Uploaded October 2015 | Updated September 2026, 20 hours ago
"Cause perfect only makes you crazy!"
IDK what it is with me and Elsa and these heavy rock songs with female artists but here’s another one to add to my Frozen collection. I know I’m suppose to be finishing up B-day vids but its been a tough week and I needed to vent. Fortunately this one was been in what I call my post-production stage a month now and I’ve slowly been making the final touches so its ready at long last. Yes, I wanted it to be “perfect!” (;
I must point out, this does NOT represent my feelings right now –I am not THIS messed up! I’m fine right now, but I have been having a bad bout with perfectionism lately in my schoolwork which has made CRAZY! There are some days I am just sick of trying to be good and please everybody, of trying so hard to get good grades to make one wrong move that messes everything up! *shakes head in disgust* This song really captures that rather rebellious spirit I seldom show. I needed to let go and for once just not care so much.
I fist heard this song while doing homework and listening to Pandora in the background; I had it tuned out at first because if you listen to the beginning of this song its really heavy metal, at my limit of rock music, but my head popped up when it got the first verse thinking, “Did someone say frozen?” Then on each line just screamed Elsa at me; It was very hard to concentrate on my homework after that...
This project started as a quick vent back in February and I was only going to make up to 1:04 with mild effects but I liked it so much I decided to go ahead and continue with the second verse and then got a surge of creative inspiration for the final verse so now it’s a full length vid! (And I trimmed the song too).
This was a real wild and fun vid to make, despite trying to get everything just right; I got to experiment a lot with various effects, new overlays and was even inspired enough to add text. (Which totally sucks, my text never looks as good as other peoples’. IDK how some of you do it!) This is the first lyrical vid I’ve done with Frozen though so that’s different. *Yay!*
It took 9 LONG hours to render this baby, per render – And I rendered it 5 times. *Crazy I know* But the 9 hour render was for the 60 FPS and I did that twice while the other three were in standard HD which took about 2 hours each. So I spent 24 hours total rendering it all together. *embraces life as an editor*
Oh and I got my old Frozen signature back! Anyone notice? :)
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Video #128
Footage: Frozen and Frozen Fever
Song: "Good Behavior" by Plumb
Time: February 23, 2015 (7+ months)
Editor: Sony Vegas - Movie Studio + Pro 12
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"Cause perfect only makes you crazy!"
IDK what it is with me and Elsa and these heavy rock songs with female artists but here’s another one to add to my Frozen collection. I know I’m suppose to be finishing up B-day vids but its been a tough week and I needed to vent. Fortunately this one was been in what I call my post-production stage a month now and I’ve slowly been making the final touches so its ready at long last. Yes, I wanted it to be “perfect!” (;
I must point out, this does NOT represent my feelings right now –I am not THIS messed up! I’m fine right now, but I have been having a bad bout with perfectionism lately in my schoolwork which has made CRAZY! There are some days I am just sick of trying to be good and please everybody, of trying so hard to get good grades to make one wrong move that messes everything up! *shakes head in disgust* This song really captures that rather rebellious spirit I seldom show. I needed to let go and for once just not care so much.
I fist heard this song while doing homework and listening to Pandora in the background; I had it tuned out at first because if you listen to the beginning of this song its really heavy metal, at my limit of rock music, but my head popped up when it got the first verse thinking, “Did someone say frozen?” Then on each line just screamed Elsa at me; It was very hard to concentrate on my homework after that...
This project started as a quick vent back in February and I was only going to make up to 1:04 with mild effects but I liked it so much I decided to go ahead and continue with the second verse and then got a surge of creative inspiration for the final verse so now it’s a full length vid! (And I trimmed the song too).
This was a real wild and fun vid to make, despite trying to get everything just right; I got to experiment a lot with various effects, new overlays and was even inspired enough to add text. (Which totally sucks, my text never looks as good as other peoples’. IDK how some of you do it!) This is the first lyrical vid I’ve done with Frozen though so that’s different. *Yay!*
It took 9 LONG hours to render this baby, per render – And I rendered it 5 times. *Crazy I know* But the 9 hour render was for the 60 FPS and I did that twice while the other three were in standard HD which took about 2 hours each. So I spent 24 hours total rendering it all together. *embraces life as an editor*
Oh and I got my old Frozen signature back! Anyone notice? :)
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Video #128
Footage: Frozen and Frozen Fever
Song: "Good Behavior" by Plumb
Time: February 23, 2015 (7+ months)
Editor: Sony Vegas - Movie Studio + Pro 12
My Tumblr: thenightfuryfan95.tumblr.com
My Vimeo: vimeo.com/user36147830
My Backup Channel: youtube.com/channel/UC1y1K-tHLkjZ6qdJ8qaC0Uw
![[DOTM] *Lord Shen*~Iridescent [MEP part 5]
Heres my part for our second MEP from DreamingOnTheMoonSt:
Footage: Kung Fu Panda 2
Song: Iridescent by Linkin Park
Studio link of MEP: http://www.youtube.com/user/DreamingOnTheMoonST
FULL Video link completed: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioo15m7lRlU
This is the first time I get to test out my new ripped footage Ive been working on getting. I owe inhonoredglory and thefanvideoer2 for their help. Thanks guys! Come to think of it, this is the first non-HTTYD amv Ive ever done. I got BIG plans with my movies....such as several animashes *winks*. I think it turned out rather nice xD For some reason I really like Lord Shen the villain of the sequel. His voice and mannerisms are just PERFECT to me. I mean, a peacock as a villain? Thats pretty creative hehe (;
BTW, I added the signature on my upload, and another without for you DOTM. [DOTM] *Lord Shen*~Iridescent [MEP part 5]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ZPlm7nEcE4Q/mqdefault.jpg)





![Can You Hold Me? [vent]
❛❛If I aint got you I aint got nothing at all... ❜❜
✎This doesnt seem real guys.....It feels like a horrible dream. I wake up in a fog and ask myself, Why are my eyes aching so much? The answer dawns on me: Ive been crying. Why have I been crying? As everything floods into my mind and I remember why.... WHY?? This Corona Curse. I AM SO HURT!! I have literally been GRIEVING since the news was announced, Thursday, March 12, 2020, our school was closing its doors, moving online, and sending everyone home.
This was my Senior Year, now cut short, RUINED, and totally robbed of my time there with everyone. I miss and love them so much! I wasnt ready to say goodbye! I know I must sound odd; but I LOVE college, I LOVE going to my classes, and working late in the lab, and being around my friends/professors. I didnt even want a spring break - I was going to work - and now we got two freakin weeks. I HATE IT! College life is virtually over for me. I was nervous about graduating for this very reason: having to say goodbye and switch life gears in May. But now its HERE, suddenly, a slap to the face, I wasnt ready IDK how to handle it... And graduation? Pfff, who knows now with everything being canceled or postponed. Even if it happens later this year IDK if Ill even be able to graduate working remotely now.... WHY??
Out of the 4 stages of grief, Ive swiftly moved to stage 3 depression, and stumbling blindly towards stage 4, accepts.....and do the next right thing. *sobs* Oh GOD that song is a word for word description of what I am feeling right now - I wanted to edit with it but its so sacred the way it is sung through Anna. I couldnt... But this song surprising fit in a number of ways.
I just pray things go back to normal soon, but even then nothing will ever be the same again. That one line guys: And with the dawn...what comes then? When its clear that everything will NEVER be the same again. Is just on repeat in my head. I cant go back.
I know I am not alone and that there isnt a SOUL on this plant now that isnt being affect in some way by all this. My problems and feelings are nothing compared to people actually sick, or under strict quarantine. My heart goes out to those people and families affected. BUT with all due respect, I cant help but feel what I feel and see that all of this is nothing but overblown, media driven FEAR and panic that NEEDS TO FUCKING SHUT UP!!! I am sorry for the language, but I needed to vent...
And now I do feel better after pouring all my heart out editing this. Its been awhile since Ive made something from pure angst. (yeah, I know, last week...MY how quickly things change?) *sighs*
Remember guys: Gods got this! I believe with all thats left of my broken heart He is going to bring goodness and healing. Maybe, just maybe, it will be better than we had envisioned in the end. Take a deep breath, turn off the news, pray and focus on the only thing that is true and unchanging in this world: The peace and love from Jesus Christ.
Verses in the vid ( Psalm 23:4 and John 14:27)
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🎬 Video #192
🎼 Footage: Frozen 1-2, Frozen Fever, Olafs Frozen Adventure
🎵 Song: Can You Hold Me? by Britt Nicole (ft. NF)
🕒 Time: 1 week
🎧 Editor: Vegas Pro 16
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(◠ ‿◠)✌ Can You Hold Me? [vent]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/_zTOY7jEF0w/mqdefault.jpg)



