Uploaded January 2016 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago

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I have been out sick for 3 weeks with a nasty cough that turned into pneumonia. I have been working on the ypiv and collab parts but it's really hard to do when you're coughing up stuff all day long, and I'm a tiny person with asthma so my coughing wracks my whole body- it's gross. I'm missing a lot of school, so I am trying to keep up and that takes away from editing. This was just laying in vegas so I spruced it up and uploaded it. I gained 100 subs at a very unfortunate time.
I will make a coloring pack maybe soon...
the coloring on this video is my own :)
now into the story of this video. It's all season 12. Nothing from any past season. People are getting obsessed with the idea that in 12x09 meredith may see derek in a death dreath (like 3x16 and denny) or some variation. I keep thinking of 12x06 when Meredith says she's talking to Derek in the church about why Penny was there. So when it says "Did you see the flares" it's talking about scenes in season 12 that could be planted by Derek. He may be planning things for Meredith, easing things into place. Maybe he stages the attack in 12x09 to talk to her to remind her of why she's still alive (again like denny/or even the therapist in season 4. Meredith isn't slitting her wrists but she doesn't respect life, and the want to live)
So yeah. I need 12x09
before the fandom destroys itself with theories