![Honesty [ Noctis // PureEnglishRose ] @EnglishRosie](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xrd3pTTWq-k/hqdefault.jpg)
Uploaded February 2011 | Updated September 2026, 12 hours ago
For Reaper's Edit, week two.
Basically, Noctis' entry fee for the Game is his ability to lie. Anything that comes out his mouth has to be the blatant truth- and if he is consciously attempting to twist his words, to manipulate the truth, he finds himself unable to actually say anything decieving. Before his death, Noctis was always lying, and exploited it constantly.
Noctis was a bit of a delinquent, after all. Okay, scratch "a bit". He basically defaced anything he could get his hands on, and so his frequent, on the spot lying got him out of a lot of tight spots.
Even so, he hadn't expected that to be his fee.
And then he's generally angsting because he'd rather have his memories of a certain someone (Promp... io, to, tio, whatever) taken. Obviously he's missing the point that the entrance fee is what you value MOST- he didn't value Blondie as much as he thought. He was more selfish than that.
Er, I hope I didn't do anything out of line or stupid with Kairi, Karrin...[/shot] And that the text doesnt go by too fast.
For Reaper's Edit, week two.
Basically, Noctis' entry fee for the Game is his ability to lie. Anything that comes out his mouth has to be the blatant truth- and if he is consciously attempting to twist his words, to manipulate the truth, he finds himself unable to actually say anything decieving. Before his death, Noctis was always lying, and exploited it constantly.
Noctis was a bit of a delinquent, after all. Okay, scratch "a bit". He basically defaced anything he could get his hands on, and so his frequent, on the spot lying got him out of a lot of tight spots.
Even so, he hadn't expected that to be his fee.
And then he's generally angsting because he'd rather have his memories of a certain someone (Promp... io, to, tio, whatever) taken. Obviously he's missing the point that the entrance fee is what you value MOST- he didn't value Blondie as much as he thought. He was more selfish than that.
Er, I hope I didn't do anything out of line or stupid with Kairi, Karrin...[/shot] And that the text doesnt go by too fast.
![Honesty [ Noctis // PureEnglishRose ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xrd3pTTWq-k/mqdefault.jpg "Honesty [ Noctis // PureEnglishRose ]
For Reapers Edit, week two.
Basically, Noctis entry fee for the Game is his ability to lie. Anything that comes out his mouth has to be the blatant truth- and if he is consciously attempting to twist his words, to manipulate the truth, he finds himself unable to actually say anything decieving. Before his death, Noctis was always lying, and exploited it constantly.
Noctis was a bit of a delinquent, after all. Okay, scratch a bit. He basically defaced anything he could get his hands on, and so his frequent, on the spot lying got him out of a lot of tight spots.
Even so, he hadnt expected that to be his fee.
And then hes generally angsting because hed rather have his memories of a certain someone (Promp... io, to, tio, whatever) taken. Obviously hes missing the point that the entrance fee is what you value MOST- he didnt value Blondie as much as he thought. He was more selfish than that.
Er, I hope I didnt do anything out of line or stupid with Kairi, Karrin...[/shot] And that the text doesnt go by too fast.")
![Cant Live With Myself [ Choices Ive Made ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yAC2YxNFPKY/mqdefault.jpg "Cant Live With Myself [ Choices Ive Made ]
Angssssssst. Personal angst.
Every memory you have is precious; the good and the bad. We all want to block out the periods of our life we hate or regret, to bleach out the colour and let them fade away...
I was so selfish.
I thought she was trying to get attention, telling us about how she hurt herself and how upset she was. We argued, fought over nothing whatsoever, but at least smoothed it all over in the end...
But on the 4th of January she said goodbye after school, walked off in the other direction, home. And I never saw her again.
Worst of it was, I didnt believe it the next day. A guy in my class told me what hed managed to dredge from the countless rumours, on our way to the hall wed been told to gather in, walking from our register. He didnt know who had died- and neither did I, until they said her name.
They wouldnt tell me why. They said it was an accident, and I assumed that because of the ice maybe her car had been in a wreck or something; part of me didnt want to know the details.
And, last month, my mum found me with the paper, pushed it into my lap, pointed at a section a few pages in and squashed at the bottom of the page.
Thats horrible, was all she could say.
I know how she died, and its... just distressing to think of what she did, even now. I dont really want to say what she did to herself, and Im really sorry I dumped this pile of misery on you guys.
Dedicated in loving memory of my Lucy, who I couldnt make this for well enough to drag it out until her... date of passing, however you want to say it.
Lightning is me in the present and up till a year ago. Namine is the same person- three years ago; Serah a year and a half; and Vanille around November 08.
Tifa is the lovely, late Sophie; and Kairi/Xion, Garnet, and Lenne respectively.
Cid Rayne [think thats spelt right] is used to represent Jack, who first told me that Some girl had died from our year; those were his exact words.
Hope is Charlie, my little brother, who I lashed out at and argued with when I was at my worst; I know you probably dont remember anymore, but no nine year old deserves the hell I put you through last January, and Im so unbearably sorry.
Rikku and Yuna are just there... to represent a few people. I dont have specific roles in mind, but they could be quite a few of my friends. D:
Following the lyrics should be enough...
Oh, and the big pink tinted gap? Vegas didnt want to render that clip. I tried three times but it wouldnt work and I didnt have much to put there. Some parts might be flipped the wrong way around; I guess I forgot.")
![b r u i s e s && b l o s s o m s [ redlightdistrict! studios ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yKxoxp2V84w/mqdefault.jpg "b r u i s e s && b l o s s o m s [ redlightdistrict! studios ]
Possibly part one of two. Im not sure yet. xDD
There are mistakes; Im fully aware of that. But this thing took two full hours to render (Oh, Vegas, I love you, you know that? DX) and Im NOT going back to fix the tiny mistakes that bug me.
Oh GODDDDDDDD. I NEED MASKING NOW DAMNIT.
Ive abused the chroma keyer and cookie cutter so much here. D; I mean, a certain clip (grrrr, Lightning, you and your stupid backgrounds...) had a total of TWENTY different cookie cutters on it at once. And one little chroma keyer to neaten it. xDD
This is (supposed) to be showing that were not just gonna put out a whole sackful of perverted videos between us; this studio is all about the bad as well as the good.
M e m b e r s;;
AngelFallingFaster { Tifa} [Leader]
anthem88 {Zack}
Danzaaii {Lightning}
Kikioxas {Namine}
lovelessx4eva {Yuna}
OneWingedPyrefly {Denzel}
PureEnglishRose {Cloud}
SkiKay7 {Noctis}
TemariKind123 {Kairi}
Basically? I made the part with me in it last, so I might be a little lazier there.
xD At the end, everyone ends up in the church together, and are all really happy, and then me/Cloud is just STILL sleeping on the flowers.
...It was too early in the morning. Thats why I made Cloud collapse.
Enjoyyy~")
![T O X I C [ Broken Glass Beta Tournament ] **WON!**](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yTc-F-zGqZ8/mqdefault.jpg "T O X I C [ Broken Glass Beta Tournament ] **WON!**
My video for the second round of the BG beta tournament. The theme was Britney Spears, so... I had to make a short one to prevent putting my fist through the speakers or screen. I actually do like SOME of her stuff...
...Just not Toxic.
Please, GOD, let the next round not be another song I cant stand. Rewind was fun, and I found a new song to love, but this... Urgh.
I dont think the viddey is good enough... all over again. XD And, also, if I get into the next round Ive made myself swear to at least TRY to use something other than FFX.
Lots of addictive dissolves and pink hues here; please, if you dislike huge amounts of fluff and pinkness, please avoid this. XP")
![Given E v e r y t h i n g; [ 2 0 0 + ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/z0rAUx7GMOs/mqdefault.jpg "Given E v e r y t h i n g; [ 2 0 0 + ]
Im such a sad excuse for a girl. :/
I have to admit, that, despite being on holiday, I have no free time for some reason. Life gets in the way a lot with me.
Still, it might be late, but...
I at least wanted to come up with something for you guys. My gorgeous subscribers. Every single one of you. :3
Im open for requests, by the way. If anyones interested. xDD
Okey dokey, well. Im in love with this song, in love with this pairing, in love with this anime. So there we are.
The only pairing/anime I like better is Beyond Birthday/Naomi in Death Note.
Well, technically, only in Death Note: Another Note, the Los Angeles BB Murder Cases, but what they hey.
Now I love anime. But my veoh only let me download one three minute VK mashup before cutting out on me. I had episode 2... or 4... xD One of those two, but I seem to have lost it, and suspect my brother mightve deleted it when it finished downloading weeks ago, paranoid it was a virus...
So, I was working with literally no clips, most of which were of Kaname. My least favourite character, I think. Which sucked. So this is an absolutely tiny Zeki tribute. Kanayuu (or whatever people call them) would have been easier, but I just dont support it at all after all the junk happened in Guilty.
My favourite character is actually Shiki, but I had NO clips of him at all, and my second favourite (Ichiru) I couldnt have passed off as all the Zero clips are obviously not human. :/
Expect more anime videos soon, once I get veoh up and running again- but I will still be making FF and KH videos more often than not. :D
Once again, ily you guys. Even if this is crap, I still love you, even if you really hate this.
I may love you, but Im only giving you the song name after a while. Because I recognised it in a beta I was sent (which was amazing. :3) and its not been used with KH or FF before, as far as I know from the quick check I just did. And itd be awesome if her original idea remained original, with KH and FF characters. Instead of someone using the song for those fandoms first.")
![So Predictable [5]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/z54dzvtGaH8/mqdefault.jpg "So Predictable [5]
But youll take anything, wont you?
Purely flashback this week, apart from the very end of the video- both this and week 4 end the same way, with Noct walking off. Guess you could see it as symbolic or metaphorical or some shit- the two of them never come to terms with one another, they keep going in circles and get stuck in the past. They keep lashing out at each other for the same reasons they did when they were younger- theyre just as bad as each other, really, since Hopes a bigoted little shit even as an adult and Noctis would never recognise that part of the reason he was so estranged from his family was because he acted out and was equally horrible to them, forcing them away anyway.
Sooooooo have some little whiny Hope this week. [shrug]")
![Finding the Words [Inspiration Pool]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/zrLIjPNhuCQ/mqdefault.jpg "Finding the Words [Inspiration Pool]
Im not calling this a beta dump.
Its an inspiration pool.
Sounds much more positive.
Most of you probably are in the same line of thought;
(Oh my GOD, she never finishes ANYTHING anymore!)
But at least a few of these WILL get somewhere- some of them have to or people will hate me.
I numbered them (badly) to try and explain about them a little.
I; Its just general fluff. I was trying to edit a potential project thing (anyone remember that Tainted trailer thing? Yeah, its the full video versions of that.) but it was depressing me so I went off to edit some Sorah fluff.
II; Supposed to be a brother-relationship type thing. At Zacks death, Tidus is ressurected for... uhm, special story reasons. He basically mopes and tries to bring Zack back from his own memories and pyreflies... but it doesnt quite work.
III; Condemned Love MEP part. I need to fix it and get going with the rest. T-T Luckily I dont think (or at least I hope) Im not the only one who hasnt gotten far with it.
IV; Another MEP part; the TATU Megamix one being hosted by SynicalKitten. A bit of masking, and a desperate need to fix some glaringly obvious inconsistencies. The Malady story thing again- all the Luke/Cassie stuff which is leaking into my editing a lot recently.
V; MUAHAHAHAHAHAAAA. Still Malady... and I spoiled the end of my plot for everybody, because Luke/Alex Pettyfer pretty much dies anyway, in the end. Im struggling for a reason why he would randomly strip his top of before the car crashed and his lower half got completely trapped by the wreckage, though. And for some reason Jamie/Jared Padalecki is completely unharmed. -.-
VI; My latest Psychic thing.
Doesnt give much away, just Riku having a bit of a headache and remembering stuff... very quickly. xD NOT NOT NOT giving this away. Im determined not to. It might take a while, because my laptop is really struggling with rendering- see the glitches in some Nami parts? They were just from using a bit of glow that Vegas decided it didnt like.
VII; Uhm, my collab thing with Jordan that I have barely worked on. -kicks self- ...Quite a bit of masking. OH GOD I JUST REALISED I HAVE TO WORK ON BLUES COLLAB TOO. //shot
VIII; Well, Kairis kind of in a coma, Riku, what should we do?
What we always do, Tidus... ANGST AND BLAME EACH OTHER!
ITS YOUR FAULT! T_T
Yeahhhh, thats the plot basically summed up. xD
IX; I found this and was kind of whoa. I remember doing this and it never getting anywhere! So now I want to at least work on it- its very old though, it was from last March and was meant to be for My Other Reality. Ignore shitty masking and colouring; its a HUGE WIP.
X; WHATISTHISIDONTEVEN
Ahem, well, I started this off very excited at the prospect of Kairi being evil... but it got boring and glitchy and ehhhhhh. Im not sure.
XI; I saw Remember Me and it broke my heart.
It just left... so much of an impact.
So I HAD to make something to the trailer. And who is better for angsting and brooding than Riku?
The trailers real footage appears at one bit because I havent filled that in yet and it was in the video layer below my KH clips.
XII; My SRS thingy which I need to finish. Im kind of stuck as to who could come through that damned DOOR at the end. xDD
Ive noticed something, though-
Why do I love all the characters everyone else hates?
Like Riku.
And Hope.
And Kadaj.
And Tidus.
And Vanille.
And... well, need I go on? I dont get why people hate them so much! xD I must be just weird, sympathising with all the whiny characters and irritating characters and bad guys... I even love Shuyin and Genesis quite a lot. And I LOATHED fighting them in the games. T-T")
