![: . : D0CT0R 0NLINE : . : [ Collab with @EnchantedNebula ] [ Read Description ] @RockOnRatchet95](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kUcowrwI6Y0/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded October 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
This project was made to coincide with suicide awareness month: September.
Here you can read some general information about suicide: ndbh.com/suicide
Here you can find a helpline for your country: findahelpline.com
Please reach out to someone if you're struggling, you are not alone and everyone deserves a chance to be heard and recover.
Below will be a description about the video itself and experiences while making it.
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IT'S FINALLY FINISHED. GLORY DAY!
Lemme set the scene for y'all: it's late July, my girlfriend had mentioned at some point earlier in the year that we could make this Doctor Online GMV of hers a collab, and then the day came. The project was intimidating, but i was willing to do it justice and do my best. She gave me the clips that she had set in 2022 for this (in an hour or a couple, nonetheless holy crap that's amazing owo) and i'd do the rest (and add some of my own clips along the way!)
Early on, i decided that i want to Physically Study older editing styles - I was particularly inspired by SonicStorm12 while editing, but also mixed in some inspiration from other editors and just my own ideas too, as i wanted to do my own take on dark style while also paying tribute to the style of the olden days, as this video was supposed to be one that is purely 2013 vibes, right down to the fact that only older Sonic cutscenes and clips are used. (if any of you would like, feel free to comment on this video as if it's still 2013 - that was one of Enchi's ideas ^^)
Next picture this: I'm working with two computers at the same time - my main pc for the project, and a separate vegas project file with references and the preview screen made Huge on my laptop next to me - going frame by frame, writing notes in markers about what effects i notice and so on. Sometimes a coffee or tea mug beside me, to drink from ^^
I worked on this rather tirelessly for multiple hours for multiple days, editing it more than i wasn't. A whole bunch of August was spent editing this, and even then, i only finished up until the start of the 2nd verse.
Next up was september, with a new uni year and some unexpected health issues along the way, some which left me decommissioned for a day or two from pain - i simply couldn't edit this, not to mention needing to keep up with uni homework and starting a planner. Overall september left me suddenly a bit more busy than expected, but i still needed to finish this!! I knew i could and i needed to!!
That result in making my sleep schedule EVEN WORSE to get this out- ;w; But i managed to get it done by 1:30 AM on the 1st for me! I'd say even with that extra hour, our finishing goal was pretty much completed ^^ NEXT CAME RENDERING.
AAAAA Fellas, folks, I had to render this video 3 times for it to succeed on the 3rd time - but each render time was anywhere from 17-22 HOURS LONG ;W; Y'all, i wouldn't say i have a bad pc, its specs are good, BUT THIS VIDEO pushed my pc to its limit, and frankly, this might be my pc's magnum opus - maybe mine too - but definitely my pc's in terms of pushing through, and i hope i never have to render smth for this long again on this pc, not in the foreseeable future anyways. It was genuinely stressful rendering this at one point, and at the same time uploading the project file with all of the clips so my girlfriend can download and render just in case - having smth else on screen for too long made my browser reload, and doing Anything too intensive or using multiple programs at once would cause Vegas to combust and crash - 12 hours into rendering, no less!!! When this one was 18 hours into rendering, i had to treat it like a little baby in terms of protection dskjsa
Thankfully i have a laptop, which i was able to use for other things while my pc was struggling in the background. This render finished at 5:06 AM today, 22 hours and 50 minutes of render time here, folks!!
NEVERTHELESS! I'm thankful I have been able to work on this project together with Enchi - she was a massive help with feedback and tips to make things look clean and max 2000's. I couldn't have done it without you, my love! x33 π and through our group effort and belief, this project is finally done!
And! I'm proud of our result! We have worked hard for a long time, and i really hope you all enjoy watching!! c: While there were struggles making this, there absolutely was enjoyment too, and i hope this creative joy is able to show itself in the video as you watch ^^ To some folks i've told about this video before it was done and showed previews - thank you for your support in the creation process!
(btw you can try watching in 360p for the true viewing experience πͺ)
Check out my girlfriend's upload to read about her experiences when making this!: youtu.be/QEB_fZIwm_M
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Song: Zeromancer - Doctor Online
Programs: Vegas Pro 18, AE CC 2021, UVR
Layers: 200 (HOOOO)
Time taken: 2 years and 5 months (total) / 2 months and ~5 days (for me to edit, on and off)
This project was made to coincide with suicide awareness month: September.
Here you can read some general information about suicide: ndbh.com/suicide
Here you can find a helpline for your country: findahelpline.com
Please reach out to someone if you're struggling, you are not alone and everyone deserves a chance to be heard and recover.
Below will be a description about the video itself and experiences while making it.
~
IT'S FINALLY FINISHED. GLORY DAY!
Lemme set the scene for y'all: it's late July, my girlfriend had mentioned at some point earlier in the year that we could make this Doctor Online GMV of hers a collab, and then the day came. The project was intimidating, but i was willing to do it justice and do my best. She gave me the clips that she had set in 2022 for this (in an hour or a couple, nonetheless holy crap that's amazing owo) and i'd do the rest (and add some of my own clips along the way!)
Early on, i decided that i want to Physically Study older editing styles - I was particularly inspired by SonicStorm12 while editing, but also mixed in some inspiration from other editors and just my own ideas too, as i wanted to do my own take on dark style while also paying tribute to the style of the olden days, as this video was supposed to be one that is purely 2013 vibes, right down to the fact that only older Sonic cutscenes and clips are used. (if any of you would like, feel free to comment on this video as if it's still 2013 - that was one of Enchi's ideas ^^)
Next picture this: I'm working with two computers at the same time - my main pc for the project, and a separate vegas project file with references and the preview screen made Huge on my laptop next to me - going frame by frame, writing notes in markers about what effects i notice and so on. Sometimes a coffee or tea mug beside me, to drink from ^^
I worked on this rather tirelessly for multiple hours for multiple days, editing it more than i wasn't. A whole bunch of August was spent editing this, and even then, i only finished up until the start of the 2nd verse.
Next up was september, with a new uni year and some unexpected health issues along the way, some which left me decommissioned for a day or two from pain - i simply couldn't edit this, not to mention needing to keep up with uni homework and starting a planner. Overall september left me suddenly a bit more busy than expected, but i still needed to finish this!! I knew i could and i needed to!!
That result in making my sleep schedule EVEN WORSE to get this out- ;w; But i managed to get it done by 1:30 AM on the 1st for me! I'd say even with that extra hour, our finishing goal was pretty much completed ^^ NEXT CAME RENDERING.
AAAAA Fellas, folks, I had to render this video 3 times for it to succeed on the 3rd time - but each render time was anywhere from 17-22 HOURS LONG ;W; Y'all, i wouldn't say i have a bad pc, its specs are good, BUT THIS VIDEO pushed my pc to its limit, and frankly, this might be my pc's magnum opus - maybe mine too - but definitely my pc's in terms of pushing through, and i hope i never have to render smth for this long again on this pc, not in the foreseeable future anyways. It was genuinely stressful rendering this at one point, and at the same time uploading the project file with all of the clips so my girlfriend can download and render just in case - having smth else on screen for too long made my browser reload, and doing Anything too intensive or using multiple programs at once would cause Vegas to combust and crash - 12 hours into rendering, no less!!! When this one was 18 hours into rendering, i had to treat it like a little baby in terms of protection dskjsa
Thankfully i have a laptop, which i was able to use for other things while my pc was struggling in the background. This render finished at 5:06 AM today, 22 hours and 50 minutes of render time here, folks!!
NEVERTHELESS! I'm thankful I have been able to work on this project together with Enchi - she was a massive help with feedback and tips to make things look clean and max 2000's. I couldn't have done it without you, my love! x33 π and through our group effort and belief, this project is finally done!
And! I'm proud of our result! We have worked hard for a long time, and i really hope you all enjoy watching!! c: While there were struggles making this, there absolutely was enjoyment too, and i hope this creative joy is able to show itself in the video as you watch ^^ To some folks i've told about this video before it was done and showed previews - thank you for your support in the creation process!
(btw you can try watching in 360p for the true viewing experience πͺ)
Check out my girlfriend's upload to read about her experiences when making this!: youtu.be/QEB_fZIwm_M
~
Song: Zeromancer - Doctor Online
Programs: Vegas Pro 18, AE CC 2021, UVR
Layers: 200 (HOOOO)
Time taken: 2 years and 5 months (total) / 2 months and ~5 days (for me to edit, on and off)
![: . : D0CT0R 0NLINE : . : [ Collab with @EnchantedNebula ] [ Read Description ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kUcowrwI6Y0/mqdefault.jpg ": . : D0CT0R 0NLINE : . : [ Collab with @EnchantedNebula ] [ Read Description ]
This project was made to coincide with suicide awareness month: September.
Here you can read some general information about suicide: https://www.ndbh.com/suicide
Here you can find a helpline for your country: https://findahelpline.com/
Please reach out to someone if youre struggling, you are not alone and everyone deserves a chance to be heard and recover.
Below will be a description about the video itself and experiences while making it.
~
ITS FINALLY FINISHED. GLORY DAY!
Lemme set the scene for yall: its late July, my girlfriend had mentioned at some point earlier in the year that we could make this Doctor Online GMV of hers a collab, and then the day came. The project was intimidating, but i was willing to do it justice and do my best. She gave me the clips that she had set in 2022 for this (in an hour or a couple, nonetheless holy crap thats amazing owo) and id do the rest (and add some of my own clips along the way!)
Early on, i decided that i want to Physically Study older editing styles - I was particularly inspired by SonicStorm12 while editing, but also mixed in some inspiration from other editors and just my own ideas too, as i wanted to do my own take on dark style while also paying tribute to the style of the olden days, as this video was supposed to be one that is purely 2013 vibes, right down to the fact that only older Sonic cutscenes and clips are used. (if any of you would like, feel free to comment on this video as if its still 2013 - that was one of Enchis ideas ^^)
Next picture this: Im working with two computers at the same time - my main pc for the project, and a separate vegas project file with references and the preview screen made Huge on my laptop next to me - going frame by frame, writing notes in markers about what effects i notice and so on. Sometimes a coffee or tea mug beside me, to drink from ^^
I worked on this rather tirelessly for multiple hours for multiple days, editing it more than i wasnt. A whole bunch of August was spent editing this, and even then, i only finished up until the start of the 2nd verse.
Next up was september, with a new uni year and some unexpected health issues along the way, some which left me decommissioned for a day or two from pain - i simply couldnt edit this, not to mention needing to keep up with uni homework and starting a planner. Overall september left me suddenly a bit more busy than expected, but i still needed to finish this!! I knew i could and i needed to!!
That result in making my sleep schedule EVEN WORSE to get this out- ;w; But i managed to get it done by 1:30 AM on the 1st for me! Id say even with that extra hour, our finishing goal was pretty much completed ^^ NEXT CAME RENDERING.
AAAAA Fellas, folks, I had to render this video 3 times for it to succeed on the 3rd time - but each render time was anywhere from 17-22 HOURS LONG ;W; Yall, i wouldnt say i have a bad pc, its specs are good, BUT THIS VIDEO pushed my pc to its limit, and frankly, this might be my pcs magnum opus - maybe mine too - but definitely my pcs in terms of pushing through, and i hope i never have to render smth for this long again on this pc, not in the foreseeable future anyways. It was genuinely stressful rendering this at one point, and at the same time uploading the project file with all of the clips so my girlfriend can download and render just in case - having smth else on screen for too long made my browser reload, and doing Anything too intensive or using multiple programs at once would cause Vegas to combust and crash - 12 hours into rendering, no less!!! When this one was 18 hours into rendering, i had to treat it like a little baby in terms of protection dskjsa
Thankfully i have a laptop, which i was able to use for other things while my pc was struggling in the background. This render finished at 5:06 AM today, 22 hours and 50 minutes of render time here, folks!!
NEVERTHELESS! Im thankful I have been able to work on this project together with Enchi - she was a massive help with feedback and tips to make things look clean and max 2000s. I couldnt have done it without you, my love! x33 π and through our group effort and belief, this project is finally done!
And! Im proud of our result! We have worked hard for a long time, and i really hope you all enjoy watching!! c: While there were struggles making this, there absolutely was enjoyment too, and i hope this creative joy is able to show itself in the video as you watch ^^ To some folks ive told about this video before it was done and showed previews - thank you for your support in the creation process!
(btw you can try watching in 360p for the true viewing experience πͺ)
Check out my girlfriends upload to read about her experiences when making this!: https://youtu.be/QEB_fZIwm_M
~
Song: Zeromancer - Doctor Online
Programs: Vegas Pro 18, AE CC 2021, UVR
Layers: 200 (HOOOO)
Time taken: 2 years and 5 months (total) / 2 months and ~5 days (for me to edit, on and off)")
![I fall in love with you a little bit more ~ [ gift β‘ ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/lGywb09DdpY/mqdefault.jpg "I fall in love with you a little bit more ~ [ gift β‘ ]
Bit of a late upload here, but heres a Valentines day video that i had made for my girlfriend, EnchantedNebula uwu
I had shown this to her on Valentines day, when i had finished it, originally! c:
My original idea for this started just from a random burst of love, i really wanted to make something for her, and i based my character/ship choices off a message that i had recently sent her then, which is that my fave fictional ship of 2022 is Wangxian, but my fave irl ship(?) is us uwu
I then tried to represent the two of us in these two ships - Wangxian, and Silvaze ^w^
There is a tiny story to this viddie, which i shall add below!
It took me some time to finish this up, about a month or so, but im glad i managed!
Its not totally creative, but thats alright here. I mostly wanted to focus on the clips and the emotions of them, and especially add some voice overs for extra emotion c:
Actually, speaking of the voice over, i used vocalremover org to remove the music from the original scenes to make the vocals more clear. Quite a neat website ^^
Aaand i mostly had fun working with the text, and the voices ^w^
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To Katie:
Eeee im super happy that you loved this viddie and its story when i showed it to you, dear~ x33
I wanna use this space to simply say that i love you and i appreciate you very deeply! I also wanna say thank you for recently listening to my vents ^^
~
Small story:
Silver and Wei had both been feeling and showing hints of interest towards their crushes, and then, gradually, over time, the more they spend time with them, they realize - they feel the same way about them too! Wei realizes that Lan has feelings for him as well, and Silver realizes that Blaze has feelings for him as well.
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Recently its been feeling a bit hard to be super active, but Ive been slowly inching myself towards finishing more personal projects when i can, so I do hope to finally finish one or two more in due time, and share it with you all ^^ Thank you very much for your patience, i appreciate it! β€οΈ
Ive been noticing that thus far this year, ive kinda been living on making MEP parts and gifts, which is great too, but man, a few of my personal video projects, especially ones that im super passionate about, are taking some time to finish up ;w; gathering digital dust for a bit! But yes, im still feeling the drive for them, so i try to come back to them when im able! ^^
i hope yall enjoy this little thingy, and i wish you all a very good day/night! c:
~
Song: Suriel Hess - Little Bit More
- Voice-over used:
- Mo Dao Zu Shi audio drama: season 3 episode 13
- Sonic The Hedgehog (2006) - Silvers story, final cutscene
Program: Vegas Pro 18
Layers: 28(?) (i dont have the project anymore)
Media: Mo Dao Zu Shi, Sonic The Hedgehog (2006)
Time taken: ~1 month")
![[MMD] Yuna ~ Masked bitcH](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/mLR5unzrBxI/mqdefault.jpg "[MMD] Yuna ~ Masked bitcH
I was able to throw this one together pretty quickly! ^^
Well, regarding the effects, that is ^^ Ive had this project for a while, but I only added the model, motion, and camera, and that was all for a while, until today.
After discovering that I dont have to render raw avi files to get a good quality result, I decided to try putting some effects on this, and then I was able to get around to rendering it ^^
Thankfully its size was quite small, even in its uncoverted state, but I still converted it with HandBrake so I wont have to upload a file thats over a gb in size ^^
I had no need to use Vegas this time around, I figured ^^
Yesterday was a bit of a FFX-2 mood day for me, and it still is today XD
Im having lots of fun with the game x33 Its sort of like, I currently feel like that game is my comfort game, bc I feel like it makes me feel soft and adventurous :3
Ah and yes, Im finished with the first game, I finished it a couple months back, so now Ive leaped into the second game x3
So then! I hope that yall enjoy this little video ^w^
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Credits:
Model: MMDKasumi2140
Motion: Gosikan
Camera: Tsuki-chanP / Akai Akeboshi
Song: GUMI - Masked bitcH
Effects:
- On Yuna: dSeriousShader
- Diffusion
- Sakura
- XDOF
- ikDiffusion1
- ikLensGhost
- MotionBlur
- ikWindMaker
- ColorShift")
![Car Radio. (vent) [ Featuring EnchantedNebula ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/neF8hXSCymw/mqdefault.jpg "Car Radio. (vent) [ Featuring EnchantedNebula ]
(Not a collab project)
Hi everyone, this one is going to be a more serious upload. This is a vent edit that Ive made featuring the thoughts and ideas of my dear girlfriend, EnchantedNebula, and it was something I created as an outlet for, mostly her but also a bit of myself in this, to let out everything thats been bogging our minds. In this description well share both of our own vents. Content warning: suicidal thoughts.
Starting off, I want to say that this video has characters that we use as our representations: Katie is Shadow, while Im Wei (and I added a bit of Leon Kennedy - to clarify - i dont relate to Leon as a character, but for the purposes of this vent I used voice lines of his that i relate to in my own way, and other short clips of him that are vague - simply because I felt inspired to use clips of him too, as a character that I like. Mostly focusing on Wei). Scenes with masks and multiple characters are something we both relate to in the lyrics.
Im very glad to be able to create this for my girlfriend. Without further ado, below will be the vents. (Full vents can be read in the pinned comment, as they are longer.)
TL;DR:
Katie: Ive been through a shit ton of trauma in my life. I am still going through a lot of trauma even now. This has led me to have near constant depressive/suicidal thoughts. Hardly anyone understands my story when I talk about it, and is usually quick to dismiss me overall.
Me: Last semester of uni, been struggling with procrastination, managing a part-time job (that I was eventually, sadly, let go of) and overall being very overwhelmed, largely just existing - getting to the end of the week, every week. Ive been very worried about Katie and doing all in my strength to help her and spend time with her. I hope that the next chapter of my life, whichever it may be, can be more gentle than some of the previous ones.
A bit about the video itself: Making this took a bit of trial and error, but thats expected. Katie and I both talked about how we would want this video to look, and formed our clip, effect ideas together. Had to change some clips around or replace some with other ones, and i think by the end, we managed to create something that, I think, not only is emotional and deep, but also serves pretty well as a standalone edit too - some scene combinations turned out quite well. Likewise it also took some time to blend the audio together to where it sounds natural - these sections of the song were quite distant from each other, so it was interesting to try to blend them. At one point we even thought about editing with the full song, but decided against it because of not relating to all of the lyrics in the full song, and gradually decreasing capacity to edit this for a long time (for me).
I wanted to play around with text sizes in this project, thats something I started doing to emphasize certain words over others in the same sentence, and thus I started to like how these different text sizes look together.
I have another edit I want to make public soon, once I work on the description and thumbnail some more!
Apologies for the lack of uploads and quiet during these couple months. I should have time very soon to get back to you all - thank you for your sweet comments π
I hope things have been treating you all okay.
See yall in the next upload! I wish you all a good and safe day/night ^^
~
Song: Twenty One Pilots - Car Radio
Programs: Vegas Pro 18, After Effects CC 2021
Layers:
Media: Shadow the Hedgehog (different Sonic media that he is in), Mo Dao Zu Shi, Resident Evil 4 Remake, Resident Evil Requiem, Resident Evil: Vendetta")
![[FSS] Ratchet & Sonic | What a Wonderful World [ Collab with @EnchantedNebula ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oq9lojtpXG0/mqdefault.jpg "[FSS] Ratchet & Sonic | What a Wonderful World [ Collab with @EnchantedNebula ]
Yaaaay im so happy this is done!!~ Lets goooo!!! c:
This is a collab my girlfriend, Enchi, and i started in late June of last year - Enchi was very diligent and finished her parts very early, while it took me much longer to finish mine. She was the one to suggest this song and theme for the collab, and i think we both did super well in sticking to the dark-style vibe throughout this video, and crafting it well uwu You can read more about our creative inspiration on her upload of this!
From what i recall, we mightve had some other kind of full collab in mind? Was it with a Celldweller song-? oh! yes it was actually - but that idea fell out, and we decided go with something more relaxed (relatively) and easier to edit with, so we could get this done quicker.
Initially it was really hard for me to edit with this song bc i wasnt very inspired by it, i especially struggled when making my first part (among for other reasons), but i was able to find inspiration in my own way, eventually!
When hearing this song more, i felt something of a contradiction between the peaceful lyrics and the dramatic, intense orchestral(?) music. I wanted to capture this in my own parts - something of a wonderful, perfect world that isnt actually all that wonderful Or perfect, and instead is filled with negative emotions and situations.
All of my parts in this collab, in order, were quite literally made during different phases of my life this past year.
First part of mine here was done when entering a low point in my life, second - basically the very reason why i regained joy in editing and in general again, third and fourth - made very recently, during my inspired but tired era - still some flashes of my previous inspiration left, but uni is making me sleep deprived.
Extremely happy with the results of my own parts even given how much has changed over this past year, and im super proud of my girlfriend for her parts!~ woohoo!!~ uwu
This project is alsooo a @FlamingStarsStudio project!! :3 Enchis old studio which has now been revived!! π c:
I had loads of fun working on this collab in the end, and i hope yall enjoy watching it tooo!~
And ill be happy to work with u on another collab sometime, honey~ ;D x3
And with that, i wish you all a wonderful (hehe) day/night! ^w^
~
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Xg38VAAC0k
Programs: Vegas Pro 18, Vegas Pro 20, Photoshop CC 2020, After Effects CC 2021
Layers: help - too many
Media: Ratchet & Clank, Sonic The Hedgehog
Time taken: 1 year and nearly 4 months")
