![[IO2M] 01. Diabarha - Its Just Relapse @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eWblanT8SEQ/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2024 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
=== _IT'S JUST RELAPSE ===
There is that one girl, Ilda. She sees many things during the day, but she's no hero. Maybe of her own, as nobody else can see, hear, witness neither experience what she does.
She remembers some people from her childhood, approximately 10 years ago. They also went unnoticed by another people.
She doesn't visit the doctor, because what for? To get sick?
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: It's Just Relapse
Track number: 01/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark Techno/House 115 BPM
Used scale(s): E Phrygian
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
=== _IT'S JUST RELAPSE ===
There is that one girl, Ilda. She sees many things during the day, but she's no hero. Maybe of her own, as nobody else can see, hear, witness neither experience what she does.
She remembers some people from her childhood, approximately 10 years ago. They also went unnoticed by another people.
She doesn't visit the doctor, because what for? To get sick?
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: It's Just Relapse
Track number: 01/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark Techno/House 115 BPM
Used scale(s): E Phrygian
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
![[IO2M] 01. Diabarha - Its Just Relapse](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eWblanT8SEQ/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 01. Diabarha - Its Just Relapse
_ITS JUST RELAPSE
There is that one girl, Ilda. She sees many things during the day, but shes no hero. Maybe of her own, as nobody else can see, hear, witness neither experience what she does.
She remembers some people from her childhood, approximately 10 years ago. They also went unnoticed by another people.
She doesnt visit the doctor, because what for? To get sick?
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Its Just Relapse
Track number: 01/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Dark Techno/House 115 BPM
Used scale(s): E Phrygian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[SKRD4EVER V.A.] Diabarha - Are You Awake](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eZeDlAzs1GU/mqdefault.jpg "[SKRD4EVER V.A.] Diabarha - Are You Awake
Oficially released, SKRD4EVER V.A. Core Army VOL.1! Check up other tracks and download:
https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/v-a-core-army-vol-1
Genre/BPM: Splittercore 870BPM (base 145BPM)
Used scale: D Minor harmonic
Related to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_mz6mdyWZw
Background image: https://www.peakpx.com/en/hd-wallpaper-desktop-alqws
Voice sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v 0ydXFx8e2M")
![[Extratone Mix] Glitch Obsession #017 (Quirina) @ FZ2, 22.11.2025 @ Krefeld, Germany](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eZy41lGqdSo/mqdefault.jpg "[Extratone Mix] Glitch Obsession #017 (Quirina) @ FZ2, 22.11.2025 @ Krefeld, Germany
With all SKRD onboard, we decided to go into Forbidden Zone 2 this time, hosted by Speedcore Italia. This is a recording of my live set, so far probably the hardest/fastest one.
The soundsystem was truly strong and good. Until next time!
Event name: Forbidden Zone 2
Event date: 22 November 2025
Location: Krefeld, Germany
Background image: own drawing (https://i.ibb.co/BHTmjRPy/go-017-quirina.jpg)
Tracklist
00:00 [CoL] (postponed)
01:19 [IO2M] In My Walls
02:36 [IO2M] Vindictive Toy
04:31 [-] Random Mashup VII (deepweeb)
05:03 [-] Random Mashup VI (full auto)
07:32 [HP] Steel Chains on My Wrists x [Rupture] Rupture
12:18 [CM] Honour
14:06 [ANP] 16C Dragonbreath
15:47 [IOTM] 40s Splittercore x [ANP] 9C Wrong Place
17:14 [OB] Outcast
18:37 [-] I WANT TO COMMUNICATE x [OB] Plastic Dad II
21:32 [OB] No Rest
23:16 [ANP] 9A Whats Your Name II
24:59 [Cold] I AM PREY
27:24 [SAR-016] Lucidogram - Amputation x [SAR-019] Antcubingx - Limbless
29:58 [CoL] Storm x [HP] Painful World
31:56 [Rupture] Eerie Feeling
33:42 [IO2M] All The Things x [Cold] Palliation A x [IOTM] The Asylum
36:13 [PURGE] Death Row x [CoL] Throttle Leak
37:46 [IOTM] Paranoid
39:05 [Cold] Banshee x [SAR-018] Lucidogram - Illusion
40:01 [PRP] Awakesy! - Breaking Point x [SAR-016] Antcubingx - Mute
41:01 [-] Round Wave Crusher - Born in 1600 BPM x [SAR-014/PoD] Brain Damage
43:22 (outro)")
![[Breakcore] 22. Diabarha - Relic](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/eqqTGX-dw4g/mqdefault.jpg "[Breakcore] 22. Diabarha - Relic
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 29; observation notes from 02.07.2020
Patient was hospitalized on 30.06.2020 around 2AM after report from his wife. The initial symptoms were recognized by paramedics as anxiety and panic attack.
Often looks through the window and sits on the floor near to bed; restlessly walks in his room with hands kept in pockets, looks around as if searching for particular object. Regularly asks if there were any road accidents or phone calls to him since last interview. Considerable insomnia-related sleep deprivation and lack of appetite, registered significant weight loss over last month.
Interviews with patient and his family show that the patient has been a witness of fatal car crash about two months ago and performed an unsuccessful first aid attempt; the victim of accident was confirmed dead after the ambulance arrived.
Can be released home if panic attacks will not reoccur. It is recommended for patient to look for adequate therapy.
~~~
Title: Relic
Track number: 22/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Breakcore 230BPM
Used scale(s): G# Minor H
Module: Anxious/Morning
Background image: https://wallpapercrafter.com/150551-anime-anime-girls-fantasy-girl-blood-death-snow-animal-ears-torn-clothes.html
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[IO2M] 16. Nobody to Talk](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f0bAOBAZqaA/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 16. Nobody to Talk
_NOBODY TO TALK
Or, when anyone you know suddenly disappears from your life and out your sight. Ilda was left by her parents when she was a child, abandoned by her friends, and now everyone that resided inside her head also disappeared. Feeling clean and light, she remains quiet through the days, barely doing anything since she often loses balance for unknown reason and her hands dont work as they used to.
This will continue until shes out of these needles.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Nobody to Talk
Track number: 16/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 580 BPM
Used scale(s): B Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Speedcore] 11. Diabarha - Girl From Kaleidoscope](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f5uG6ZMtcM4/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] 11. Diabarha - Girl From Kaleidoscope
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 46; notes found in personal diary at clinic of mental health:
02.05.2022
Dear diary, today Id like to tell you about one person Ive met in the past.
She was a truly beauty, like I thought she could never agree for a date. And only 3 years younger.
Turned out we are both interested in chess. And she wasnt quiet all the time, shes been really talkative. She was wearing long dresses, just as I like.
Unfortunately, I had to break up with her, because she was also messy and never cleaned up after herself. Not my type.
*unknown date*
Dear diary, today I want to share another sad love story with you.
Once Ive met a woman, 11 years younger than me. Shes been 24 years old at that time, and still wanted to party... yes, I remember that energy when I was at her age. We kissed, we had a bit of intimacy, we were spending time at nightclubs and bars, sometimes playing darts. It was a good time.
But she didnt want to go to the theater, for example. Cinema was also boring for her. So we sticked to more nightclubs and local bars.
After 4 months of knowing each other, she just texted me that Im too boring for her and never picked up her phone again.
15.05.2022
Dear diary, now Im here with you. Cant you tell the reason why the people are so different? There are so much differences we simply dont understand each other anymore. I want to meet someone, I dont have much time left.
I have already given up arts, as I dont have many ideas as well.
I didnt play chess for long time, since my friend from here got out of hospital about 2 months ago.
I cant go out, so dont mention theater or cinema, and I dont want to watch TV.
Youre the only thing I have left.
*trace of a kiss*
~~~
Title: Girl From Kaleidoscope
Track number: 11/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 360BPM
Used scale(s): E Minor H
Module: Depressing/Evening
Background image: https://rare-gallery.com/417997-maid-maid-outfit-gloves-bell-anime-girls-anime-dark.html
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[IO2M] 36. Diabarha - At Night (full version)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fGBhB_PnISI/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 36. Diabarha - At Night (full version)
_AT NIGHT (FULL VERSION)
There is also you in this story. You, who is haunted by nightmares and visions during sleep. You cant wake up until you find that person who cared the most about you.
You raise your head up. There is unknown woman sitting in front of you, at the opposite side of the table. You cant see her face drown in shadow. She smokes in silence, probably waiting for you to begin with your own story.
Read the full novel, written as scenario for this song:
[Polish] https://www.wattpad.com/story/382967792-at-night-noc%C4%85-original-polish-version-oryginalna (original)
[English] https://www.wattpad.com/story/381228057-at-night-english-translation
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Short version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvF9d8FcanY
The main ideas for the story come from own dreams and nightmares; I wont tell which exactly I experienced, because I want it to be a continuous story, not just a bunch of separate ones, but many *actual* dreams were included.
It all started from one dream (around 2014/15) that I remembered, and felt so real that I woke up out of stress. Through years, the idea evolved into a scenario (spoiler: look for a woman whose name starts with K), then into a song (see At Night short version), next into a video game that I have never finished nor published, and finally into this novel, then my longest song ever based on novel. It all started from a short, single dream, and extended piece by piece, over years became a wide universe inside my imagination.
Whole IO2M (and therefore, the original IOTM) is also somehow related with this universe.
Work of my life, now I can finally rest. Peace.
~~~
Title: At Night (full version)
Track number: 36/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: (various)
Used scale(s): (various)
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background drawing is one of my OCs.
Timeline
0:00:00 1A The Train
0:12:48 1B Right Decision
0:22:21 2A Inside Me
0:29:48 2B Wall
0:40:58 3A Rescue Operation
1:02:20 3B Surrounded by Unknown
1:08:08 4A Kitchen
1:13:20 4B Tracking the Chaser
1:22:03 4C Labirynth
1:32:04 5A Open Plain
1:43:08 5B Go Deeper
1:49:44 6A Room
1:54:46 6B In Despair and Tears
2:00:00 6C My Love Forever
2:09:37 6D Ruthless
2:13:52 6E Tooth Fairy
2:17:11 7A No Mans Land
2:32:40 7B Chaplain
2:47:52 8A Flawed Memory
2:58:49 8B Dead Like Them
3:09:26 8C Whats Your Name I
3:17:40 9A Whats Your Name II
3:23:11 9B Void City
3:36:00 9C Wrong Place
3:48:16 10A Down The Stream
3:51:40 10B Good Old Days
3:55:04 10C Hatchery
3:59:00 10D Lost My Hope
4:05:33 11A Grey Shore
4:18:07 11B Denny & Hettie
4:29:41 12A Scarcity
4:38:39 12B Whisper Runaway
4:44:55 12C Blindfolded
4:54:49 13A Fresh Meat
5:03:30 13B Hall of Darkness
5:14:41 14A At the Bottom Stars
5:26:55 14B Everywhere and Anytime
5:41:24 14C Your Majesty
5:50:08 15A Hostile Meadows
6:00:00 15B Path of Eternity
6:18:32 15C Gatekeepers
6:29:45 16A Chamber Escape
6:35:55 16B Reflected Terror
6:45:27 16C Dragonbreath
6:55:28 17A Static Nightmare
7:10:53 17B Reversed Battle
7:23:33 17C Tornado
7:38:05 18A Come to Me
7:53:24 18B null")
![[IO2M] 18. Diabarha - Obedient Junk](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fMYdJi53-OE/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 18. Diabarha - Obedient Junk
_OBEDIENT JUNK
In the hospital they asked Ilda if there is domestic violence, because she had multiple bruices, scratches and wounds.
Yes, she replied with a smile.
They asked her again, who did it. Because she was never married.
~~~
For my love to thee
You belong to me
I own you fully
As far as you see
Blood for blood for us
Relation it does
Youll be on my side
You will never hide
~Ildas imaginary husband
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Obedient Junk
Track number: 18/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 616 BPM
Used scale(s): D Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Steampunk Machine] 04. Diabarha - Dirty Revolution](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fYZ2sTVnlkk/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 04. Diabarha - Dirty Revolution
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Dirty Revolution
Track number: 04/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Uptempo 230 BPM
Used scale(s): G Minor, D Minor
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://wallpaperaccess.com/full/319864.jpg")
![[Cold LP] 07. Diabarha - Deep Woods](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fYa5v79qVo0/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 07. Diabarha - Deep Woods
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Shes in a small wooden house, forest, the middle of nowhere. Trying to tune up the radio to confirm the transmission is real.
She knows that something else is watching her. She ignores that. Maybe it will go away.
Even if it tried to politely knock to the door. And politely scratched it. Politely damaged the window.
It is around there.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 7/10
Terror (emotional): 8.5/10
Creepiness: 6/10
Info
Title: Deep Woods
Track number: 07/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 360 BPM
Used scale(s): A# Minor H
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[LOVECORE 3] Metronome](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fiir_giFuLc/mqdefault.jpg "[LOVECORE 3] Metronome
Metronome
How do you show your love? Cant you just say it right into my eyes? Oh, how petite you are, little woman. Come on, dont be shy.
Maybe youre just too shy. Thats alright, babe... I know people often refrain from showing emotions...
...or you want to leave me? Now and forever, and thus you dont want to say it out loud? Do it. Do it, I dare you to! It wont hurt me!
Okay, if you dont want to, its alright. Id like some romanticism in our relationship anyway... Ill do my best; I promise. I just...
...just wanted to live the eternity! Dont you want to have a funeral, only two of us in a single coffin? And where are you going, are you breaking up with me?! NOW, when there are candles on the table, just like we will have them lit on our grave?!
Right. Im sorry, maybe it was too explicit to say. How about a cup of warm tea? Yeah, that should relax you and set into proper mood...
...when you will finally love me. This isnt just a tea; it is our love mixture, you can sign that cup right here. Ill bring the knife, you cant use this teaspoon.
Are you going home now? Shame; Ill miss you too. See you next time, darling, yeah, dont worry about me. Do you want a ride?
...I can give you the ride every day. Just be calm, and dont scream... because you wont miss me, but you may miss your legs. At least you wont walk away unintentionally... isnt that a small price for being with me?
I will taste what you eat. I will feel what you wear. I will put everyone threatening you, next to you, onto separate wheels. We are going to create a history, become one entity, live one afterlife. Together. Forever.
~~~
Album: LOVECORE 3
Download link: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 132.zip
Background image: https://cutewallpaper.org/22/anime-girl-yandere-wallpapers/anime-girl-yandere-wallpapers-wallpaper-cave.png
SKRD homepage: http://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php")
