Uploaded September 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
I guess this is a sort of vent? Idk, I can't really explain it well (not that I have to).
Basically, this is a vent about my editor self (despite how I should follow this moral in my real day-to-day life). I get rather angry when people toss my work to the side by trolling on it, mocking it, or solely not watching my videos because I post something NOT using footage the viewer may not know. I may not comment all the time, but I try my best to at least watch all my subscriptions' videos. I still work hard, and so what if it's crack couples? So what if it uses TF2 footage? So what if it isn't scary enough? I didn't make it for YOU, and YOU need to loosen up, because seriously, I hope you a sincere "fuck you" until then. But I know that how immature people are on the internet, especially when being a troll is more mainstream than ever and everyone wants in for the shits and giggles. And I KNOW how every video I make will be under-appreciated with the effort I put into them because people suck, and YouTube's changes have made it harder and harder for "small" YouTubers to get decent audiences. I am fucking used to it. And it sucks. But I am going to keep doing what I enjoy to do: express and share. Even if it's Miku and Ellis, and NOT Ellis and Zoey. Or Sheva and Chris, and NOT Chris and Jill. Or I have used Sims out of no where after countless videos with survival-horror clips. Maybe I do make the Scout into a sex symbol, or the Sniper remorseful for his sniping, but it isn't just bullshit effects and bullshit techno music. Technique is pretty, but creativity has some substance. I'm better for it for being unique, tolerant and creative. So here's being who I am, whether you like it or not. AND THE SAME GOES TO YOU, FELLOW EDITORS. It's not your fault our community is fucked up.
Also YAY for badass Miku. Suck it.
AND YAY for inspiration. Hopefully more will come. Enjoy.
Song: "How Strange"
Artist: Emilie Autumn (P.S. I found out 9/22 was her birthday. Happy birthday! How convenient I edit to your song!)
Footage: Fatal Frame/Project Zero
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time Taken: Couple Hours
I guess this is a sort of vent? Idk, I can't really explain it well (not that I have to).
Basically, this is a vent about my editor self (despite how I should follow this moral in my real day-to-day life). I get rather angry when people toss my work to the side by trolling on it, mocking it, or solely not watching my videos because I post something NOT using footage the viewer may not know. I may not comment all the time, but I try my best to at least watch all my subscriptions' videos. I still work hard, and so what if it's crack couples? So what if it uses TF2 footage? So what if it isn't scary enough? I didn't make it for YOU, and YOU need to loosen up, because seriously, I hope you a sincere "fuck you" until then. But I know that how immature people are on the internet, especially when being a troll is more mainstream than ever and everyone wants in for the shits and giggles. And I KNOW how every video I make will be under-appreciated with the effort I put into them because people suck, and YouTube's changes have made it harder and harder for "small" YouTubers to get decent audiences. I am fucking used to it. And it sucks. But I am going to keep doing what I enjoy to do: express and share. Even if it's Miku and Ellis, and NOT Ellis and Zoey. Or Sheva and Chris, and NOT Chris and Jill. Or I have used Sims out of no where after countless videos with survival-horror clips. Maybe I do make the Scout into a sex symbol, or the Sniper remorseful for his sniping, but it isn't just bullshit effects and bullshit techno music. Technique is pretty, but creativity has some substance. I'm better for it for being unique, tolerant and creative. So here's being who I am, whether you like it or not. AND THE SAME GOES TO YOU, FELLOW EDITORS. It's not your fault our community is fucked up.
Also YAY for badass Miku. Suck it.
AND YAY for inspiration. Hopefully more will come. Enjoy.
Song: "How Strange"
Artist: Emilie Autumn (P.S. I found out 9/22 was her birthday. Happy birthday! How convenient I edit to your song!)
Footage: Fatal Frame/Project Zero
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time Taken: Couple Hours
![[Vent] Im Wide Awake || SH3/RE4 & 5](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ruZyAo6OaJA/mqdefault.jpg "[Vent] Im Wide Awake || SH3/RE4 & 5
I know, two vents in a row. But I swear they arent about the same crap. Just things are feeling sucky. I suck, everyone sucks. Just... bleh, it sucks. But Ill get over it.
To be honest, I think this shit is too much for me to even explain. Just know Heather and Ashley are the same person, Ashley being a younger Heather. And if youve been watching my videos long enough, you should know who Leon and Jill are.
Song: Wide Awake
Artist: Katy Perry
Footage: Silent Hill 3, Resident Evil 4, and Resident Evil 5, Youre Not Here music video
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time Taken: An hour or so.")
![[March Madness: Foreign] Body Language](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sqjC3nhba08/mqdefault.jpg "[March Madness: Foreign] Body Language
How exciting it is to be part of this project! I defiantly felt a little press for time when I got back into school and I had projects spring up, but its done, and its beyond worth it.
If you can recall, this was a beta that I always wanted to complete. It isnt the the same in the slightest, especially since my computer has been wiped twice since then, but I tried the same coloring, and text-feel I did in the original. Better? Maybe not. But I feel accomplished.
How does this fit the foreign theme? Simple! Lets have a crash course: Miku Hinasaki is a Japanese citizen who has traveled to America to survive the zombie apocalypse that has run rampant in her homeland, and she meets Ellis, a Georgia native and simple mechanic. Neither share a language, but somehow their body language just keeps attracting them together. Its a love that has no barriers!
(OMG GUYZ IVE NEVER HAD THEM KISS IN A VIDEO BEFORE. STOP DA PRESSES!)
This video is from Elliss point of view, and I intended for how Ellis gets beaten down while chasing Miku to not be so literal, but rather how Ellis feels trying to get Mikus attention and affection. Almost until all hope is lost, finally, her eye is caught.
I just find this song so very fitting to these two, especially since Ellis is from the south, specifically Georgia (however Louisiana being the state with the greatest amount of those with Cajun ethnicity in America. Ive known of Cajuns all the way into Florida, though). And if I am not mistaken, Cajuns originally spoke French, and... lezbehonest, I dont see Ellis taking Spanish. And Miku being Japanese.... Oh, Jesse, you wrote this just for these people, didnt you? You are the true creator of the crack that is Miku and Ellis, arent you! And to think I was original.
Please ignore the fact that in the original Fatal Frame scenes she technically is seventeen and underage lol There is an abundance of scenes with her actually DOING things in the game she stars in, naturally. I mean, its an apocalypse, wheres the law now?!
(If you see what I did at 0:22, in advance, I officially ask you to marry me, as I do believe I love you)
Thank you so much for letting me part take, and thank you MissValerieTanner for putting this all together! Go community collaboration!
And thanks for watching, and enjoy!
Song: Body Language
Artist: Jesse McCartney
Footage: Fatal Frame/Project ZERO; Fatal Frame/Project ZERO III: The Tormented; Left 4 Dead 2 opening trailer; Left 4 Dead 2 Gamestop commercial; Final Fantasy XIII; Final Fantasy X
Program: Sony Vegas 7.0
Time Taken: deerrr, 5 hours?")
