Uploaded February 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago
Squid, the evil reality-controlling AI of Jonas Tyrollerās Will You Snail?, torments Shelly. Butā¦cautiously.
The hyperfixation consumes! Anywyas, I learned a lot about Squidās expressionism and Shellyās emotive eyes and movement through making this :]. It was an all-around smoothness test too. The idea and interaction here is Definitely one of my favorite concepts ^_^. Although itās unfinished, I want to share!
Audio by Faline San (iāll link all my audios for Wandererās Wips part2 in a bit)
Squid, the evil reality-controlling AI of Jonas Tyrollerās Will You Snail?, torments Shelly. Butā¦cautiously.
The hyperfixation consumes! Anywyas, I learned a lot about Squidās expressionism and Shellyās emotive eyes and movement through making this :]. It was an all-around smoothness test too. The idea and interaction here is Definitely one of my favorite concepts ^_^. Although itās unfinished, I want to share!
Audio by Faline San (iāll link all my audios for Wandererās Wips part2 in a bit)
![lookwhosinsideagain.mov
edit: idk why comments r turned off!! tryna fix it :[
yesterday at midnight i rewatched jacob gellerās the future is an empty room essay again since it was uploaded and i actually cried. it surprised me. a well-paced video essay is a powerful thing, and the last shot in all itās composition with music passionate performance from jacob geller, the entire culmination of it as art, really got to me.
i want to make things like that.
to help me contextualize my feelings, i felt the need to relisten to bo burnhamās goodbye, look whoās inside again, and that funny feeling, my top favorites of his and a primary media examined in the essay itself. the lattermost song is something i remembered looping while bleeding out on my pillow after my expose and bond mouth surgery sometime in 2021-2022. something i find funny now is that iām returning to it in another moment of need during my period, however gross and silly it is. it is just something i can laugh to myself about.
my relisten of that funny feeling was instead a recording of me singing, a very confident first take given my history, and it opens with a quote i realized in my midnight moment of clarity:
āi am experiencing a kind of metacontextual commentary on my very existence, and any awkwardness is ok because that is just the context of living.ā
listening to those songs and processing my feelings on what iād just consumed made me realize that the awkwardness and anxiety i felt in my day-to-day wasnāt something that defined me, or something like that. itās hard to put into words. iāve known for a long time that my moments of creative expression and personal freedom are worth seeking out and living for that journey. but last night i had a sort of out of body experience, where all my problems didnāt just evade me but didnāt matter because i was something more than they were.
following my moment, i finally decided to take out my roll of accurate height and date references i made for all of my iterator ocs up until gaining ownership of the iambic pentameter in 2023. i havenāt shared this thing at all given the energy it would take to photograph especially in the cinematic way that iād wanted. so instead i made it kind of goofy to frame the vision in a warmer, more welcoming imperfect light for myself.
the cover thatās playing in the background is my cover of a karaoke version of bo burnhamās goodbye that i recorded in my closet this afternoon (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMO0Yw5OnKA).
itās taken me a while to write and draw for and upload this so that afternoon was a while ago, but in the time of making this iād proudly like to announce iāve eaten the banana featured in this video :]. i wasnāt craving it last night. it was the last one too!
i donāt know why the karaoke had a cut in the instrumental. it couldāve been my laggy ass ipad but iām not too sure and iām not going to check if it was intended (thatās for you to do if youād like lol). i donāt remember such a space in the original song, but i think it adds to let the eerieness of this video sink in here. flashlights are signatures of horror games! but i was trying to simulate the spotlight motif in the bo burnhamās inside project these songs come from.
i tried to make a layering harmony for this cover by recording myself singing an octave lower again over the initial (buggged??) recording, but the space in that instrumental fucked me up like 6 different times where i lost track of my timing and octave. instead i kept the og bc it was such a pain LOL.
i find a kind of satisfaction in how the accidental timing of the drumbeats opening the end section of the song lined up with me opening my roomās door. is there a metaphor in there somewhere?
and again, once again, i continue my habit of ending my videos with funny noises.
my moment i experienced in jacob gellerās the future is an empty room does not come easily, and especially not without the context of it being a final send off to the videoās context. it cannot mean the same on itās own to me, and that is why i am linking the entire project here without timestamping:
https://youtu.be/F0K2DnI1TDk?si=tFOMxG7FLKcrdz4o
lookat that runtime! in my gallery the video was 1:44, which along with 144 are my lucky numbers :]
i have another video of me folding the goddayumn thing up again, and i thought about adding it onto the end of this one but then itād mess with the (intended) 1:44 video length. if i post that vid itād be as a link in this bio because iād like it to be unlisted :] as a secret :] lookwhosinsideagain.mov](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/srxpYstXNxw/mqdefault.jpg)
![Dr Harley Sawyer ambushes you in a forest and brags about how cool he is
stephen stanton canāt top baldwin williums jr as the doctorās va but i did a silly editing experiment after i beat the cave with my family again after 8 years. frigghin love this game. both games actually!!
lore for this video? dudeās brooding. dudeās a theater kid š. i have an au where he lived after the gameās events but lost everything (except yarnaby) so perhaps his new lair is in the forest. with ambient piano music. and heās trying the scary approach. i love this guy ššš«¶
- credits -
audio : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v LnCKBR522Y
brian min went so hard on the soundtrack good golly : https://doublefine.bandcamp.com/album/the-cave-original-soundtrack
all art in this is mine :]. and you can find it all here!
https://www.tumblr.com/thewandererh/tagged/sawyerstudies
the cave promotional images arenāt mine tho
https://www.xbox.com/en-us/play/games/the-cave/btbwbgkpks97
https://www.gamesradar.com/cave-walkthrough/
all credits go to their owners. i claim none of the audio or promotional images. this channel is not monetized. Dr Harley Sawyer ambushes you in a forest and brags about how cool he is](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tSDTB_Eplls/mqdefault.jpg)
![Karma is turned into a marketable plushie - Oneverse/Optic animated meme
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[ #Oneverse #animatedmeme ]
Funny idea I had super recently and decided to animate (all today actually š³āØ) XD.
Characters here are from a story thing me and some friends are making called Oneverse, a story featuring (mainly š¤·) stick figures as characters and itās already got some deep spiraling lore XDšš. Karma here (purple ghostly thing with many eyes š) is a new character, being Opticās master and creator (Opticās a guardian of a cursed forest which houses something strange at the core, but Opticāll either throw you out or kill ya if ya get to close) ššš«āØ. From my pals from deviantart, yaāll already know Optic and Karma ;)šš. Karmaās sensitive to these types of stick figures I call āunhallowedā or āoptofluidā stick figures, ones with ig irregular ācarvedā head shapes or somethin, and likeā¦what they have effects Karma and Karma no like š¤·. Optic wants to protect his master so he kills any unhallowed stick figures he sees šš. This was a funny interaction showcasing this rather work in progress concept for Oneverse of Karma getting effected by the unhallowed guy š¤·
Idk man š. This barely makes sense to anyone outside of the Oneverse crew or anyone who actually reads my descriptions on deviantart so šš¤·. Basically Karma here doesnāt like these kinds of stick figures because they effect Karma in a way that isnāt good for them (again wip concept) š¤·š¤·. Weird š¤š«āØ
_.-*^*-._ āļøCreditsāļø _.-*^*-._
š§Audio
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyO71V0eSys
Got the audio from an animated meme relating to warrior cats by Fennec Spark on youtube :DāØ. Searched up the audio and this was one I liked and was comfortable with watching so boom š.
Original audio from the show Family Guy I believe š¤āØ
_.-*^*-._
Welp! Thatās the end of this lengthy description! Comment something containing āappleā if you read this far :Dšš! Means a lot that people read my stuff šš«āØ. But anyways haha, hope you enjoyed as always, and have a wonderful day ^^āØ! Sorry the video was a bit confusing this time around :,/
-Wanderer out! Karma is turned into a marketable plushie - Oneverse/Optic animated meme](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tkqXtL_a5K4/mqdefault.jpg)






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į“ÉŖź±Ź Źį“ŹŹ : [horror, blood] : Rain World Inv/Enot/??? animation
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howdy! :Dš!
uh, wow, itās been a bit. but BOO _hands you this politley._ iāve had a bigger thinger cooking steadily for a few months, and am posting this as a bit of a filler! itās a little old, most likely from back when downpour had just come out, but i remade the last scene and am deciding to share :]. i really like it, itās a sentiment to my growth as both an artist an animator! i can learn from it tooāthat chomping scene was real good š¤š„š„
but yeah! no real lore here. when downpour came out, i immediately went to exaggerating the slugcatsā proportions for fun and all. itās like re-re-character design. this lanky enot guy originated as a math worksheet doodle of all things, and that gave me an idea. and thus, the output is here! itās been āhereā for a while bit iāve only go to posting it now. and the last scene is so much more handsome now lmao XD
but yeah! summerās almost over and iāve been real busy, but iāve had a lot of fun :]. iāve been changing habits and making new friends (online and through classes and camps), and im doing a lot better! im slowly chipping away at some new content, so expect that soon-ish? no promises, but have a snack while you wait.
*audio:* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=41U78QP8nBk
*tumblr post with gifs:* https://www.tumblr.com/thewandererh/758087512159879168/recently-uploaded-some-invenot-horror
thanks for reading my rambles, as always it means a lot :]āØ. best wishes to you all! go drink some water and eat some protein you little voidspawn you š©øį“
į“ÉŖź±Ź Źį“ŹŹ : [horror, blood] : Rain World Inv/Enot/??? animation](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xKNFmHzBKbI/mqdefault.jpg)
