Uploaded November 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
This is my visual video for my University Of Southern California Cinematic Arts Freshman Application.
This is my visual video for my University Of Southern California Cinematic Arts Freshman Application.
![Matthew Luppino - Only Human (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iAS0T_0B2eA/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Only Human (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]
Produced by: tunnA Beatz
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Compulsive, obsessive
All these curses Ive been blessed with
Keep me on the ledge, but emotion just gave me a death wish
Searching for my ghost but Im left breathless
Fuck if I know where Im headed, truth is Im helpless
He said, its getting harder to find people that understand
The voice of genius that plays inside these grains of sand
Tiny moments he holds within the palm of his hand
Contemplating life in past tense, there he goes off the rails again
Because this love dont feel right anymore
And I am once again forced to close another door
This pain is just something I cant ignore
Im just a lost soul with trapped wings, trying to soar
And as my thoughts keep me company in this abandoned realm, my tears fall like acidic rain
Destroying everything in my path with dark, demonic pain
Dark demonic pain
Inside my brain
Help me Lord, I’m going insane
2nd verse:
Waiting for my mind to drift away
Like my body is at the gateway
Am I in hell? Could this be the day?
Could it all end in disarray?
Raw emotion weeping in pain
Rawest potion deep within my veins
Carry my burden oh father, I exclaim
Help me fight the darkness inside my brain
Been through this ring of fire once before
But now I have to cross the devil once more
Up against the wall, bagging on the floor
Help me stop this devilish game, please just restore
On the front lines, but Ive always been this prisoner of war
Im in hell, this could be my day
It could all end here, death is underway
Flesh turned to ash, my soul left to decay
Burning in the fires of hell, my mind is left to fade away
Im a problem child drowning in a think tank
Releasing venomous ink but my page still remains blank
#onlyhuman #closure #luppostudios #tunnAbeatz
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
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![Matthew Luppino - Let You Down ft. Alex M. Brinkley (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Music Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/idCpLLjqjek/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Let You Down ft. Alex M. Brinkley (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Music Video]
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Produced by: tunnA Beatz
Hook By: Alex M. Brinkley
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli
Footage From H.O.P.E. (Hold. On. Pain. Ends.) (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/ruciwFKClT4
Footage From Passionate Transcendence (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/MivjAdeDoKY
Footage From Pernicious (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/jqggzKFrNkw
Footage From Complexity (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/vPxbO4Q5f0c
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Feeling hopeless
Holding moments
I notice
This rope it’s
Tightening, I’m losing focus
Knots in my stomach, at my lowest
I feel explosive
Loaded the gun, devoted
But still frozen
With diagnosis
Broken, searching
For motive
I’ve opened
Emotion,
Corrosive
Commotion, my head is ferocious
I need a
Higher dosage
No,
I can’t be homeless, ahhh
Yeah,
I can’t seem to escape it
I just ignore it and keep sedating;
Like I’m chasing
These faded
Eraser shavings
The raging
Thoughts keep racing
Pacing
These halls
Changing
Within these walls
I’m sitting in the aftermath
Like a maniac
Flashing back
To your photograph
I’m going under, I’m starting to drown
I’m looking all around
I guess I did let you down
Damn
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
2nd Verse:
I carry myself like I have things all together
But deep inside, I am lonelier than ever
I can’t seem to get this off my chest
I often wonder why I’m still depressed
But every morning, I get dressed
Look in the mirror, and say I’m just stressed
You gotta know it’s hard to start
Creating art
With all my heart
When it feels like I lost that spark
But my passion is still lurking in the dark
So I’m trying to make my mark
While the world is still trying to drown this shark
Yeah,
I know, I let myself down and
Damn near a thousand times
But one moment
Will not define
My life,
I need a line
Within my mind
Searching but cannot find
I guess I’m still searching for closure with these rhymes
So I switched up my style, pushed back the album
Focused on myself just to see a difference in the outcome
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
#letyoudown #closure #luppostudios #tunnABeatz #alexmbrinkley
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved")
