Cassaravi | until it's gone [multifandom] @Cassaravi | Uploaded February 2015 | Updated October 2024, 3 minutes ago.
[watch in hd, you won't regret it]
Fandoms: Supernatural, TW, The 100, The Vampire Diaries, The Walking Dead, THG: CF
Song: info at the end of the vid
HAPPY -belated- BIRTHDAY TO MY UNICORN! Seriously, I hope you have an amazing year, lots of inspiration for your little masterpieces and justall the happiness in the world. Thank you for all the amazing time we've spent together and all the help with videos and German. I'm so lucky to have you as a friend. ^^
In this video I explored the topic of loss. It can beso painful that it almost seems surreal, like a bad dream you'll wake up from any minute. You can lose your life, someone you love, but also your freedom, your happiness, your humanity.
Hope you like it, at least a bit.^^
Pheeew so that was torture. I don't know how I'm even still alive after this. Oh, okay, one huge reason - Sara (Shainira)! I cannot thank you enough for your help with this! You saved me when I was completely stuck. Thank you!
Fun fact, this week is my 3rd anniversary on youtube. That's so long! Thanks to everyone who supports me by watching my videos and leaving feedback. I love you all so much! :D
[watch in hd, you won't regret it]
Fandoms: Supernatural, TW, The 100, The Vampire Diaries, The Walking Dead, THG: CF
Song: info at the end of the vid
HAPPY -belated- BIRTHDAY TO MY UNICORN! Seriously, I hope you have an amazing year, lots of inspiration for your little masterpieces and justall the happiness in the world. Thank you for all the amazing time we've spent together and all the help with videos and German. I'm so lucky to have you as a friend. ^^
In this video I explored the topic of loss. It can beso painful that it almost seems surreal, like a bad dream you'll wake up from any minute. You can lose your life, someone you love, but also your freedom, your happiness, your humanity.
Hope you like it, at least a bit.^^
Pheeew so that was torture. I don't know how I'm even still alive after this. Oh, okay, one huge reason - Sara (Shainira)! I cannot thank you enough for your help with this! You saved me when I was completely stuck. Thank you!
Fun fact, this week is my 3rd anniversary on youtube. That's so long! Thanks to everyone who supports me by watching my videos and leaving feedback. I love you all so much! :D
![until its gone [multifandom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/OX9Nus4ttrw/hqdefault.jpg "until its gone [multifandom]
[watch in hd, you wont regret it]
Fandoms: Supernatural, TW, The 100, The Vampire Diaries, The Walking Dead, THG: CF
Song: info at the end of the vid
HAPPY -belated- BIRTHDAY TO MY UNICORN! Seriously, I hope you have an amazing year, lots of inspiration for your little masterpieces and justall the happiness in the world. Thank you for all the amazing time weve spent together and all the help with videos and German. Im so lucky to have you as a friend. ^^
In this video I explored the topic of loss. It can beso painful that it almost seems surreal, like a bad dream youll wake up from any minute. You can lose your life, someone you love, but also your freedom, your happiness, your humanity.
Hope you like it, at least a bit.^^
Pheeew so that was torture. I dont know how Im even still alive after this. Oh, okay, one huge reason - Sara (Shainira)! I cannot thank you enough for your help with this! You saved me when I was completely stuck. Thank you!
Fun fact, this week is my 3rd anniversary on youtube. Thats so long! Thanks to everyone who supports me by watching my videos and leaving feedback. I love you all so much! :D")
![Nothing left here to say [Lexie Grey] [BFV]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PT9IH00wbTw/hqdefault.jpg "Nothing left here to say [Lexie Grey] [BFV]
READ DB BEFORE WATCHING.
Warning: theres blood but not much, you are warned :)
Fandom: Greys Anatomy
Character: Lexie Grey
Song: info at the end of the video (pitch+some effects ant theres no copyright yet, yay)
Hi! This vid took me some time to make. I wanted it to be perfect but... well its not perfect at all but at least its very simple, that was my point. Its my entry for Best Fandom Vidder, round 1. Im soo happy I made it through auditions. For this round we were supposed to make a video about a character from our fandom (in my case its Greys) we feel most related to. So I chose Lexie. The more I explored this character, the more I felt like we were similar. Especially to Lexie from seasons 4 and 5. I tried to show it in my video. I list most of the things we have in common (and voiceovers) below:
- being a brunette
- dealing with unexpected death of a parent
- being from a good, happy family
- beind understanding and forgiving
- being emotional
- accidentally hurting others and ourselves
- being clumsy
- not having many friends
- remaining calm in stressful situations
- being ambitious
- having problems after a traumatic event, attending to therapy
VOICEOVERS:
- Im Lexie
- Id give anything to have my life work out the way I planned.
- My mother gets the hiccups and Im at the funeral.
- She was raised right with parents and rules.
- Im a one woman wrecking ball. All I do is break you.
- Youre the one that put me back together.
- I dont have any friends. Not really.
- I forgive you for treating me like crap.
- Have some fire. Be unstoppable. Be a force of nature. Be better than anyone here and dont give a damn what anyone thinks. Be on your own.
- Right, because youre a no feelings type of girl.
Thats a monster description (anyone reads it?). Just wanted to add that I finally have some Greys episodes. Yay. My bright and shiny HQ logoless EXTENDED episodes. Yep, EXTENDED. xD")
![Who Are You, Really? [Scott] [TUFC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PVkRXox-GBE/hqdefault.jpg "Who Are You, Really? [Scott] [TUFC]
I OWN NOTHING EXCEPT FOR EDITING! MADE FOR ENTERTAINMENT ONLY.
Fandom: TW
Song: info at the end of the vid
This is my entry fot the first round of The Ultimate Fandom Contest.
About the video...
It was supposed to be a fifth TW video in a row... I have to say, I am extremely and absolutely proud of it. It turned out better that I expected. It probably wont be very popular and will get some dislikes, lucky guess, but nevermind.
This round is about vidding one of our favourite character from our show. Nobody seems to like Scott and I dont get it. I mean, I didnt like him in s1. I was like ok, whatever, I wont cry much if he gets killed or somethin but in s2 hes really grown to become my favourite character. I think this song really fits his storyline and it let me show both sides of him.
Plus I havent seen any vid that would be just about him, any decent one at least.")
![stay alive [battlestar galactica] +SunnyVids](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PzVWR1f0UKk/hqdefault.jpg "stay alive [battlestar galactica] +SunnyVids
Sub my amazing collab partner - Zoé.
https://www.youtube.com/user/SunnySmile2413
I am so happy we finally got to collab! Our first attempt was 2 years ago, also with BSG, but it never got finished. For Zoés collab month we decided to try again with a fresh project and here we are. I love the end result!
This... might as well be my goodbye to YouTube. I dont even watch shows anymore, and when I try they disappoint me or leave me feeling nothing. I do want to hope that changes in the future but until then, without passion theres no vidding - for me, at least.
I feel like Ive had a good run here. Met great people. Felt like part of a beautiful community. Thank you, anyone whos reading this. Love you. Stay awesome. 💕")
![Home Sweet Home [Dean&Sam] [BAT]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/QDfnhHtogsk/hqdefault.jpg "Home Sweet Home [Dean&Sam] [BAT]
[READ THIS before watching or youll probably get confused]
Fandom: Supernatural (seasons 1-7)
Characters: Dean and Sam Winchester
Song: info at the end of the vid
This is what Ive been working on this entire week. Yeah, a whole week. Im being so creative lately and all about trying new effects, new styles and thats the continuation. Its so not my usual style but from now on Ill experiment a lot so... feel warned. :)
Back to the video itself. I dont think Ive seen something like that before. Basically there are two separate storylines in this vid and thats because of the song cause it has two singers singing different lyrics at the same time. Heres the link to the lyrics (those on the left are Deans and those on the right are Sams):
http://imageshack.us/a/img855/7635/lyricsnt.jpg
At the beginning theres the general part (black&white). Then theres Sams storyline (black&white) and Deans storyline (colour). Then again theres a general part (coloured this time), then again its divided and at the end general once again.
I know, its quite confusing but hopefully its possible to understand what its all about.
And its all about my favourite tv brothers, the Winchesters. I wanted to make a video about their bond, about their family, friends, lovers and how it affected them and their relationship. I really tried to find suitable clips and everythings well thought, not random.
Its my entry for the Blood and Tears contest. We were supposed to make a video to a song thats emotional for us. Well, this song brings sad memories to me, so it is emotional and when I heard it, I knew it was just perfect for SPN. And this video is quite emotional as well.
I hope you enjoy it! Feedback is very welcome! ;)")
![cities in dust [multifandom] +ChemAttraction](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Rj_9g7ujRf4/hqdefault.jpg "cities in dust [multifandom] +ChemAttraction
Brookes fandoms: greys anatomy, lost, arrow, spartacus, vikings, salem, battlestar galactica, the walking dead, game of thrones, buffy, doctor who, izombie, the vampire diaries, penny dreadful, sons of anarchy, banshee, the originals, revenge, merlin, once upon a time
my fandoms: agent carter, agents of shield, battlestar galactica, chicago fire, continuum, daredevil, doctor who, dominion, falling skies, grimm, gone girl, graceland, heroes, misfits, orphan black, sense8, the 100, the following, the vampire diaries, tw
I absolutely love how this collab turned out! It was a pleasure working with Brooke, one of my biggest inspirations when I was just beginning my adventure with vidding. :)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUd0NpwQ7Jt8tNBLLua7FEA
I was gone for 2 months and now 2 videos in one week, so hope you enjoy. :D")
![either way you turn, Ill be there. [tys]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/S3CYG8JB0LU/hqdefault.jpg "either way you turn, Ill be there. [tys]
[WARNING: contains graphic images.]
Fandom: Heroes (s1)
Characters: Nikki/Jessica Sanders
Song: https://soundcloud.com/martha-bonilla-2/radiohead-climbing-up-the
Colouring: thisdarkpassenger.
Back with the second entry for the final round of TYS! To watch the first one, go here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJlgl_Zn4hM
Theme: a person is afraid of their dark side taking over and hurting others but eventually is unable to stop it from happening
Finally a Heroes video, yaay. :) Ive wanted to vid this show alone for such a long time. This was one of my favourite storylines back in the day so it felt great, going back and re-exploring that. ^^
VOICEOVERS:
Im having these violent dreams. I mean, really violent, where Im tearing people apart. But its not me, its someone else. In me.
Youre out of control.
No.
Everywhere you go, people die.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and Im not sure its me that Im seeing.
Why are you doing this?
Because youre not strong enough.
God, please help me.
Who needs God when youve got me.")
![counting paths [don & sloan]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/TmgGARGEZiE/hqdefault.jpg "counting paths [don & sloan]
ENGLISH SUBTITLES (CC) AVAILABLE.
Fandom: The Newsroom
Characters: Don Keefer, Sloan Sabbith
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
CAN U GUYS EVEN BELIEVE.
Okay freaking out set aside, this is actually me. This 4-minute video was actually me.
What can I say... this show! I did not expect to like it so much, let alone fall in love with it. Its just so good, smart, funny (I didnt expect it to be funny at all, and its actually hilarious?? like?? how??) and overall amazing. 10/10 recommend.
And then, these two... Well, they are a couple of wonderfully written and acted characters. I dont know where this idea came from exactly. But it gave me the opportunity to do something Ive wanted to do for a long time.
This is a kind of all-in-one video: a bit of character studies, a bit of platonic relationship study and then, in the end, romantic. I wanted to cover their dynamic fully. So that the romance, which only starts around 3 minutes into the video, feels like a natural progression, something organic and based on the things that came first.
When I showed some scenes from this show to my roommate, she drew a conclusion that I really liked. She said that theres a lot of love in this show but its not the sex on the table kind of love, its the more mature kind of love that comes from friendship and life experience. And I think she nailed it. I hope that, whoever actually decided to watch it and stick til the end, will have the same impression. :)
Also, Ive made it a tiny bit AU in a way, basically what would happen if s3 went in a different direction with these and gave us more than these as the comic relief. I know she meant that, like, come on. We all know. :D
This project gave me so much joy. I really poured my heart and soul into it. I havent edited something like this in a long long time. Everytime I opened the project, I loved it more. And even when I was angry with it, couldnt stay angry for long, and ended up loving it again. It was truly magical.
The song. THE SONG. Its what kept me going, so beautiful! I discovered it in a Homeland video by my friend Daisy. Its so captivating, you should definitely check it out: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCwZMBaTCxk
Last but not least, since this isnt a popular fandom, I wanted to spread the love and dedicate it to the few people I saw that loved and/or vidded this show and couple:
gss42x, WonderTwinC and xDelicateMuse.
Your videos made me feel like I wasnt alone in this, and, Ginny, just because you never managed to vid it, doesnt mean I will exclude you. Spreading the looove! Hope youll enjoy it. ^^
Speaking of spreading the love, thanks goes to my moral support Anja (sparksfly221), but also to Sara (Shainira) and Marie (Marie S). Thank you girls. ^^
I hope this will only be the first of twins for tonight... right Anja? :D")
![blind [scott&allison]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UKYTlbdubP8/hqdefault.jpg "blind [scott&allison]
Fandom: TW (s1-3)
Song: info at the end of the vid
I think its pretty self explanatory. Just had to say goodbye, and whats a better way to do that than to explore their incredible bond once again.
At first I was vidding Charlie Matheson to this song but then... Scallison, my babies. :)
Also, this song is perfect for angry hoovering. Seriously, it does wonders, Im telling yall. xD
Heavily inspired by this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4WE_Gofo7o")
![programmed to kill [dollhouse au]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UUxYOKh38Kk/hqdefault.jpg "programmed to kill [dollhouse au]
Fandoms: Dollhouse, NTSF.SD.SUV, The Alphabet Killer, The Gable 5, The Saint, Tru Calling, White Collar, Wrong Turn
Song: info at the end of the vid
Long time no see! This project took me ages but Im so glad its done. Ive got bored and tired of my action multifandoms recently. This shot at storytelling/au was an opportunity to test myself with things Im not used to and get out of my comfort zone. I hope it was worth it. ^^
This is my entry for 2nd round of The Hunger Games Competition. The theme was filmography of a chosen actor/actress. Instead of making a typical filmography for Eliza Dushku, I decided to put a twist on the challenge and create a story based on Dollhouse/The Gable 5s storylines. Its kind of a crossover, kind of an au. Idek. xD
The storyline in short: Big corporations conducting an experiment that would lead them to taking over the world using Dollhouse as their cover. Echo is the test subject - shes the first but not last, there are many more to follow.")
![We Are the Ones [Team Free Will] - for Anja](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/V-txHyE50wg/hqdefault.jpg "We Are the Ones [Team Free Will] - for Anja
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANJA!
Fandom: Supernatural (s1-8)
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
I actually had sth entirely different planned for this occasion but accidentally deleted half of the project (lets say that it happens) so... Here we are with THIS. Hope youll still be able to enjoy this small gift, even a little bit. Youre an amazing vidder (one of the best actually) and a great person, always so nice and helpful. I really enjoy our little msn chats. Thats why I wanted to make sth for you. What can I say, I love b-days. ^^
And I wanted to wish you all the best but especially, as in the video, so you always had strength to fight for your dreams and never give up on what you love. Just like I wanted to show in this vid, they often felt like it was all over, there was no hope, wanted to give up but they never actually did. And so shouldnt you, no matter how bad it gets.
That was long haha. But all true. :)
As for the video itself, still not sure what to think about it.
And no, not really back to vidding SPN. Still no inspiration.
Thank you yt for amazing thumbnails. You never fail to disappoint me. ;]
UPDATE:
I am so overwhelmed that Ive just reached this magical number of 200 subscribers. Just... wow. I wanted to thank you all so much for being here and supporting me in my work - please never stop. I love you guys! *hugs*")
![together [tys]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WlszWBMn5tA/hqdefault.jpg "together [tys]
Umm... so yeah, basically.
fandoms: agents of shield, arrow, battlestar galactica, chosen, doctor who, dollhouse, dominion, fear the walking dead, from dusk till dawn, got, greys anatomy, hawaii five-0, haven, heroes, humans, misfits, orphan black, tw, the 100, the last ship, the leftovers, the whispers
Id call this a flop but then Anja would come and punch me, probably. :D
This is my entry for the first round of the 2nd year of TYS. We were supposed to make a video consisting of only shots/parts of the body.
I wanted to make sth meaningful this time, instead of just random vidlet. As my theme I chose support in the face of a difficult decision. I hope its clear in the video, I tried to make it rather clear.
That being said, it was a challenge. I tested my skills, I dont think I did well, but thats not up to me to decide I guess. ^^
[Sorry for being pretty inactive lately, college is making sure to keep me busy at all times. -.-]")
