Uploaded November 2014 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I finished this last night, but I didn't upload it on purpose. I wanted to finish the book before uploading it.
I gotta say I still love the movie and I appreciate that in many things it is true to the book. But after reading it I gotta say that it fades in comparison and it feels stripped of ... idk how to call it. Whoever has read the book will understand me, I think.
Never has a book left me this touched and this shattered. Never have I cried this much and wanted to curl up in bed and just cry till it exhausts me. And I fortunately (thank God) can't even truly relate. I hope I never do. But I still feel it all so deeply, so real. I feel like I am Hazel, like the words come out of me, not like I am reading them.
After finishing the book, I find this video even more shallow than I did before. When I made it and watched it, I though I liked some parts, and that I partly managed to show what I tried to. What the movie made me feel, how I felt Hazel&Gus. But after I read the book I think only John Green's words can manage to do it.
Still, I hope some of you will like it and will feel it depictures the beauty and the tragedy of those two well. I still think the song is amazing for those two, it's like it was inspired by them.
QUOTES:
"My name is Hazel Grace Lancaster and Augustus Waters was the star crossed love of my life. Ours is an epic love story. Like all real love stories, ours will die with us. As it should."
" - Why are you looking at me like that?
- Because you're beautiful."
" She didn't want a million admirers, she just wanted one. And she got it. I love her. God, I love her, I am so lucky to love her, Van Houten. Maybe she wasn't loved widely, but she was loved deeply. And isn't that more than most of us get?"
"You gave me a forever within the numbered days and for that I am eternally grateful."
"My faears? Oblivion."
"And I willed myself to imagine a world without us, and what a worthless world that would be."
"I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity."
"I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we are all doomed. And I am in love with you."
"Perhaps 'okay' will be our 'always'."
" - Okay, Hazel Grace?
- Okay."
"You trying to keep your distance from me in no way lessens my affection for you."
"You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have a say in who hurts you. And I like my choices. I hope she likes hers."
"Gus, I love you. I'm gonna remember you."
"It was unbearable. Every second worst than the last."
"Some infinities are simply bigger than other infinities."
"I fell in love with him the way you fall asleep - slowly, then all at once."
"It's a good life, Hazel Grace."
Anyways, I still hope you like it, and if you do - leave some feedback :)
I finished this last night, but I didn't upload it on purpose. I wanted to finish the book before uploading it.
I gotta say I still love the movie and I appreciate that in many things it is true to the book. But after reading it I gotta say that it fades in comparison and it feels stripped of ... idk how to call it. Whoever has read the book will understand me, I think.
Never has a book left me this touched and this shattered. Never have I cried this much and wanted to curl up in bed and just cry till it exhausts me. And I fortunately (thank God) can't even truly relate. I hope I never do. But I still feel it all so deeply, so real. I feel like I am Hazel, like the words come out of me, not like I am reading them.
After finishing the book, I find this video even more shallow than I did before. When I made it and watched it, I though I liked some parts, and that I partly managed to show what I tried to. What the movie made me feel, how I felt Hazel&Gus. But after I read the book I think only John Green's words can manage to do it.
Still, I hope some of you will like it and will feel it depictures the beauty and the tragedy of those two well. I still think the song is amazing for those two, it's like it was inspired by them.
QUOTES:
"My name is Hazel Grace Lancaster and Augustus Waters was the star crossed love of my life. Ours is an epic love story. Like all real love stories, ours will die with us. As it should."
" - Why are you looking at me like that?
- Because you're beautiful."
" She didn't want a million admirers, she just wanted one. And she got it. I love her. God, I love her, I am so lucky to love her, Van Houten. Maybe she wasn't loved widely, but she was loved deeply. And isn't that more than most of us get?"
"You gave me a forever within the numbered days and for that I am eternally grateful."
"My faears? Oblivion."
"And I willed myself to imagine a world without us, and what a worthless world that would be."
"I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity."
"I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we are all doomed. And I am in love with you."
"Perhaps 'okay' will be our 'always'."
" - Okay, Hazel Grace?
- Okay."
"You trying to keep your distance from me in no way lessens my affection for you."
"You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have a say in who hurts you. And I like my choices. I hope she likes hers."
"Gus, I love you. I'm gonna remember you."
"It was unbearable. Every second worst than the last."
"Some infinities are simply bigger than other infinities."
"I fell in love with him the way you fall asleep - slowly, then all at once."
"It's a good life, Hazel Grace."
Anyways, I still hope you like it, and if you do - leave some feedback :)

![Merlin - Im glad you have been my friend [series tribute collab]
WATCH IN 720p, SMALL SCREEN!
I DONT OWN ANYTHING APART FROM THE EDITING OF MY PARTS!
Merlin *sob* I will never be over it. I know this is how the show had to end, but I am still so sad, and I always will be. This is the best show Ive ever watched, and I am so sad I started watching it in the summer and not years before that. Still, its very dear to my heart and I decided to host tribute collab. I wanna thank those who took part and helped creating this beautiful tribute. I couldnt be happier with the outcome, so thanks guys.
- season 1 - themeralovemisa
http://www.youtube.com/user/themeralovemisa
- season 2 - Ilovehertjes
http://www.youtube.com/user/Ilovehertjes
- season 3 - Miro0oMariam
http://www.youtube.com/user/Miro0oMariam
- season 4 - ThePrettyBrooke
http://www.youtube.com/user/ThePrettyBrooke
- season 5 - me (NightlyEvilTM)
Song information at the end of the video,
Hope you will like it!
Enjoy, rate and comment! Merlin - Im glad you have been my friend [series tribute collab]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ehh48JJg9yg/mqdefault.jpg)
![The Middle - Earth Vidding Contest [TMEVC] {Audition} (CLOSED)
Hello!
My always growing love for Tolkiens world gave me the idea to do this. After seeing TBOTFA I was so sad I needed something to help me cope. I am myself working on a video, but it will take ages, so I got the idea to make a contest.
The contest will have multiple rounds with different tasks. This round is audition. You can enter with any video, based on the trilogies. It can be about a character, a friendship, a relationship, a general video, anything. It can be about one movie, or all 5 (six) movies. It can be new or old. It can be set on any music, of any lenght. The only requirement is that it is for The Hobbit series or The Lord Of The Rings series.
Deadline EXTENDED: 18.01.2015 The Middle - Earth Vidding Contest [TMEVC] {Audition} (CLOSED)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f0Kxd07yu7k/mqdefault.jpg)

![Mark&Lexie - 8x24 [Season finale - Lexies death]
I am usually 100% opposed to the hate toward the writers, but this time, I cant help it! I HATE YOU SHONDA RHIMES! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?! HOW COULD YOU KILL LEXIE, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR IT!
And the thing she said about it being her time, ARE YOU NUTS, SHONDA?! She was 26 or sth... I cant believe it, I still hope (even if I rationally know its true) that it turns out to be some sort of freaking nightmare. Zola will never remember her aunt Lexie. Cristina, Derek, April, Alex, Jackson, Callie, Arizona - they lost a friend. Tacher lost first Susan, now his daughter. Meredith pretty much never had her dad, she lost her mom, she lost friends, now she lost her sister. And Mark... He lost one baby when Addie aborted, he lost his (probably) first real love Addison, then he lost Sloan and his grandkid, and now he lost the love of his life just when he finally had a chance with her again. How is that fair and right?! Grr...
Lexies death scene was the MOST heartbreaking thing Ive ever seen on TV. And Ive watched MANY shows, but this, this is just too much. Greys anatomy will never be the same for me...
As for Lexie&Mark... I LOVE them so freaking much, and I always will. I never could imagine Lexie with anyone else. I never could imagine Mark with anyone else. I wanted them to happen even in s4. They were sweet, sexy, beautiful, epic, heartbreaking, perfect. When they were together and when they werent. I will now, more than ever, be unable to think of anyone else standing next to Mark. He will love her till his dying day. He will be IN LOVE with her in his last minute. I am sure of it. This scene, all the things he told her, is what was supposed to happen. Cause they are slexie and they are meant to be!
I couldnt help but upload this scene... The epicness and heartbreak and sadness... Mark&Lexie - 8x24 [Season finale - Lexies death]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fFpN7fZn7qc/mqdefault.jpg)



![Olivia&Fitz - We seemed like a good idea [5x09]
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Ok, I finally finished it. It was pretty much making itself, actually. The song is just so them.
As I said on the preview, my feelings for Scandal are pretty mixed. Its good, but I dont find it as amazing as most people do, and I think some plot stuff are pretty naive. But it has perfect actors, directors and the writing of the characters is brilliant. I gotta say that most of the time I dont like Olivia or Fitz as individuals. And I also like Olake, even though I feel the same way about Jake that I do about Fitz and Liv. But that is what I find brilliant about the writing - that even if most of the time I dont like who the characters are, I feel for them and I understand them.
As for these two, they are both so messed up, so broken and so raw - that is what draws me to them. They have done horrible things for and to each other Sometimes they make each other better, sometimes they make each other worse. And even though in my own life I agree with Eddison that love isnt supposed to be painful, the pain is what make those two epic and amazing. The way they love each other is so much bigger than themselves. In real life, if any of them were my friend, Id tell them To hell with him/her, you shouldnt be with someone whose love hurts you and you loving them hurts you. But they are just so powerfully written and so amazingly played by Kelly and Tom that I cant help it.
Their last scene was so raw and emotional it made me shiver and inspired me to vid them.
QUOTES:
There is no us! There is no this, there is no Vermont, there is no jam, there is no future. Not anymore - Olivia, 5x09
- Olivia Pope...
- Fitz, please get up. - Fitz and Olivia, 5x06
We belong together - Fitz, 2x13
- I dont know what you want me to...
- You were running. Thats what I want you to say. - Olivia and Fitz, 5x09
... Live in this cage for you, and not breathe for you?! - Olivia, 5x09
- You own me. You control me. I-I belong to you. I...
- You own me! You control me. I belong to you. - Olivia&Fitz, 2x08
You stand there, and you think about what I have been doing and about everything I have ever told you... And you tell me who wouldnt run. - Olivia, 5x09
Dont sell the house - Olivia, 3x08
I am not yours. This is over. - Olivia, 2x03
- You wanna know who wouldnt run? Someone capable of being in a relationship. Someone capable of being normal.
- If you were someone capable of being alone, someone capable of not suffocating me...
- I wasnt suffocating! I was trying to show you...
- You were trying to save me!
- I was trying to save us! - Fitz&Olivia, 5x09
Im letting you go - Fitz, 2x04
- Please stop getting my hopes up. Just stop!
- I cant stop. I wont. - Olivia&fitz, 2x20
We needed time before. We never had a chance. - Olivia, 5x09
- Youre being disgusting
- Oh, Im being disgusting?
- And petty.
- Right. Im the petty one.
- And jealous.
- What else am I supposed to be?! - Fitz&Olivia, 3x16
- If were already broken going in, then...
- I was unavailable before.
- I dont know you available. - Olivia&fitz, 5x09
- We tried
- We did - Fitz&Olivia, 5x09
Song info at the end of the video.
Enjoy and leave some feedback! Olivia&Fitz - We seemed like a good idea [5x09]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gDcYbJLNrFI/mqdefault.jpg)

