Uploaded December 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
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You thought this would be a regular Daughter of Evil edit, but it was I, the lesbian nun propagandist!
hi everyone it's Red again & this time I'm here to preach about this underrated ship from an underrated HELL of a Vocaloid series I accidentally fell into when I was like 14. but before I do that here's some quick notes;
-yeah it looks like garbage I'm Sorry it was a vent edit
-yes I know the PV I used is not canon-compliant. I think it looks pretty and I needed moving images that weren't super cutesy and also even if Ney is the one who killed Michaela I STILL LIKE THE AESTHETIC OF ALLEN RELUCTANTLY STABBING HIS FIRST LOVE TO DEATH IN A FOREST leave me alone ;w;
-for those of you who don't know, yes, the characters look familiar because they're based on Vocaloids -- this is an AMV for a series of Vocaloid songs (which were adapted into light novels & manga)
-shoutout to Mitzi for beta'ing the first 10 seconds of this and also listening to me infodump about evichro in the hopes that she'd get into it
-shoutout to Jo for putting up with my evichro BS for like, 5 years at this point
with that aside!! I was really excited to edit this because I haven't edited Evillious since, what, 2017 maybe? and those were really bad MEP parts. it's nice to be able to dedicate a significant amount of effort to interpreting one of my favorite series as a video. this video was actually supposed to focus solely on Clarith and Riliane, but because they have NEXT TO NO CONTENT available on the internet (I have no access to the Act 3 and 4 manga chapters), I had to pad it out with some of the other DoE characters in the first half. which kind of worked out because one of the most interesting things about these two is the fact that their backstories are so similar. they come from completely different places and are of wildly different social statuses. for almost the entire story, they're bitter enemies, even if they've never met each other. but one thing's for certain: they were lonely, miserable people before their respective "special person" came along.
in Clarith's case, that "special person" was someone she came to love romantically, while for Riliane, that person was simply her brother -- but either way, Michaela and Allen both served as the reasons for them to smile and go on.
but unlike Clarith, Riliane doesn't know what she has until she loses it. the war takes both Allen and Michaela in the end, and their two loved ones are left to cope on their own. it's a really beautiful thing that Riliane found her way to the monastery where Clarith fled to; somehow, they became the best of friends, when unknowingly they had hated each other not long before. if Clarith had known who Riliane really was, there is absolutely NO way she would've treated her as kindly.
so when Clarith overhears Riliane in the confessional, she's faced with a dilemma. this lovely, beautiful person she's gotten to know is the stone-hearted genocidal lunatic who laughed as Michaela died. what is she going to do? well, Seth interferes because of course he does, and Clarith ends up deciding she'll stab Riliane that night. but like.
when Allen's spirit jumps in front of Riliane to protect her, it's literal sure, but it's also metaphorical to me. as if in that moment, Clarith realized that Riliane had her own special person in Allen. just like Clarith, she was also a lonely little girl who had nothing until someone else came along, and then that very very important person was taken away from her. in a way, the only difference between Clarith and Riliane had been circumstance.
and it's that moment of hesitation, when she breaks free of Seth's influence and opts out of killing Riliane, that means everything to me. it's why I ship this. because of the idea that someone could forgive another person, no matter how evil they had once been, all for the fact that that person was a human too. it would be hard to stop ourselves from bringing the knife down if we were in Clarith's situation. the fact that she was able to realize for herself that Riliane had also been through a lot, and genuinely wanted to change; and she was willing to control her own anger for the sake of giving someone a chance to be better: that's the bottom line. Clarith truly becomes the kind of person Michaela was, in that moment
would Clarith have even planned to kill Riliane if Seth hadn't manifested there? I don't know. maybe it's spelled out in the manga, maybe I'll find out when I finally buy and read it for myself. but does it really matter? in the end, regardless of why she found herself on that beach in the first place, Clarith was able to come to terms with the fact that even the Daughter of Evil was a human being too.
thanks for watching, and if you've gotten to the bottom here, thanks for reading.
[ MILD FLASHING WARNING FROM 0:12 TO 0:27 ]
You thought this would be a regular Daughter of Evil edit, but it was I, the lesbian nun propagandist!
hi everyone it's Red again & this time I'm here to preach about this underrated ship from an underrated HELL of a Vocaloid series I accidentally fell into when I was like 14. but before I do that here's some quick notes;
-yeah it looks like garbage I'm Sorry it was a vent edit
-yes I know the PV I used is not canon-compliant. I think it looks pretty and I needed moving images that weren't super cutesy and also even if Ney is the one who killed Michaela I STILL LIKE THE AESTHETIC OF ALLEN RELUCTANTLY STABBING HIS FIRST LOVE TO DEATH IN A FOREST leave me alone ;w;
-for those of you who don't know, yes, the characters look familiar because they're based on Vocaloids -- this is an AMV for a series of Vocaloid songs (which were adapted into light novels & manga)
-shoutout to Mitzi for beta'ing the first 10 seconds of this and also listening to me infodump about evichro in the hopes that she'd get into it
-shoutout to Jo for putting up with my evichro BS for like, 5 years at this point
with that aside!! I was really excited to edit this because I haven't edited Evillious since, what, 2017 maybe? and those were really bad MEP parts. it's nice to be able to dedicate a significant amount of effort to interpreting one of my favorite series as a video. this video was actually supposed to focus solely on Clarith and Riliane, but because they have NEXT TO NO CONTENT available on the internet (I have no access to the Act 3 and 4 manga chapters), I had to pad it out with some of the other DoE characters in the first half. which kind of worked out because one of the most interesting things about these two is the fact that their backstories are so similar. they come from completely different places and are of wildly different social statuses. for almost the entire story, they're bitter enemies, even if they've never met each other. but one thing's for certain: they were lonely, miserable people before their respective "special person" came along.
in Clarith's case, that "special person" was someone she came to love romantically, while for Riliane, that person was simply her brother -- but either way, Michaela and Allen both served as the reasons for them to smile and go on.
but unlike Clarith, Riliane doesn't know what she has until she loses it. the war takes both Allen and Michaela in the end, and their two loved ones are left to cope on their own. it's a really beautiful thing that Riliane found her way to the monastery where Clarith fled to; somehow, they became the best of friends, when unknowingly they had hated each other not long before. if Clarith had known who Riliane really was, there is absolutely NO way she would've treated her as kindly.
so when Clarith overhears Riliane in the confessional, she's faced with a dilemma. this lovely, beautiful person she's gotten to know is the stone-hearted genocidal lunatic who laughed as Michaela died. what is she going to do? well, Seth interferes because of course he does, and Clarith ends up deciding she'll stab Riliane that night. but like.
when Allen's spirit jumps in front of Riliane to protect her, it's literal sure, but it's also metaphorical to me. as if in that moment, Clarith realized that Riliane had her own special person in Allen. just like Clarith, she was also a lonely little girl who had nothing until someone else came along, and then that very very important person was taken away from her. in a way, the only difference between Clarith and Riliane had been circumstance.
and it's that moment of hesitation, when she breaks free of Seth's influence and opts out of killing Riliane, that means everything to me. it's why I ship this. because of the idea that someone could forgive another person, no matter how evil they had once been, all for the fact that that person was a human too. it would be hard to stop ourselves from bringing the knife down if we were in Clarith's situation. the fact that she was able to realize for herself that Riliane had also been through a lot, and genuinely wanted to change; and she was willing to control her own anger for the sake of giving someone a chance to be better: that's the bottom line. Clarith truly becomes the kind of person Michaela was, in that moment
would Clarith have even planned to kill Riliane if Seth hadn't manifested there? I don't know. maybe it's spelled out in the manga, maybe I'll find out when I finally buy and read it for myself. but does it really matter? in the end, regardless of why she found herself on that beach in the first place, Clarith was able to come to terms with the fact that even the Daughter of Evil was a human being too.
thanks for watching, and if you've gotten to the bottom here, thanks for reading.





![MEP Collection #6
[ fanart sources in description! ]
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You know, I tend to write stuff here in the description but at this point I have nothing to say bc Im so tired. I am cry this has been so stressful. man this year sucked but oh well what can you do about it.
yes, I am aware that the first half of this video looks like trash, but I didnt wanna scrap the parts I did for Lenas birthday, so here we are. I actually had 3 Pegokita parts that I did for this collection (which is still too little), but I scrapped one of them bc I wasnt proud of it at all. it was supposed to be for the Sledgehammer MEP. its okay, next time. next time I shall edit them more.
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1. Song: Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Dont) by All Time Low
Host & Finished MEP: trainerlyra - https://youtu.be/_XZr-eP-vLI
Subject: Rickibelle; OldRivalShipping; PokeShipping
Fanart src: pixiv id 67553, 5551267, @knightingaleforce || @tg-crazyapple, pixiv id 63337, @musubiki
2. Song: Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows
Host & Finished MEP: SilentStormfall - https://youtu.be/mkTofJPuKnY
Subject: Grovyle x Celebi
Fanart src: pixiv id 215746, aun61, @uoo , satetu, @magdaneela
3. Song: Havent Had Enough by Marianas Trench
Host & Finished MEP: PokeCrackStudios - https://youtu.be/Ak79vBVJnNM
Subject: GrantedShipping
Fanart src: pixiv id 14043116, 4118623
4. Song: Misery Business by Paramore
Host & Finished MEP: Me - this is probably perma-benched lol
Subject: ShuAkeSumi
Fanart src: pixiv id 661584
5. Song: Kings and Queens by Ava Max
Host & Finished MEP: SerendipityMEPs - https://youtu.be/yPLMn7sHCYQ
Subject: Flayn
Fanart src: pixiv id 28408916, 473853, @kyulog
6. Song: Mood Rings by Relient K
Host & Finished MEP: PokeCrackStudio - https://youtu.be/uA8mRdqUI_Y
Subject: HeartGoldShipping / PoliShipping
Fanart src: pixiv id 3905033, 2517116, 738989, 628769, 20226929, 4176246, 1516954, 3910258, 747808, 927928, || 3474581, hana, Harako
7. Song: Mz Hyde by Halestorm
Host & Finished MEP: Brennans Edits - https://youtu.be/lzov_3c_jUk
Subject: Krul Tepes
8. Song: Sledgehammer by Fifth Harmony
Host & Finished MEP: sᴀɪʀᴀ ᴇᴅɪᴛᴢ - TBA
Subject: MadoSaya
9. Song: Heaven on Earth by Britney Spears
Host & Finished MEP: remuresu - TBA
Subject: Chrobin
Fanart src: tanebiru, MuMuMui, pixiv id 11828055, fukune
10. Song: The Good, The Bad, and The Dirty
Host & Finished MEP: ProjectArcana - https://youtu.be/0SCmg-rz2oM
Subject: Minato Arisato, aka my husband
Fanart src: pixiv id 76427, 9603631, 4939427, 1692553
11. Song: Remains by Bastille
Host & Finished MEP: Edge of Dawn Studios - https://youtu.be/FAn0SEjmAT4
Subject: Lilith
Fanart src: pixiv id 2481083, @falkuri, @koyoriin, misu kasumi
12. Song: Scary Love by The Neighbourhood
Host & Finished MEP: EndOwl - https://youtu.be/5zvmNoXnu-c
Subject: HamuShin; Lucigo
Fanart src: pixiv id 939235, 779089, 19302937 || @hikachew, hiyomori hiyori, @danikachu
13. Song: My Mind by Micky Valen
Host & Finished MEP: Brennans Edits - TBA
Subject: Joker (Persona 5)
Fanart src: pixiv id 10720014
14. Song: Can You Keep A Secret? by The Cab
Host & Finished MEP: Me!! - https://youtu.be/eGptgRSXJNw
Subject: Cykesquill; HoennChampionShipping; DataStormShipping; Reylo
Fanart src: pixiv id 1923403, 1715190, 1926142, 2067407, batensan || 4652103, @jammmmmmmu
15. Song: Penelope by Zak Waters
Host & Finished MEP: OkegomTeam - https://youtu.be/Y10APZ2Aebo
Subject: SameWada; Yonaka/Defect Mogeko
Fanart src: pixiv id 19083210
16. Song: Enchanted by Owl City
Host & Finished MEP: EndOwl - https://youtu.be/FW5yknwfMio
Subject: GrantedShipping; AsuShin
Fanart src: pixiv id 14043116, 4118623, 448931
17. Song: Paralyzed by Big Time Rush(?)
Host & Finished MEP: SerendipityMEPs - https://youtu.be/7hjLuIFj3ic
Subject: PEGOKITA!!!
Fanart src: @lovechro / RON (please check out their doujin Shibuya Eye Contact!)
18. Song: Make You Mine by PUBLIC
Host & Finished MEP: SerendipityMEPs - https://youtu.be/d4wFtsdX638
Subject: PEGOKITA AGAIN BABEYYY
Fanart src: @lovechro / RON, @coco72rkgk, @repurika_sensei (I love all 3 of these artists; theyre on twitter!!)
Now if youll excuse me, my back hella hurts lmao MEP Collection #6](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/wC283d4rhEM/mqdefault.jpg)



![connect ✦ madoka magica [vent]
cause the light inside my heart will never fade
ive been working on this for a while now. as of today its been six months since hope passed away. i dont really know what to say. the other day rowan told me that hope had left me a note before she died, and it... really stuck with me. so i wrote a response and decided to start work on this vid. i know she technically cant read my reply or watch this, but here goes.
September 4, 2019
Dear Hope,
First I want to thank you for taking the time to write me a note. Rowan showed it to me today. You were in so much pain that night, and yet you still took the time to console your friends. Thats so thoughtful. Im astonished and touched by your compassion and no one can ever replace how special you are.
Its almost been half a year since you left. I want to say Ive been doing okay. I started my freshman year of college and I think you wouldve been in your senior year of high school. (I wish youd stuck around long enough for us to talk about it, but you decided to leave, and I dont like that but I know I cant undo your decision.) Yeah, Ive been doing okay, but when I think too hard about you I start crying again. I know you wouldnt want that, but I miss you so much.
I felt and still kind of feel ...like I failed you. Like maybe if Id kept in touch, or talked more frequently beforehand, or commented on your vids more, it wouldve made just enough of a difference for you to decide not to fall off the edge. Like maybe if we were better friends, youd have one more person in your support network, and maybe I could have saved you, but I didnt, because I didnt put enough effort into being your friend. Thats whats been on my mind since I got news of your passing.
Then Rowan gave me your note, and…
Knowing I brought you joy? Knowing you had fond memories of me? My stupid rarepairs and crackships and glorified-powerpoint-slideshow videos made you smile? Its the highest honor I could ever possibly have. Im so glad our friendship wasnt meaningless to you. Im glad I impacted you enough to bring you a little bit of happiness. You were in so much pain. Id have done anything to ease that pain a little bit. I guess I did.
I still wish Id done better. If Id known I SHOULD have known I wouldve stayed up all night trying to talk you out of it. But I wasnt a good enough friend and thatll always be a huge regret of mine. That said… at least I did *something* to make you happy.
Your final wishes for me were to keep being myself and to keep shipping your amazing crackships and rarepairs okay? So Ill honor that. I always found happiness in my weird niche ships, but now Ill do it with purpose, because you asked me to. I really hope I continue to make you happy in the future, cause I know even if you cant literally watch me, you can feel my emotions and my prayers for you.
Always yours,
Red connect ✦ madoka magica [vent]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xUPMU-woqw8/mqdefault.jpg)
