![Gone our brother, gone our heart. [5x13] @irydionlover](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ARoJ-CMq38I/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded January 2013 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
"Gone their master, gone their sun."
[HD + earphones]
I've joined the overload of videos about the finale of Merlin super-late, but here I am!
As impossible as it may seem, that damn episode killed all my video inspiration and I really struggled with this, I think it shines through because I am not really happy with how it's come out...but at least I can show you I'm not dead! -unlike certain characters we know Dx-
This song is sung for a character's death in SWATH, and I wanted to give the video a sorta "requiem" feel because the finale was a tragedy for everyone and it depressed me for days (along with some wonderful but heartbreaking works I saw on here). Never in my wildest imagination would I have ever thought, when I started this journey with Merlin, that all of my beloved characters would end up dead or forever mourning their lost ones and the loss of their supposed destiny. Everything just feels so unfair and crushing, especially when trying to work with old episodes and seeing all of those moments of hope and joy and comparing them to the bitter end. To be honest, I wasn't happy at all with how some crucial aspects of the ending were "solved", and that's also probably a reason that kept me from vidding it so far. For example, I hated the way they disposed of Morgana so cheaply, no final meaningful talk, no redemption or even the actual magical fight between her and Merlin I had been patiently waiting for since s3 (no, pushing each other around doesn't count and only looks cheap after a while). It was as if she was utterly unimportant, not one of the main characters they spent 5 years with, let alone one of their most interesting and compelling ones...and let's not get started on all the unanswered questions they STILL left hanging.
However, what I did love was how heart-wrenchingly beautiful Merlin and Arthur were. As the two halves of destiny's coin, there wasn't another way they could live their last adventure but together and with Arthur finally getting to know his sorcerer's truest self...no more layers between them, just their unique bond of friendship and brotherhood. And right then, Merlin had to let go of the one and only constant that had given him purpose, lose the one he cared for the most, and on top of that had to live a thousand years thinking he had failed him and waiting to find him again. I don't think I can imagine a more heartbreaking fate than his :'(
I also felt immense ache for Gwen, who didn't even get to say goodbye to her love, who lost everything, her husband, even her best friend because I got the impression Merlin never went back to Camelot (or did he? another mystery there :/)...she couldn't even allow herself the time to cry because she had to be strong for her people.
And my poor Gwaine T___T his death was so unnecessary?! So.much.pain! I think I'm only starting to cope properly now, with the help of uni distracting me ^^'' anyway, things I didn't like and things I did aside, this series will always hold a piece of my heart, and I will never stop vidding it. I already have a few ideas, and I'm in a Merlin contest which has just started...so expect to keep seeing me vidding my favourite story and characters in the world!
...and if you've gone through all my rant, you're officially a hero! :D
Song: "Gone" by Ioanna Gika + (beautiful!) cover by ladyreemz86
Clips: Merlin BBC
I don't own anything but my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#merlin #finale #merlinbbc #merlinedit
"Gone their master, gone their sun."
[HD + earphones]
I've joined the overload of videos about the finale of Merlin super-late, but here I am!
As impossible as it may seem, that damn episode killed all my video inspiration and I really struggled with this, I think it shines through because I am not really happy with how it's come out...but at least I can show you I'm not dead! -unlike certain characters we know Dx-
This song is sung for a character's death in SWATH, and I wanted to give the video a sorta "requiem" feel because the finale was a tragedy for everyone and it depressed me for days (along with some wonderful but heartbreaking works I saw on here). Never in my wildest imagination would I have ever thought, when I started this journey with Merlin, that all of my beloved characters would end up dead or forever mourning their lost ones and the loss of their supposed destiny. Everything just feels so unfair and crushing, especially when trying to work with old episodes and seeing all of those moments of hope and joy and comparing them to the bitter end. To be honest, I wasn't happy at all with how some crucial aspects of the ending were "solved", and that's also probably a reason that kept me from vidding it so far. For example, I hated the way they disposed of Morgana so cheaply, no final meaningful talk, no redemption or even the actual magical fight between her and Merlin I had been patiently waiting for since s3 (no, pushing each other around doesn't count and only looks cheap after a while). It was as if she was utterly unimportant, not one of the main characters they spent 5 years with, let alone one of their most interesting and compelling ones...and let's not get started on all the unanswered questions they STILL left hanging.
However, what I did love was how heart-wrenchingly beautiful Merlin and Arthur were. As the two halves of destiny's coin, there wasn't another way they could live their last adventure but together and with Arthur finally getting to know his sorcerer's truest self...no more layers between them, just their unique bond of friendship and brotherhood. And right then, Merlin had to let go of the one and only constant that had given him purpose, lose the one he cared for the most, and on top of that had to live a thousand years thinking he had failed him and waiting to find him again. I don't think I can imagine a more heartbreaking fate than his :'(
I also felt immense ache for Gwen, who didn't even get to say goodbye to her love, who lost everything, her husband, even her best friend because I got the impression Merlin never went back to Camelot (or did he? another mystery there :/)...she couldn't even allow herself the time to cry because she had to be strong for her people.
And my poor Gwaine T___T his death was so unnecessary?! So.much.pain! I think I'm only starting to cope properly now, with the help of uni distracting me ^^'' anyway, things I didn't like and things I did aside, this series will always hold a piece of my heart, and I will never stop vidding it. I already have a few ideas, and I'm in a Merlin contest which has just started...so expect to keep seeing me vidding my favourite story and characters in the world!
...and if you've gone through all my rant, you're officially a hero! :D
Song: "Gone" by Ioanna Gika + (beautiful!) cover by ladyreemz86
Clips: Merlin BBC
I don't own anything but my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#merlin #finale #merlinbbc #merlinedit
![Gone our brother, gone our heart. [5x13]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ARoJ-CMq38I/mqdefault.jpg "Gone our brother, gone our heart. [5x13]
Gone their master, gone their sun.
[HD + earphones]
Ive joined the overload of videos about the finale of Merlin super-late, but here I am!
As impossible as it may seem, that damn episode killed all my video inspiration and I really struggled with this, I think it shines through because I am not really happy with how its come out...but at least I can show you Im not dead! -unlike certain characters we know Dx-
This song is sung for a characters death in SWATH, and I wanted to give the video a sorta requiem feel because the finale was a tragedy for everyone and it depressed me for days (along with some wonderful but heartbreaking works I saw on here). Never in my wildest imagination would I have ever thought, when I started this journey with Merlin, that all of my beloved characters would end up dead or forever mourning their lost ones and the loss of their supposed destiny. Everything just feels so unfair and crushing, especially when trying to work with old episodes and seeing all of those moments of hope and joy and comparing them to the bitter end. To be honest, I wasnt happy at all with how some crucial aspects of the ending were solved, and thats also probably a reason that kept me from vidding it so far. For example, I hated the way they disposed of Morgana so cheaply, no final meaningful talk, no redemption or even the actual magical fight between her and Merlin I had been patiently waiting for since s3 (no, pushing each other around doesnt count and only looks cheap after a while). It was as if she was utterly unimportant, not one of the main characters they spent 5 years with, let alone one of their most interesting and compelling ones...and lets not get started on all the unanswered questions they STILL left hanging.
However, what I did love was how heart-wrenchingly beautiful Merlin and Arthur were. As the two halves of destinys coin, there wasnt another way they could live their last adventure but together and with Arthur finally getting to know his sorcerers truest self...no more layers between them, just their unique bond of friendship and brotherhood. And right then, Merlin had to let go of the one and only constant that had given him purpose, lose the one he cared for the most, and on top of that had to live a thousand years thinking he had failed him and waiting to find him again. I dont think I can imagine a more heartbreaking fate than his :(
I also felt immense ache for Gwen, who didnt even get to say goodbye to her love, who lost everything, her husband, even her best friend because I got the impression Merlin never went back to Camelot (or did he? another mystery there :/)...she couldnt even allow herself the time to cry because she had to be strong for her people.
And my poor Gwaine T T his death was so unnecessary?! So.much.pain! I think Im only starting to cope properly now, with the help of uni distracting me ^^ anyway, things I didnt like and things I did aside, this series will always hold a piece of my heart, and I will never stop vidding it. I already have a few ideas, and Im in a Merlin contest which has just started...so expect to keep seeing me vidding my favourite story and characters in the world!
...and if youve gone through all my rant, youre officially a hero! :D
Song: Gone by Ioanna Gika + (beautiful!) cover by ladyreemz86
Clips: Merlin BBC
I dont own anything but my editing. No copyright infringement intended.
#merlin #finale #merlinbbc #merlinedit")
![Dark!Gaius | Stay out of it. [AU]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/E82cPaq-AFk/mqdefault.jpg "Dark!Gaius | Stay out of it. [AU]
You frighten me...
Made for the second round of MVT (this time, not in a big hurry for once!)
For this round we had to choose one character from the series and switch them to bad if theyre canonly good, or vice versa. I first wanted to try Gwen, but then I changed my mind and chose Gaius. I think there are no vids about him being evil on YT apart from mine and justeagle11s who also vidded him for this round? xD (and there must be a reason to it, because hes not easy to be turned at all, even if some of his Goblin scenes in 3x03 really helped.)
Plot: the video begins with Merlin being arrested and sentenced to death for sorcery by Uther. Gaius tries to make him see reason, but the King wont listen, and so he has to watch his adoptive son die, helpless...which drives him mad. He remembers the Dragons words about how he always stood back and did nothing to help other sorcerers during the Great Purge, and decides that this time Uther has to pay. He gives him a potion to torment him with visions of all the innocents hes killed in his war against magic. However, a new physician comes to Camelot, Edwin (who is also reversed to be good in this AU instead), who claims to be able to cure all ills; hes summoned at the castle, and hes indeed able to cure Uther, much to Gaiuss dismay. With magic, he creates a stronger potion for the hated king, but Edwin has grown suspicious of him and catches him red-handed. He intends to tell the king immediately, but Gaius wont let him ruin his plans of revenge and kills him by animating an axe with magic. Hes then able to bring the new potion to Uther, killing him for good this time.
All the kingdom grieves for its Kings death. While standing at his deathbed, Morgana (whos still on Camelots side too) catches a glimpse of Gaius smirking, and she understands he must be behind all this. She confronts him, and he warns her to stay out of his way, for her own sake. Afraid that shell expose him, Gaius eventually decides its safer to get rid of Morgana too, so he prepares a new poisonous elixir and slips into her chambers at night, leaving some drops of it into her goblet. She drinks from it the day after, and chokes to death in front of a terrified Gwen.
In the end, Arthur is crowned the next King, but Gaius means no good to him either (I figured out he would be mad at him for not doing more to save Merlin)...at the coronation hes hiding another dangerous potion in his hands.
Dont know how evil he looks in the actual vid though...hope he does :D please, tell me what you think!
#fanvidfeed #merlin #gaius #darkgaius #AU")
![luke + sonmi | everything could change [mep part/vidlet]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/FRrUJCDd9eA/mqdefault.jpg "luke + sonmi | everything could change [mep part/vidlet]
I dont usually upload collab parts on this channel (actually I dont upload them anywhere recently, since Ive so brightly lost the password to my backup channel and cant seem to retrieve it thanks to G+s awesome *insert sarcasm* recovery system ^^), but Ive become very fond of this couple while editing and I dont think Ive seen anything with them around...so I felt like they deserved an upload of their own. If I ever come across the right song I definitely need to make a full video for them...the fabricant turned revolutionary and her Jedi protector who takes her with him into the Rebellion, how perfect is that? :)
Made for my own Kings MEP which youll hopefully see in April. I slightly rearranged my two parts together to upload this in a sorta vidlet form, but you can consider this a preview? The other two parts I got so far look amazing, and Im so looking forward to see this completed! (Colouring probably isnt going to be this one though, because I spent quite some time on it only to find out it somehow looks decent on my clips only :S)")
![rodrik forrester & elaena glenmore ♠ together, then. [TTGOT]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/GHoLhw9JwGY/mqdefault.jpg "rodrik forrester & elaena glenmore ♠ together, then. [TTGOT]
[earphones + small screen]
Hiya all!
Alternate title to this video: me getting my hands back on manipping and frustrating the hell out of myself (as if exam session wasnt frustrating enough on its own). Also, dedicated to Anouk (Ilovehertjes) because of a FB conversation we had some time ago, and because shes probably one of the two or three people among my subscribers who will actually know who these folks are ^-^
For the rest, this lovely couple is from Telltales Game of Thrones videogame series, which Ive started playing while suffering from withdrawal symptoms after s5 ended (in that HORRIBLE way T T *hugs bb Jon*). The game is set between the ending of s3 and s4 of the series, and has you playing as several members of House Forrester (Stark bannermen) as they struggle to keep their House from ruin and abuse by their neighbours in the aftermath of the Red Wedding. Needless to say, Ive soon become completely engrossed with the story and the characters (BAD, bad move, as this is GOT and therefore everyones going to die painfully, I can feeeeeeeel it in my bones ; ;). Episode 5 is going to be out in a couple of days, and I feel like Im breathing anxiety!
Anyway, in the midst of all the tension, GOT politics and family drama, I found myself totally shipping these two, hence the video where I have tried to incorporate a bit of fancasting for them, too! Rodrik is the eldest child and heir to House Forrester and was initially presumed dead, but actually survived the massacre at the Twins (even if he got badly wounded and scarred); while Elaena was his one-time betrothed and her House used to be a strong ally to the Forresters before the War of the Five Kings erupted. When the game actually gave the option to kiss her while playing as Rodrik I think I squealed like a madwoman ♥ I guess I just have a weakness for childhood sweethearts growing into partners and lovers and where the man has a physical condition (*coughs in Richanne*)...
Comments are always very welcome!
Fancast:
Rodrik - Jake Gyllenhaal
Elaena - Eleanor Tomlinson
Song: Interlude by Christina Perri
I dont own anything but the editing.
#fanvidfeed #ttgot #rodrikxelaena #rodna #rodrikforrester #elaenaglenmore #gameofthrones #telltale")
![Ben | Rey ► My Sickness [TFA]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/HG7pGfdXtzM/mqdefault.jpg "Ben | Rey ► My Sickness [TFA]
Im the devils son, straight out of hell, and youre an angel with a haunted heart...
Not sure what this video is (the only sure thing is that it should probably be titled Vale sucks at typography), but at least its something...and its Star Wars! I feel like Ive neglected this fandom awfully, but my love for it has never and *will* never go away - despite the fact that I have my big fat issues with TFA. Why am I vidding it then, youll ask? Because I thought the characters in it were quite brilliant and have a lot of potential, but the plot of the film was the laziest ever (parallels are my favourite thing in the world, but not to the point of almost downright copying sequences from the other movies...) and some things didnt make sense to me, even though I wont ramble about it unless asked. I hope the next films can resolve some of the issues I had with this first one, and expand on the characters potential, and especially on these two here, who are still the most intriguing to me ^-^
As for the way I see them, I am not jumping on the shipping bandwagon I saw developing here on YT where Ben/Kylo and Rey are concerned, because I still fancy the idea that they are siblings (the film really seems to point to Rey being Lukes, but it seemed a bit *too* obvious to me...plus I would love it if they were siblings, it would make their clash even more epic and it would be a nice nod to the not-canon-anymore Jacen and Jaina Solo). This song perhaps isnt the best to portray their struggle, but I suppose what I wanted to underline is that Ben/Kylo is not that villainous as he wants to appear, and a part of him realizes he has put himself on a path of suffering of his own choosing; and that my hope is that if Rey has to follow in Lukes footsteps, then she might as well become the one who believes he can be turned back. For now well just have to wait and see where the scriptwriters will take them :)
Song info at the end of the video. No copyright infringement intended. (Also, apologies for the quality of the clips! Cant wait until theres a decent copy of the film around ^^)
#fanvidfeed #starwars #reylo #rey #kyloren #bensolo")
