Uploaded September 2012 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
This is the official trailer for Renegade. It is a short film that my friends and I created. I hope you enjoy!
This is the official trailer for Renegade. It is a short film that my friends and I created. I hope you enjoy!
![Matthew Luppino - Let You Down ft. Alex M. Brinkley (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Music Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/idCpLLjqjek/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Let You Down ft. Alex M. Brinkley (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Music Video]
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Produced by: tunnA Beatz
Hook By: Alex M. Brinkley
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli
Footage From H.O.P.E. (Hold. On. Pain. Ends.) (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/ruciwFKClT4
Footage From Passionate Transcendence (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/MivjAdeDoKY
Footage From Pernicious (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/jqggzKFrNkw
Footage From Complexity (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/vPxbO4Q5f0c
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Feeling hopeless
Holding moments
I notice
This rope it’s
Tightening, I’m losing focus
Knots in my stomach, at my lowest
I feel explosive
Loaded the gun, devoted
But still frozen
With diagnosis
Broken, searching
For motive
I’ve opened
Emotion,
Corrosive
Commotion, my head is ferocious
I need a
Higher dosage
No,
I can’t be homeless, ahhh
Yeah,
I can’t seem to escape it
I just ignore it and keep sedating;
Like I’m chasing
These faded
Eraser shavings
The raging
Thoughts keep racing
Pacing
These halls
Changing
Within these walls
I’m sitting in the aftermath
Like a maniac
Flashing back
To your photograph
I’m going under, I’m starting to drown
I’m looking all around
I guess I did let you down
Damn
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
2nd Verse:
I carry myself like I have things all together
But deep inside, I am lonelier than ever
I can’t seem to get this off my chest
I often wonder why I’m still depressed
But every morning, I get dressed
Look in the mirror, and say I’m just stressed
You gotta know it’s hard to start
Creating art
With all my heart
When it feels like I lost that spark
But my passion is still lurking in the dark
So I’m trying to make my mark
While the world is still trying to drown this shark
Yeah,
I know, I let myself down and
Damn near a thousand times
But one moment
Will not define
My life,
I need a line
Within my mind
Searching but cannot find
I guess I’m still searching for closure with these rhymes
So I switched up my style, pushed back the album
Focused on myself just to see a difference in the outcome
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
#letyoudown #closure #luppostudios #tunnABeatz #alexmbrinkley
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved")
![Matthew Luppino - Searching For Closure (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/le6uf8BmGqA/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Searching For Closure (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]
Beat produced by: tunnA Beatz
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Yeah it’s crazy…
That I still look back, and it hurts all the same
The doors locked, but I still peak through the window pane
Watching lost time play inside the frame
I guess you could say you still live inside my brain
Passion turns into pain and pain back into passion
Its just a chain reaction
When I look for satisfaction
In another distraction
Tell me what happens
When that tragic magic
Turns back to ashes?
So…
I’m trying to move on, not sure who I’m becoming
But I guess I’m still missing something
I guess what they say is true, time heals nothing
Still stuck in this loop, lost in my feelings
I wish I didn’t feel things
I guess I had the real thing
But will my heart ever stop bleeding?
So, Im still searching for closure, Im lost in the dark
And even though its over, I know I’ve lost my spark
2nd Verse:
I want you to know I’ve been struggling with shit every single day
And I can’t write what I need to say
My first love ripped me apart
But God gave me my art
And helped me pick up the pieces to restart
Healed with no closure and fixed my broken heart
But I guess I still wear my heart on my sleeve
Yeah I guess I never know when to leave
So I can agree
What we perceive
Is what we believe
And without it, life’s not as complete
In between
Proceed or retreat?
Admit defeat and hit delete
Should I succeed in deceit?
Searching way back to summer sixteen
We would share our scars
Sitting in that car
We talked about life under the stars
I was at my lowest when I lost focus
I’m still a broken poet
Looking back at life, I guess all we have is moments
3rd Verse:
So yeah I’ll admit I’m still searching
Yeah I guess I’ll admit I’m still hurting
I’m just a starving artist
Just a man working his hardest
To harness
The darkness
That still makes me heartless
My first love tainted my perception
It’s like what I created I’ve learned to question
I feel like I’ve wasted my perfection
But it’s complicated when you go through depression
So many faded reflections
Led to an elevated obsession
Of Infatuated affection
So frustrated with my direction
All I painted was valentine’s deception
You know I used to think we would last
But now I’ve left you back in the past
I told you one day I’ll explain
The pain
That lives inside my brain
I know everyone’s got their demons, but mine are taking over
And even though I’m still hurting, I’m still searching for closure eh
#searchingforclosure #closure #luppostudios #tunnabeatz
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved")
