Cassaravi | either way you turn, I'll be there. [tys] @Cassaravi | Uploaded January 2015 | Updated October 2024, 2 hours ago.
[WARNING: contains graphic images.]
Fandom: Heroes (s1)
Characters: Nikki/Jessica Sanders
Song: soundcloud.com/martha-bonilla-2/radiohead-climbing-up-the
Colouring: thisdarkpassenger.
Back with the second entry for the final round of TYS! To watch the first one, go here: youtube.com/watch?v=dJlgl_Zn4hM
Theme: a person is afraid of their dark side taking over and hurting others but eventually is unable to stop it from happening
Finally a Heroes video, yaay. :) I've wanted to vid this show alone for such a long time. This was one of my favourite storylines back in the day so it felt great, going back and re-exploring that. ^^
VOICEOVERS:
I'm having these violent dreams. I mean, really violent, where I'm tearing people apart. But it's not me, it's someone else. In me.
You're out of control.
No.
Everywhere you go, people die.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm not sure it's me that I'm seeing.
Why are you doing this?
Because you're not strong enough.
God, please help me.
Who needs God when you've got me.
[WARNING: contains graphic images.]
Fandom: Heroes (s1)
Characters: Nikki/Jessica Sanders
Song: soundcloud.com/martha-bonilla-2/radiohead-climbing-up-the
Colouring: thisdarkpassenger.
Back with the second entry for the final round of TYS! To watch the first one, go here: youtube.com/watch?v=dJlgl_Zn4hM
Theme: a person is afraid of their dark side taking over and hurting others but eventually is unable to stop it from happening
Finally a Heroes video, yaay. :) I've wanted to vid this show alone for such a long time. This was one of my favourite storylines back in the day so it felt great, going back and re-exploring that. ^^
VOICEOVERS:
I'm having these violent dreams. I mean, really violent, where I'm tearing people apart. But it's not me, it's someone else. In me.
You're out of control.
No.
Everywhere you go, people die.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm not sure it's me that I'm seeing.
Why are you doing this?
Because you're not strong enough.
God, please help me.
Who needs God when you've got me.
![either way you turn, Ill be there. [tys]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/S3CYG8JB0LU/hqdefault.jpg "either way you turn, Ill be there. [tys]
[WARNING: contains graphic images.]
Fandom: Heroes (s1)
Characters: Nikki/Jessica Sanders
Song: https://soundcloud.com/martha-bonilla-2/radiohead-climbing-up-the
Colouring: thisdarkpassenger.
Back with the second entry for the final round of TYS! To watch the first one, go here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dJlgl_Zn4hM
Theme: a person is afraid of their dark side taking over and hurting others but eventually is unable to stop it from happening
Finally a Heroes video, yaay. :) Ive wanted to vid this show alone for such a long time. This was one of my favourite storylines back in the day so it felt great, going back and re-exploring that. ^^
VOICEOVERS:
Im having these violent dreams. I mean, really violent, where Im tearing people apart. But its not me, its someone else. In me.
Youre out of control.
No.
Everywhere you go, people die.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and Im not sure its me that Im seeing.
Why are you doing this?
Because youre not strong enough.
God, please help me.
Who needs God when youve got me.")
![counting paths [don & sloan]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/TmgGARGEZiE/hqdefault.jpg "counting paths [don & sloan]
ENGLISH SUBTITLES (CC) AVAILABLE.
Fandom: The Newsroom
Characters: Don Keefer, Sloan Sabbith
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
CAN U GUYS EVEN BELIEVE.
Okay freaking out set aside, this is actually me. This 4-minute video was actually me.
What can I say... this show! I did not expect to like it so much, let alone fall in love with it. Its just so good, smart, funny (I didnt expect it to be funny at all, and its actually hilarious?? like?? how??) and overall amazing. 10/10 recommend.
And then, these two... Well, they are a couple of wonderfully written and acted characters. I dont know where this idea came from exactly. But it gave me the opportunity to do something Ive wanted to do for a long time.
This is a kind of all-in-one video: a bit of character studies, a bit of platonic relationship study and then, in the end, romantic. I wanted to cover their dynamic fully. So that the romance, which only starts around 3 minutes into the video, feels like a natural progression, something organic and based on the things that came first.
When I showed some scenes from this show to my roommate, she drew a conclusion that I really liked. She said that theres a lot of love in this show but its not the sex on the table kind of love, its the more mature kind of love that comes from friendship and life experience. And I think she nailed it. I hope that, whoever actually decided to watch it and stick til the end, will have the same impression. :)
Also, Ive made it a tiny bit AU in a way, basically what would happen if s3 went in a different direction with these and gave us more than these as the comic relief. I know she meant that, like, come on. We all know. :D
This project gave me so much joy. I really poured my heart and soul into it. I havent edited something like this in a long long time. Everytime I opened the project, I loved it more. And even when I was angry with it, couldnt stay angry for long, and ended up loving it again. It was truly magical.
The song. THE SONG. Its what kept me going, so beautiful! I discovered it in a Homeland video by my friend Daisy. Its so captivating, you should definitely check it out: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCwZMBaTCxk
Last but not least, since this isnt a popular fandom, I wanted to spread the love and dedicate it to the few people I saw that loved and/or vidded this show and couple:
gss42x, WonderTwinC and xDelicateMuse.
Your videos made me feel like I wasnt alone in this, and, Ginny, just because you never managed to vid it, doesnt mean I will exclude you. Spreading the looove! Hope youll enjoy it. ^^
Speaking of spreading the love, thanks goes to my moral support Anja (sparksfly221), but also to Sara (Shainira) and Marie (Marie S). Thank you girls. ^^
I hope this will only be the first of twins for tonight... right Anja? :D")
![blind [scott&allison]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UKYTlbdubP8/hqdefault.jpg "blind [scott&allison]
Fandom: TW (s1-3)
Song: info at the end of the vid
I think its pretty self explanatory. Just had to say goodbye, and whats a better way to do that than to explore their incredible bond once again.
At first I was vidding Charlie Matheson to this song but then... Scallison, my babies. :)
Also, this song is perfect for angry hoovering. Seriously, it does wonders, Im telling yall. xD
Heavily inspired by this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4WE_Gofo7o")
![programmed to kill [dollhouse au]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/UUxYOKh38Kk/hqdefault.jpg "programmed to kill [dollhouse au]
Fandoms: Dollhouse, NTSF.SD.SUV, The Alphabet Killer, The Gable 5, The Saint, Tru Calling, White Collar, Wrong Turn
Song: info at the end of the vid
Long time no see! This project took me ages but Im so glad its done. Ive got bored and tired of my action multifandoms recently. This shot at storytelling/au was an opportunity to test myself with things Im not used to and get out of my comfort zone. I hope it was worth it. ^^
This is my entry for 2nd round of The Hunger Games Competition. The theme was filmography of a chosen actor/actress. Instead of making a typical filmography for Eliza Dushku, I decided to put a twist on the challenge and create a story based on Dollhouse/The Gable 5s storylines. Its kind of a crossover, kind of an au. Idek. xD
The storyline in short: Big corporations conducting an experiment that would lead them to taking over the world using Dollhouse as their cover. Echo is the test subject - shes the first but not last, there are many more to follow.")
![We Are the Ones [Team Free Will] - for Anja](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/V-txHyE50wg/hqdefault.jpg "We Are the Ones [Team Free Will] - for Anja
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANJA!
Fandom: Supernatural (s1-8)
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
I actually had sth entirely different planned for this occasion but accidentally deleted half of the project (lets say that it happens) so... Here we are with THIS. Hope youll still be able to enjoy this small gift, even a little bit. Youre an amazing vidder (one of the best actually) and a great person, always so nice and helpful. I really enjoy our little msn chats. Thats why I wanted to make sth for you. What can I say, I love b-days. ^^
And I wanted to wish you all the best but especially, as in the video, so you always had strength to fight for your dreams and never give up on what you love. Just like I wanted to show in this vid, they often felt like it was all over, there was no hope, wanted to give up but they never actually did. And so shouldnt you, no matter how bad it gets.
That was long haha. But all true. :)
As for the video itself, still not sure what to think about it.
And no, not really back to vidding SPN. Still no inspiration.
Thank you yt for amazing thumbnails. You never fail to disappoint me. ;]
UPDATE:
I am so overwhelmed that Ive just reached this magical number of 200 subscribers. Just... wow. I wanted to thank you all so much for being here and supporting me in my work - please never stop. I love you guys! *hugs*")
![together [tys]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WlszWBMn5tA/hqdefault.jpg "together [tys]
Umm... so yeah, basically.
fandoms: agents of shield, arrow, battlestar galactica, chosen, doctor who, dollhouse, dominion, fear the walking dead, from dusk till dawn, got, greys anatomy, hawaii five-0, haven, heroes, humans, misfits, orphan black, tw, the 100, the last ship, the leftovers, the whispers
Id call this a flop but then Anja would come and punch me, probably. :D
This is my entry for the first round of the 2nd year of TYS. We were supposed to make a video consisting of only shots/parts of the body.
I wanted to make sth meaningful this time, instead of just random vidlet. As my theme I chose support in the face of a difficult decision. I hope its clear in the video, I tried to make it rather clear.
That being said, it was a challenge. I tested my skills, I dont think I did well, but thats not up to me to decide I guess. ^^
[Sorry for being pretty inactive lately, college is making sure to keep me busy at all times. -.-]")
![wonderful world [banshee]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/WqkGxIuxIyE/hqdefault.jpg "wonderful world [banshee]
*watch in 1080p pls, this took 3h to render*
warnings: spoilers for the whole series. graphic images.
Fandom: Banshee (s1-4)
Song: info at the end of the vid
PANDAAAA.
This is for you. :D
Its honestly just a thanks for being a great friend gift, really. But mainly I just really appreciate all our detailed talks about the show, my otp and the characters. Especially otp though. They are everything. Youll always be my fellow L&S shipper #1. :D
As for the video... It was pretty much a coincidence when it began. I got randomly inspired for the song on American Culture class on Thursday, and I thought... Banshee? xD Then forgot about it and just randomly remembered again on Saturday. I even named the project maybe but probs not and literally didn;t say a word to anyone about it, thats how much I believed it would become a thing. And here we are, 4 days later, its a thing. ;p
I vidded the whole song without any cuts for the first time since February 2012. This is a milestone for me.
Youve just got to appreciate the sick irony I put in this vid. Just... appreciate it.
And now you can hate me for it.
It was initially meant to be an appreciation for the gorgeous cinematography and camerawork in the show. And along the way it became sort of a general tribute to the different sides of this brilliant show: the cinematography, the badassery and the heartbreak.
It was such a brilliant and underrated show. Simply unforgettable.")
![dont cry mercy [multifandom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XaDdy8HsAd4/hqdefault.jpg "dont cry mercy [multifandom]
Fandoms: Being Human (US), Broadchurch, Continuum, Doctor Who, Falling Skies, Haven, Heroes, Misfits, Orphan Black, TW, The Walking Dead
Characters: general
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring; mine
Hey yall! Im back with a new video. Well, this one isnt exactly new. You might get a deja vu feeling watching that and youd be right because you saw some of that before. I edited this song for a collab with two amazing vidders: SmokyTavern and ThatGirlWhoVids (be sure to check it out in canse you missed it because it is truly MINDBLOWING).
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vb3SOsAQPLA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vb3SOsAQPLA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vb3SOsAQPLA
Editing this song felt just so good and I asked if that was okay to do THIS above. Use my parts, add some more and make a full video. And it felt good.
This is my tribute to the fandoms that I love but: a) are new to me, b) have barely edited, c) havent edited in a loong time. So here they are. Its been really fun making this. That being said, I might make some more multifandoms in the future. ^^
And sci fi shows are just the best thing ever. Period.
For now, I have some projects started and I really hope I can finish at least one more video before school starts. I am vidding rather intensively lately. Because a week from now Ill be a high school senior and idk how much time Ill have for editing.
Lets hope a lot. xD")
![depraved [philip & vera; 2020 version]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Y5V9o1KRAWQ/hqdefault.jpg "depraved [philip & vera; 2020 version]
2020 was stressful for many reasons so I remade this in full HD - the original had terrible quality footage and I always wanted to tweak the ending anyway. It did help with de-stressing.
original video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myxhxowgQ68")
![Hang On [Greys Anatomy] +tjmack1986](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/YnPlOkphO88/hqdefault.jpg "Hang On [Greys Anatomy] +tjmack1986
Fandom: Greys Anatomy (s1-9)
Characters: General
Song: info at the end or pm me
Colouring: tjmack1986
Guys, do you even remember me vidding Greys? Long time ago, I know. But here it is, a collab with amazingly talented tjmack1986! It was a part of my wishlist and I think it turned out just perfect. :)
SUB SUB SUB :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/tjmack1986
http://www.youtube.com/user/tjmack1986")
![Drop the World [Erica] [SCC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/YpjZQa5_AXo/hqdefault.jpg "Drop the World [Erica] [SCC]
Warning: The lyrics of the song contain strong language.
Fandom: TW
Character: Erica Reyes
Song: info at the end of the vid
Hi there! Its my entry for the 1st round of the Super Crazy Contest. For this round we were supposed to make a video about a character/couple we dont like. Well, I chose Erica from TW.
I honestly dont like her. More, I find her annoying and useless, which is actually kinda funny sometimes. And this song seems to fit her just perfectly. This kind of song I souldnt even like, completely 100% not my style, but somehow I do. Also, this isnt my usual editing style. This contest is about crazy so I decided to make this different. :)
Last vid made during summer holidays. I think Im gonna cry, its over. :(")
