Uploaded May 2021 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago

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=== Relief ===
End of the line. Resurrection has succeeded, together with the confession.
What next?
Should we take the responsiblity... or live as nothing happened?
Or, maybe we can request next confession? This one's done anyway. It became the past now.
It reminds me of my own conscience.
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Chapter timeline:
0:00 Admission
3:32 Penance
14:40 Improvement
30:35 Reconciliation
39:24 Promise
44:48 Future
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"Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me."
John 11:41-42 NIV
Then, Lazarus came out of his grave. And now, I am the Lazarus, who has been brought back to life by the higher power, and eventually could fix what he has done to this world and to the other people. Still a human, making mistakes, carefully writing down what has been done.
First step to do is to confess own sins. Not like "ok, it's finally done, I'm pure now". Using own words, rather focus on particular things than overview.
Thus I may do it wrong. But once I'll open my eyes for a 1000th time, I might be able to notice my fails, things that were done in a wrong way - or weren't done at all. Still, it is not a process that can be done once and forever. It's constant changing of own soul, making myself easier to live with for other people and being aware of own faults.
That's what faith and love is... right?
It isn't a statement. It is a question.

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Cat./Track number: SWAN-197/33
Release: Confession of Lazarus [CoL] @ Speedcore Worldwide archive.org/details/SWAN-197
Module: Peripheral
Genre(s)/BPM: Other/Mix/190 (root)
Used scales: B Minor H/B Phrygian Dominant/B Minor N/B Phrygian/F# Phrygian Dominant/E Minor H/D Major N
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