Uploaded May 2011 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
NOTE: THIS IS A VENT VIDEO EXPRESSING MY PERSONAL FEELINGS AND EXPERIENCES, THIS DOES NOT FOLLOW THE RE TIMELINE IN ANYWAY. So don't bitch when this makes no sense... because it doesn't.
My most personal, deepest vent video yet.
I know I haven't been very creative with my videos as of yet and have just been bitching (and I appreciate you sticking around for it, too). Been trying to get creative in my own original music as of late, which seems like the perfect time as people are just being asses lately. Editing is just faster and easier it seems.
CHARACTER KEY:
• Leon = My Father
• Jill = My Mother
• Ashley = Myself
PLEASE, DO NOT PITY ME. This is to get my frustrations out, so I don't need the charity. But I appreciate the concern.
Song: Family Portrait
Artist: P!nk
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0; Photoshop 6.0
Footage: Resident Evil/Biohazard 4 and 5
Time Taken: Forever. In one sitting.
NOTE: THIS IS A VENT VIDEO EXPRESSING MY PERSONAL FEELINGS AND EXPERIENCES, THIS DOES NOT FOLLOW THE RE TIMELINE IN ANYWAY. So don't bitch when this makes no sense... because it doesn't.
My most personal, deepest vent video yet.
I know I haven't been very creative with my videos as of yet and have just been bitching (and I appreciate you sticking around for it, too). Been trying to get creative in my own original music as of late, which seems like the perfect time as people are just being asses lately. Editing is just faster and easier it seems.
CHARACTER KEY:
• Leon = My Father
• Jill = My Mother
• Ashley = Myself
PLEASE, DO NOT PITY ME. This is to get my frustrations out, so I don't need the charity. But I appreciate the concern.
Song: Family Portrait
Artist: P!nk
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0; Photoshop 6.0
Footage: Resident Evil/Biohazard 4 and 5
Time Taken: Forever. In one sitting.





![[Vent] Im Wide Awake || SH3/RE4 & 5
I know, two vents in a row. But I swear they arent about the same crap. Just things are feeling sucky. I suck, everyone sucks. Just... bleh, it sucks. But Ill get over it.
To be honest, I think this shit is too much for me to even explain. Just know Heather and Ashley are the same person, Ashley being a younger Heather. And if youve been watching my videos long enough, you should know who Leon and Jill are.
Song: Wide Awake
Artist: Katy Perry
Footage: Silent Hill 3, Resident Evil 4, and Resident Evil 5, Youre Not Here music video
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time Taken: An hour or so. [Vent] Im Wide Awake || SH3/RE4 & 5](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ruZyAo6OaJA/mqdefault.jpg)


![Last Christmas || Zoey/Ellis/Miku 「Left 4 Dead/FatalFrame」
wɑʀɴɪɴɢ: Contains ANTI-EllisxZoey. Dont like? Dont let the back button hit your ass on your way out.
This is a drastic theme difference than last years Christmas video*, but Im okay with that because this is my favorite Christmas song, and I dont really have a reason for this, it just is my favorite.
Also, this really proclaims my hatred of Zoey and Ellis as a couple the most out of any other video Ive posted. I tolerate it as for those who ship it, however, I can not bring myself to like the couple myself.
Being a holiday song it surprisingly makes sense as to how I view EllisxZoey playing out if you followed the games storyline.
I just dont get how Zoey and Ellis (as well as Francis and Rochelle) work out as a couple. So either they are set up to be quick loves, or VALVe needs to develop their characters further.
Anyway, here is wishing you guys a very happy holiday season, no matter what you celebrate, if you celebrate at all, but you all deserve a wonderful winter and I wish you all the happiness and wishes!!
STORY:
Naïve Ellis becomes lovestruck upon seeing another a pretty woman about his age, named Zoey, who can shoot a gun. He falls for her hard, and fantasizes about his romance with her. However, Zoey , rarely seeing the mechanic, does not return the feelings. She only sees him as a good guy, but only an acquittance, because as soon as she helps him along, he will be out of her life. Indeed, as the L4D2 crew leave in Gibbs car, she quickly moves on, knowing she would most likely never see him again, whether he or she survive or not. With Bill gone, she continues her own survival and gets extremely close with Francis and grows up. Ellis thinks otherwise, and holds on to her every memory, hoping to someday survive the zombies and find her again. However, as time passes, his faith slowly weakens, until one Christmas he realizes his memories of Zoey is all he will ever have of her. He realizes the truth that she does not remember him anymore. Heartbroken, he feels stupid for thinking he ever had a chance, and grimaces at the very thought of how he got a present for her for the occasion hed find her for Christmas. Hes even angry with Zoey for not seeing him as he did her. Ellis continues his remorse until Miku Hinasaki and Rei Kurosawa find their way to America to seek refuge from the raging apocalypse in Japan. After helping the women along the way, he finds Miku replacing Zoey in his heart, and as this Christmas rolls around, he realizes who really is the special person in his life.
* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v s1DVfP9qgs
Song: Last Christmas [Repitched]
Artist: Wham!
Footage: Left 4 Dead 2; Left 4 Dead 2: The Sacrifice DLC; Left 4 Dead 2: The Passing DLC
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time Taken: 2 hours? Last Christmas || Zoey/Ellis/Miku 「Left 4 Dead/FatalFrame」](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sPQ_lksBbzY/mqdefault.jpg)
![[March Madness: Foreign] Body Language
How exciting it is to be part of this project! I defiantly felt a little press for time when I got back into school and I had projects spring up, but its done, and its beyond worth it.
If you can recall, this was a beta that I always wanted to complete. It isnt the the same in the slightest, especially since my computer has been wiped twice since then, but I tried the same coloring, and text-feel I did in the original. Better? Maybe not. But I feel accomplished.
How does this fit the foreign theme? Simple! Lets have a crash course: Miku Hinasaki is a Japanese citizen who has traveled to America to survive the zombie apocalypse that has run rampant in her homeland, and she meets Ellis, a Georgia native and simple mechanic. Neither share a language, but somehow their body language just keeps attracting them together. Its a love that has no barriers!
(OMG GUYZ IVE NEVER HAD THEM KISS IN A VIDEO BEFORE. STOP DA PRESSES!)
This video is from Elliss point of view, and I intended for how Ellis gets beaten down while chasing Miku to not be so literal, but rather how Ellis feels trying to get Mikus attention and affection. Almost until all hope is lost, finally, her eye is caught.
I just find this song so very fitting to these two, especially since Ellis is from the south, specifically Georgia (however Louisiana being the state with the greatest amount of those with Cajun ethnicity in America. Ive known of Cajuns all the way into Florida, though). And if I am not mistaken, Cajuns originally spoke French, and... lezbehonest, I dont see Ellis taking Spanish. And Miku being Japanese.... Oh, Jesse, you wrote this just for these people, didnt you? You are the true creator of the crack that is Miku and Ellis, arent you! And to think I was original.
Please ignore the fact that in the original Fatal Frame scenes she technically is seventeen and underage lol There is an abundance of scenes with her actually DOING things in the game she stars in, naturally. I mean, its an apocalypse, wheres the law now?!
(If you see what I did at 0:22, in advance, I officially ask you to marry me, as I do believe I love you)
Thank you so much for letting me part take, and thank you MissValerieTanner for putting this all together! Go community collaboration!
And thanks for watching, and enjoy!
Song: Body Language
Artist: Jesse McCartney
Footage: Fatal Frame/Project ZERO; Fatal Frame/Project ZERO III: The Tormented; Left 4 Dead 2 opening trailer; Left 4 Dead 2 Gamestop commercial; Final Fantasy XIII; Final Fantasy X
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time Taken: deerrr, 5 hours? [March Madness: Foreign] Body Language](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sqjC3nhba08/mqdefault.jpg)
