Who I Am | multifandom @xxBlackLolitarose

Uploaded June 2015 | Updated September 2026, 4 hours ago

I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was.

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Very proud of this one. This is my first multifandom in... a long time. I really miss them but they destroy my computer. ^^;
This is a (late) birthday video for my BFF!
It took too long and I lost inspiration near the end so it took forever to finish it. But I'm still really proud of how it turned out.

With this video I wanted to tie the footage together in a way I hadn't done before with multifandoms. I really wanted them to connect visually and symbolically.
I also wanted to stick to the atmosphere of the song, so I used plenty of colors and overlays. (i've been abusing my overlays and really need to get some new ones though.)

And eek this video gave me so much trouble at the end. It was totally fine for the first 90% and then the last bit just WOULD NOT WORK. I was trying to finish it and vegas wouldn't load it to save its life. As a result I had to render it in parts like an MEP, so the quality is not what I would like it to be. T__T I really need a computer. Haha I've been saying that for four years.

I promise you that every fandom I used here is really good! So if you see one that interests you but aren't sure what it's called, just ask! ^^

And I doubt I'll be doing a multifandom for a long time again. For one, I don't really feel like it and for another, my computer sucks. sigh.

This is one of a few big projects I've recently finished that I'll be trying to upload soon! ^^ Oh and I have a Kingdom Hearts project that I've been working on for TWO YEARS and I'm finally at the rendering stage so I will be uploading it this summer!! XD

(and I'm going to see this band in concert next week! fkjdjf;akjfdjafk;aljfal;kfj)

peace out.

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Video Info:
Song + artist + program are in video
Footage [in order of first appearance]: Attack on Titan, Marvel's Agents of SHIELD (minor spoilers), Garden of Words, Tangled, Ao Haru Ride (TV - spoilers), Kingdom Hearts Series, Ano Hana (spoilers), The Avengers AOU (trailers only), Chuunibyou, Dengeki Daisy, Fruits Basket (manga + tv), Vampire Knight (manga), Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Bleach, Pushing Daisies, Guardians of the Galaxy, The Avengers (2012)

Desperate Times = Desperate Measures // Pushing Daisies

$Never Surrender This might seem strange to you, but well, its not for you. This is a thank you video that Ive made for God. That might seem silly... After all, its not like I think God is going to watch it or something (lol) But making videos is one of the few ways I have to show my appreciation, and I want to show it right now. God gets me through so many things in my life. In particular, this video is about sony vegas and my computer. Every time I lose my sony vegas or my computer starts acting weird, I get freaked out. I dont have the money to buy a new computer and of course if I lost my vegas...well you editors know. Every time Im so scared about something related to that I always selfishly call to God to help me. I know he isnt there just for my dumb technological troubles and theres no reason for him to bother helping me. Still, every time I selfishly call on him, he helps me. He gets my vegas back somehow, he fixes my computer. Of course there are so many more examples where He helps me when he doesnt need to, but this video is particularly thanking him for the vegas and stuff. I want to thank him so much for everything he does for me and this is the way I thought of. Right now my computer has a virus. I actually made this before the virus came and kept finding excuses not to upload it. And its true that its been a while and my computer still hasnt been fixed or anything like that. And you may be reading the paragraph before this one and thinking if God fixes your computer so much why hasnt he fixed your computer this time? Well, it may not be fixed but its been running with a virus for over a month now and it is still running fine. I can use vegas the same as always and I havent lost a single file. I believe God is blessing me now even if my computer isnt totally fixed. Since this is a thankyou video and you always write a message in the description to the one youre thanking, Ive written a small message to God. Read it if you want, or dont read it. ^^ - Lord, you have done so much for me when you didnt need to. You help me with the small and the big things in life. And more than anything, youve saved me from my sins and I will never stop thanking you for it. Thankyou!! Maybe most of you wouldnt think of me as highly religious... And well, Im not sure thats the term I would use for myself. Basically, I just want to become someone who lives for God and I struggle with that every day. If youre wondering, Im a Christian Baptist and I welcome any questions about this stuff. : ) {Also, I will disable comments if I have to... I wouldnt normally do that but I can see why people might want to hate on me for this. Although I hope you all have more respect than that.} A Few Editor Comments: When I made this I thought it looked like a vent video xD Its not at all. Its just that Skillet (if you didnt know) is an awesome christian band probably my favorite annnnd out of all the skillet songs I felt like editing to this one the most :P It really has no special meaning xD Just edited the song cuz I wanted to. And I know this is a simple edit. But the videos not really about the editing this time around. ^^ But man this video makes me really miss making videos like this! Vids where you dont have to care about having the perfect effects every second and where you can use any footage and not care if they go together or not xD Videos like this are so fun to make and I miss making them! Video Info: Song: Never Surrender Artist: Skillet Footage: Kingdom Hearts I, II, Re:com, BBS, 3DS Final Fantasy 7, 7 CC, 8, 10, 10-2, 13 - @nn@ B1ue, $o @10ne (lol, 1 = L) Dedication: God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Ghost$

Look Me In My Eyes and Call Me Your Friend [P]

Watch their cold, dark {Silhouettes} disappear. [SMS and MMS Reel]