want to forget. You deserve so much better than that, deserve a better FRIEND than that. I want to remember the times we laughed and talked about our interest for hours but those times are so far away now. I want to remember but its so difficult when the only things I do remember are the bad times at the end and my constant worry. I want to remember loving you. I always loved you, even at the worst times and at the end when you were barely around but it doesnt feel the same as it did and I cant stand it. I also cant stand not knowing what happened. Not knowing is worse than anything, I told you that before and I still mean it. I know it is unlikely that you are still here but sometimes I cant help but hope, even if its not true... I miss you so much. I wish you could see me now and watch me grow even more. I always wanted nothing more than to see a day you would be happy... But that day didnt come, did it? At least not the way I wanted it to... I hope you can finally rest easy now and that you didnt have any regrets. You left a trace in my soul that I will never forget even though my memories are already fading... A wound that might never heal but I dont regret it. I could never regret meeting you and loving you even if it hurt a lot of times. You meant so much to me, I cant put it in words. I wish things had gone differently, that I could have done more and that you could have gotten a chance to live life more fully... I may forget these times but the emotions I felt will stay with me. I am glad that a part of you will always be around me. I hope you can be proud of me. I hope you can forgive me that I can only seem to remember the sad times now. I hope you would still love the person I have become since the last time we REALLY spoke because I know that I would love any kind of person you would have become. Thank you for everything Toshi. I miss you so much. Thank you for being an important person in my life. Thank you for talking to me and making me laugh harder and cry harder than any other person I have ever met. I dont believe in souls or the afterlife but if there is even a slight chance that it exists I hope that you are happy now. I hope we can meet again one day and that maybe you keep on looking out for me. You might even see this video that I made with your lovely kouhai and the things you loved! I hope it makes you smile even though some parts are sad. All I wanted was for you to be happy really and I loved making videos for because it felt like they made you happy, even just a tiny bit. I know now that there was no way this little bit of happiness could have been enough. You also need to find happiness yourself for that. But even so it made me really happy when you said I was one of the reasons you lived and fought for so long. It probably shouldnt have but it did. Thats why I want to keep on living the best way I can too. It is what you would have wanted I am sure. And if we meet again I will have a lot of things to tell you! I dont actually believe it but I can still dream right? I love you always, I hope you knew this at the end. I will always remember it even if I forget everything else.")
![[AMV] pastel fades into black and white. || VERY!!! late 4 Years Editing Anniversary!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/i7X0cR2MZTQ/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] pastel fades into black and white. || VERY!!! late 4 Years Editing Anniversary!
V3 spoilers, we die like men. [starts at 0:13 btw]
me: I need so much more cute and fluffy Kiibouma, these children deserve all the good in the world!!
also me: -adds chapter 5 and 6 angst to a perfectly pure and happy edit-
NO BUT HONESTLY THIS AMV MEANS A LOT TO ME?? It feels like its been quite a while since I ever edited this much in one video and FX too? Holy shit man.
No but seriously I love this ship a lot in all the healthy ways, but every upload with them still feels like russian roulette and a confession all over again for some reason...
ALSO I WAS INSPIRED TO TRY THIS SORT OF PASTEL PIXEL STYLE AND I REALLY ENJOYED IT A LOT ITS SUPER FUN! Maybe I will use it again in a mep part with a fitting song or something~
Actually I started this almost a month ago and was like 2/3 done when life got in the way yet again and I wanted to upload this on the 18th February for my anni, but oh well;;
I guess here it is now finally?? Idk its kind of a surprise Im still here, especially considering how dead Ive been lately and how often I thought about quitting, but 4 years is a lot and editing basically was a constant through most of my teenage years so its hard to let go I guess? I hope I can manage to edit a bit more once I graduate though and maybe find some motivation again in the meantime!!
Thank you so much for all the people who stuck with me through this hell of a ride, the studios I used to be in and those Im still with now, old and new friends and friends who arent even editing anymore, I owe you all so much and I wouldnt be who I am now without my experiences here! I know Im not really active anymore, but it still means a lot to me that there are still people willing to watch over me and follow my improvement and all.
So Im basically dedicating this to everyone who has been there and who is still talking to me somehow (yall know who you are), but ESPECIALLY to Maou because same soul is strong and I might not have finished this project without you, sorry for always ranting to you about it xDD
I love you all so much!!~
Song: Dream by JubyPhonic
Footage: Kiibouma (Danganronpa V3)
Time taken: around 5 days?
Layers: 145 IM GONNA CRY
Sources: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1BkbGtIQcTVdfoZaW6nBl7uXdHQJNQICh8pvH-8T9zCs/edit?usp=sharing")
![[PEC] play with fire. || Day 21](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iYV8rOSq5ts/mqdefault.jpg "[PEC] play with fire. || Day 21
Okay I found my favourite PEC edit?
Day 21: Demigirl Pride
Dark
This isnt the darkest edit ever made for day 21, but do I look like I care? Tachibana is so badass and black/white edits are awesome and glitches are lit so whatever really.
Also whoops Im back with the raw? Thats rare, but the chorus is too awesome not to use and it basically asks for raw. But Im still standing with my point that liveaction scenes are much easier to handle, you cant change my mind.
I never edited this queen before somehow? And well honestly I enjoyed this anime, but it didnt really stuck with me? Despite that, Tachibana is like super important to me in a way because she inspired me and I somewhat connected to her on a weird level because I watched this anime during the early stages of my gender discovery journey. Watching her made me so happy and I admired her a lot and I wanted to be like her a bit.
It was really nice that I finally got to make something for her, especially something that I can be a bit proud of!
Song: Play With Fire - Sam Tinnesz
Footage: Aoharu x Kikanjuu
Time taken: 2 and a half hour")
![[collab] rare. || Happy Birthday Ace! ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jv-_n6eVi9Q/mqdefault.jpg "[collab] rare. || Happy Birthday Ace! ♥
(Part 1 contains major spoilers for Act 5 of A3!!)
My channel is alive once more and it’s for a very special occssion! ACE DAY ACE DAY ACE DAY GRRRRR
Happy (late, because of COURSE it’s late when I am involved) birthday to my one and only bro… If I ever told you I’m an only child, no I didn’t ♥ May you be blessed with plenty more pan-cakes and fictional boys in your life! I’d give them to you, but I never really tried making pancakes without supervision before and I am no programmer unfortunately...
I know this is a day late and I’m honestly so sorry for this- BUT!! We poured our sweat and tears into this, so I hope that can make up for the extended wait a little,, ;A; I know you were a bit sad when you didn’t get a birthday edit, so I’m sorry for not saying anything at that moment… I was thinking the surprise might be sweeter than revealing our plan at the time, but I still feel guilty that I enabled your sadness… I’ll just have to fight even harder to make you smile later!!
It made me so happy that we could play genshin together yesterday (earlier this night?)… I know you weren’t feeling great, but I still had so much fun and I am glad it cheered you up a little bit. You and your happiness are so important to me, so contributing even just a fraction to it means the world to me. I love you so much and it’s always so much fun to talk to you... I’m so grateful you messaged me back then and that we had the chance to grow so close in such a short amount of time… you truly do feel like a younger sibling I never had to me and I never thought I would experience something like that. Granted I’m not a good role model as an older sibling (as I always expected), but we can just wreck havoc together sdkghsghsdkjg
So, yes… I know I can’t make your bad days go away and just miraculously turn all your dark clouds into blue skies, but I want to stay by your side until you are close to that future… for as long as you’ll have me. I know I talk a lot of shit for a hypocrite, but I truly wish to see you laugh without restraint and burdens. I am so proud of you always, even if things get rough and you take a step back from everything again, I will always wait for your message notification to pop up. Life is hard (knock) and growing up is even harder, so even if you make mistakes or feel like you mess up, know that I always am and always will be proud of you and have your back. You are a precious person to me after all and I may not have many redeeming qualities to offer, but that is something I hope to do for you. I have no intention of going anywhere, so maybe one day you can put your trust in that fact as well ♥
Shelly also left you a message because shes cute like that!! Here you go~
Happy (belated) birthday Ace!! So sorry this was late,,, its all my fault qwq Ray got it done on time so please dont blame them HHHHH,,,,
ANYWAY I love you so much, I hope that the SakuMasu and the OtoAce will make up for me making this late ;w; Thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me after all this time, I know you think youre a bad one but like Ive told you many times YOU ARE NOT TO ME !!! And Im so proud of you for trying your best to grow, change, and better yourself. Progress isnt always a straight line, so please dont be so hard on yourself every time okay? I love you, Im proud of you, Im so happy that you exist and that youre here. You make me laugh all the time, I love your company on late nights, I enjoy listening to the simp laughter™ that you do for pretty boys because it puts ME in a good mood hearing YOU in a good mood... I have a lot of fun playing Genshin with you and Ray and even though I suck its nice that you babysit me SJNFDKS, I enjoy it a lot! I know your birthday wasnt that great but I do hope that other days can be better ♥ And that at least, this day will be better because of this collab Ray and I did! Just know that you mean the world to me~ I hope that we can make another year full of happy memories together (and indulge in more pretty Genshin boys of course) uwu Once again, I love you sososososo muchhhh my Hanako~ -hugs-
PHEW that was a lot of words, now I’m all worded out for the night. Uhm stan best boy Ace and stan Shelly who helped me make this project possible, you are a legend!! Sub them or die by my level 80 Amber shooting you in the head :)
… I am joking, I do not advocate violence!! (most of the time)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVtXnLwh-KCbaBdIR3WrnKQ
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0XfTzewhLbmKI4ED4iqSlQ
0:00 Part 1: cosmicsoul. || Hisoaugust (A3!)
0:07 Part 2: xShelly || Sakumasu (A3!)
0:13 Part 3: cosmicsoul. || Kaebedo (Genshin Impact)
0:19 Part 4: xShelly || Otoace (Utapri)
Song: Rare - Waterparks
art credit: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1td3070FiSPuHxubS44TiD8KMWLD8HDD17tjg6g2l0H8/edit?usp=sharing")
![[WIP] living on the edge of nonexistance. || Chiaki Nanami](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kNT5QI0Lz8U/mqdefault.jpg "[WIP] living on the edge of nonexistance. || Chiaki Nanami
[DR spoilers kinda??]
This was supposed to be a vent... probably.
And well since I started this at 3 am and wasted almost 2 hours on it, I just know this will never be finished. I mean its not good or worth finishing anyways.
I still relate to the song a lot though.
Laura Brehms voice can cure everything tbh.
Song;; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JohjVYoffeo")
