![Mark&Lexie - 8x24 [Season finale - Lexies death] @NightlyEvilTM](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fFpN7fZn7qc/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded May 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I am usually 100% opposed to the hate toward the writers, but this time, I can't help it! I HATE YOU SHONDA RHIMES! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?! HOW COULD YOU KILL LEXIE, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR IT!
And the thing she said about it being her time, ARE YOU NUTS, SHONDA?! She was 26 or sth... I can't believe it, I still hope (even if I rationally know it's true) that it turns out to be some sort of freaking nightmare. Zola will never remember her aunt Lexie. Cristina, Derek, April, Alex, Jackson, Callie, Arizona - they lost a friend. Tacher lost first Susan, now his daughter. Meredith pretty much never had her dad, she lost her mom, she lost friends, now she lost her sister. And Mark... He lost one baby when Addie aborted, he lost his (probably) first real love Addison, then he lost Sloan and his grandkid, and now he lost the love of his life just when he finally had a chance with her again. How is that fair and right?! Grr...
Lexie's death scene was the MOST heartbreaking thing I've ever seen on TV. And I've watched MANY shows, but this, this is just too much. Grey's anatomy will never be the same for me...
As for Lexie&Mark... I LOVE them so freaking much, and I always will. I never could imagine Lexie with anyone else. I never could imagine Mark with anyone else. I wanted them to happen even in s4. They were sweet, sexy, beautiful, epic, heartbreaking, perfect. When they were together and when they weren't. I will now, more than ever, be unable to think of anyone else standing next to Mark. He will love her till his dying day. He will be IN LOVE with her in his last minute. I am sure of it. This scene, all the things he told her, is what was supposed to happen. Cause they are slexie and they are meant to be!
I couldn't help but upload this scene... The epicness and heartbreak and sadness...
I am usually 100% opposed to the hate toward the writers, but this time, I can't help it! I HATE YOU SHONDA RHIMES! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?! HOW COULD YOU KILL LEXIE, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR IT!
And the thing she said about it being her time, ARE YOU NUTS, SHONDA?! She was 26 or sth... I can't believe it, I still hope (even if I rationally know it's true) that it turns out to be some sort of freaking nightmare. Zola will never remember her aunt Lexie. Cristina, Derek, April, Alex, Jackson, Callie, Arizona - they lost a friend. Tacher lost first Susan, now his daughter. Meredith pretty much never had her dad, she lost her mom, she lost friends, now she lost her sister. And Mark... He lost one baby when Addie aborted, he lost his (probably) first real love Addison, then he lost Sloan and his grandkid, and now he lost the love of his life just when he finally had a chance with her again. How is that fair and right?! Grr...
Lexie's death scene was the MOST heartbreaking thing I've ever seen on TV. And I've watched MANY shows, but this, this is just too much. Grey's anatomy will never be the same for me...
As for Lexie&Mark... I LOVE them so freaking much, and I always will. I never could imagine Lexie with anyone else. I never could imagine Mark with anyone else. I wanted them to happen even in s4. They were sweet, sexy, beautiful, epic, heartbreaking, perfect. When they were together and when they weren't. I will now, more than ever, be unable to think of anyone else standing next to Mark. He will love her till his dying day. He will be IN LOVE with her in his last minute. I am sure of it. This scene, all the things he told her, is what was supposed to happen. Cause they are slexie and they are meant to be!
I couldn't help but upload this scene... The epicness and heartbreak and sadness...
![Mark&Lexie - 8x24 [Season finale - Lexies death]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fFpN7fZn7qc/mqdefault.jpg "Mark&Lexie - 8x24 [Season finale - Lexies death]
I am usually 100% opposed to the hate toward the writers, but this time, I cant help it! I HATE YOU SHONDA RHIMES! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME?! HOW COULD YOU KILL LEXIE, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR IT!
And the thing she said about it being her time, ARE YOU NUTS, SHONDA?! She was 26 or sth... I cant believe it, I still hope (even if I rationally know its true) that it turns out to be some sort of freaking nightmare. Zola will never remember her aunt Lexie. Cristina, Derek, April, Alex, Jackson, Callie, Arizona - they lost a friend. Tacher lost first Susan, now his daughter. Meredith pretty much never had her dad, she lost her mom, she lost friends, now she lost her sister. And Mark... He lost one baby when Addie aborted, he lost his (probably) first real love Addison, then he lost Sloan and his grandkid, and now he lost the love of his life just when he finally had a chance with her again. How is that fair and right?! Grr...
Lexies death scene was the MOST heartbreaking thing Ive ever seen on TV. And Ive watched MANY shows, but this, this is just too much. Greys anatomy will never be the same for me...
As for Lexie&Mark... I LOVE them so freaking much, and I always will. I never could imagine Lexie with anyone else. I never could imagine Mark with anyone else. I wanted them to happen even in s4. They were sweet, sexy, beautiful, epic, heartbreaking, perfect. When they were together and when they werent. I will now, more than ever, be unable to think of anyone else standing next to Mark. He will love her till his dying day. He will be IN LOVE with her in his last minute. I am sure of it. This scene, all the things he told her, is what was supposed to happen. Cause they are slexie and they are meant to be!
I couldnt help but upload this scene... The epicness and heartbreak and sadness...")
![Olivia&Fitz - We seemed like a good idea [5x09]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gDcYbJLNrFI/mqdefault.jpg "Olivia&Fitz - We seemed like a good idea [5x09]
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Ok, I finally finished it. It was pretty much making itself, actually. The song is just so them.
As I said on the preview, my feelings for Scandal are pretty mixed. Its good, but I dont find it as amazing as most people do, and I think some plot stuff are pretty naive. But it has perfect actors, directors and the writing of the characters is brilliant. I gotta say that most of the time I dont like Olivia or Fitz as individuals. And I also like Olake, even though I feel the same way about Jake that I do about Fitz and Liv. But that is what I find brilliant about the writing - that even if most of the time I dont like who the characters are, I feel for them and I understand them.
As for these two, they are both so messed up, so broken and so raw - that is what draws me to them. They have done horrible things for and to each other Sometimes they make each other better, sometimes they make each other worse. And even though in my own life I agree with Eddison that love isnt supposed to be painful, the pain is what make those two epic and amazing. The way they love each other is so much bigger than themselves. In real life, if any of them were my friend, Id tell them To hell with him/her, you shouldnt be with someone whose love hurts you and you loving them hurts you. But they are just so powerfully written and so amazingly played by Kelly and Tom that I cant help it.
Their last scene was so raw and emotional it made me shiver and inspired me to vid them.
QUOTES:
There is no us! There is no this, there is no Vermont, there is no jam, there is no future. Not anymore - Olivia, 5x09
- Olivia Pope...
- Fitz, please get up. - Fitz and Olivia, 5x06
We belong together - Fitz, 2x13
- I dont know what you want me to...
- You were running. Thats what I want you to say. - Olivia and Fitz, 5x09
... Live in this cage for you, and not breathe for you?! - Olivia, 5x09
- You own me. You control me. I-I belong to you. I...
- You own me! You control me. I belong to you. - Olivia&Fitz, 2x08
You stand there, and you think about what I have been doing and about everything I have ever told you... And you tell me who wouldnt run. - Olivia, 5x09
Dont sell the house - Olivia, 3x08
I am not yours. This is over. - Olivia, 2x03
- You wanna know who wouldnt run? Someone capable of being in a relationship. Someone capable of being normal.
- If you were someone capable of being alone, someone capable of not suffocating me...
- I wasnt suffocating! I was trying to show you...
- You were trying to save me!
- I was trying to save us! - Fitz&Olivia, 5x09
Im letting you go - Fitz, 2x04
- Please stop getting my hopes up. Just stop!
- I cant stop. I wont. - Olivia&fitz, 2x20
We needed time before. We never had a chance. - Olivia, 5x09
- Youre being disgusting
- Oh, Im being disgusting?
- And petty.
- Right. Im the petty one.
- And jealous.
- What else am I supposed to be?! - Fitz&Olivia, 3x16
- If were already broken going in, then...
- I was unavailable before.
- I dont know you available. - Olivia&fitz, 5x09
- We tried
- We did - Fitz&Olivia, 5x09
Song info at the end of the video.
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![Damon&Elena - Dont deserve your love [+ 5x12]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gt7EugELNHI/mqdefault.jpg "Damon&Elena - Dont deserve your love [+ 5x12]
Can I say that I am quite happy... no, scratch that, I LOVE how this turned out. And that is so unusual for me that I still cant believe it, but really, I think the final video is quite good.
Tbh, it was making itself. The song is written for them in every possible way. And that tiny scene where she ran into his arms and then his speech (that unfortunately Elena will never hear) inspired me immensly.
I tried to include both points of view, and also to put in moments from the first seasons as well as the recent scenes. I have this observation that you can rarely find a recent Delena video with scenes from... 1x03, 1x04, 1x18, 2x18, 2x20, even 3x03, 3x05. And while I quite like many DE videos Ive saw recently, I think now that they have all those hugs and kisses we shouldnt forget their beuatiful moments in the beggining that made us fall in love with them in the first place.
The editing is a bit different from my usual style maybe, but I think it works well with this song. The velocity changes were sth I decided on practically in the last moment, but I think they were a good choice. And it was because of that video that I decided to use some new sparkles :D
VOICEOVERS:
I am not sorry that I met you. I am not sorry that knowing you has made me question everything. That in death you are the one that made me feel most alive. Youve made all the wrong choices and of all the choices that Ive made, this will prove to be the worst one, but Im not sorry that Im in love with you. I love you, Damon. - Elena, 4x23
I love you, Damon. - Elena, 5x01
You are my life. - Damon, 5x03
I forgive you... I like you now, just the way you are. - Elena, 2x22
You and I... We have something. - Elena, 1x14
You are the good, and I need good in my life, cause without it, theres an awful lot of darkness. - Damon, 5x12
- No, I am mad at you because I love you.
- Maybe thats the problem. - Damon and Elena, 3x14
I will never leave you again. - Damon, 3x05
Being with Damon makes me happy. - Elena, 4x10
When its real you cant walk away. - Elena, 1x11
I will always choose you. - Damon, 2x18
Please, tell me what you think! I wanna know if it really turned out nice and if you like this type of editing :)
I dont own anything.
Song information at the end of the video.
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![Damon&Elena/Stefan&Elena - Safe&sound [+drowningindesire] {Anti ship wars project}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/hzW_2vWGoOk/mqdefault.jpg "Damon&Elena/Stefan&Elena - Safe&sound [+drowningindesire] {Anti ship wars project}
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I DONT OWN ANYTHING APART FROM THE EDITING OF MY PARTS!
First collab of the three in my Anti ship wars project. This one is about the Delena/Stelena ship war and its a collab between me and the great drowningindesire. Subscribe NOW!
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ABSOLUTELY NO BASHING AND SHIP WARS! Comments like that will be deleted!!! The point of this video is to show that loving one couples doesnt mean you hate the other. That fans have the right to ship, love, appreciate whoever they want without being insulted for it. To show tolerance and that each couples has had beautiful moments that its fans appreciate.
As you know, I am a Damon/Elena shipper (even though the writers are testing me and every Delena fan out there). BUT that doesnt mean I hate Stelena or Stefan. As a matter of fact, I LOVE Stefan. And Stelena had some amazing moments. I do think Damon is more right for Elena. I do think that Damon and Elena have a much more interesting and evolved relationship and bond, as well as better chemistry. I do want them to end up together. But that doesnt mean I am full on hating Stelena or insulting their scenes and stuff. If I criticize their scenes, its because I dont like the writing or the directing or sth, not just cause I wanna spit venom. I have criticized Delena scenes too. For example the 3x22 flashback that I still think felt forced, OOC for s1 and pre s1 Damon, etc. What I mean is that I hate the ship wars and we should all learn to be more tolerant and understanding and just appreciate the show.
As for the video, I am very happy how it turned out, I think it does justice to both couples, but I guess you will be the judges of that.
Song information at the end of the video.
Hope you will like it!
Enjoy, rate and comment!")
