Cassaravi | Won't Let This Build Up Inside of Me [Violet&Tate] @Cassaravi | Uploaded May 2013 | Updated October 2024, 9 hours ago.
Fandom: American Horror Story: Murder House
Characters: Violet Harmon, Tate Langdon
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
Yes, I'm alive.
Just a random thing I decided to try. This is the first time I'm properly editing with this show, probably not the last. I used to really love it.
And it's really hard for me to actually vid things at the moment, it's like... I lost the joy of vidding somewhere. I am inspired for many things but apparently not enough to actually work on something.
This is nothing special. This song just got stuck in my head after watching a brilliant Cesare&Lucrezia video. I decided to show Violet and Tate focusing on the darkness and hopelessness of their relationship. It was just... meant to be destroyed, toxic. As much as I loved them together (still do), the writers were kinda too cruel for them to succeed.
Enjoy? Anyone? :)
Fandom: American Horror Story: Murder House
Characters: Violet Harmon, Tate Langdon
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
Yes, I'm alive.
Just a random thing I decided to try. This is the first time I'm properly editing with this show, probably not the last. I used to really love it.
And it's really hard for me to actually vid things at the moment, it's like... I lost the joy of vidding somewhere. I am inspired for many things but apparently not enough to actually work on something.
This is nothing special. This song just got stuck in my head after watching a brilliant Cesare&Lucrezia video. I decided to show Violet and Tate focusing on the darkness and hopelessness of their relationship. It was just... meant to be destroyed, toxic. As much as I loved them together (still do), the writers were kinda too cruel for them to succeed.
Enjoy? Anyone? :)
![Wont Let This Build Up Inside of Me [Violet&Tate]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/lE3mYN6Ma6o/hqdefault.jpg "Wont Let This Build Up Inside of Me [Violet&Tate]
Fandom: American Horror Story: Murder House
Characters: Violet Harmon, Tate Langdon
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
Yes, Im alive.
Just a random thing I decided to try. This is the first time Im properly editing with this show, probably not the last. I used to really love it.
And its really hard for me to actually vid things at the moment, its like... I lost the joy of vidding somewhere. I am inspired for many things but apparently not enough to actually work on something.
This is nothing special. This song just got stuck in my head after watching a brilliant Cesare&Lucrezia video. I decided to show Violet and Tate focusing on the darkness and hopelessness of their relationship. It was just... meant to be destroyed, toxic. As much as I loved them together (still do), the writers were kinda too cruel for them to succeed.
Enjoy? Anyone? :)")
![Fight Till Its Over (Cant Hold Us) [Community] - for Tiffani](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/la268bnowLI/hqdefault.jpg "Fight Till Its Over (Cant Hold Us) [Community] - for Tiffani
COMMUNITY RENEWED FOR 5TH SEASON *fangirls*
#sixseasonsandamovie
Fandom: Community (s1-4) - spoilers for 4x13
Characters: General
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
Happy birthday to my lovely Tiffani! Belated, but still, hope you like it sweetie. :)
http://www.youtube.com/user/xXcrazymusicfanXx
Community got renewed. O.M.G.
I was thinking about editing this show to this song basically right after a friend linked me to it. And since then, Ive been thinking of editing this mix. But wasnt sure. Today I saw another video with this song and thats what finally inspired me to finally do it.
Anja, if by any change youre reading this, thank you for so many brilliant songs. You are a life saver. :D
Back to the topic, Community is the show of my life. That;s how I feel about it. It has everything: humor, family, friendship, drama, love, its brilliant and creative. I love it with all my heart and I truky recommend it to everyone. :)
I really liked how this vid turned out until the ending came and I screwed it up. But shhhh, hopefully youll still enjoy it? ;D
*ugh, sorry for some pixelated clips, no idea why my vegas would screw up the quality so bad ;/*")
![... and then theres less of you [beth/sarah] || 400+ subs!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/lczgjrhcz3I/hqdefault.jpg "... and then theres less of you [beth/sarah] || 400+ subs!
Fandom: Orphan Black
Characters: Beth Childs, Sarah Manning
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
Quote: Mad Men, 2x13
A new video. Yes. And a new fandom. What a combo. ^^
*confetti! its a parade! yay!*
This thing took me one day, exactly. But to sum up it took me a month. lol
Anyone here watching Orphan Black? This amazing and mindblowing show?
So, here I wanted to focus on Sarahs transformation into Beth. How she just became her and then how it affected Sarahs life and people closest to her. And we follow her in her journey to find herself in this new world.
Also, it was a journey for me too. A journey to finally vid something and finish it. Maybe Ill stick witht this style for a while, it really allows to show the true matter and emotions. So I may even say that Im satisfied with how this turned out, haha. ;D
For my subscribers, I keep trying. You mean the world to me. 417 people supporting me and taking this journey with me. :)
And once again, Orphan Black is one of the best shows Ive ever seen. Dont believe anyone who says otherwise. Just... watch it. Itll blow you away.
Tatiana Maslany will blow you away.")
![can you feel my heart [multifandom]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/mZQb85TOgZU/hqdefault.jpg "can you feel my heart [multifandom]
2 MINUTES. 52 FANDOMS. ready?
[spoilers, obviously]
Fandoms: Agents of SHIELD, American Horror Story: Murder House, Ashes to Ashes, Being Human (US), Black Swan, Broadchurch, THG: CF, Continuum, Criminal Minds, Doctor Who, Dollhouse, Dominion, Elementary, Engrenages, Falling Skies, From Dusk Till Dawn: The Series, Game of Thrones, Ghost Whisperer, Graceland, Greys Anatomy, Grimm, Hannibal, Haven, Heroes, Legend of the Seeker, Les Revenants, Love/Hate, Mad Men, Merlin, Misfits, Moonlight, Orphan Black, Outlander, Overspel, Reign, Revolution, Sherlock, Sleepy Hollow, Supernatural, Stoker, Suits, TW, The 100, The Musketeers, The Tomorrow People, The Tudors, The Vampire Diaries, The Walking Dead, The White Queen, Tru Calling, Under the Dome, Vikings, White Collar
Song: info at the end of the vid
It feels so good to get this video out of my system, seriously. Ive wanted to vid this song for a few months now, I first got inspired for it after The Walking Dead finale. But then things came up, you know. Later, two of my fave vidders made a collab to this song, which was a deal breaker because how do I compete with that epicness! And somehow the idea of mixing the two versions of the song felt too good not to try.
Firstly, Im sorry for that awful voiceover editing. I just gave up, literally.
Secondly, I would like to dedicate this to one of the best vidders out there, Shainira. Ive wanted to do this for so long but the ideas were leaving me as fast as they came. And after that beautiful vid you dedicated to me, I really wanted to show you how much I appreciate you and your videos. So... I really hope you like it. I tried to include some of your favourites as well. ^^
What also feels good is the fact that now I can go on my London holidays and not worry about an unfinished project. :D Especially that Vegas went nuts by the end of it.
52 fandoms. I guess uts an okay number. Still not all my fandoms, but there was just no room for anything else.
It was fun. Hope it will be fun for you too, to watch this. Enjoy. ^^")
![Surrendering to Gravity [Merlin 5x13] || 200 subs!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/mhUcvHCWUL4/hqdefault.jpg "Surrendering to Gravity [Merlin 5x13] || 200 subs!
SPOILERS TO THE SERIES FINALE.
Fandom: Merlin BBC (5x13)
Characters: General
Song: info at the end of the vid (this pitch is awful, I am aware of that)
Colouring: me
I told myself yesterday that I wouldnt close my eyes and go to sleep until this video was done. And I didnt. And today all the renderings, re-renderings... took quite a lot of time.
I really have to stop doing these videos per episode. They may be emotional but the technique is bad, very bad.
I dont think Im able to say anything about this episode itself. Maybe just one thing. Mordred, no matter what, you are still my baby. You will never be forgotten and always have a special place in my heart.
Cant even talk about Merthur. Too painful.
Wanted to thank my lovely cousin from here for being so amazing haha. Watching it with you and then talking for hours abot our feelings, Ill never forget it.
Love you! :)
And yeah, now everyones dead. Lets have a party.
Not.
Dramat antyczny w Camelot. ;]
But there is a reason to celebrate anyway. I am so overwhelmed that Ive just reached this magical number of 200 subscribers. Just... wow. I wanted to thank you all so much for being here and supporting me in my work - please never stop. I love you guys! *hugs*")
![depraved [philip & vera]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/myxhxowgQ68/hqdefault.jpg "depraved [philip & vera]
NEW FULL HD VERSION: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5V9o1KRAWQ
Fandom: And Then There Were None
Characters: Vera Claythorne, Philip Lombard
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
Yep, this channel is still active. Despite what may seem. :)
Ive been tempted to vid this song ever since I heard it in Adjectivals wonderful Clexa video but never had anything to vid it with. But then I watched this brilliant show about 3 weeks ago and it was the first thing I had to do.
That being said, I regretted it very shortly after. I feared this song from the beginning and about halfway through I realised I do not have what it takes to vid it. And I was ready to quit. I did quit, in fact. But then Anja was having none of it and didnt allow me to do that, and thats the only reason we are here today. xD
I still dont think I did a particularly good job here but at least the song didnt win, not entirely. This video is done because Im done with it. Its out there. Let it soar. lol
Wanna dedicate this to my girl Celine (EnchantedxPassion) bc I know she loves the show, and she was the first to try to get me to watch it. Well, it only took me almost a year but hey, I did in the end. :D
& HUGE thanks to Anja for kicking my ass and not letting me drop it. I needed that. Youre the reason this exists.
I dont know if Ill be more active here from here on out. Maybe. For the last 3 months I have been obsessed with a series of books I was reading, Crown of Stars, and I finished it last weekend (and cried. so, so much.) so maybe with that done, Ill watch more tv and get into vidding again. But for now my life feels empty and Im dead inside. Sanglant. :(
inspiration credit:
Adjectivals Clexa video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87GspXfQZHs
lookingforastars Philip&Vera video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtqGwNXVA8Q")
![Slowly Disappear, No Longer Here [Elena Gilbert] - 4x15 || 300+ subs!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/owJcslYrgoc/hqdefault.jpg "Slowly Disappear, No Longer Here [Elena Gilbert] - 4x15 || 300+ subs!
Fandom: The Vampire Diaries (4x14, 4x15)
Character: Elena Gilbert
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colourings: me
Im not watching this show anymore. Im not. But this episode still killed me and broke me and it couldve been the last episode ever as well, at least for me. Now all the things that I loved about TVD are dead and destroyed so... I thought Id join the party and make a video.
Its different to what Ive been making recently but I need a change. Ive developed a vidding style that I feel comfortable with and I was overusing it. Now things will change. :)
This is very simple, the transitions are sharp but that was the point. I hope its not that bad.
And Ill miss Jeremy. He was the only character I cared about at this point. :(")
![The Vampire Diaries 3x15 [vidlet]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oxr5nq4RHZk/hqdefault.jpg "The Vampire Diaries 3x15 [vidlet]
720p
Oh yeah, I love vidding fast songs. :)
Just got inspiration after watching this episode and decided to make a vid.
The ending of 3x15 pretty pissed me off. ;//
I do not own anything. Clips and Music belong to rightful owners.")
![cant pretend [love/hate]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/p2TSls_7NYU/hqdefault.jpg "cant pretend [love/hate]
WARNING: CONTAINS VIOLENCE AND STRONG LANGUAGE
Fandom: Love/Hate (s1-3)
Characters: General
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
What can I say, this show compelled me. Its brilliant and really underrated! Irish television, where have you been hiding from me al these years...?
Editing this took me a while from the contept to the upload but it was worth it, I think. This song is probably overvidded at this point but it doesn;t lose the message. Such an ispirational and emotional piece. It was a great experience working with it, and with this footage.
Im talking in circles, sorry, I should end this now. xD")
![black holes & revelations [vidlet]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pZGgjM0PdPw/hqdefault.jpg "black holes & revelations [vidlet]
IM ALIVE.
fandoms: agents of shield, ashes to ashes, breaking bad, dark matter, doctor who, graceland, grimm, hannibal, heroes, killjoys, nikita, sense8, supernatural, the 100, the flash, the following, tw
song: info at the end of the vid
This isnt even a proper video, more like a Im alive, with some bew fandoms and hopefully back for good vidlet. I made this entire thing today. The idea came to me in the afternoon after watching Dark Matter and... here we are about 10 hours later. xDD
(Hope its not too crappy. When I decided that I wante to upload this today, there was really not much time left and I rushed it a bit.)
Speaking of Dark Matter, good show. I watched the pilot three times and today there was a new episode. Just a fun sci-fi show with loads of action. Perfect for summer. I recommend. ^^
song inspiration: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LW_PQDl7BTs")
![at this point in time [amy/clara] [v4ac] - for Juls](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tLgb6Ts5P4c/hqdefault.jpg "at this point in time [amy/clara] [v4ac] - for Juls
Fandom: Doctor Who (s5-7)
Characters: Amy Pond, Clara Oswald
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
Its done! Finally, my V4AC video is done! *hurraaaaay*
So, Juls, this is for you. Probably not expected the fandom and Im really sorry about how confused things got with the request (oops). And you have every right to be disappointed. You do. And youve been so wonderful about it, thank you for bidding and then for letting me go free with it. I know its short but thats the 3rd project Ive been working on and... yeah. You know the drill. xD
At least I tried some paralells? lol
And... yes. I do mean this song on a personal level, as well.
Vidding DW is realy fun, I must say. Ive wanted to vid this song to it for ages and now I finally got some inspiration to do it. Aaaand a perfect opportunity to use those bluray season 6 clips I got lately, yaay. :D
*show yourself my lovely dw subscribers*
Also, new rendering settings, kind of. Do any of you have really good rendering settings for wmv? If yes, please contact me, like, Im dead serious here. I need some good rendering settings. xD
And hmmmm............................. yeah.
Greys and Haven start soon. ^^")
![theres no hope, not for me [scott мccall]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uSJvN4_0r7c/hqdefault.jpg "theres no hope, not for me [scott мccall]
[warning: fast editing]
Fandom: TW (s1-3a)
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
Im baaaack! After almost 2 months of struggling with a vidding crisis, finally, theres a video. Really short one (sorry) but... long enough to show the message.
MY LOVE FOR SCOTT HAS NO BOUNDARIES. That needed to be said in public.
This... is a video from Scotts perspective. He always feels responsible for everyones safety, always feels guilty that he failed them. This is what, I imagine, could be happening in his head in 3x06 when he tried to (sobs) take his own life. Blaming himself for all the bad things happening, for all the pain, death, suffering. Hes such a sweetheart wanting everyone to be happy. And hurting when theyre hurt.
Also, this song is just mindblowing. I discovered it by watching a magnificent video by smska1995, which also helped me deal with my shattered emotions after the Sherlock finale.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZivRvioutoE")
