Uploaded April 2011 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
"I've never been confronted with my own thoughts, they don't bother me when I'm alone. Can you come over save me, 'cause he won't stop- now get him off his fucking throne."
Apparently the damn description is too long. I hate YouTube, seriously.
So, explanation and stuff is all here-
pureenglishrose.livejournal.com/1957.html
"I've never been confronted with my own thoughts, they don't bother me when I'm alone. Can you come over save me, 'cause he won't stop- now get him off his fucking throne."
Apparently the damn description is too long. I hate YouTube, seriously.
So, explanation and stuff is all here-
pureenglishrose.livejournal.com/1957.html
![T O X I C [ Broken Glass Beta Tournament ] **WON!**](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yTc-F-zGqZ8/mqdefault.jpg "T O X I C [ Broken Glass Beta Tournament ] **WON!**
My video for the second round of the BG beta tournament. The theme was Britney Spears, so... I had to make a short one to prevent putting my fist through the speakers or screen. I actually do like SOME of her stuff...
...Just not Toxic.
Please, GOD, let the next round not be another song I cant stand. Rewind was fun, and I found a new song to love, but this... Urgh.
I dont think the viddey is good enough... all over again. XD And, also, if I get into the next round Ive made myself swear to at least TRY to use something other than FFX.
Lots of addictive dissolves and pink hues here; please, if you dislike huge amounts of fluff and pinkness, please avoid this. XP")
![Given E v e r y t h i n g; [ 2 0 0 + ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/z0rAUx7GMOs/mqdefault.jpg "Given E v e r y t h i n g; [ 2 0 0 + ]
Im such a sad excuse for a girl. :/
I have to admit, that, despite being on holiday, I have no free time for some reason. Life gets in the way a lot with me.
Still, it might be late, but...
I at least wanted to come up with something for you guys. My gorgeous subscribers. Every single one of you. :3
Im open for requests, by the way. If anyones interested. xDD
Okey dokey, well. Im in love with this song, in love with this pairing, in love with this anime. So there we are.
The only pairing/anime I like better is Beyond Birthday/Naomi in Death Note.
Well, technically, only in Death Note: Another Note, the Los Angeles BB Murder Cases, but what they hey.
Now I love anime. But my veoh only let me download one three minute VK mashup before cutting out on me. I had episode 2... or 4... xD One of those two, but I seem to have lost it, and suspect my brother mightve deleted it when it finished downloading weeks ago, paranoid it was a virus...
So, I was working with literally no clips, most of which were of Kaname. My least favourite character, I think. Which sucked. So this is an absolutely tiny Zeki tribute. Kanayuu (or whatever people call them) would have been easier, but I just dont support it at all after all the junk happened in Guilty.
My favourite character is actually Shiki, but I had NO clips of him at all, and my second favourite (Ichiru) I couldnt have passed off as all the Zero clips are obviously not human. :/
Expect more anime videos soon, once I get veoh up and running again- but I will still be making FF and KH videos more often than not. :D
Once again, ily you guys. Even if this is crap, I still love you, even if you really hate this.
I may love you, but Im only giving you the song name after a while. Because I recognised it in a beta I was sent (which was amazing. :3) and its not been used with KH or FF before, as far as I know from the quick check I just did. And itd be awesome if her original idea remained original, with KH and FF characters. Instead of someone using the song for those fandoms first.")
![So Predictable [5]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/z54dzvtGaH8/mqdefault.jpg "So Predictable [5]
But youll take anything, wont you?
Purely flashback this week, apart from the very end of the video- both this and week 4 end the same way, with Noct walking off. Guess you could see it as symbolic or metaphorical or some shit- the two of them never come to terms with one another, they keep going in circles and get stuck in the past. They keep lashing out at each other for the same reasons they did when they were younger- theyre just as bad as each other, really, since Hopes a bigoted little shit even as an adult and Noctis would never recognise that part of the reason he was so estranged from his family was because he acted out and was equally horrible to them, forcing them away anyway.
Sooooooo have some little whiny Hope this week. [shrug]")
![Finding the Words [Inspiration Pool]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/zrLIjPNhuCQ/mqdefault.jpg "Finding the Words [Inspiration Pool]
Im not calling this a beta dump.
Its an inspiration pool.
Sounds much more positive.
Most of you probably are in the same line of thought;
(Oh my GOD, she never finishes ANYTHING anymore!)
But at least a few of these WILL get somewhere- some of them have to or people will hate me.
I numbered them (badly) to try and explain about them a little.
I; Its just general fluff. I was trying to edit a potential project thing (anyone remember that Tainted trailer thing? Yeah, its the full video versions of that.) but it was depressing me so I went off to edit some Sorah fluff.
II; Supposed to be a brother-relationship type thing. At Zacks death, Tidus is ressurected for... uhm, special story reasons. He basically mopes and tries to bring Zack back from his own memories and pyreflies... but it doesnt quite work.
III; Condemned Love MEP part. I need to fix it and get going with the rest. T-T Luckily I dont think (or at least I hope) Im not the only one who hasnt gotten far with it.
IV; Another MEP part; the TATU Megamix one being hosted by SynicalKitten. A bit of masking, and a desperate need to fix some glaringly obvious inconsistencies. The Malady story thing again- all the Luke/Cassie stuff which is leaking into my editing a lot recently.
V; MUAHAHAHAHAHAAAA. Still Malady... and I spoiled the end of my plot for everybody, because Luke/Alex Pettyfer pretty much dies anyway, in the end. Im struggling for a reason why he would randomly strip his top of before the car crashed and his lower half got completely trapped by the wreckage, though. And for some reason Jamie/Jared Padalecki is completely unharmed. -.-
VI; My latest Psychic thing.
Doesnt give much away, just Riku having a bit of a headache and remembering stuff... very quickly. xD NOT NOT NOT giving this away. Im determined not to. It might take a while, because my laptop is really struggling with rendering- see the glitches in some Nami parts? They were just from using a bit of glow that Vegas decided it didnt like.
VII; Uhm, my collab thing with Jordan that I have barely worked on. -kicks self- ...Quite a bit of masking. OH GOD I JUST REALISED I HAVE TO WORK ON BLUES COLLAB TOO. //shot
VIII; Well, Kairis kind of in a coma, Riku, what should we do?
What we always do, Tidus... ANGST AND BLAME EACH OTHER!
ITS YOUR FAULT! T_T
Yeahhhh, thats the plot basically summed up. xD
IX; I found this and was kind of whoa. I remember doing this and it never getting anywhere! So now I want to at least work on it- its very old though, it was from last March and was meant to be for My Other Reality. Ignore shitty masking and colouring; its a HUGE WIP.
X; WHATISTHISIDONTEVEN
Ahem, well, I started this off very excited at the prospect of Kairi being evil... but it got boring and glitchy and ehhhhhh. Im not sure.
XI; I saw Remember Me and it broke my heart.
It just left... so much of an impact.
So I HAD to make something to the trailer. And who is better for angsting and brooding than Riku?
The trailers real footage appears at one bit because I havent filled that in yet and it was in the video layer below my KH clips.
XII; My SRS thingy which I need to finish. Im kind of stuck as to who could come through that damned DOOR at the end. xDD
Ive noticed something, though-
Why do I love all the characters everyone else hates?
Like Riku.
And Hope.
And Kadaj.
And Tidus.
And Vanille.
And... well, need I go on? I dont get why people hate them so much! xD I must be just weird, sympathising with all the whiny characters and irritating characters and bad guys... I even love Shuyin and Genesis quite a lot. And I LOATHED fighting them in the games. T-T")
