Uploaded November 2015 | Updated September 2026, 4 hours ago
It's that time of year, please help me get into the spirit of the holidays!
Due date Dec 31st. Really whenever you want to upload them, or finish them- everyone celebrates different holidays so I'm not limiting this to Christmas. Just before the new year.
First- send me your wishlists, I want to do some!
second this is my first year doing them so please join!
1. A banner for my channel please; I only request it have meredith somewhere in it, merder, meredith & lexie or cristina or meredith and amelia maybe. Characters I also love are Ginny Weasley, Erin Lindsey CPD, Andy from Rookie Blue, Sylvie from Chicago Fire, etc.
2. Videos:
-Amelia Shepherd to New Americana by Halsey (pitch shifted btw)
-Army by Ellie Goulding to Meredith & Cristina
-Alive by Sia to Meredith Grey
-Run by Alison wonderland a multifandom of your choosing. Only rule is NO SHADOWHUNTERS. I am SEVERELY triggered by that fandom and content, also no Lily Collins(from like love rosie) as she is associated with them and I just don't like her as an actress in anything. That's it.
-Into the ocean by blue october -Meredith Grey
-Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez to greys anatomy&private practice
-If you could see my now by the script multifandom
and any surprise videos dedicated to me.
It's that time of year, please help me get into the spirit of the holidays!
Due date Dec 31st. Really whenever you want to upload them, or finish them- everyone celebrates different holidays so I'm not limiting this to Christmas. Just before the new year.
First- send me your wishlists, I want to do some!
second this is my first year doing them so please join!
1. A banner for my channel please; I only request it have meredith somewhere in it, merder, meredith & lexie or cristina or meredith and amelia maybe. Characters I also love are Ginny Weasley, Erin Lindsey CPD, Andy from Rookie Blue, Sylvie from Chicago Fire, etc.
2. Videos:
-Amelia Shepherd to New Americana by Halsey (pitch shifted btw)
-Army by Ellie Goulding to Meredith & Cristina
-Alive by Sia to Meredith Grey
-Run by Alison wonderland a multifandom of your choosing. Only rule is NO SHADOWHUNTERS. I am SEVERELY triggered by that fandom and content, also no Lily Collins(from like love rosie) as she is associated with them and I just don't like her as an actress in anything. That's it.
-Into the ocean by blue october -Meredith Grey
-Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez to greys anatomy&private practice
-If you could see my now by the script multifandom
and any surprise videos dedicated to me.



![Season 12| Flares | [100 subs]
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I have been out sick for 3 weeks with a nasty cough that turned into pneumonia. I have been working on the ypiv and collab parts but its really hard to do when youre coughing up stuff all day long, and Im a tiny person with asthma so my coughing wracks my whole body- its gross. Im missing a lot of school, so I am trying to keep up and that takes away from editing. This was just laying in vegas so I spruced it up and uploaded it. I gained 100 subs at a very unfortunate time.
I will make a coloring pack maybe soon...
the coloring on this video is my own :)
now into the story of this video. Its all season 12. Nothing from any past season. People are getting obsessed with the idea that in 12x09 meredith may see derek in a death dreath (like 3x16 and denny) or some variation. I keep thinking of 12x06 when Meredith says shes talking to Derek in the church about why Penny was there. So when it says Did you see the flares its talking about scenes in season 12 that could be planted by Derek. He may be planning things for Meredith, easing things into place. Maybe he stages the attack in 12x09 to talk to her to remind her of why shes still alive (again like denny/or even the therapist in season 4. Meredith isnt slitting her wrists but she doesnt respect life, and the want to live)
So yeah. I need 12x09
before the fandom destroys itself with theories Season 12| Flares | [100 subs]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/X7Asox0VVqg/mqdefault.jpg)

![2015: Collab Parts & Unfinished videos
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Happy end of 2015.
Collab parts:
I cant stay[x]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaiNzIcRL6s
Up [Not done]
We Are The Hearts [not uploaded yet] (new years collab)
Pop Dancethology https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtyFTvgC5Po
Unfinished videos:
1. Orca
*overlays by Rebbouch
I actually may finish it soon, this was started in maybe october um and I made it then a student at school died and I didnt feel comfortable with editing it for a long while. Supposed to be the impact of death and the one for each doctor.
2. Victorious canceled collab
3. sippy cup parts, unsure if it will be finished its a collab.
4. I made it for a tutorial video but its basic
5.ootw I had an idea and it fell apart and I replaced my new blue within that time im just lazy
yay 2015 nothing says how the year went other than two collab parts of derek shepherds death
im looking forward to 2016 2015: Collab Parts & Unfinished videos](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/XbXQBE_LC9I/mqdefault.jpg)


![The Sound Of Silence [12x09]
i am trash never look up greys episode title songs because the urges to edit are too strong
hello darkness my old friend
coloring: lenax The Sound Of Silence [12x09]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZXGXVb0tLAw/mqdefault.jpg)
![[Did you scream? Did you suffer?]
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Fandoms: Greys Anatomy & Saving Hope
Song: too much by pale
Coloring: I cant remember who? Its saved as New coloring 10001 or something in my vegas. If you know who, tell me because its not mine
Hi guys my hiatus is over! Turns out our contest is open to voting by the public so when that is available, in Dec, I will link you all to vote for my short film :)
Secondly I love this show Saving Hope. Its an ion show, canadian and amazing. the plot is that Alex and Charlie are two surgical resident and attendings (Charlie is ortho attending, Alex is general resident and chief resident in season 1.) at Hope Zion hospital and are going to get married, on their way to the court house they get in a car accident and Charlie is in a coma; he now assists patients in the stage between life and death when they do die and walks around the hospital trying to communicate with Alex. Alex now must deal with Charlies ex wife, coma care, patients, emotional pressure, Joel the new ortho attending, an intern, icu nurses etc. Its really good.
So naturally I made a multifandom with it and Greys. The way the coma is treated is VERY similar to Dereks car crash so you can take this an AU: Derek is sent to hope zion, Meredith arrives. Alex and Charlie get in a separate crash and Alex operates on Derek and meredith on charlie or Mer and Alex meet in the waiting room and bond over dying husbands or not. [Did you scream? Did you suffer?]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZwHrsixl2mQ/mqdefault.jpg)
![Character You Hate | Owen Hunt + [CSC]
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(Please Enter in my Collab! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ax82X9H25po)
I made it into round two of CSC hosted by Alexia Frey and Regina George Black!
The second round was based around vidding a character you hate.
so I dug up Owen Hunt.
Reasons I guess?? I have to validate my reasoning:
1. I didnt mind him when he arrived, his ptsd storyline was a valid one ok ok ok
2. him and cristina were the worst couple to plague greys anatomy. there I said it. fight me. they were annoying as hell which leads me into
3. as soon as Owen pulled the anti abortion card I gave up. Personally I believe in Cristina having the right to choose and Owen had nothing on his side because Cristina has vocally said she doesnt like children, doesnt want children, and is painfully obviously terrible with child patients and hes an asshole for not understanding. Like the quote I used from Meredith, Cristina is still the woman he fell in love with. He knew what he was getting into and that plot line was a low blow
4. I dont blame owen for the plane crash I mean he didnt know but like still man
5. Even after cristina left I couldnt stand Owen and Im not down with Amelia/owen because she deserves better than him.
I just hate owen hunt and would trade him for 12 dead characters.
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Program: Sv 13
Coloring: Mine; Broken Glass edited
Song: I dont care google it Character You Hate | Owen Hunt + [CSC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_MLIPVYHu2o/mqdefault.jpg)