![Fallen From Grace [Tabula Rasa Audition] @EnglishRosie](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uUQkpxokgjc/hqdefault.jpg)
Uploaded December 2010 | Updated September 2026, 7 hours ago
...You should know by now that I have this wonderful, compulsive problem with leaving things until the last minute. And, yes, I am kind of cutting it fine since the deadline is TODAY...
I would type out a huge, long assed story, but I'm kind of out of time as it is, so I guess I'll kind of mush the story and the character profile thing together at the same time. [flails]
[Characters]
[ -- Zack;
Orphaned at an early age thanks to an accident which claimed the lives of both his parents, Zack and his twin brother Noctis [if anyone else claims him as a character, I'll just not count this at all and use Rush Sykes or someone else pretty and dark haired...] inherited a vast sum of money, split equally between them. Instead of spending it responsibly like his brother, Zack splashed out, frittering it all away on blown-out luxuries, whores, alcohol, gambling- living the high life. He didn't even think that his self-indulgence would cause any problems- so was completely shocked when the seemingly huge amount of money was starting to run out. That wasn't even possible, right?! Convinced he could charm his way around the problem, Zack started borrowing cash, giving IOUs whenever he lost a bet or lost while gambling. The situation only got worse and worse, as he dragged himself further and further into debt- until, eventually, he pushed too far, and ended up being tossed out into the street- leaving him abandoned in the slums, completely lost. He'd gone from being so high up and rich and untouchable- right down to nothing.
[ -- Tidus;
Born in the slums, Tidus grew up stealing and scrounging to get by- well, strictly, he wasn't called Tidus back then. Always a risk lover, he did whatever he could for the kick of it-- but it didn't turn out so entertaining when he decided to try commiting arson, and the flames backfired. He'd thought the place was empty, but moments after he dropped the damn match, he saw her- there was a girl in there, trapped as the fire swallowed the building.
Terrified and ashamed, he ran away, disgusted with himself- he'd never meant to be a killer. Dyeing his hair and changing his name, he was let unsure of himself- he wasn't sure if he wanted to be the big risk-taker, if got people killed...
...You should know by now that I have this wonderful, compulsive problem with leaving things until the last minute. And, yes, I am kind of cutting it fine since the deadline is TODAY...
I would type out a huge, long assed story, but I'm kind of out of time as it is, so I guess I'll kind of mush the story and the character profile thing together at the same time. [flails]
[Characters]
[ -- Zack;
Orphaned at an early age thanks to an accident which claimed the lives of both his parents, Zack and his twin brother Noctis [if anyone else claims him as a character, I'll just not count this at all and use Rush Sykes or someone else pretty and dark haired...] inherited a vast sum of money, split equally between them. Instead of spending it responsibly like his brother, Zack splashed out, frittering it all away on blown-out luxuries, whores, alcohol, gambling- living the high life. He didn't even think that his self-indulgence would cause any problems- so was completely shocked when the seemingly huge amount of money was starting to run out. That wasn't even possible, right?! Convinced he could charm his way around the problem, Zack started borrowing cash, giving IOUs whenever he lost a bet or lost while gambling. The situation only got worse and worse, as he dragged himself further and further into debt- until, eventually, he pushed too far, and ended up being tossed out into the street- leaving him abandoned in the slums, completely lost. He'd gone from being so high up and rich and untouchable- right down to nothing.
[ -- Tidus;
Born in the slums, Tidus grew up stealing and scrounging to get by- well, strictly, he wasn't called Tidus back then. Always a risk lover, he did whatever he could for the kick of it-- but it didn't turn out so entertaining when he decided to try commiting arson, and the flames backfired. He'd thought the place was empty, but moments after he dropped the damn match, he saw her- there was a girl in there, trapped as the fire swallowed the building.
Terrified and ashamed, he ran away, disgusted with himself- he'd never meant to be a killer. Dyeing his hair and changing his name, he was let unsure of himself- he wasn't sure if he wanted to be the big risk-taker, if got people killed...
![Fallen From Grace [Tabula Rasa Audition]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uUQkpxokgjc/mqdefault.jpg "Fallen From Grace [Tabula Rasa Audition]
...You should know by now that I have this wonderful, compulsive problem with leaving things until the last minute. And, yes, I am kind of cutting it fine since the deadline is TODAY...
I would type out a huge, long assed story, but Im kind of out of time as it is, so I guess Ill kind of mush the story and the character profile thing together at the same time. [flails]
[Characters]
[ Zack;
Orphaned at an early age thanks to an accident which claimed the lives of both his parents, Zack and his twin brother Noctis [if anyone else claims him as a character, Ill just not count this at all and use Rush Sykes or someone else pretty and dark haired...] inherited a vast sum of money, split equally between them. Instead of spending it responsibly like his brother, Zack splashed out, frittering it all away on blown-out luxuries, whores, alcohol, gambling- living the high life. He didnt even think that his self-indulgence would cause any problems- so was completely shocked when the seemingly huge amount of money was starting to run out. That wasnt even possible, right?! Convinced he could charm his way around the problem, Zack started borrowing cash, giving IOUs whenever he lost a bet or lost while gambling. The situation only got worse and worse, as he dragged himself further and further into debt- until, eventually, he pushed too far, and ended up being tossed out into the street- leaving him abandoned in the slums, completely lost. Hed gone from being so high up and rich and untouchable- right down to nothing.
[ Tidus;
Born in the slums, Tidus grew up stealing and scrounging to get by- well, strictly, he wasnt called Tidus back then. Always a risk lover, he did whatever he could for the kick of it but it didnt turn out so entertaining when he decided to try commiting arson, and the flames backfired. Hed thought the place was empty, but moments after he dropped the damn match, he saw her- there was a girl in there, trapped as the fire swallowed the building.
Terrified and ashamed, he ran away, disgusted with himself- hed never meant to be a killer. Dyeing his hair and changing his name, he was let unsure of himself- he wasnt sure if he wanted to be the big risk-taker, if got people killed...")
![Alteration; The Utmost End [ vs. Rupertandme ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uW-AI8dnOY4/mqdefault.jpg "Alteration; The Utmost End [ vs. Rupertandme ]
I have lost. 8D
YES, this was originally for Fantasy Rising. YES, this is as far as Im taking this one unless people really want to see... NO, I do not plan on getting through the next round with this piece of crap. Thank you!
Well, when I first saw my/our word was beginning, my brain went PING! Must include the word beginning!
...Its there, and it makes no sense considering the context of the video- ideally my word should have been possession for this to make any kind of sense or be in any way relevant. Katie, I wish you luck in the next round, because your epic entry will kick this right into next year. :3
So, yeah. The story is basically possession- nicked straight from SPN, but hopefully in a more Aish way than its coming across to me... Basically, the demons are a bit narked that Sam and Dean (and the late John- T-T) keep kicking them back to Hell, so Lucifer repeatedly tries and eventually succeeds in possessing poor Sammy, who is unable to fight back in any way whatsoever, it being the devil and all. One of Lucifers more upfront worshippers, Lightning, proves an easy target for Meg (who if youve seen SPN, youll know; if you havent, youre screwed) while on her search for Lucifers human form. However, Lightning turns out to be stronger than Meg anticipated, and the two come to a sort of mutual agreement to find Lucifer/Sammy. When they track him down, Lightning is stunned to find that Lucifers body of choice is actually Sams, who she had a small fling with when he and Dean came to her town to kick ass, unaware she was on, lets say, the other side herself. They (they being Lightning and Meg, so technically she but whatever) find Possessed!Sammy and a young boy hed been holding hostage, stuck in a dark little room with Dean himself. None of the demons wanted him there- although Sam was useful, with his psychic links and Lucifers influence, the risk of Michael coming through Dean was too high, even if Dean was one heck of an unwilling host. Threatening the devil inside his brother, Dean deemed the light haired girl walking in as harmless, trapped under the Devils Trap- until she belted him one for saying he would kill every one of them, Lightning herself the one throwing the punch, for both Sam and Lucifers sake. At last, Sams hostage, Hope, tried to fight back, arguing with the possessed hunter before throwing Holy Water at him, um. Hurting him. xD Through Lightning, Dean finally saw Meg possessing her, realising and choking out her name. The two demons laughed, and watched the elder brother die slowly, before Lucifer cast his soul into Hell...
But, it was only the beginning of the utmost end.
There was no way any of the angels would stand for what had happened- and it was only so long until the repurcussions started.
- P.S. and somehow they stayed together and didnt instantly murder Hope. He was too cute for them to kill him! xD
AND I know the arguement looks weird! I couldnt find any suitable sound clips from anything else, and all my audio from the FFXIII trailers just DISAPPEARED for no reason! D:")
![Wishes [Beta; For Jordi! :3]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uqTkg2bDfrQ/mqdefault.jpg "Wishes [Beta; For Jordi! :3]
Well, I used this as my FB status last night [my first one since January; I barely go on it anymore!] and realised that I actually really love the song. :L
I wanted to edit to it, but video after video of Kingdom Hearts and Final Fantasy and Vampire Knight and such are already leaking out of the wound around here, and I dont want to make one just like them...
And since Jordan went Ooh, Beast Master, thats awesome when I was randomly scrolling through onemanga during an ICT lesson, I got hooked on it and you can blame her for this.
If youve heard of this, especially if youve read it, I love you. xD
I hopefully will have this a bit longer...
Soon. Inspiration struck.
SRS and Psychic and MEP parts and collab bits are coming soon.
...Honestly.
Airplanes [Part II]; B.O.B ft. Eminem & Hayley Williams.
Yes, I know. I wasnt expecting those three to collab either.
xD")
![[ Our Solemn Hour ] MEP Part](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vRhYRs-A-Os/mqdefault.jpg "[ Our Solemn Hour ] MEP Part
My part... um, thats it really. xD
Its focusing too much on Shuyin, methinks. D:
That drumroll gave me hell, so its simpler than Id like.
Um, cant think of anything else to say.")
![Empty Data- - - [ projectSURGE / teamEPIC / DivisionE ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vbHQ9KyH7jU/mqdefault.jpg "Empty Data- - - [ projectSURGE / teamEPIC / DivisionE ]
Started out well, quickly grew into something that made utterly no sense. Luckily, I dont... hate this, not totally, which I suppose is a good thing. And its just over a minute, so... its taken an ashamingly long time to finish this. Im barely in the deadline, and yet... its not as good as it could have been. A HUUUUGE good luck to the other contestants in my division- and, of course, all the others.
Plot [I KNOW, I dont get it, either]
He was damned if Cloud was going to be a vegetable forever. Not without at least knowing the reason for his sudden coma, for him never waking up again.
And so, Zack had taken his best friend to Namine, who said she was good with memories, that maybe there was some kind of block or problem inside Clouds, that might be causing this... this shutdown. She was able to link it all up, change it to physical data, inside a computer, and said she needed someone to go into the data and find whatever was wrong.
But Zack couldnt go. She refused to let him, because not only was he already IN Clouds memories, in data form, which would cause all kinds of complications, he was far too emotionally attached. Luckily for Zack, one of their fellow soldiers put herself forwards. Lightning was strong, capable, cool-headed- and so Namine thought it would be okay.
But it became apparent very quickly that Lightning wasnt as cold-hearted as she seemed. Inside Clouds memory, she seemed to forget her purpose, overrun with the emotions behind it all- she started believeing the memories were her own. And, since she was stuck inside the data, there was no way to rip her out without the risk of leaving her consciousness behind- and even Zack wasnt willing to risk that. They had to wait for her to be shocked out of it, somehow-
But, in the meantime, Clouds younger brother came forward, asking to help- and they did exactly the same thing, even though that time Namine protested because of his age. But Roxas was stubborn, and had Zack on his side- and he entered the data, too.
the thing about Clouds memories was that they were violent. Exceedingly so. Hed had a lot of fights in his lifetime, and they were nearly all recounted- and, although Lightning was capable, and Roxas, surprisingly, was too, they could sometimes be caught off guard.
There was one incident in particular that worried Zack- one memory where he knew he might crop up. Because it was dangerous, and Cloud had nearly died there- so who was to say that the other two wouldnt?
And he was right to worry. The soldiers were waiting, as Zack and Namine watched from the outside, ready to fire, ready to-
The Zack on the screen was running, trying to move to protect Cloud- no, to protect Lightning, it was Lightning who was in danger, Lightning who-
The shots fired, strong enough to break through the illusion. Lightning, although drained, returned back safely- and Namine quietly assured them that she would go back to the way she was before entering the data, that none of Clouds memories would linger.
Roxas, however, was still inside. And neither he or Cloud would wake up.
Because... well, even though Lightning might have beaten him once, there was... a threat. One threat that they hadnt even started to address.
But, somewhere, somehow, there had to be some scrap of data of Cloud himself, Namine was sure of that. They just had to get Roxas to discover it.
BLAH BLAH BLAH IT MAKES NO SENSE.")
![Stay In My Memory [ Psychic ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/wkV2aM6bgEI/mqdefault.jpg "Stay In My Memory [ Psychic ]
...I finished something! -stomps up and down on top of vidding block-
And it has some okayish masking editing! -cue gasp- AND its over sixty seconds! -another gasp-
xDD
My part for the next chapter thing of Psychic. Its rushed and it cheats and the masking is horrible and I hate the Larxy/Zexy kiss at one point because it just sucks and it looked fine in Vegas but when I saved everything it all went... blah. The screen blinks sometimes, which was probably because its a big file and my comp doesnt like big files. D:
Basic story... [Though Im wishing I made Riku gay now, it would have been ironic. xDDD]
Um, tying in with Blue-chans, Namine starts brooding and avoiding Riku, Zack and Denzel. Riku, being a little less of a jerk than he acts, keeps tracking her down and bugging her. Eventually, she opens up. But, ah, you seee... Riku has this horrible habit of switching into angst/monologue mode while people are talking, so...
She tells him a lot about Demyx [see Blues vid, Im lazy and havent got much time xD] and it provokes him into remembering some stuff he doesnt want to...
Namely, Hope. He was Rikus best friend- Rikus ONLY friend, as no one would talk to him when they found out he was different and might hurt them by accident... They were close as kids, up till they reached high school, when Hopes parents moved to a town quite some distance away, hearing a rumour that the hunters were relocating to the town Riku and Hope lived in at the time. The hunters made a temporary visit, trying to trick Hopes parents into running [which worked xD] because all three of the Esheims were psychic. They were stupid enough to move right under the hunters noses, thinking they were changing bases... A year or so later, Riku and Zexy joined the hunters. After a few missions, Riku was sent out after a kid his own age. It was only when he reached the target that he realised... it was Hope.
Hopes upset over Riku turning against him turned quickly into anger, and they ended up yelling at each other until Hope tried to attack. Riku dodged, running toward his old friend, and moved to avoid another of Hopes attacks, hoping to knock him out and be able to hide him from the hunters, to fully explain...
He moved too far, too fast, and accidentally stabbed Hope, who told him he hated him as he died. The hunters were quick to congratulate Riku on finishing off his target... but it only made him feel worse, as he was never really supposed to be a part of the hunters- it still hurt him to see people like him injured... or dead.
Rikus pulled back into the present, and holds a conversation with Nami, until Demyx walks in. Riku gets mad [oh what a shocker], and defends Namine, which in turn makes Demyx worse. Both go to attack each other, and Nami starts to speak to Demyx...
Seeing the black coat, a hunter with their hood down for the first time since he ran away, takes Riku back to his time of betrayal, then even further back, to when he was little and was messing around with his older brother...
When he brings himself around, not really listening much to Namine, another hunter appears, and quickly kills off Demyx, leaving no explanation or anything. Riku thinks back a little, watching Namine cry over her lover...
And more emo drabbling at the end. 8D")
![ponytail parades. [happy birthday, amy!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/x8sjEWhTXwQ/mqdefault.jpg "ponytail parades. [happy birthday, amy!]
BOUQUET FOR MY SWEETIE
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
MY FINAL FANTASY WIFE
BOUQUET FOR MY SWEETIE
BLUE (2) FOUR SIX OH ONNNNNNNE
I hope you enjoy this lil bideo I put together about our little guys. Im rather fond of them and of you.
as a lil attempt at explanation for whats going on story-wise for everyone else - these two are part of our group canon of a group of viera who adventure together through the XIV plot. The pink haired twink, Frodi, is my bun, and the others belong to the following besties -
Soren (the other delightful idiot in the OC ship) - @Blue24601
Sasin (Sorens gorgeous, stunning sister) - @railitto
Tyr (white haired, bushy tailed, probably napping) - @starstruckbromance
Sindri (black hair, heart of gold, brain of empty) - @BlehxIshxMe
soren follows whats closest of the like, base canon plot - hes a shard of azem, and frodi is a shard of hermes from the first. they have an ongoing situationship from the end of heavensward onwards where theyre hooking up but both too stubborn and dumb to realise they have any actual feelings for each other. elidibus hits frodi with his past lifes memories before the fight in 5.3 and he kind of goes off the rails, stages a dramatic betrayal, and eventually has to come crawling back to help (and awkwardly mutually pine after soren) when the world starts ending.
song: /watch?v=aRcfUObLyC0
colouring: @starstruckbromance")
![Honesty [ Noctis // PureEnglishRose ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xrd3pTTWq-k/mqdefault.jpg "Honesty [ Noctis // PureEnglishRose ]
For Reapers Edit, week two.
Basically, Noctis entry fee for the Game is his ability to lie. Anything that comes out his mouth has to be the blatant truth- and if he is consciously attempting to twist his words, to manipulate the truth, he finds himself unable to actually say anything decieving. Before his death, Noctis was always lying, and exploited it constantly.
Noctis was a bit of a delinquent, after all. Okay, scratch a bit. He basically defaced anything he could get his hands on, and so his frequent, on the spot lying got him out of a lot of tight spots.
Even so, he hadnt expected that to be his fee.
And then hes generally angsting because hed rather have his memories of a certain someone (Promp... io, to, tio, whatever) taken. Obviously hes missing the point that the entrance fee is what you value MOST- he didnt value Blondie as much as he thought. He was more selfish than that.
Er, I hope I didnt do anything out of line or stupid with Kairi, Karrin...[/shot] And that the text doesnt go by too fast.")
![Cant Live With Myself [ Choices Ive Made ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yAC2YxNFPKY/mqdefault.jpg "Cant Live With Myself [ Choices Ive Made ]
Angssssssst. Personal angst.
Every memory you have is precious; the good and the bad. We all want to block out the periods of our life we hate or regret, to bleach out the colour and let them fade away...
I was so selfish.
I thought she was trying to get attention, telling us about how she hurt herself and how upset she was. We argued, fought over nothing whatsoever, but at least smoothed it all over in the end...
But on the 4th of January she said goodbye after school, walked off in the other direction, home. And I never saw her again.
Worst of it was, I didnt believe it the next day. A guy in my class told me what hed managed to dredge from the countless rumours, on our way to the hall wed been told to gather in, walking from our register. He didnt know who had died- and neither did I, until they said her name.
They wouldnt tell me why. They said it was an accident, and I assumed that because of the ice maybe her car had been in a wreck or something; part of me didnt want to know the details.
And, last month, my mum found me with the paper, pushed it into my lap, pointed at a section a few pages in and squashed at the bottom of the page.
Thats horrible, was all she could say.
I know how she died, and its... just distressing to think of what she did, even now. I dont really want to say what she did to herself, and Im really sorry I dumped this pile of misery on you guys.
Dedicated in loving memory of my Lucy, who I couldnt make this for well enough to drag it out until her... date of passing, however you want to say it.
Lightning is me in the present and up till a year ago. Namine is the same person- three years ago; Serah a year and a half; and Vanille around November 08.
Tifa is the lovely, late Sophie; and Kairi/Xion, Garnet, and Lenne respectively.
Cid Rayne [think thats spelt right] is used to represent Jack, who first told me that Some girl had died from our year; those were his exact words.
Hope is Charlie, my little brother, who I lashed out at and argued with when I was at my worst; I know you probably dont remember anymore, but no nine year old deserves the hell I put you through last January, and Im so unbearably sorry.
Rikku and Yuna are just there... to represent a few people. I dont have specific roles in mind, but they could be quite a few of my friends. D:
Following the lyrics should be enough...
Oh, and the big pink tinted gap? Vegas didnt want to render that clip. I tried three times but it wouldnt work and I didnt have much to put there. Some parts might be flipped the wrong way around; I guess I forgot.")
![b r u i s e s && b l o s s o m s [ redlightdistrict! studios ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yKxoxp2V84w/mqdefault.jpg "b r u i s e s && b l o s s o m s [ redlightdistrict! studios ]
Possibly part one of two. Im not sure yet. xDD
There are mistakes; Im fully aware of that. But this thing took two full hours to render (Oh, Vegas, I love you, you know that? DX) and Im NOT going back to fix the tiny mistakes that bug me.
Oh GODDDDDDDD. I NEED MASKING NOW DAMNIT.
Ive abused the chroma keyer and cookie cutter so much here. D; I mean, a certain clip (grrrr, Lightning, you and your stupid backgrounds...) had a total of TWENTY different cookie cutters on it at once. And one little chroma keyer to neaten it. xDD
This is (supposed) to be showing that were not just gonna put out a whole sackful of perverted videos between us; this studio is all about the bad as well as the good.
M e m b e r s;;
AngelFallingFaster { Tifa} [Leader]
anthem88 {Zack}
Danzaaii {Lightning}
Kikioxas {Namine}
lovelessx4eva {Yuna}
OneWingedPyrefly {Denzel}
PureEnglishRose {Cloud}
SkiKay7 {Noctis}
TemariKind123 {Kairi}
Basically? I made the part with me in it last, so I might be a little lazier there.
xD At the end, everyone ends up in the church together, and are all really happy, and then me/Cloud is just STILL sleeping on the flowers.
...It was too early in the morning. Thats why I made Cloud collapse.
Enjoyyy~")
![T O X I C [ Broken Glass Beta Tournament ] **WON!**](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yTc-F-zGqZ8/mqdefault.jpg "T O X I C [ Broken Glass Beta Tournament ] **WON!**
My video for the second round of the BG beta tournament. The theme was Britney Spears, so... I had to make a short one to prevent putting my fist through the speakers or screen. I actually do like SOME of her stuff...
...Just not Toxic.
Please, GOD, let the next round not be another song I cant stand. Rewind was fun, and I found a new song to love, but this... Urgh.
I dont think the viddey is good enough... all over again. XD And, also, if I get into the next round Ive made myself swear to at least TRY to use something other than FFX.
Lots of addictive dissolves and pink hues here; please, if you dislike huge amounts of fluff and pinkness, please avoid this. XP")
