Uploaded February 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
*Flicker warning*
This isn't a vent edit, and I don't relate to these lyrics, but this is simply an outlet for my emotions. Or, maybe it could be a vent edit, depending on how you look at it, but yes.
This day simply wasn't too fantastic for me and I've been feeling anxious, in part because of school, but in a larger part for uh, another reason, but I don't really feel like sharing that one bc it might be a little silly. Or not, I'm not sure. I'm sure that one will come to pass eventually though.
For now, I suppose y'all can have this edit. This can be thought of as an edit with an emotional/personal touch, I suppose.
I hope I'll be able to gather up some motivation to do stuff like school work and other things too, again. Today I've just had next to none to do anything at all, and I'm not feeling great about that.
Anyways, I wanted this edit to have a muted vibe to reflect my feelings. I actually opted to add a ''bass only'' (nearly) sound effect during the whole duration of the video to make it sound more muffled.
Adding the chain png/overlay here was a spontaneous decision, I just simply noticed them in my textures folder and thought ''what if i just go ahead and add some chains to this'', and plus, I guess that makes the video look less, boring.
To be honest, I may or may not be having a little point again where anxiety is starting to tumble down on me again and I'm starting to feel less strong again as a result of that. That's kind of something I've been struggling with ever since late Summer of last year. I suppose it's okay to not be strong all of the time, and it's also okay to have days where days don't go very well or you're not able to be very productive no matter what you do. That could be a more positive note.
I suppose that's all I wanna say about this. Some of my late-night rambles, I suppose ^^''
So then, with that, I hope that y'all, perhaps enjoy this edit, and have a good day/night.
Ooof, it's nearly half past 2 AM here ^^''
(I'm feeling reluctant to make this edit public, but I shall do so! Again, it's okay to not always be strong and at your best ^^'')
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Song: Mixed Matches - Dark
Program: Vegas Pro 14
Layers: 15
Media: Hunter x Hunter (1999)
Time taken: ~1 and a half hours
*Flicker warning*
This isn't a vent edit, and I don't relate to these lyrics, but this is simply an outlet for my emotions. Or, maybe it could be a vent edit, depending on how you look at it, but yes.
This day simply wasn't too fantastic for me and I've been feeling anxious, in part because of school, but in a larger part for uh, another reason, but I don't really feel like sharing that one bc it might be a little silly. Or not, I'm not sure. I'm sure that one will come to pass eventually though.
For now, I suppose y'all can have this edit. This can be thought of as an edit with an emotional/personal touch, I suppose.
I hope I'll be able to gather up some motivation to do stuff like school work and other things too, again. Today I've just had next to none to do anything at all, and I'm not feeling great about that.
Anyways, I wanted this edit to have a muted vibe to reflect my feelings. I actually opted to add a ''bass only'' (nearly) sound effect during the whole duration of the video to make it sound more muffled.
Adding the chain png/overlay here was a spontaneous decision, I just simply noticed them in my textures folder and thought ''what if i just go ahead and add some chains to this'', and plus, I guess that makes the video look less, boring.
To be honest, I may or may not be having a little point again where anxiety is starting to tumble down on me again and I'm starting to feel less strong again as a result of that. That's kind of something I've been struggling with ever since late Summer of last year. I suppose it's okay to not be strong all of the time, and it's also okay to have days where days don't go very well or you're not able to be very productive no matter what you do. That could be a more positive note.
I suppose that's all I wanna say about this. Some of my late-night rambles, I suppose ^^''
So then, with that, I hope that y'all, perhaps enjoy this edit, and have a good day/night.
Ooof, it's nearly half past 2 AM here ^^''
(I'm feeling reluctant to make this edit public, but I shall do so! Again, it's okay to not always be strong and at your best ^^'')
~
Song: Mixed Matches - Dark
Program: Vegas Pro 14
Layers: 15
Media: Hunter x Hunter (1999)
Time taken: ~1 and a half hours
![Car Radio. (vent) [ Featuring EnchantedNebula ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/neF8hXSCymw/mqdefault.jpg "Car Radio. (vent) [ Featuring EnchantedNebula ]
(Not a collab project)
Hi everyone, this one is going to be a more serious upload. This is a vent edit that Ive made featuring the thoughts and ideas of my dear girlfriend, EnchantedNebula, and it was something I created as an outlet for, mostly her but also a bit of myself in this, to let out everything thats been bogging our minds. In this description well share both of our own vents. Content warning: suicidal thoughts.
Starting off, I want to say that this video has characters that we use as our representations: Katie is Shadow, while Im Wei (and I added a bit of Leon Kennedy - to clarify - i dont relate to Leon as a character, but for the purposes of this vent I used voice lines of his that i relate to in my own way, and other short clips of him that are vague - simply because I felt inspired to use clips of him too, as a character that I like. Mostly focusing on Wei). Scenes with masks and multiple characters are something we both relate to in the lyrics.
Im very glad to be able to create this for my girlfriend. Without further ado, below will be the vents. (Full vents can be read in the pinned comment, as they are longer.)
TL;DR:
Katie: Ive been through a shit ton of trauma in my life. I am still going through a lot of trauma even now. This has led me to have near constant depressive/suicidal thoughts. Hardly anyone understands my story when I talk about it, and is usually quick to dismiss me overall.
Me: Last semester of uni, been struggling with procrastination, managing a part-time job (that I was eventually, sadly, let go of) and overall being very overwhelmed, largely just existing - getting to the end of the week, every week. Ive been very worried about Katie and doing all in my strength to help her and spend time with her. I hope that the next chapter of my life, whichever it may be, can be more gentle than some of the previous ones.
A bit about the video itself: Making this took a bit of trial and error, but thats expected. Katie and I both talked about how we would want this video to look, and formed our clip, effect ideas together. Had to change some clips around or replace some with other ones, and i think by the end, we managed to create something that, I think, not only is emotional and deep, but also serves pretty well as a standalone edit too - some scene combinations turned out quite well. Likewise it also took some time to blend the audio together to where it sounds natural - these sections of the song were quite distant from each other, so it was interesting to try to blend them. At one point we even thought about editing with the full song, but decided against it because of not relating to all of the lyrics in the full song, and gradually decreasing capacity to edit this for a long time (for me).
I wanted to play around with text sizes in this project, thats something I started doing to emphasize certain words over others in the same sentence, and thus I started to like how these different text sizes look together.
I have another edit I want to make public soon, once I work on the description and thumbnail some more!
Apologies for the lack of uploads and quiet during these couple months. I should have time very soon to get back to you all - thank you for your sweet comments 💜
I hope things have been treating you all okay.
See yall in the next upload! I wish you all a good and safe day/night ^^
~
Song: Twenty One Pilots - Car Radio
Programs: Vegas Pro 18, After Effects CC 2021
Layers:
Media: Shadow the Hedgehog (different Sonic media that he is in), Mo Dao Zu Shi, Resident Evil 4 Remake, Resident Evil Requiem, Resident Evil: Vendetta")
![[FSS] Ratchet & Sonic | What a Wonderful World [ Collab with @EnchantedNebula ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oq9lojtpXG0/mqdefault.jpg "[FSS] Ratchet & Sonic | What a Wonderful World [ Collab with @EnchantedNebula ]
Yaaaay im so happy this is done!!~ Lets goooo!!! c:
This is a collab my girlfriend, Enchi, and i started in late June of last year - Enchi was very diligent and finished her parts very early, while it took me much longer to finish mine. She was the one to suggest this song and theme for the collab, and i think we both did super well in sticking to the dark-style vibe throughout this video, and crafting it well uwu You can read more about our creative inspiration on her upload of this!
From what i recall, we mightve had some other kind of full collab in mind? Was it with a Celldweller song-? oh! yes it was actually - but that idea fell out, and we decided go with something more relaxed (relatively) and easier to edit with, so we could get this done quicker.
Initially it was really hard for me to edit with this song bc i wasnt very inspired by it, i especially struggled when making my first part (among for other reasons), but i was able to find inspiration in my own way, eventually!
When hearing this song more, i felt something of a contradiction between the peaceful lyrics and the dramatic, intense orchestral(?) music. I wanted to capture this in my own parts - something of a wonderful, perfect world that isnt actually all that wonderful Or perfect, and instead is filled with negative emotions and situations.
All of my parts in this collab, in order, were quite literally made during different phases of my life this past year.
First part of mine here was done when entering a low point in my life, second - basically the very reason why i regained joy in editing and in general again, third and fourth - made very recently, during my inspired but tired era - still some flashes of my previous inspiration left, but uni is making me sleep deprived.
Extremely happy with the results of my own parts even given how much has changed over this past year, and im super proud of my girlfriend for her parts!~ woohoo!!~ uwu
This project is alsooo a @FlamingStarsStudio project!! :3 Enchis old studio which has now been revived!! 🎉 c:
I had loads of fun working on this collab in the end, and i hope yall enjoy watching it tooo!~
And ill be happy to work with u on another collab sometime, honey~ ;D x3
And with that, i wish you all a wonderful (hehe) day/night! ^w^
~
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Xg38VAAC0k
Programs: Vegas Pro 18, Vegas Pro 20, Photoshop CC 2020, After Effects CC 2021
Layers: help - too many
Media: Ratchet & Clank, Sonic The Hedgehog
Time taken: 1 year and nearly 4 months")
![Why do you c a r e for me? [ Partial vent ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qS-G5kUrnE0/mqdefault.jpg "Why do you c a r e for me? [ Partial vent ]
Please watch in HD, if you can!
So then, I suppose I wanna start off by saying that this didnt start off as a vent edit, but kind of ended up being one by the end.
I simply feel as if I need to put my emotions as of late somewhere.
I guess I wanna first say that I havent really edited any of my personal projects since last Friday. I didnt touch any editing program unless I needed it for school, as...I felt like I had lost a lot of my confidence to edit.
This began last Friday when I showed some of my videos to my graphic design teacher, and she congratulated me for making really good videos, and she did like them, but she recommended that the next time I try making something, I extend some of the effects bc, as a viewer, it can be hard to read all of the text and pay attention to all of the big effects at once. I have noticed this in my videos as well, but my intention in moments like that is that, if someone wants to, they can pause to read. Although, yes, I understand that not always this can work and whatnot. Perhaps I should have shown her some more edits where I edit with slower songs, as I ended up showing her my fast paced edits, for the most part. Anyways, I was glad that she liked them and whatnot, but after we parted, I found myself overthinking, thinking that if she mentioned that something is off, everything I make must be bad. I knew that that mustnt have been the case, but I still kept drilling this into my mind nonetheless, and I felt like I began to dislike even the videos of mine that I was proud of in the past. As if everything had now begun to look bad, hard to watch.
These thoughts ultimately made me lose my confidence in what I make.
This was the first project I started and made since then, and it only happened because I found this song today and slowly felt some ideas come to me. Before this I had another song idea, for if I were to potentially start editing again, but I scrapped that idea.
My own skepticism started after I set the clips. My clip choices here were quite strange, but I rolled with it bc I thought they were unique, similar to the sound of this song.
After a while of setting effects and text, I had begun to feel like Im simply out of loop with editing. I wasnt happy with what I was making. And I wasnt even after I realized and fixed some little things I didnt like. I contemplated quitting this project for now and going to something else, but honestly, remembering how complex and all-over-the-place my other projects in the making are, I began to feel overwhelmed, and so I stayed with this project.
So yes, I was mainly going for a clean kind of look for this edit.
As I was editing, I felt like I was somehow taking in the vibes of the song or something.
Aaand only after rendering did I feel like the result was pretty good. And this fact kinda surprised me. So after I saw some little things I could add or improve on, I readily went back and did the things. So I rendered this twice. The second time it took 16 minutes or so, which is very good!
Ah, and how could I forget to mention? I decided to try the camera movement thing in AE again with the clip at 0:06, and I also attempted to do an effect Ive seen on text, where it starts typing random letters at first and then types on, and the result is the actual word.
All and all I also wanna mention that Ive been feeling just, emotionally tired for a while now. Weeks have been passing by with me simply waiting for the weekend to come, but I suppose thats what happens at school. I guess the thing Im waiting for the most now is more sleep and a break. Already. I just...wanna regain some excitement, yknow? Its tiring to live only waiting for days to pass. Now dont get me wrong, I do enjoy most of the lessons at school, minus a couple, but they simply dont make me super excited.
So yeah, I suppose that is all I wanted to say.
I hope that yall enjoy this edit, and you all have a good day/night!
(Its past 1 AM, oh dear! I need to go to bed ^^)
(Also, just so yall know, as of typing this I havent gotten to replying to your nice comments yet, but I hopefully will eventually ^^)
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Song: Billie Eilish - Bury A Friend
Programs: Sony Vegas Pro 14, Adobe After Effects CC 2018
Layer: 20 in SV, 5 in AE
Time taken: 7 hours
Media: Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core")
![Hollow Ichigo ; Britney Spears Megamix [ Will it make me feel better? Lets see ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/rADBhusQQd0/mqdefault.jpg "Hollow Ichigo ; Britney Spears Megamix [ Will it make me feel better? Lets see ]
Please watch in HD ^^
So, yesterday I wasnt feeling very well, emotionally, but after talking it out with my girlfriend and also getting some kind and reassuring words from her, I started to feel better slowly ^^ And after this, I also started to get an idea for what else I could do to help myself feel better. My idea, was this XD Since Ive recently been listening to slowed down versions of Britneys songs, and since I am The Hype Train when doing something regarding Hollow Ichigo, or Hichigo, I decided that this could be neat to try out, and also very random XD Plus, I used to be a big Britney fan, so making this was quite nostalgic XD
Now of course my intention wasnt to make the character fit the lyrics, or make the clips fit the lyrics, but I think I still unconsciously tried to make the scenes fit the lyrics XD
I figured this could be just something I could slap together, to make myself feel better.
But, to my surprise, I actually got quite in the zone while editing this, and got super into it XD
It started with me deciding to put together songs, because I had a couple songs to choose from, and my gf suggested making a megamix XD These were the songs I wanted to choose from, plus Break The Ice, but I dropped that one eventually, as I felt it didnt fit into anything here.
Im not sure if the audio ended up being the best, but eh, it works ^^
After setting up the audio, I wasnt sure if I could have motivation to edit for much longer, but surely enough - I finished setting the clips and doing most of the effects and transitions in the same evening. Actually, I was shocked that the _flow_ of this was even turning out to be good. I nearly got shivers at one point, when watching the video back, bc it it felt like everything was falling into place perfectly lol
Kind of like... this shouldnt work, but Im still making it work XD
And yesterday I also decided that I would do the coloring and any overlays last, and I had decided on an aesthetic for each song too ^^ Regarding what could be the main colors, and what the diffusion could be for each song - I wanted I Wanna Go to be blue, If U Seek Amy to be pink, and Circus to be a mix of b&w and orange ^^
Today, I fixed up some little things, and then intended to create a pre-comp project where I could make the coloring and whatnot, but apparently, even if I had disabled the resample on both my first project and that one, it still gave me resample on the video, and I didnt want to work with that. But, I used this to my advantage, to at least make a balanced coloring for each part, where it wouldnt be too bright or too dark ^^ After making the coloring, I rendered the first project, and then put the video back into Vegas to add those colorings, rsmb, and also overlays ^^
I ended up rendering this twice, because the first time, the first part was too bright. III dont remember how long it took to render the second time, but it took 10 or so minutes to render the first time, I think? ^^
So yeah! Thats about all I have to say about this - it was a lot of fun to make :3
I hope that yall enjoy this edit! c:
~
Songs: Britney Spears - I Wanna Go, If U Seek Amy, Circus (slowed)
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 14
Layers: 19 all together (13 in first project, 6 in second, when adding colorings + overlays)
Time taken: ~8 hours
Media: Bleach")
