![[WIP] living on the edge of nonexistance. || Chiaki Nanami @cosmixsoup](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kNT5QI0Lz8U/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded July 2017 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
[DR spoilers kinda??]
This was supposed to be a vent... probably.
And well since I started this at 3 am and wasted almost 2 hours on it, I just know this will never be finished. I mean it's not good or worth finishing anyways.
I still relate to the song a lot though.
Laura Brehms voice can cure everything tbh.
Song;; youtube.com/watch?v=JohjVYoffeo
[DR spoilers kinda??]
This was supposed to be a vent... probably.
And well since I started this at 3 am and wasted almost 2 hours on it, I just know this will never be finished. I mean it's not good or worth finishing anyways.
I still relate to the song a lot though.
Laura Brehms voice can cure everything tbh.
Song;; youtube.com/watch?v=JohjVYoffeo
![[WIP] living on the edge of nonexistance. || Chiaki Nanami](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kNT5QI0Lz8U/mqdefault.jpg "[WIP] living on the edge of nonexistance. || Chiaki Nanami
[DR spoilers kinda??]
This was supposed to be a vent... probably.
And well since I started this at 3 am and wasted almost 2 hours on it, I just know this will never be finished. I mean its not good or worth finishing anyways.
I still relate to the song a lot though.
Laura Brehms voice can cure everything tbh.
Song;; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JohjVYoffeo")
![[AMV] found gold in the wreckage. || HBD Michy! ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/mjVJUA3MNiU/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] found gold in the wreckage. || HBD Michy! ♥
TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY BECAUSE 17 YEARS AGO A LITTLE STAR FELL FROM THE SKY TO GRACE THIS DARK PLANETS WITH ITS GRACE. AND BECAUSE OF SOME LUCKY TWIST OF FATE I HAD TO HONOR TO MEET THIS LITTLE STAR AND BECAME ITS FRIEND BECAUSE FOR ONCE I WAS A LUCKY BASTARD I GUESS?? SO YEAH HUN THIS IS FOR YOU BECAUSE IT’S YOUR SPECIAL DAY AND THAT PUN IN THE TITLE WAS TOTALLY INTENDED BECAUSE YOU ARE A TRUE (BEACH) TREASURE!
God I am so awkward and this whole THING is awkward and you know I suck at expressing myself but I just want to tell you that you are one of the most amazing people I met in life, you are so KIND and WARM that I sometimes can’t really grasp how somebody like exists. I could hug you all day because you are just so precious and full of love and I want to protect that no matter what because you are so important and so wonderful and I feel like you aren’t told that enough because honestly even getting told this every day wouldn’t be enough because I want you to know just how admirable and special you are. Thank you so so much for being my friend and listening to me and always supporting me no matter what, no matter if it’s serious or just supporting my fangirl -cough- I hope you have the best day in your life and that you are especially loved today because you totally deserve it. I hope we will be friends for many more years to come because you changed my life for the better~
Also I totally did not avoid you until now on skype because I was ashamed I didn’t finish this yet, not at all what are you saying? -cough cough-
Stay happy and healthy my love! (9^o^)9 ♥
SUB THE BIRTHDAY GIRL;;
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0XfTzewhLbmKI4ED4iqSlQ
-isnt that Rockruff art absolutely p RECIOU S???-")
![[PEC] even if its fake. || Day 26](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/n7z8zl5offU/mqdefault.jpg "[PEC] even if its fake. || Day 26
me: you suffered so much yesterday, this prompt isnt easy either so take it easy!
dark me: Imitate someone who uses a completely different program than you.
me: !!!
Day 26: Questioning Pride
Imitate someone elses style.
Okay so I didnt really find any flag so its a bw edit aaand it was supposed to focus more on Akutagawa, but I gave up so early its not really noticable. Welp now you know.
Every little scene took so much time to make, but at first it was somewhat managable?? But then the little camera twists and transitions became too much so I just stopped after the minimum amount. Thats what you get for trying to recreate an AE edit in SV, still its truly a shame because Maous editing is magical and I enjoy all of her videos so much!!
Well its probably better I stopped butchering it this early then, its a disgrace to her skill.
You should all sub her btw, you will not regret it!!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCazmM_T1oWkaUQXymkt1yCg
Song: IDFC (Tarro Remix) - Blackbear
Footage: Bungou Stray Dogs
Time taken: 4 hours")
![[YPIV] I went too far. || abandoned wip](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/nKJRxxCueRg/mqdefault.jpg "[YPIV] I went too far. || abandoned wip
HELLO BESTIES, I AM NOT DEAD. Yet.
Does anyone still remember me? Does anyone still remember THIS? Well when I said I would finish this I was lying to myself. Not terribly surprising I didnt manage to complete a full amv even splintered into pieces like this, but an effort had been made... Maybe Ill return to this one day, but the chances rather point to no than they do to yes. Im really sorry to anyone who asked for a part, but I didnt deliver... I promise I tried but even with my love for this song and this game it was just... A Lot to keep up with at some point.
I figured the least I can do is show what I actually managed to finish because its a fair bit to my own defence! So I hope you enjoy this anyway, no matter if your requested parts got done or not, if you ever asked for a part at all or not. Im not unhappy with it, but you can clearly see this thing is over a year old, so please be gentle with me sdjkgjkgjksdg
PARTS:
JAN 01: Jeralt [Chilled Angel]
JAN 02: Annette [Acinit]
JAN 03: Petra + Bernadetta [xShelly]
FEB 04: Rhea + Sothis [Chilled Angel]
FEB 05: Manuela [Suika]
FEB 06: Ignatz + Marianne [Chilled Angel]
MAR 07: Sylvain [Chilled Angel]
MAR 08: Claude [PokeLSouma]
MAR 09: Ashe [PokeLSouma]
APR 10: Rodrique + Felix&Dimitri [TechnyNerdGirl]
APR 11: Felix + Glenn [trainerlyra]
APR 12: Fleche + Randolph [TechnyNerdGirl]
Song: I Went Too Far - Aurora
art credits: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1IAYfbMON-SULWgqgzb6e4LWzXmz9JYNs1uUvpbZTrF0/edit?usp=sharing
(some of these are a bit wonky because I gathered the art before I started sourcing seriously, Im really sorry)")
![[AMV] I dont know if I could ever go without...](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/nxyfLFu4RD8/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] I dont know if I could ever go without...
Yes, shit, its me again with ANOTHER Taichi edit, I dont do it on purpose...
(Actually I do and Im, in fact, not sorry at all !!!)
If anyone read my last description you might remember me saying Id save the lovemail for his birthday and the time has come. Im SO sorry I was only able to grind out this ugly little thing during my final exam procrastination phase, at least Yellow looked good compared to this...
Well, the important part is that I got to do something for Taichi Day regardless!!! He is honestly so precious to me and even though he isnt always kind to me during gachas I love him with my whole heart... 🥺 He is honestly just a little baby boy who is trying his best and I gotta respect that!!! He is so energetic and sweet and I know he made bad choices before, but honestly mood and he just wants to be seen and loved...... Sweetheart, I see you and I LOVE you. Honestly I could sob, he has come so far already since he joined mankai company and Im seriously gonna lose it once he plays his first lead role and we get more stories focused on him, its gonna burn in the best way TwT Please be more confident in yourself angel, you are already very wonderful and lovable....
I could honestly go on, but I am bad at putting my thoughts into words on a good day and although its a WONDERFUL day, its not a good day for my coherency ♥ please love him,, (and please ignore that watermark I forgot to crop out haha!!!)
Song: Watermelon Sugar - Harry Styles
Footage: A3!")
![[collab] Lovely. || Happy Birthday Ace! [w/ CrazyMaou~]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oYBLzC3tA4Y/mqdefault.jpg "[collab] Lovely. || Happy Birthday Ace! [w/ CrazyMaou~]
BET YOU DIDNT EXPECT THIS HUH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KESS, I SUCK AT BIRTHDAY MESSAGES SO MUCH, BUT YOU STILL SHOULD KNOW THAT YOURE A REALLY COOL PERSON AND I LIKE TALKING TO YOU SO I HOPE YOU HAVE A FUN DAY AND GET NEAT PRESENTS AND ALL THAT JUNK.
May your birthday be very gay because the gay is always vital.
This whole thing was actually supposed to be a birthday mep hosted by Hope but life got in the way so it was cancelled and we decided to use the first half of the audio anyways! It worked pretty well since our two parts were right after each other anyways. xD
We tried to fit in a lot of ships to make it better tbh?? I hope you appreciate some of these gems (cough AkaNeko cough) and the song and idk Im so awkward wtf, I should stop XD
Aaalso everyone sub the birthday child!!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVtXnLwh-KCbaBdIR3WrnKQ
Part 1: Maou || a lot of V3
Part 2: me || Shizaya
Part 3: Maou || KomaHina
Part 4: me || a whole fucking lot of DR
Song; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3C-2xCuJZYQ")
![[AMV] blood sweat & tears. || Happy Koujiros Day!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/og_kI79K6SY/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] blood sweat & tears. || Happy Koujiros Day!
I ACTUALLY FINISHED IT THIS IS A MIRACLE.
Im kinda surprised at myself but I did say I would do it so yay for me actually being reliable this once? Im still kinda upset that I missed the actual day though...
Honestly I dont really have much to say, I just love James so much and he was like my first fictional crush and maybe general crush and he is bae and just a total sweetheart and man he is the kind of person I wouldnt mind being, seriously. Somebody protect the smol child from all harm because life is rough on him and man I just want him to be happy all the time, I dont even KNOW.
also suffering when all the thumbnails are bad... ¯_(ツ)_/¯")
![[AMV] they fall and fall. || Persona 3](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ordXGIHqZhk/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] they fall and fall. || Persona 3
[contains spoilers I think]
Whats up, its your boi back with another edit pulled straight out of my ass. Will I ever put effort into a personal project again? I mean probably not.
Im still trying my hand at the simplistic kind of raw, but I really dont know what to think, everything I do feels lazy and it doesnt flow nearly as well as for some other people;; But its still fun and I like to hurt my own feelings so if I ever produce anything thats not an MEP part its probably gonna be another one of these bad boys.
The beginning is really old because I havent touched this wip since April actually. It started out as a vent when I felt really down about a friend and I just couldnt bring myself to open it again afterwards? But I completely ran out of parts to do and I remembered this exists so I thought why not? Looking at it still kinda hurts, but I hope some of you like what I did despite everything!
(ALSO I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH, JUBY IS LITERALLY THE BEST SFJKKGJLKGLG)
Song: Ningen Datta - JubyPhonic")
![[loop] everything that I want...](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pLLMEuOt85k/mqdefault.jpg "[loop] everything that I want...
kniroun my beloved.... barks violently
Song: Blue Hour - TXT")
![[AMV] mikrokosmos. || A3!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/q41I7W78f18/mqdefault.jpg "[AMV] mikrokosmos. || A3!
[contains CG spoilers up to Act 11]
I told myself I would do this and I actually did it. It didnt have to be almost a minute long but I guess Im insane like that!! But all that aside... welcome to my love letter to this game I suppose?
As you can see in the video (maybe) it is my 500th log in day into A3!! And MEP parts be damned I wanted to do something for this occasion so here I am at an ungodly hour, uploading this after a full night crunch of editing. Who needs proper planning for your project when you can just pull a last minute all-nighter, am I right?
Either way, thats not whats important today. A3 is important. Very important to me actually, its kind of stupid how much I love this game and these characters. Its definitely a comfort franchise to me and when I once called it my adult Pokemon (on a day where I was as sleep deprived as I am now), well... maybe there was something to that.
To be honest with you, I fall out of media so quickly,, No matter if its a game or an anime or a movie, I either think about it for like a week or two months at most or I never get invested in it at all. So me playing something religiously for 500 days, even when some of those days are just mindless grinding and soul crushingly bad gacha pulls? Thats a huge deal, especially with my track record.
I dont know why I got so invested in this, but here I am and Im grateful for it. A3 was a lot of firsts for me... There are a lot of warm memories all over these characters for me, hours upon hours of shared brainrot with friends and even some painful memories... but I cherish them all. This might sound cheesy, but thank you A3 for giving me so much. I never expected it to be like this when I first downloaded the game... Im more of an RPG or fantasy type of person after all and except for some play themes A3 is really neither of those things sdjghjsdkjgjskgd. But dont fix whats not broken and all that. A3 is my BELOVED and for as long as my brain lets me have this, I will treasure this fixation.
Uuuh this one also is for the A3 madness chat for always letting me scream if I need to (too many times really) and for wifey... we WILL watch the rest of the anime soon, you cant escape this ♥
Inspired by THOSE two A3 edits, you know which ones. Its obvious.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aaNhXOZ0YwA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v AsZknaY7vg
Song: Mikrokosmos - BTS")
