Cassaravi | Surrendering to Gravity [Merlin 5x13] || 200 subs! @Cassaravi | Uploaded December 2012 | Updated October 2024, 9 hours ago.
SPOILERS TO THE SERIES FINALE.
Fandom: Merlin BBC (5x13)
Characters: General
Song: info at the end of the vid (this pitch is awful, I am aware of that)
Colouring: me
I told myself yesterday that I wouldn't close my eyes and go to sleep until this video was done. And I didn't. And today all the renderings, re-renderings... took quite a lot of time.
I really have to stop doing these videos per episode. They may be emotional but the technique is bad, very bad.
I don't think I'm able to say anything about this episode itself. Maybe just one thing. Mordred, no matter what, you are still my baby. You will never be forgotten and always have a special place in my heart.
Can't even talk about Merthur. Too painful.
Wanted to thank my lovely cousin from here for being so amazing haha. Watching it with you and then talking for hours abot our feelings, I'll never forget it.
Love you! :)
And yeah, now everyone's dead. Let's have a party.
Not.
Dramat antyczny w Camelot. ;]
But there is a reason to celebrate anyway. I am so overwhelmed that I've just reached this magical number of 200 subscribers. Just... wow. I wanted to thank you all so much for being here and supporting me in my work - please never stop. I love you guys! *hugs*
SPOILERS TO THE SERIES FINALE.
Fandom: Merlin BBC (5x13)
Characters: General
Song: info at the end of the vid (this pitch is awful, I am aware of that)
Colouring: me
I told myself yesterday that I wouldn't close my eyes and go to sleep until this video was done. And I didn't. And today all the renderings, re-renderings... took quite a lot of time.
I really have to stop doing these videos per episode. They may be emotional but the technique is bad, very bad.
I don't think I'm able to say anything about this episode itself. Maybe just one thing. Mordred, no matter what, you are still my baby. You will never be forgotten and always have a special place in my heart.
Can't even talk about Merthur. Too painful.
Wanted to thank my lovely cousin from here for being so amazing haha. Watching it with you and then talking for hours abot our feelings, I'll never forget it.
Love you! :)
And yeah, now everyone's dead. Let's have a party.
Not.
Dramat antyczny w Camelot. ;]
But there is a reason to celebrate anyway. I am so overwhelmed that I've just reached this magical number of 200 subscribers. Just... wow. I wanted to thank you all so much for being here and supporting me in my work - please never stop. I love you guys! *hugs*
![Surrendering to Gravity [Merlin 5x13] || 200 subs!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/mhUcvHCWUL4/hqdefault.jpg "Surrendering to Gravity [Merlin 5x13] || 200 subs!
SPOILERS TO THE SERIES FINALE.
Fandom: Merlin BBC (5x13)
Characters: General
Song: info at the end of the vid (this pitch is awful, I am aware of that)
Colouring: me
I told myself yesterday that I wouldnt close my eyes and go to sleep until this video was done. And I didnt. And today all the renderings, re-renderings... took quite a lot of time.
I really have to stop doing these videos per episode. They may be emotional but the technique is bad, very bad.
I dont think Im able to say anything about this episode itself. Maybe just one thing. Mordred, no matter what, you are still my baby. You will never be forgotten and always have a special place in my heart.
Cant even talk about Merthur. Too painful.
Wanted to thank my lovely cousin from here for being so amazing haha. Watching it with you and then talking for hours abot our feelings, Ill never forget it.
Love you! :)
And yeah, now everyones dead. Lets have a party.
Not.
Dramat antyczny w Camelot. ;]
But there is a reason to celebrate anyway. I am so overwhelmed that Ive just reached this magical number of 200 subscribers. Just... wow. I wanted to thank you all so much for being here and supporting me in my work - please never stop. I love you guys! *hugs*")
![depraved [philip & vera]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/myxhxowgQ68/hqdefault.jpg "depraved [philip & vera]
NEW FULL HD VERSION: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5V9o1KRAWQ
Fandom: And Then There Were None
Characters: Vera Claythorne, Philip Lombard
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
Yep, this channel is still active. Despite what may seem. :)
Ive been tempted to vid this song ever since I heard it in Adjectivals wonderful Clexa video but never had anything to vid it with. But then I watched this brilliant show about 3 weeks ago and it was the first thing I had to do.
That being said, I regretted it very shortly after. I feared this song from the beginning and about halfway through I realised I do not have what it takes to vid it. And I was ready to quit. I did quit, in fact. But then Anja was having none of it and didnt allow me to do that, and thats the only reason we are here today. xD
I still dont think I did a particularly good job here but at least the song didnt win, not entirely. This video is done because Im done with it. Its out there. Let it soar. lol
Wanna dedicate this to my girl Celine (EnchantedxPassion) bc I know she loves the show, and she was the first to try to get me to watch it. Well, it only took me almost a year but hey, I did in the end. :D
& HUGE thanks to Anja for kicking my ass and not letting me drop it. I needed that. Youre the reason this exists.
I dont know if Ill be more active here from here on out. Maybe. For the last 3 months I have been obsessed with a series of books I was reading, Crown of Stars, and I finished it last weekend (and cried. so, so much.) so maybe with that done, Ill watch more tv and get into vidding again. But for now my life feels empty and Im dead inside. Sanglant. :(
inspiration credit:
Adjectivals Clexa video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87GspXfQZHs
lookingforastars Philip&Vera video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtqGwNXVA8Q")
![Slowly Disappear, No Longer Here [Elena Gilbert] - 4x15 || 300+ subs!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/owJcslYrgoc/hqdefault.jpg "Slowly Disappear, No Longer Here [Elena Gilbert] - 4x15 || 300+ subs!
Fandom: The Vampire Diaries (4x14, 4x15)
Character: Elena Gilbert
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colourings: me
Im not watching this show anymore. Im not. But this episode still killed me and broke me and it couldve been the last episode ever as well, at least for me. Now all the things that I loved about TVD are dead and destroyed so... I thought Id join the party and make a video.
Its different to what Ive been making recently but I need a change. Ive developed a vidding style that I feel comfortable with and I was overusing it. Now things will change. :)
This is very simple, the transitions are sharp but that was the point. I hope its not that bad.
And Ill miss Jeremy. He was the only character I cared about at this point. :(")
![The Vampire Diaries 3x15 [vidlet]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/oxr5nq4RHZk/hqdefault.jpg "The Vampire Diaries 3x15 [vidlet]
720p
Oh yeah, I love vidding fast songs. :)
Just got inspiration after watching this episode and decided to make a vid.
The ending of 3x15 pretty pissed me off. ;//
I do not own anything. Clips and Music belong to rightful owners.")
![cant pretend [love/hate]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/p2TSls_7NYU/hqdefault.jpg "cant pretend [love/hate]
WARNING: CONTAINS VIOLENCE AND STRONG LANGUAGE
Fandom: Love/Hate (s1-3)
Characters: General
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
What can I say, this show compelled me. Its brilliant and really underrated! Irish television, where have you been hiding from me al these years...?
Editing this took me a while from the contept to the upload but it was worth it, I think. This song is probably overvidded at this point but it doesn;t lose the message. Such an ispirational and emotional piece. It was a great experience working with it, and with this footage.
Im talking in circles, sorry, I should end this now. xD")
![black holes & revelations [vidlet]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pZGgjM0PdPw/hqdefault.jpg "black holes & revelations [vidlet]
IM ALIVE.
fandoms: agents of shield, ashes to ashes, breaking bad, dark matter, doctor who, graceland, grimm, hannibal, heroes, killjoys, nikita, sense8, supernatural, the 100, the flash, the following, tw
song: info at the end of the vid
This isnt even a proper video, more like a Im alive, with some bew fandoms and hopefully back for good vidlet. I made this entire thing today. The idea came to me in the afternoon after watching Dark Matter and... here we are about 10 hours later. xDD
(Hope its not too crappy. When I decided that I wante to upload this today, there was really not much time left and I rushed it a bit.)
Speaking of Dark Matter, good show. I watched the pilot three times and today there was a new episode. Just a fun sci-fi show with loads of action. Perfect for summer. I recommend. ^^
song inspiration: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LW_PQDl7BTs")
![at this point in time [amy/clara] [v4ac] - for Juls](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tLgb6Ts5P4c/hqdefault.jpg "at this point in time [amy/clara] [v4ac] - for Juls
Fandom: Doctor Who (s5-7)
Characters: Amy Pond, Clara Oswald
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: me
Its done! Finally, my V4AC video is done! *hurraaaaay*
So, Juls, this is for you. Probably not expected the fandom and Im really sorry about how confused things got with the request (oops). And you have every right to be disappointed. You do. And youve been so wonderful about it, thank you for bidding and then for letting me go free with it. I know its short but thats the 3rd project Ive been working on and... yeah. You know the drill. xD
At least I tried some paralells? lol
And... yes. I do mean this song on a personal level, as well.
Vidding DW is realy fun, I must say. Ive wanted to vid this song to it for ages and now I finally got some inspiration to do it. Aaaand a perfect opportunity to use those bluray season 6 clips I got lately, yaay. :D
*show yourself my lovely dw subscribers*
Also, new rendering settings, kind of. Do any of you have really good rendering settings for wmv? If yes, please contact me, like, Im dead serious here. I need some good rendering settings. xD
And hmmmm............................. yeah.
Greys and Haven start soon. ^^")
![theres no hope, not for me [scott мccall]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uSJvN4_0r7c/hqdefault.jpg "theres no hope, not for me [scott мccall]
[warning: fast editing]
Fandom: TW (s1-3a)
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
Im baaaack! After almost 2 months of struggling with a vidding crisis, finally, theres a video. Really short one (sorry) but... long enough to show the message.
MY LOVE FOR SCOTT HAS NO BOUNDARIES. That needed to be said in public.
This... is a video from Scotts perspective. He always feels responsible for everyones safety, always feels guilty that he failed them. This is what, I imagine, could be happening in his head in 3x06 when he tried to (sobs) take his own life. Blaming himself for all the bad things happening, for all the pain, death, suffering. Hes such a sweetheart wanting everyone to be happy. And hurting when theyre hurt.
Also, this song is just mindblowing. I discovered it by watching a magnificent video by smska1995, which also helped me deal with my shattered emotions after the Sherlock finale.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZivRvioutoE")
![mercy [multifandom] +smokytavern, thatgirlwhovids](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vb3SOsAQPLA/hqdefault.jpg "mercy [multifandom] +smokytavern, thatgirlwhovids
[fandoms and such at the end of the video]
I am honoured to present you the result of intense work of me and two amazing vidders - Halie and Juls (sub these two perfect souls?).
http://www.youtube.com/user/smokytavern
http://www.youtube.com/user/thatgirlwhovids
And I couldnt be more satisfied with the outcome. Really. Just watch this epicness, okay? Pretty please. You wont regret it. ^^
As of other things, prepare yourself for a new fandom coming from me. Already working on a video. Its nothing special but just have to do sth with all the feels. xD
Speaking of feels, WTF THE LAST EPISODE OF TEEN WOLF WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO MEEEE?! *dead*")
![force of my love [audrey & nathan]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vwrdHdAweYA/hqdefault.jpg "force of my love [audrey & nathan]
Fandom: Haven (s1-3)
Characters: Audrey Parker, Nathan Wuornos
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
Haven! Just what, 2 weeks left to the premiere? How awesome is that!
This show gave me a lot of inspiration. And this video is a bit different to what I usually do. Wanted to get a different look. The freezing effect was inspired by one of Victoria666100s tutorials (its a brilliant effect btw).
I would like to thank my friend Anja a million times for constant support with this project, and her insightful feedback on the previews. This wouldnt be finished if it wasnt for you, hunnie!")
![magic made me who i am, but so did you. [for zoé]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/wV_ukP8mAiY/hqdefault.jpg "magic made me who i am, but so did you. [for zoé]
ENGLISH SUBTITLES (CC) AVAILABLE.
Woah... Im alive... this channels still active... would you imagine that...
Fandom: Merlin BBC (s1-5)
Character: Morgana Pendragon
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: charizzaard (adjusted)
So this may seem totally random, thats because it is pretty much. And then if you looked at the time frame at the end, you could ask the completely justified: what the fuck.
But first things first! This is for Zoé, who bid on me in the 2016 V4AC. It was kind of a disaster in the end, true, but the bidding was fun and obligation is obligation. Even if its 1,5y later... :D I know you love Morgana, so hope youll enjoy this at least a bit, despite how unimpressive it is. Even if just for sentimental reasons. ^^
Now... phew... This project has been with me for what feels like forever. I started it back in January 2016 (yup i know who ever finishes things that are 2 years old Ive clearly gone insane) as my entry for the 3rd round of TYS. Why Morgana? Well, at the time I had just bought some shiny new DVDs, so I was quite excited to rip them myself and have this show in decent quality, at least. And Morgana was the first character I ever vidded here, pure sentiment. In the end things happened, I didnt submit anything for the contest, and this went to die.
For some inexplicable reason, I remembered about it 11 months ago, on the New Years Eve, and decided to continue editing it that evening. I thought that it could be a good thing to stick to for V4AC. I made some progress but then watched the preview and was like lol nah scrape that.
And we find ourselves 2 days ago, where I also just randomly rewatched that unfinished thing and went... hmm... I actually kinda like it. So yesterday I was having a horrible day and just... finished it. :D Its definitely not my best, its pretty random, my dvd drivers broken so I could only use the clips Id already ripped earlier, the ending is a joke because I never even thought that far ahead, but... its there. Its done, after 2 years. Despite the vidding block thats been holding me tight basically all year.
The secret to my lack of activity here? I just dont get inspired by shows anymore. I barely watch anything these days, but even when I do, its not with passion like it used to be. Maybe Ive just watched so many shows already Im completely burned out.
Yeah, excuses, excuses... The thing is, will I upload here again? I really want to, but Im just not sure anymore. But for now, hope you enjoy this very basic content, if anyone still remembers this channel. xD")
