Uploaded November 2025 | Updated September 2026, 8 hours ago
months ago I edited with this song for a Mep part – youtu.be/0Sf5Un5q9bw?si=FCESuD0LufNGVsHI
I found the song thanks to the Mep and back then I didn't know that in time I would relate to it so much. Not to very single line, but to the whole atmosphere, slowly this song turned out to describe one of my common moods, I actually listen to it a lot, it comforts me, it's like the song saying I'm not alone.
All the characters' stories here are all AU, some close to canon, some not.
"Did I really deserve it?" line at 0:26 - 0:29 is usually shown up as "did I really deserve bad stuff happening to me?", but I wanted to show it from a different point of view as "did I really deserve all good stuff happening to me?", like Aladdin questioning if he deserves to be a prince, a sultan, to be in the palace.
I love my life, I believe I do, and at the same time I feel stuck, helpless to make a difference, to really change things. I know if I were bolder and better I could make it but I'm not. I am afraid. I should've done more and I'm running out of time like everybody else. I'm always living silent and can't come out of my comfort zone.
It's not like "everyday feels the same", the reason I'm stuck is me 'cause I'm not a daring one, and life will surely change, the thing is I'm not ready for almost everything and don't have it in me to get ready, living day after day, dreaming dreams that someone else could make real because that one can take care of themselves.
I just really needed to edit with this song, guess it's called a vent, I'm not really into calling videos like that, each video for me is a vent more or less, but some are more and this one seems to be it.
Song: Marina – Living Dead,
Footage: Aladdin, Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King, Balto, Balto 3: Wings of Change, The Little Mermaid
I own nothing
Hope you'll like it
months ago I edited with this song for a Mep part – youtu.be/0Sf5Un5q9bw?si=FCESuD0LufNGVsHI
I found the song thanks to the Mep and back then I didn't know that in time I would relate to it so much. Not to very single line, but to the whole atmosphere, slowly this song turned out to describe one of my common moods, I actually listen to it a lot, it comforts me, it's like the song saying I'm not alone.
All the characters' stories here are all AU, some close to canon, some not.
"Did I really deserve it?" line at 0:26 - 0:29 is usually shown up as "did I really deserve bad stuff happening to me?", but I wanted to show it from a different point of view as "did I really deserve all good stuff happening to me?", like Aladdin questioning if he deserves to be a prince, a sultan, to be in the palace.
I love my life, I believe I do, and at the same time I feel stuck, helpless to make a difference, to really change things. I know if I were bolder and better I could make it but I'm not. I am afraid. I should've done more and I'm running out of time like everybody else. I'm always living silent and can't come out of my comfort zone.
It's not like "everyday feels the same", the reason I'm stuck is me 'cause I'm not a daring one, and life will surely change, the thing is I'm not ready for almost everything and don't have it in me to get ready, living day after day, dreaming dreams that someone else could make real because that one can take care of themselves.
I just really needed to edit with this song, guess it's called a vent, I'm not really into calling videos like that, each video for me is a vent more or less, but some are more and this one seems to be it.
Song: Marina – Living Dead,
Footage: Aladdin, Beauty and the Beast, The Lion King, Balto, Balto 3: Wings of Change, The Little Mermaid
I own nothing
Hope you'll like it
