![[IO2M] 16. Nobody to Talk @Diabarha](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f0bAOBAZqaA/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded November 2024 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
=== _NOBODY TO TALK ===
Or, when anyone you know suddenly disappears from your life and out your sight. Ilda was left by her parents when she was a child, abandoned by her friends, and now everyone that resided inside her head also disappeared. Feeling clean and light, she remains quiet through the days, barely doing anything since she often loses balance for unknown reason and her hands don't work as they used to.
This will continue until she's out of these needles.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Nobody to Talk
Track number: 16/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 580 BPM
Used scale(s): B Minor H
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
=== _NOBODY TO TALK ===
Or, when anyone you know suddenly disappears from your life and out your sight. Ilda was left by her parents when she was a child, abandoned by her friends, and now everyone that resided inside her head also disappeared. Feeling clean and light, she remains quiet through the days, barely doing anything since she often loses balance for unknown reason and her hands don't work as they used to.
This will continue until she's out of these needles.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2M's general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Nobody to Talk
Track number: 16/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 580 BPM
Used scale(s): B Minor H
YT playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.
![[IO2M] 16. Nobody to Talk](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f0bAOBAZqaA/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 16. Nobody to Talk
_NOBODY TO TALK
Or, when anyone you know suddenly disappears from your life and out your sight. Ilda was left by her parents when she was a child, abandoned by her friends, and now everyone that resided inside her head also disappeared. Feeling clean and light, she remains quiet through the days, barely doing anything since she often loses balance for unknown reason and her hands dont work as they used to.
This will continue until shes out of these needles.
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Nobody to Talk
Track number: 16/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 580 BPM
Used scale(s): B Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Speedcore] 11. Diabarha - Girl From Kaleidoscope](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/f5uG6ZMtcM4/mqdefault.jpg "[Speedcore] 11. Diabarha - Girl From Kaleidoscope
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Male, 46; notes found in personal diary at clinic of mental health:
02.05.2022
Dear diary, today Id like to tell you about one person Ive met in the past.
She was a truly beauty, like I thought she could never agree for a date. And only 3 years younger.
Turned out we are both interested in chess. And she wasnt quiet all the time, shes been really talkative. She was wearing long dresses, just as I like.
Unfortunately, I had to break up with her, because she was also messy and never cleaned up after herself. Not my type.
*unknown date*
Dear diary, today I want to share another sad love story with you.
Once Ive met a woman, 11 years younger than me. Shes been 24 years old at that time, and still wanted to party... yes, I remember that energy when I was at her age. We kissed, we had a bit of intimacy, we were spending time at nightclubs and bars, sometimes playing darts. It was a good time.
But she didnt want to go to the theater, for example. Cinema was also boring for her. So we sticked to more nightclubs and local bars.
After 4 months of knowing each other, she just texted me that Im too boring for her and never picked up her phone again.
15.05.2022
Dear diary, now Im here with you. Cant you tell the reason why the people are so different? There are so much differences we simply dont understand each other anymore. I want to meet someone, I dont have much time left.
I have already given up arts, as I dont have many ideas as well.
I didnt play chess for long time, since my friend from here got out of hospital about 2 months ago.
I cant go out, so dont mention theater or cinema, and I dont want to watch TV.
Youre the only thing I have left.
*trace of a kiss*
~~~
Title: Girl From Kaleidoscope
Track number: 11/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 360BPM
Used scale(s): E Minor H
Module: Depressing/Evening
Background image: https://rare-gallery.com/417997-maid-maid-outfit-gloves-bell-anime-girls-anime-dark.html
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[IO2M] 36. Diabarha - At Night (full version)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fGBhB_PnISI/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 36. Diabarha - At Night (full version)
_AT NIGHT (FULL VERSION)
There is also you in this story. You, who is haunted by nightmares and visions during sleep. You cant wake up until you find that person who cared the most about you.
You raise your head up. There is unknown woman sitting in front of you, at the opposite side of the table. You cant see her face drown in shadow. She smokes in silence, probably waiting for you to begin with your own story.
Read the full novel, written as scenario for this song:
[Polish] https://www.wattpad.com/story/382967792-at-night-noc%C4%85-original-polish-version-oryginalna (original)
[English] https://www.wattpad.com/story/381228057-at-night-english-translation
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Short version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvF9d8FcanY
The main ideas for the story come from own dreams and nightmares; I wont tell which exactly I experienced, because I want it to be a continuous story, not just a bunch of separate ones, but many *actual* dreams were included.
It all started from one dream (around 2014/15) that I remembered, and felt so real that I woke up out of stress. Through years, the idea evolved into a scenario (spoiler: look for a woman whose name starts with K), then into a song (see At Night short version), next into a video game that I have never finished nor published, and finally into this novel, then my longest song ever based on novel. It all started from a short, single dream, and extended piece by piece, over years became a wide universe inside my imagination.
Whole IO2M (and therefore, the original IOTM) is also somehow related with this universe.
Work of my life, now I can finally rest. Peace.
~~~
Title: At Night (full version)
Track number: 36/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: (various)
Used scale(s): (various)
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background drawing is one of my OCs.
Timeline
0:00:00 1A The Train
0:12:48 1B Right Decision
0:22:21 2A Inside Me
0:29:48 2B Wall
0:40:58 3A Rescue Operation
1:02:20 3B Surrounded by Unknown
1:08:08 4A Kitchen
1:13:20 4B Tracking the Chaser
1:22:03 4C Labirynth
1:32:04 5A Open Plain
1:43:08 5B Go Deeper
1:49:44 6A Room
1:54:46 6B In Despair and Tears
2:00:00 6C My Love Forever
2:09:37 6D Ruthless
2:13:52 6E Tooth Fairy
2:17:11 7A No Mans Land
2:32:40 7B Chaplain
2:47:52 8A Flawed Memory
2:58:49 8B Dead Like Them
3:09:26 8C Whats Your Name I
3:17:40 9A Whats Your Name II
3:23:11 9B Void City
3:36:00 9C Wrong Place
3:48:16 10A Down The Stream
3:51:40 10B Good Old Days
3:55:04 10C Hatchery
3:59:00 10D Lost My Hope
4:05:33 11A Grey Shore
4:18:07 11B Denny & Hettie
4:29:41 12A Scarcity
4:38:39 12B Whisper Runaway
4:44:55 12C Blindfolded
4:54:49 13A Fresh Meat
5:03:30 13B Hall of Darkness
5:14:41 14A At the Bottom Stars
5:26:55 14B Everywhere and Anytime
5:41:24 14C Your Majesty
5:50:08 15A Hostile Meadows
6:00:00 15B Path of Eternity
6:18:32 15C Gatekeepers
6:29:45 16A Chamber Escape
6:35:55 16B Reflected Terror
6:45:27 16C Dragonbreath
6:55:28 17A Static Nightmare
7:10:53 17B Reversed Battle
7:23:33 17C Tornado
7:38:05 18A Come to Me
7:53:24 18B null")
![[IO2M] 18. Diabarha - Obedient Junk](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fMYdJi53-OE/mqdefault.jpg "[IO2M] 18. Diabarha - Obedient Junk
_OBEDIENT JUNK
In the hospital they asked Ilda if there is domestic violence, because she had multiple bruices, scratches and wounds.
Yes, she replied with a smile.
They asked her again, who did it. Because she was never married.
~~~
For my love to thee
You belong to me
I own you fully
As far as you see
Blood for blood for us
Relation it does
Youll be on my side
You will never hide
~Ildas imaginary husband
~~~
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
IO2Ms general purpose is to spread the awareness about mental health problems.
~~~
Title: Obedient Junk
Track number: 18/36
Release title: Ilda Owns Two Masters (IO2M)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 616 BPM
Used scale(s): D Minor H
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCEPYjpZo0TT8UvMZJ7dsmD
Netlabel: SKRD4EVER
Release/download link: https://skrd4ever.bandcamp.com/album/diabarha-ilda-owns-two-masters
Background GIFs were found in Google and Tenor. All rights belong to their creators.")
![[Steampunk Machine] 04. Diabarha - Dirty Revolution](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fYZ2sTVnlkk/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 04. Diabarha - Dirty Revolution
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Dirty Revolution
Track number: 04/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Uptempo 230 BPM
Used scale(s): G Minor, D Minor
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://wallpaperaccess.com/full/319864.jpg")
![[Cold LP] 07. Diabarha - Deep Woods](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fYa5v79qVo0/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 07. Diabarha - Deep Woods
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
Shes in a small wooden house, forest, the middle of nowhere. Trying to tune up the radio to confirm the transmission is real.
She knows that something else is watching her. She ignores that. Maybe it will go away.
Even if it tried to politely knock to the door. And politely scratched it. Politely damaged the window.
It is around there.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 7/10
Terror (emotional): 8.5/10
Creepiness: 6/10
Info
Title: Deep Woods
Track number: 07/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Speedcore 360 BPM
Used scale(s): A# Minor H
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[LOVECORE 3] Metronome](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fiir_giFuLc/mqdefault.jpg "[LOVECORE 3] Metronome
Metronome
How do you show your love? Cant you just say it right into my eyes? Oh, how petite you are, little woman. Come on, dont be shy.
Maybe youre just too shy. Thats alright, babe... I know people often refrain from showing emotions...
...or you want to leave me? Now and forever, and thus you dont want to say it out loud? Do it. Do it, I dare you to! It wont hurt me!
Okay, if you dont want to, its alright. Id like some romanticism in our relationship anyway... Ill do my best; I promise. I just...
...just wanted to live the eternity! Dont you want to have a funeral, only two of us in a single coffin? And where are you going, are you breaking up with me?! NOW, when there are candles on the table, just like we will have them lit on our grave?!
Right. Im sorry, maybe it was too explicit to say. How about a cup of warm tea? Yeah, that should relax you and set into proper mood...
...when you will finally love me. This isnt just a tea; it is our love mixture, you can sign that cup right here. Ill bring the knife, you cant use this teaspoon.
Are you going home now? Shame; Ill miss you too. See you next time, darling, yeah, dont worry about me. Do you want a ride?
...I can give you the ride every day. Just be calm, and dont scream... because you wont miss me, but you may miss your legs. At least you wont walk away unintentionally... isnt that a small price for being with me?
I will taste what you eat. I will feel what you wear. I will put everyone threatening you, next to you, onto separate wheels. We are going to create a history, become one entity, live one afterlife. Together. Forever.
~~~
Album: LOVECORE 3
Download link: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 132.zip
Background image: https://cutewallpaper.org/22/anime-girl-yandere-wallpapers/anime-girl-yandere-wallpapers-wallpaper-cave.png
SKRD homepage: http://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php")
![[Steampunk Machine] 13. Diabarha - Airship Down](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/g5O_Jw18yI8/mqdefault.jpg "[Steampunk Machine] 13. Diabarha - Airship Down
To memorize Cyberpunk Machine after 10 years, here I present a short release (~2h), with reference to steampunk world - enjoy!
~~~
Title: Airship Down
Track number: 13/13
Release title: Steampunk Machine
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 980 BPM
Used scale(s): D Phrygian, A Locrian
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAznDIVpJUHoWo9AkNWJ06S
Netlabel: (self-released)
Release/download link: https://archive.org/details/diabarha-steampunk-machine-10th-anniversary-of-releasing-cm-album
Background image: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/fighter-plane-and-cloudy-sky-wallpaper-world-war-ii-military-wallpaper-qljbn")
![[Splittercore] 13. Diabarha - Neverending Catharsis](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gD11HoccCD4/mqdefault.jpg "[Splittercore] 13. Diabarha - Neverending Catharsis
DISCLAIMER: the stories/images presented in following album are pure fiction and should be treated as novels. Following any of described immoral actions that break the law is discouraged. Any similarity to actual person, living or dead, or past event, is purely coincidental.
Some people may find the content as disturbing or unpleasant.
~~~
Female, 36; notes found in personal diary at clinic of mental health:
24.03.2022
I always wanted to be a basketball player. So what if I cant be a so called normal player, but they didnt even let me participate in paralympics! Life is cruel, and Im somehow cursed from the very beginning in this world.
26.03.2022
Damn people staring at me. What do I have, six arms, two tails or a big mark above my head that says YES I AM A CRIPPLE? Probably the last one. I just want them to stop staring at me, I just want someone to take me for a walk, not for a fucking RIDE!
29.03.2022
They always keep the door open wherever I go. They always get out of my way. They are always offering me help, and Im always sick of that like I wanna cry and puke at the same time. My parents are denying my words, reminding me that I cannot do this and that, and that several times I fell off the chair. So what, they think Im a baby that cant withstand lying on a floor for two or three hours? Life fucks me from the day of birth, so why cant it go for more? I hope once Ill finally starve on this floor in my own piss, but they will know Ive been trying, and wont think of me as of useless cripple bitch.
~~~
Title: Neverending Catharsis
Track number: 13/28
Cat. no/release title: SAR-005 Onto Brink
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 824BPM (Base 206)
Used scale(s): G Minor H
Module: Depressing/Evening
Background image: https://www.peakpx.com/en/hd-wallpaper-desktop-otchc
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbAlItXPOb0gNlqCS53tLDEc
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records
Release/download link: https://www.speedcoreabyss.net/?action=releaseDescription&objectId=5")
![[Portrait] 04. Diabarha - Venusian Beauty](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gEVZbQPl-fc/mqdefault.jpg "[Portrait] 04. Diabarha - Venusian Beauty
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Beautiful from the distance.
And Im floating in void near Venus, surrounded by complete silence, all calm and beautiful, stars shine and flicker. Should I even move?
They are telling me to check out and enjoy the real life.
While falling down, air becomes suffocating, surrounding gets hot, and visibility constantly decreases. When surface is reached, the suit melts and crushes under the pressure, liquid air shatters the lungs immediately, and all that remains out of body is burnt bones. At least it was quick.
Destructive at close range.
Release name: SKRD!!!-134 Portrait
Release date: 1 Dec 2021
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCKhXYBQAb3IyquyoRmy6yz
Genre(s): Extratone, 1400/2800 BPM
Scale: E +40c Ionian #2 #5
Background image: https://forum.affinity.serif.com/uploads/monthly_2019_01/89576165_Konachan.com-276368bootsbrown_eyesbrown_hairgensukeoriginalpantyhoseshort_hair.jpg.54592fc1198bdcdcc61dad761fdc94f1.jpg
Discogs release: https://www.discogs.com/release/21192799-Diabarha-Portrait?fbclid=IwAR2iZP4jytstonvMe0pJcX24nT413zKAvzzkm7ppCDGlX2owRwWDJOcLjYw
SKRD!!! webpage: https://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php
Download: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 134.zip
Licenced as: CC3 / CC0 (pick one)")
![[Cold LP] 08. Diabarha - Catatonia](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gOFBCTEiTJk/mqdefault.jpg "[Cold LP] 08. Diabarha - Catatonia
INFO/DISCLAIMER
This song and the entire album are artistic studies exploring the psychology of fear, specifically its different emotional aspects: horror, terror, and creepiness.
All content is created for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended to shock, disturb, or promote harm.
All people, places, and events depicted are entirely fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental.
Background story
[ Pauline from IO2M - see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmx35jJ_uaw ]
Police received a call about some songs coming from an old factory, third night in a row.
As they arrived, inside they found a woman, 30-40 years old, sitting on the floor. She did not react to their arrival, and continued her ritual - at least what they thought it could be.
The policemen were transparent to her; they took her out of factory to the car, and she did not resist, keeping her eyes closed. They found no ID, no wallet or documents, nothing.
They took her to the police station, and then redirected to the hospital because of visible malnutrition and thirst.
Artistic Fear Scale (subjective)
Horror: 4.5/10
Terror (emotional): 9/10
Creepiness: 8/10
Info
Title: Catatonia
Track number: 08/15
Release title: Cold (LP)
Genre(s)/BPM: Splittercore 560/840 BPM
Used scale(s): C Phrygian w/ Chromatic
Release info: https://speedcoreabyss.net/releases?id=22
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbDoWuSP18FuAIHhDY9xE0fQ
Netlabel: Speedcore Abyss Records (SAR)")
![[Portrait] 06. Diabarha - Needed The Same as Yours](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gm0V4YvdlSg/mqdefault.jpg "[Portrait] 06. Diabarha - Needed The Same as Yours
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This had to be named differently, but this services policy does not allow me to say it.
On the rat race, when everyone wants to achieve more - what for? Usually for himself to feel better and so his colleagues feel jealous. Egocentric person; thinking that he/she is the best, and deserves everything that can reach. What about that what cant be reached? Either the person does not need it... or thats the point where the envy starts.
As it was said, somewhere in memes, but its an important quote: Where everyone is special, nobody is. True. And where someone wants to be special, everyone starts to feel this urge. Its contagious.
Wishing all the worst to people, who possess more than I do - I think this pictures us all perfectly. At least some of us... but who doesnt want literally anything?
Release name: SKRD!!!-134 Portrait
Release date: 1 Dec 2021
YT playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgrY2FFICYbCKhXYBQAb3IyquyoRmy6yz
Genre(s): Extratone 1000 BPM
Scale: C Oriental
Background image: https://6.s.kawaiinyan.com/i/14/62/6/orig.jpg
Discogs release: https://www.discogs.com/release/21192799-Diabarha-Portrait?fbclid=IwAR2iZP4jytstonvMe0pJcX24nT413zKAvzzkm7ppCDGlX2owRwWDJOcLjYw
SKRD!!! webpage: https://skrd.ddv.pl/news.php
Download: https://archive.org/download/SplitterkorRekordsDziwko/ - select 134.zip
Licenced as: CC3 / CC0 (pick one)")
