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Jonathan Ashford shares profound insights from his near-death experience, including a cosmic choice to return and the nature of time and consciousness.
See the full interview here: youtu.be/WMKTADFK_2g
#NDE #Afterlife #Consciousness #SpiritualAwakening #NearDeathExperience
Jonathan Ashford shares profound insights from his near-death experience, including a cosmic choice to return and the nature of time and consciousness.
See the full interview here: youtu.be/WMKTADFK_2g
#NDE #Afterlife #Consciousness #SpiritualAwakening #NearDeathExperience

![When Grief Takes Everything- Vanessa May
What happens when grief doesnt just visit—but moves in and takes everything?
Vanessa May knows. She lost her son Harry at 24. Then, during the pandemic, she lost her husband, Anthony, and her father within weeks of each other—while battling COVID herself and unable to say goodbye in person.
Together, Brian and Vanessa explore:
✨ How compounded grief affects us emotionally, physically, and spiritually
✨ The trauma-body connection—including Vanessas cancer diagnosis 18 months after losing Harry
✨ Why resilience can feel like a stick to beat yourself with
✨ Earth school, soul planning, and the lessons hidden inside loss
✨ Continuing bonds with Harry and Anthony—and how they guide her still
This conversation is raw, honest, and deeply human. Its filled with hard-won wisdom for anyone who has ever felt like the ground has been ripped out from under them.
If youve ever asked:
Why did this happen to me?
How do I survive when grief keeps compounding?
Is it okay to still be struggling years later?
You are not alone—and this episode is for you. 🌱
👉 After listening, continue the conversation at grief2growth.substack.com
Share your reflections, leave a comment, and connect with others who understand.
🎧 Guest resources:
Vanessa May — https://VanessaMay.co.uk
Instagram: @may.wellbeing.griefsupport
Books: *Love Untethered*, *When Grief Takes Everything*, *Supporting Your Grieving Client*
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[CHAPTERS]
00:00 🌱 Introduction
03:34 💔 Who was Harry
10:05 🌊 When lightning strikes twice—losing Anthony during COVID
14:51 🫀 How grief lives in the body
17:30 💫 Metabolizing emotions and transforming pain
23:08 🔮 Soul planning and asking why me?
27:31 🧘 Surrender vs. giving up
31:50 ⚖️ Comparing losses—child vs. spouse
35:27 🏠 The loneliness of widowhood in middle years
40:01 📚 Earth school and spiritual bypassing
45:43 👭 The six women in Vanessas new book
49:05 ✨ Harry as a guide—continuing bonds
51:55 😤 Its okay to be angry at them
55:26 🌀 Living with uncertainty
1:01:07 💜 Hold it loosely, hold it lightly, hold it with love When Grief Takes Everything- Vanessa May](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uPcnXmb4Gds/mqdefault.jpg)





![Love and Suffering: How Grief Awakens the Soul | Zach Beach on Compassion, Healing & Humanity
Can love exist without suffering? Can suffering deepen our capacity to love?
In this moving and deeply insightful episode of Grief 2 Growth, host Brian D. Smith welcomes Zach Beach — therapist, poet, spiritual teacher, and author of Love and Suffering: A Spiritual Guide for Helpers, Healers, and Humans. Together, they explore a powerful truth that every grieving heart knows: love and suffering are not opposites — they are intertwined.
🌱 Zach shares timeless spiritual wisdom, real-life guidance, and gentle practices to help us meet grief with compassion rather than resistance, and find transformation within pain. Whether youre grieving a loved one, struggling with emotional exhaustion as a healer, or simply navigating life’s everyday losses, this conversation will awaken something deep in you.
🧠 In this episode, youll learn:
Why grief is not a problem to fix, but a sacred process to be present with 🙏
The 4 essential components of true compassion and how to avoid empathy burnout 🧡
How love and suffering show up across spiritual traditions, from Jesus to the Buddha 📿
Why we must learn to “suffer well” and how mindfulness can help us do just that 🧘♂️
The difference between sympathy and empathy (and why presence is the real healer) 🤝
How we can transmute pain into purpose, even after unimaginable loss 💫
Why grief is a lifelong companion — and a profound teacher 👣
🗨️ Brian shares his own journey of losing his daughter Shayna, and how that heartbreaking moment became the soil for profound spiritual awakening. This episode is as real as it gets — full of soul, tears, wisdom, and unexpected moments of joy.
👂 If you’ve ever asked, “Why is there so much suffering in this world?” — this episode is for you.
Zach doesn’t offer easy answers, but he shares a path — from grief to growth, from sorrow to service, from pain to presence.
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🌐 Learn more about Zach Beach: zachbeach.com
📚 Get his book Love and Suffering: [Amazon link, if you’d like me to add it]
💬 What’s your experience with love and suffering?
How has grief shaped your life and heart? Drop a comment below ⬇️ — let’s share and support each other.
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00:00 – 🎧 Welcome + Introducing Zach Beach
Brian opens the conversation and introduces Zach Beach, poet, author, and advocate for love and emotional awareness.
02:25 – 🧡 Why Love and Suffering Are Inseparable
Zach shares the spiritual insight that where there is love, suffering often follows—and why that’s not a bad thing.
06:45 – 📿 Wisdom from World Religions on Grief and Compassion
From Christianity to Buddhism, Zach explores how major traditions hold space for suffering and the sacredness of compassion.
10:38 – 💭 Understanding Compassion vs. Empathy
The 4 elements of compassion and why simply “feeling what others feel” isn’t enough to truly help.
15:21 – 🙏 Why Trying to Fix Grief Can Be Harmful
We discuss the danger of rushing others through grief—and the healing power of presence and witnessing.
20:52 – 🧘♂️ The Role of Mindfulness in Holding Pain
How mindfulness helps us navigate the storms of emotion with grace and self-compassion.
25:10 – 🌌 Brian’s Personal Grief Journey
Brian opens up about losing Shayna and how that heartbreak became the ground for deeper spiritual growth.
30:44 – 🔥 Suffering as a Portal to Awakening
Zach shares how suffering can soften our hearts and make us more fully human.
36:12 – 👣 Learning to “Suffer Well”
What does it mean to be skillful in suffering? Zach explains how emotional maturity helps us carry pain with purpose.
41:36 – 💫 What Spiritual Teachers Get Right (and Wrong)
The difference between bypassing pain vs. transmuting it — and how spiritual growth requires emotional depth.
45:59 – 🕊️ Continuing Bonds After Death
We discuss maintaining a connection with our loved ones beyond physical life.
48:14 – 🧠 Tools for Emotional Resilience and Healing
Zach offers grounded, accessible tools for navigating grief, loss, and emotional overwhelm.
52:30 – ✨ Final Thoughts: Grief as a Gateway to Love
Closing reflections on how our deepest wounds can become doorways to deeper compassion and service.
54:42 – 📚 Learn More About Zach Beach
Where to find Zach’s books, courses, and podcast appearances. Love and Suffering: How Grief Awakens the Soul | Zach Beach on Compassion, Healing & Humanity](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xSWWA0vJQjA/mqdefault.jpg)


