Uploaded October 2018 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
Written And Performed By: Matthew Luppino
Hook Written and Performed By: Alex M. Brinkley
Produced By: Tunna Beatz
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Maybe it’s my fault, maybe I did this
Go back and forth, what did I miss?
Go over it all again, let’s reminisce
You passed out in my bed, I gave you a kiss
On the forehead as I tucked you in the covers
Took me a few years to uncover
Your true colours
I’m digesting
What you did to me, it was plain disgusting
I was down and out and felt like nothing
I turned to you, was I wrong for trusting?
Or were you wrong for keeping me your secret?
Hiding me for no apparent reason
Running back to whoever was more convenient
Still believing that you were not cheating
When you were sleeping
With me and him in the same evening
You played with my heart, you messed with my feelings
You really are so deceiving
I guess the truth is finally leaking
Pinch me, I’m no longer dreaming
Now everyone knows you are the real demon
Hook:
i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head repeating, repeating i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head they never, they never end
2nd Verse:
I’m overthinking again, so I sit and ponder
You brought the worst out in me
You turned me into a monster
It’s like you had the power to alter
Anything I conjure
Every time you went behind his back
You suddenly had these awful panic attacks
Every time we had sex, you cried
No, you crawled into the corner and lied
Said you were done with him, all teary eyed
And every night you were by his side
But now I got you in the spotlight
Nowhere left to go
I got you locked in my sights
Time to expose this hoe
You’re a lying, cheating parasite
I hate you more than you will ever know
The clock strikes midnight
I’m pulling the trigger and even so
Maybe I’m wrong, maybe you’re right
Maybe I’m the one to blame
But remember, you were the one playing the game
Now I get to cock back and aim
So I take your picture out of the frame
And watch your name burst into flames
Hook:
i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head repeating, repeating i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head they never, they never end
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
Copyright 2018
All Rights Reserved
Written And Performed By: Matthew Luppino
Hook Written and Performed By: Alex M. Brinkley
Produced By: Tunna Beatz
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Maybe it’s my fault, maybe I did this
Go back and forth, what did I miss?
Go over it all again, let’s reminisce
You passed out in my bed, I gave you a kiss
On the forehead as I tucked you in the covers
Took me a few years to uncover
Your true colours
I’m digesting
What you did to me, it was plain disgusting
I was down and out and felt like nothing
I turned to you, was I wrong for trusting?
Or were you wrong for keeping me your secret?
Hiding me for no apparent reason
Running back to whoever was more convenient
Still believing that you were not cheating
When you were sleeping
With me and him in the same evening
You played with my heart, you messed with my feelings
You really are so deceiving
I guess the truth is finally leaking
Pinch me, I’m no longer dreaming
Now everyone knows you are the real demon
Hook:
i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head repeating, repeating i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head they never, they never end
2nd Verse:
I’m overthinking again, so I sit and ponder
You brought the worst out in me
You turned me into a monster
It’s like you had the power to alter
Anything I conjure
Every time you went behind his back
You suddenly had these awful panic attacks
Every time we had sex, you cried
No, you crawled into the corner and lied
Said you were done with him, all teary eyed
And every night you were by his side
But now I got you in the spotlight
Nowhere left to go
I got you locked in my sights
Time to expose this hoe
You’re a lying, cheating parasite
I hate you more than you will ever know
The clock strikes midnight
I’m pulling the trigger and even so
Maybe I’m wrong, maybe you’re right
Maybe I’m the one to blame
But remember, you were the one playing the game
Now I get to cock back and aim
So I take your picture out of the frame
And watch your name burst into flames
Hook:
i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head repeating, repeating i’m overthinking again these words inside of my head they never, they never end
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
Copyright 2018
All Rights Reserved
![Matthew Luppino - Searching For Closure (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/le6uf8BmGqA/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Searching For Closure (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]
Beat produced by: tunnA Beatz
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Yeah it’s crazy…
That I still look back, and it hurts all the same
The doors locked, but I still peak through the window pane
Watching lost time play inside the frame
I guess you could say you still live inside my brain
Passion turns into pain and pain back into passion
Its just a chain reaction
When I look for satisfaction
In another distraction
Tell me what happens
When that tragic magic
Turns back to ashes?
So…
I’m trying to move on, not sure who I’m becoming
But I guess I’m still missing something
I guess what they say is true, time heals nothing
Still stuck in this loop, lost in my feelings
I wish I didn’t feel things
I guess I had the real thing
But will my heart ever stop bleeding?
So, Im still searching for closure, Im lost in the dark
And even though its over, I know I’ve lost my spark
2nd Verse:
I want you to know I’ve been struggling with shit every single day
And I can’t write what I need to say
My first love ripped me apart
But God gave me my art
And helped me pick up the pieces to restart
Healed with no closure and fixed my broken heart
But I guess I still wear my heart on my sleeve
Yeah I guess I never know when to leave
So I can agree
What we perceive
Is what we believe
And without it, life’s not as complete
In between
Proceed or retreat?
Admit defeat and hit delete
Should I succeed in deceit?
Searching way back to summer sixteen
We would share our scars
Sitting in that car
We talked about life under the stars
I was at my lowest when I lost focus
I’m still a broken poet
Looking back at life, I guess all we have is moments
3rd Verse:
So yeah I’ll admit I’m still searching
Yeah I guess I’ll admit I’m still hurting
I’m just a starving artist
Just a man working his hardest
To harness
The darkness
That still makes me heartless
My first love tainted my perception
It’s like what I created I’ve learned to question
I feel like I’ve wasted my perfection
But it’s complicated when you go through depression
So many faded reflections
Led to an elevated obsession
Of Infatuated affection
So frustrated with my direction
All I painted was valentine’s deception
You know I used to think we would last
But now I’ve left you back in the past
I told you one day I’ll explain
The pain
That lives inside my brain
I know everyone’s got their demons, but mine are taking over
And even though I’m still hurting, I’m still searching for closure eh
#searchingforclosure #closure #luppostudios #tunnabeatz
Closure
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![Matthew Luppino - Her Love ft. Nate (prod. RockIt Pro) [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/n6EaHEeq8Pc/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Her Love ft. Nate (prod. RockIt Pro) [Official Audio]
Produced by: RockIt Productions
Hook By: Nate
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Yeah babe I gotta say I love you lots
If I was Tony Stark you’d be my Pepper Pots
Butterflies in my stomach tied in knots
Whenever I look in her eyes
She’s got me hypnotized
Her love got me tongue tied
As she rides by my side
Love at the speed of sound
You’re my smile when I frown
You’re my rock when I’m feeling down
My entire world, everything that I need
The world spins at a different speed
I only need you to succeed
So take my hand and I’ll take the lead
You’re my angel sent to me
Sentimentally
And Potentially
My wife to be
We accidentally fell in love endlessly
And now I can’t believe we fell hard for our chemistry
You’re my peace and serenity
And now you’re my remedy
Every melody
Yeah I think we are meant to be
2nd Verse:
So I Spent some nights in the hospital, waiting
Hating myself, contemplating
If I was good enough, depreciating
Trying to balance a depressed life while suffocating
Doing my best to cope, operating
With no sleep, I fought, still creating
I took a step forward, I was motivating
Trying to get stronger, by concentrating
And working hard to start communicating
And then one day I met you ice skating
Been through mountains I doubt you’d want to climb
I’ve written over 100,000 rhymes
And I’ve crossed over every line
Gone through depression about a million times
But I’m stronger now because I have your therapy
You carry my heart in every melody
Your love is my ecstasy
And honestly,
You brought me back to life
I can’t believe it, can’t explain it; I just know that you’ll one day be my future wife
3rd Verse:
I think I’ve had to say too many goodbyes
Living inside a mind that wants to die
Under a beautiful moon, I sat distressed
With my heart nearly beating out of my chest
I suffocated, trying to impress
But she understood I was not like the rest
I suffer panic attacks, especially when I’m stressed
So I confess
Even when I’m having one, I’m still trying my best
Yeah, she told me not to worry, because I’m blessed
And I guess
She’s right
I think back to that night
The night we first met
Back to all the times I could never forget
Her love makes me reminisce
Back to our first kiss
The feeling of complete bliss
But it’s her smile that I always miss
Her smile lights up my world
And no matter where I go, I know she’s my girl
She’s my girl eh
#herlove #closure #luppostudios #nate #rockitproductions
Closure
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© 2020
All Rights Reserved")
![Matthew Luppino - Let You Down ft. Alex M. Brinkley (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/pKkbfFZ9Ik8/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Let You Down ft. Alex M. Brinkley (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]
Produced by: tunnA Beatz
Hook By: Alex M. Brinkley
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Feeling hopeless
Holding moments
I notice
This rope it’s
Tightening, I’m losing focus
Knots in my stomach, at my lowest
I feel explosive
Loaded the gun, devoted
But still frozen
With diagnosis
Broken, searching
For motive
I’ve opened
Emotion,
Corrosive
Commotion, my head is ferocious
I need a
Higher dosage
No,
I can’t be homeless, ahhh
Yeah,
I can’t seem to escape it
I just ignore it and keep sedating;
Like I’m chasing
These faded
Eraser shavings
The raging
Thoughts keep racing
Pacing
These halls
Changing
Within these walls
I’m sitting in the aftermath
Like a maniac
Flashing back
To your photograph
I’m going under, I’m starting to drown
I’m looking all around
I guess I did let you down
Damn
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
2nd Verse:
I carry myself like I have things all together
But deep inside, I am lonelier than ever
I can’t seem to get this off my chest
I often wonder why I’m still depressed
But every morning, I get dressed
Look in the mirror, and say I’m just stressed
You gotta know it’s hard to start
Creating art
With all my heart
When it feels like I lost that spark
But my passion is still lurking in the dark
So I’m trying to make my mark
While the world is still trying to drown this shark
Yeah,
I know, I let myself down and
Damn near a thousand times
But one moment
Will not define
My life,
I need a line
Within my mind
Searching but cannot find
I guess I’m still searching for closure with these rhymes
So I switched up my style, pushed back the album
Focused on myself just to see a difference in the outcome
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
#letyoudown #closure #luppostudios #tunnA Beatz #alexmbrinkley
Closure
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2020
All Rights Reserved")
