Cassaravi | there's no hope, not for me [scott мccall] @Cassaravi | Uploaded January 2014 | Updated October 2024, 12 hours ago.
[warning: fast editing]
Fandom: TW (s1-3a)
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
I'm baaaack! After almost 2 months of struggling with a vidding crisis, finally, there's a video. Really short one (sorry) but... long enough to show the message.
MY LOVE FOR SCOTT HAS NO BOUNDARIES. That needed to be said in public.
This... is a video from Scott's perspective. He always feels responsible for everyone's safety, always feels guilty that he failed them. This is what, I imagine, could be happening in his head in 3x06 when he tried to (sobs) take his own life. Blaming himself for all the bad things happening, for all the pain, death, suffering. He's such a sweetheart wanting everyone to be happy. And hurting when they're hurt.
Also, this song is just mindblowing. I discovered it by watching a magnificent video by smska1995, which also helped me deal with my shattered emotions after the Sherlock finale.
youtube.com/watch?v=ZivRvioutoE
[warning: fast editing]
Fandom: TW (s1-3a)
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
I'm baaaack! After almost 2 months of struggling with a vidding crisis, finally, there's a video. Really short one (sorry) but... long enough to show the message.
MY LOVE FOR SCOTT HAS NO BOUNDARIES. That needed to be said in public.
This... is a video from Scott's perspective. He always feels responsible for everyone's safety, always feels guilty that he failed them. This is what, I imagine, could be happening in his head in 3x06 when he tried to (sobs) take his own life. Blaming himself for all the bad things happening, for all the pain, death, suffering. He's such a sweetheart wanting everyone to be happy. And hurting when they're hurt.
Also, this song is just mindblowing. I discovered it by watching a magnificent video by smska1995, which also helped me deal with my shattered emotions after the Sherlock finale.
youtube.com/watch?v=ZivRvioutoE
![theres no hope, not for me [scott мccall]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uSJvN4_0r7c/hqdefault.jpg "theres no hope, not for me [scott мccall]
[warning: fast editing]
Fandom: TW (s1-3a)
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
Im baaaack! After almost 2 months of struggling with a vidding crisis, finally, theres a video. Really short one (sorry) but... long enough to show the message.
MY LOVE FOR SCOTT HAS NO BOUNDARIES. That needed to be said in public.
This... is a video from Scotts perspective. He always feels responsible for everyones safety, always feels guilty that he failed them. This is what, I imagine, could be happening in his head in 3x06 when he tried to (sobs) take his own life. Blaming himself for all the bad things happening, for all the pain, death, suffering. Hes such a sweetheart wanting everyone to be happy. And hurting when theyre hurt.
Also, this song is just mindblowing. I discovered it by watching a magnificent video by smska1995, which also helped me deal with my shattered emotions after the Sherlock finale.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZivRvioutoE")
![mercy [multifandom] +smokytavern, thatgirlwhovids](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vb3SOsAQPLA/hqdefault.jpg "mercy [multifandom] +smokytavern, thatgirlwhovids
[fandoms and such at the end of the video]
I am honoured to present you the result of intense work of me and two amazing vidders - Halie and Juls (sub these two perfect souls?).
http://www.youtube.com/user/smokytavern
http://www.youtube.com/user/thatgirlwhovids
And I couldnt be more satisfied with the outcome. Really. Just watch this epicness, okay? Pretty please. You wont regret it. ^^
As of other things, prepare yourself for a new fandom coming from me. Already working on a video. Its nothing special but just have to do sth with all the feels. xD
Speaking of feels, WTF THE LAST EPISODE OF TEEN WOLF WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO MEEEE?! *dead*")
![force of my love [audrey & nathan]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vwrdHdAweYA/hqdefault.jpg "force of my love [audrey & nathan]
Fandom: Haven (s1-3)
Characters: Audrey Parker, Nathan Wuornos
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: mine
Haven! Just what, 2 weeks left to the premiere? How awesome is that!
This show gave me a lot of inspiration. And this video is a bit different to what I usually do. Wanted to get a different look. The freezing effect was inspired by one of Victoria666100s tutorials (its a brilliant effect btw).
I would like to thank my friend Anja a million times for constant support with this project, and her insightful feedback on the previews. This wouldnt be finished if it wasnt for you, hunnie!")
![magic made me who i am, but so did you. [for zoé]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/wV_ukP8mAiY/hqdefault.jpg "magic made me who i am, but so did you. [for zoé]
ENGLISH SUBTITLES (CC) AVAILABLE.
Woah... Im alive... this channels still active... would you imagine that...
Fandom: Merlin BBC (s1-5)
Character: Morgana Pendragon
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colouring: charizzaard (adjusted)
So this may seem totally random, thats because it is pretty much. And then if you looked at the time frame at the end, you could ask the completely justified: what the fuck.
But first things first! This is for Zoé, who bid on me in the 2016 V4AC. It was kind of a disaster in the end, true, but the bidding was fun and obligation is obligation. Even if its 1,5y later... :D I know you love Morgana, so hope youll enjoy this at least a bit, despite how unimpressive it is. Even if just for sentimental reasons. ^^
Now... phew... This project has been with me for what feels like forever. I started it back in January 2016 (yup i know who ever finishes things that are 2 years old Ive clearly gone insane) as my entry for the 3rd round of TYS. Why Morgana? Well, at the time I had just bought some shiny new DVDs, so I was quite excited to rip them myself and have this show in decent quality, at least. And Morgana was the first character I ever vidded here, pure sentiment. In the end things happened, I didnt submit anything for the contest, and this went to die.
For some inexplicable reason, I remembered about it 11 months ago, on the New Years Eve, and decided to continue editing it that evening. I thought that it could be a good thing to stick to for V4AC. I made some progress but then watched the preview and was like lol nah scrape that.
And we find ourselves 2 days ago, where I also just randomly rewatched that unfinished thing and went... hmm... I actually kinda like it. So yesterday I was having a horrible day and just... finished it. :D Its definitely not my best, its pretty random, my dvd drivers broken so I could only use the clips Id already ripped earlier, the ending is a joke because I never even thought that far ahead, but... its there. Its done, after 2 years. Despite the vidding block thats been holding me tight basically all year.
The secret to my lack of activity here? I just dont get inspired by shows anymore. I barely watch anything these days, but even when I do, its not with passion like it used to be. Maybe Ive just watched so many shows already Im completely burned out.
Yeah, excuses, excuses... The thing is, will I upload here again? I really want to, but Im just not sure anymore. But for now, hope you enjoy this very basic content, if anyone still remembers this channel. xD")
![What Stays and What Fades Away [Supernatural] [TFV]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/wuVvGx3Lst0/hqdefault.jpg "What Stays and What Fades Away [Supernatural] [TFV]
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: general
Song: pm me and Ill send you a link :)
My first SPN video. I must admit I love it! xd (I hope youll enjoy it too) This is a classic example of how inspiration can do miracles - I made this in like two days and its over 3 minutes long. Just, wow. Sorry for the crappy ending though.
This is my entry for the first round of The Fandom Vidders. Its a general vid, to a F+tM song. Just a different version - I love this one and I think if fits the atmosphere of the video more. Its very emotional.
Why I love Supernatural? Well, maybe because it feels authentic. The actors are just perfect and there are so many feelings onscreen. And the brotherly love is simply amazing. :)
Now its all about the contests. Currently Im in six and also auditioning for a few more. Keepin myself busy. ;)
Its also my entry for the SMTL contest.")
![invincible [multifandom collab] | 5 years!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/xpPqdHtBa6c/hqdefault.jpg "invincible [multifandom collab] | 5 years!
Hey everyone! I decided to celebrate my 5-year anniversary of becoming a vidder with 26 of the best editors on this site. Because what could possibly be better. :D
PART 1 | Shainira:
https://www.youtube.com/user/Shainira
PART 2 | TheSPNWorld:
https://www.youtube.com/user/thespnworld
PART 3 | xHeather360x:
https://www.youtube.com/user/xHeather360x
PART 4 | MaraSophita:
https://www.youtube.com/user/MaraSophita
PART 5 | Danov Art.:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNSNzmozPdVE_RpUpW3lGNQ
PART 6 | Rhowski:
https://www.youtube.com/user/TheHunterDiaries
PART 7 | xDelicateMuse:
https://www.youtube.com/user/xDelicateMuse
PART 8 | EnchantedxPassion:
https://www.youtube.com/user/EnchantedxPassion
PART 9 | Vasilisk Basilisk:
https://www.youtube.com/user/VasiliskBasilisk
PART 10 | Pteryx Videos:
https://www.youtube.com/user/ThePteryx
PART 11 | Adjectival:
https://www.youtube.com/user/Adjectivalfulx
PART 12 | SunnyVids:
https://www.youtube.com/user/SunnySmile2413
PART 13 | MinimalistVideos:
https://www.youtube.com/user/MinimalistVideos
PART 14 | •strong connection•:
https://www.youtube.com/user/katerinar225
PART 15 | Kitty Kat:
https://www.youtube.com/user/MissKateLoneliness
PART 16 | Marie S:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTj8PwZT7P9BgAS1J_4pU7w
PART 17 | jess9191:
https://www.youtube.com/user/jess9191
PART 18 | AnneSoshi:
https://www.youtube.com/user/AnneSoshi
PART 19 | themetamorphosis:
https://www.youtube.com/user/kseniyaflamer
PART 20 | Nialies:
https://www.youtube.com/user/Nialies
PART 21 | lightningxdisaster:
https://www.youtube.com/user/lightningxdisaster
PART 22 | djcprod:
https://www.youtube.com/user/djcprod
PART 23 | Zurik 23M:
https://www.youtube.com/user/Zurik23M23
PART 24 | sparksfly221:
https://www.youtube.com/user/sparksfly221
PART 25 | by pingvi:
https://www.youtube.com/user/smska1995
PART 26 | Grable424:
https://www.youtube.com/user/Grable424
PART 27 | Cassaravi
Colouring: SunnyVids
Song: /watch?v=BRcrbDGFiUY
Honestly, I could not be happier with the result. My dream collab, with my dream team. Couldnt have happened without a few technical issues and misunderstandings (again, so sorry for those on my part) but we made it.
Time flies so fast! 5 years ago I would NEVER have thought Id be here, working alongside the best, my idols. nd now this collabs up! This is so surreal.
I once read a life advice somewhere online, that if youre thinking about doing something, think whether youre likely to still be doing it 5 years later. I thought it was bullshit, for me even the failer experiences are something we learn from. But it kept somehow coming back to me in terms of vidding. Will I?
Well, yeah I did. But not alone. Over the last 5 years, whether youve become my friend, been commenting on my videos or just watching, I want to thank you. With all my heart. Being here has been such a beautiful and creative experience, and Ive become a better person thanks to it. I sincerely hope to continue this wonderful journey, hopefully with you all. I love you. Youre my home.")
![couldnt stop caring [multifandom] +xDelicateMuse](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/y8WTqNyWLq4/hqdefault.jpg "couldnt stop caring [multifandom] +xDelicateMuse
Fandoms: listed at the end of the video
Im back with another collab! :D
This one was in the making for a very long time (over 8 months) but here we are, we made it and thats what matters. I wanna thank my lovely and talented collab partner, Ginny. I had a lot of fun working with you! :)
Here you can find her, and subscribe for some amazing stuff. ^^
https://www.youtube.com/user/xDelicat...
What more can I say here. :D You can expect many more collabs to come. Currently college is keeping me busy but I have to find some time for editing, otherwise Id go totally crazy very quickly. lol
Sorry for not replying to comments lately. Ill do my best to be better from now on. But with schoolstuff and editing, theres not much time left for anything else. I havent even started a new show in weeks (not to mention how behind I have fallen with my current ones). And that says something. -.-")
![A Deafening Distance [Allison&Dean] [BAT] - for Juls](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/yscoGubr6wE/hqdefault.jpg "A Deafening Distance [Allison&Dean] [BAT] - for Juls
For Juls - ThatGilrWhoVids (wishvid#7)
So basically this is for you sweetheart! I know that you love them. And, clever me, I noticed that youve had birthday recently. I didnt know because if I did, I wouldve made sth for you. But I felt bad about not making you sth so there is your belated birthday present! *hugs*
I hope youll like it because it was totally made thanks to you. Now is the time for fangirling. ;D
[Those of you who dont know Juls - you dont know what youre missing! Subscribe to her and youll see how amazing she is!
http://www.youtube.com/user/ThatGirlWhoVids]
Fandom: Superwolf (Supernatural + Teen Wolf)
Characters: Allison Argent, Dean Winchester and others
Song: info at the end of the vid
Colourings: me
Reblog? http://eternal-dreamer71.tumblr.com/post/37971779942/a-deafening-distance-allison-dean-by-me
Okay, so this is MY FIRST CROSSOVER VIDEO EVER. But I must admit that it turned really not bad considering I have no experience doing manips and such. Its the first time.
About the video itself... Why Dean and Allison? Because of Juls video she posted recently. And while rewatching TW I had this thought, hmmm... could I ship Allison with Dean? *a few seconds of silence* I definitely would. Who cares about the little things. Basically Dean can be shipped with everyone so why not her?
Plus Ive just killed my otp here but shhhh.
This is not the first part. I mean it is but not chronologically. Thats why some things in it may not be clear. Let me state a few things:
- black and white stads for past events
- purple-ish stands for a dream sequence
- Allison&Dean knew each other before and were in love
- Allison didnt now Scotts true identity
- Gerard is a good guy here and hes basically Deans friend
- Sam is evil here but I cant say why at this point
- the letter wasnt a goodbye letter
I think the plot should be pretty understandable. Dean has a dream and sees Allison killed by Scott whos a werewolf. So he rushes to save her as those events start coming to life. Then Allison doesnt want to talk to him because shes mad at him for killing her boyfriend. She doesnt answer her phone. Dean blames himself for what he did, drinks too much. He writes a letter to explain her everything and Gerard hands it to Allison. Reading it, she understands his true motives and has a change of heart. Unfortunately when she goes to talk to him and tell him that she still loves him, she winesses Sam killing him.
Possible sequels and prequels. Just let me know if you want to see more of this story.
VOICEOVERS:
Hey, its me.
Weve got issues, no doubt but I always tried to protect you.
I guess its what I do, I let down the people I love.
Im sorry.
It wouldve been up earlier but I fell asleep while rendering. xD")
