Uploaded May 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
This is my second song with Niall and he’s always great to work with. Nothing too far out of the ordinary with this one but always continuing to build on my sound. Hope you all like it!
Free Download: soundcloud.com/cjbeards/cjbeards-lost-fantasy-feat-niall-michael
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Lyrics:
Lying, eyes wide awake, you say
I’m falling, left to drift away, I say
I fired the gun
The pain is what’s won
Now why must I bleed
It feels like a dream
A foreign memory
A lost fantasy
Now this
My story
Tragedy
Lost at sea
Left all alone
Stark and bone
And what once
Was our own
Lost fantasy
Lost fantasy
I fired the gun
The pain is what’s won
Now why must I bleed
It feels like a dream
A foreign memory
A lost fantasy
Run away
Steadfast I go
Through dawn or day
From the place I know
I finally just left it all
Breaking the chains I’m bound
To fall
To fall
This story feels so fictional
Borderline unbelievable
I know
I know
But this
My story
Tragedy
Lost at sea
Left all alone
Stark and bone
And what once
Was our own
Lost fantasy
Lost fantasy
I fired the gun
The pain is what’s won
Now why must I bleed
It feels like a dream
A foreign memory
A lost fantasy
This is my second song with Niall and he’s always great to work with. Nothing too far out of the ordinary with this one but always continuing to build on my sound. Hope you all like it!
Free Download: soundcloud.com/cjbeards/cjbeards-lost-fantasy-feat-niall-michael
▶ Free music usage and how to credit:
docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1ZTM7nf4Uia19c-NQheqPnLAk1Bs6NS6XZiLt7Mk4Z1Q/edit?usp=sharing
Niall’s Social Media Links:
soundcloud.com/niall-michael
youtube.com/user/ItsNiall1357
twitter.com/itsniall
facebook.com/ItsNiall1357
Lyrics:
Lying, eyes wide awake, you say
I’m falling, left to drift away, I say
I fired the gun
The pain is what’s won
Now why must I bleed
It feels like a dream
A foreign memory
A lost fantasy
Now this
My story
Tragedy
Lost at sea
Left all alone
Stark and bone
And what once
Was our own
Lost fantasy
Lost fantasy
I fired the gun
The pain is what’s won
Now why must I bleed
It feels like a dream
A foreign memory
A lost fantasy
Run away
Steadfast I go
Through dawn or day
From the place I know
I finally just left it all
Breaking the chains I’m bound
To fall
To fall
This story feels so fictional
Borderline unbelievable
I know
I know
But this
My story
Tragedy
Lost at sea
Left all alone
Stark and bone
And what once
Was our own
Lost fantasy
Lost fantasy
I fired the gun
The pain is what’s won
Now why must I bleed
It feels like a dream
A foreign memory
A lost fantasy
![Cjbeards - Never Change [Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/r13ZJNDQisU/mqdefault.jpg "Cjbeards - Never Change [Lyric Video]
Beyond excited for this one and bringing you all my first lyric video! What I have noticed in producing is that sometimes there are songs that take a long time to complete, where you usually second guess yourself, scrap parts of it, try again, etc. And sometimes there are songs where all the pieces just seem to fit together (these usually turn out the best for me). This was definitely one of those fit together songs and I’m so happy with how it turned out and the direction it’s pushing me. Thanks again all for listening, and hope you like it!
▶ Free Download / Stream:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/09gkm1x35lh0tku/Never%20Change.mp3?dl=1
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▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-never-change-lyrics")
![Cjbeards - Question My Love [Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sjlkIPh9jb0/mqdefault.jpg "Cjbeards - Question My Love [Lyric Video]
This song is probably going to be a surprise to most people, but if you have been here for a while you know I like to mix things up from time to time. A little while back I went through a bit of an 80s/90s music phase and wanted to try my hand in creating something in the genre. I love mixing things up every once in a while like this by trying new genres, which always seems to help me incorporate more interesting things into my own style. Hope you all like how it turned out, I’ll be back to my usual style soon enough :)
▶ Free Download / Stream:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hfgtbqrj5d9212o/Question%20My%20Love.mp3?dl=1
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▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-question-my-love-lyrics")
![Cjbeards - Worst Nightmare [Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/skfYYHdliGg/mqdefault.jpg "Cjbeards - Worst Nightmare [Lyric Video]
It seemed time I threw a slightly more mellow song into the mix and this one does just that (until the last drop anyways, where things go a little crazy…). I’m loving trying to get this creepy vibe down at the moment and I hope you all like it!
▶ Free Download / Stream:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/8c9ft2u08ze7c2q/Worst%20Nightmare.wav?dl=1
▶ Instrumental Version Download:
https://www.dropbox.com/s/bol5ii0wy76r6s8/Worst%20Nightmare%20-%20Instrumental.wav?dl=1
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▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-worst-nightmare-lyrics")
