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Uploaded July 2016 | Updated September 2026, 7 hours ago
So I accidentally ended up taking a hiatus basically all summer.
Partially because my computer is shitty and I really need a new one, like it just randomly shut off today. Anyway that and I was starting to get really anxious about editing because I didn't have the skills to pull off what I saw a lot of other editors doing. or my vegas wouldn't handle it. I have AE now but I HATE using it, but I can. Um really I won't be doing any thing more than six seconds until I get a new computer. My vine is linked in a previous video or just ask for it since I know people are lazy.
I just can't do much right now.
So I'm on hiatus until I buy a new computer.
So I accidentally ended up taking a hiatus basically all summer.
Partially because my computer is shitty and I really need a new one, like it just randomly shut off today. Anyway that and I was starting to get really anxious about editing because I didn't have the skills to pull off what I saw a lot of other editors doing. or my vegas wouldn't handle it. I have AE now but I HATE using it, but I can. Um really I won't be doing any thing more than six seconds until I get a new computer. My vine is linked in a previous video or just ask for it since I know people are lazy.
I just can't do much right now.
So I'm on hiatus until I buy a new computer.
![Hang in there [Hiatus]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ULBMopesnO8/mqdefault.jpg "Hang in there [Hiatus]
So I accidentally ended up taking a hiatus basically all summer.
Partially because my computer is shitty and I really need a new one, like it just randomly shut off today. Anyway that and I was starting to get really anxious about editing because I didnt have the skills to pull off what I saw a lot of other editors doing. or my vegas wouldnt handle it. I have AE now but I HATE using it, but I can. Um really I wont be doing any thing more than six seconds until I get a new computer. My vine is linked in a previous video or just ask for it since I know people are lazy.
I just cant do much right now.
So Im on hiatus until I buy a new computer.")
![Season 12| Flares | [100 subs]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/X7Asox0VVqg/mqdefault.jpg "Season 12| Flares | [100 subs]
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I have been out sick for 3 weeks with a nasty cough that turned into pneumonia. I have been working on the ypiv and collab parts but its really hard to do when youre coughing up stuff all day long, and Im a tiny person with asthma so my coughing wracks my whole body- its gross. Im missing a lot of school, so I am trying to keep up and that takes away from editing. This was just laying in vegas so I spruced it up and uploaded it. I gained 100 subs at a very unfortunate time.
I will make a coloring pack maybe soon...
the coloring on this video is my own :)
now into the story of this video. Its all season 12. Nothing from any past season. People are getting obsessed with the idea that in 12x09 meredith may see derek in a death dreath (like 3x16 and denny) or some variation. I keep thinking of 12x06 when Meredith says shes talking to Derek in the church about why Penny was there. So when it says Did you see the flares its talking about scenes in season 12 that could be planted by Derek. He may be planning things for Meredith, easing things into place. Maybe he stages the attack in 12x09 to talk to her to remind her of why shes still alive (again like denny/or even the therapist in season 4. Meredith isnt slitting her wrists but she doesnt respect life, and the want to live)
So yeah. I need 12x09
before the fandom destroys itself with theories")
![The Sound Of Silence [12x09]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZXGXVb0tLAw/mqdefault.jpg "The Sound Of Silence [12x09]
i am trash never look up greys episode title songs because the urges to edit are too strong
hello darkness my old friend
coloring: lenax")
![[Did you scream? Did you suffer?]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZwHrsixl2mQ/mqdefault.jpg "[Did you scream? Did you suffer?]
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Fandoms: Greys Anatomy & Saving Hope
Song: too much by pale
Coloring: I cant remember who? Its saved as New coloring 10001 or something in my vegas. If you know who, tell me because its not mine
Hi guys my hiatus is over! Turns out our contest is open to voting by the public so when that is available, in Dec, I will link you all to vote for my short film :)
Secondly I love this show Saving Hope. Its an ion show, canadian and amazing. the plot is that Alex and Charlie are two surgical resident and attendings (Charlie is ortho attending, Alex is general resident and chief resident in season 1.) at Hope Zion hospital and are going to get married, on their way to the court house they get in a car accident and Charlie is in a coma; he now assists patients in the stage between life and death when they do die and walks around the hospital trying to communicate with Alex. Alex now must deal with Charlies ex wife, coma care, patients, emotional pressure, Joel the new ortho attending, an intern, icu nurses etc. Its really good.
So naturally I made a multifandom with it and Greys. The way the coma is treated is VERY similar to Dereks car crash so you can take this an AU: Derek is sent to hope zion, Meredith arrives. Alex and Charlie get in a separate crash and Alex operates on Derek and meredith on charlie or Mer and Alex meet in the waiting room and bond over dying husbands or not.")
