Uploaded March 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
Demons Official Music Video: youtu.be/vwyV7tYJ7Ek
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Produced by Multi-Platinum producer Freek van Workum
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
2019, supposed to be equal
But it's a human kind of evil
When stress changes people
Telling someone their not good enough should be illegal
The dust had settled, and of course I recovered
But mentally, I was still stuck in that summer
And no one truly knows how much I've suffered
Been told all my life I'm nothing and I'm discovered
The sad true colours
Of my once true lovers
I got back up, started writing again
I picked up the pen, I did it for me
And made some sort of attempt
To vent
And lay it all across the page
Once and for all, finally release the rage
Though it's just a phrase, maybe wounds heals with age
Years of therapy thought it would heal
But the truth is what's lurking needs to be revealed
And though love is a battlefield
I can't seem to contain these demons that I've concealed
2nd Verse:
Yo
I ain't scared of the dark
Because I've lived with monsters right from the start
I guess you could say I was bullied or abused
What's the difference, see I am still confused?
I was bullied by kids in school that disapproved
I was different, so I made it my sole purpose to prove
And when I got successful, you still refused
To show gratitude
Instead you tore me down, told me I was nothing
But no more patterns, I'm ending this discussion
You’re not loving
You're disgusting
And I'm brushing you off
Like you are the one that's nothing
Because the truth is, I know I'm something
Everyone will doubt me, I don't give a fuck
At the end of the day, I know I make my own luck
Back against the wall, I'm forced to start over
I guess I'm going to have to heal with no closure
3rd Verse (Exclude):
Despite your opinion of me, I know I'm imperfectly perfect
But all of your neglect
Has left me with this defect
And mentally, I can't accept
100 percent
And nothing is good enough for what I expect
So I guess I have you to blame for this mindset
But when I resurrect
I promise you’ll go to repent
But I won't forget
The times you’ve left me wrecked and depressed
Going back to reflect
On the demons that left me in torment
#demons #closure #luppostudios #musicvideo #freekvanWorkum #visualeffectscomposition
Closure
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© 2020
All Rights Reserved
Demons Official Music Video: youtu.be/vwyV7tYJ7Ek
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Produced by Multi-Platinum producer Freek van Workum
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
2019, supposed to be equal
But it's a human kind of evil
When stress changes people
Telling someone their not good enough should be illegal
The dust had settled, and of course I recovered
But mentally, I was still stuck in that summer
And no one truly knows how much I've suffered
Been told all my life I'm nothing and I'm discovered
The sad true colours
Of my once true lovers
I got back up, started writing again
I picked up the pen, I did it for me
And made some sort of attempt
To vent
And lay it all across the page
Once and for all, finally release the rage
Though it's just a phrase, maybe wounds heals with age
Years of therapy thought it would heal
But the truth is what's lurking needs to be revealed
And though love is a battlefield
I can't seem to contain these demons that I've concealed
2nd Verse:
Yo
I ain't scared of the dark
Because I've lived with monsters right from the start
I guess you could say I was bullied or abused
What's the difference, see I am still confused?
I was bullied by kids in school that disapproved
I was different, so I made it my sole purpose to prove
And when I got successful, you still refused
To show gratitude
Instead you tore me down, told me I was nothing
But no more patterns, I'm ending this discussion
You’re not loving
You're disgusting
And I'm brushing you off
Like you are the one that's nothing
Because the truth is, I know I'm something
Everyone will doubt me, I don't give a fuck
At the end of the day, I know I make my own luck
Back against the wall, I'm forced to start over
I guess I'm going to have to heal with no closure
3rd Verse (Exclude):
Despite your opinion of me, I know I'm imperfectly perfect
But all of your neglect
Has left me with this defect
And mentally, I can't accept
100 percent
And nothing is good enough for what I expect
So I guess I have you to blame for this mindset
But when I resurrect
I promise you’ll go to repent
But I won't forget
The times you’ve left me wrecked and depressed
Going back to reflect
On the demons that left me in torment
#demons #closure #luppostudios #musicvideo #freekvanWorkum #visualeffectscomposition
Closure
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© 2020
All Rights Reserved
![Matthew Luppino - Let You Down ft. Alex M. Brinkley (prod. tunnA Beatz) [Official Audio]
Produced by: tunnA Beatz
Hook By: Alex M. Brinkley
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Feeling hopeless
Holding moments
I notice
This rope it’s
Tightening, I’m losing focus
Knots in my stomach, at my lowest
I feel explosive
Loaded the gun, devoted
But still frozen
With diagnosis
Broken, searching
For motive
I’ve opened
Emotion,
Corrosive
Commotion, my head is ferocious
I need a
Higher dosage
No,
I can’t be homeless, ahhh
Yeah,
I can’t seem to escape it
I just ignore it and keep sedating;
Like I’m chasing
These faded
Eraser shavings
The raging
Thoughts keep racing
Pacing
These halls
Changing
Within these walls
I’m sitting in the aftermath
Like a maniac
Flashing back
To your photograph
I’m going under, I’m starting to drown
I’m looking all around
I guess I did let you down
Damn
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
2nd Verse:
I carry myself like I have things all together
But deep inside, I am lonelier than ever
I can’t seem to get this off my chest
I often wonder why I’m still depressed
But every morning, I get dressed
Look in the mirror, and say I’m just stressed
You gotta know it’s hard to start
Creating art
With all my heart
When it feels like I lost that spark
But my passion is still lurking in the dark
So I’m trying to make my mark
While the world is still trying to drown this shark
Yeah,
I know, I let myself down and
Damn near a thousand times
But one moment
Will not define
My life,
I need a line
Within my mind
Searching but cannot find
I guess I’m still searching for closure with these rhymes
So I switched up my style, pushed back the album
Focused on myself just to see a difference in the outcome
Hook - Alex M. Brinkley:
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if if i’ll turn around
Wonder what you think of me now?
Wonder if i let you down
#letyoudown #closure #luppostudios #tunnA Beatz #alexmbrinkley
Closure
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![Matthew Luppino - Create And Erase (prod. Magestick Records) [Official Music Video]
Beat produced by: Magestick Records
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Starring:
Matthew Luppino
Mauro Primorac
Melissa Montaleone
James Douglas
Amanda Mustapha
Footage From Stardust (Official Short Film) REMASTERED
https://youtu.be/Umme1gjlBCE
Footage From Love Drunk (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/gwCjpX5driQ
Footage From True Colours (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/W4_ZsG5jFOY
Special Thanks To:
Laura Luppino
Filming Location: McGeachy Pond Conservation Area, Erieau, Ontario, Canada
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Im so tired of the hatin
The constant fakin
Makin
False accusations
Just be real, we could be amazin
Because my heart is still achin
Missing my pieces, waitin
Not loving what I’m creating
So we’re Isolating
Yeah, we stopped communicating
I love you but you ain’t reciprocating
It’s devastating
No, it’s fucking intoxicating
Your love was so damn captivating
So hate me, just know that Im suffocatin
I am here for you, no matter what Im facin
Yeah,
I’m still high off the butterflies
I’m still drunk on your lies
Sinking ships, drowning in your whisky eyes
Why does love always have to die?
Blood in the water, we will never cleanse
There’s truly no way to make amends
I guess all good things must come to an end
And I guess now we are no longer friends
Chorus:
Remember all the memories we used to create?
Now your memories of me have warped into hate
And every time I think of you, I patiently await
The day youll want me back, sadly it will be too late
Ive tried to go back and retrace
But Ive lost the memory of your face
So I guess in life we just create and erase
Yeah, we just create and erase
2nd verse:
Take it from me, nothing feels the same
I still see your face in my empty picture frames
I guess my mind likes to play these little games
Inside my brain, Im burning by my own flames
When can I erase your name?
You and I had a love that defied logic
We almost had it but we fucking lost it
And together we were psychotic
We brought the best and worst out in each other, how ironic
That we were so toxic
A catastrophic
Bittersweet
Heartbeat
We had a love I still can’t explain
And you and I went through so much pain
Every fight, every storm, every hurricane
But you and me, we were fucking insane
2017
Bonnie and Clyde
And the truth is I’d
Always stand by your side
So just know I’m truly satisfied
Because at least we can say we fucking tried
Chorus:
Remember all the memories we used to create?
Now your memories of me have warped into hate
Every time I think of you, I patiently await
The day youll want me back, sadly it will be too late
Ive tried to go back and retrace
But Ive lost the memory of your face
So I guess in life we just create and erase
Yeah, we just create and erase
#createanderase #closure #luppostudios #magestickrecords #part2
Closure
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![Matthew Luppino - Hope (prod. Magestick Records) [Official Music Video]
Produced by: Magestick Records
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Written, Directed, And Produced By: Matthew Luppino
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Executive Producers:
Laura Luppino
Stephen Goulet
Pete Pestowka
Michelle ONeill
Cinematography: Matthew Luppino
Camera Operators:
Matthew Luppino
Laura Luppino
Stephen Goulet
Grip:
Stephen Goulet
Editor: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects: Matthew Luppino
Music:
Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks:
Laura Luppino
Michelle ONeill
Stephen Goulet
Pete Pestowka
Filmed at The Windsor Amateur Boxing Club, Windsor, Ontario, Canada.
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Living life in the extremes
Manic bipolar is what I mean
Have you ever taken a loss?
Gave it everything you had and still failed
Been knocked down, take a deep breath, and inhale
This is just a classic tale
Of an underdog, back against the rail
Let me tell you why youll prevail
So youve lost of all hope
And youre backs against the ropes
Down and out, so I ask you whats next?
Yeah okay, okay I guess
Im perplexed
That answer is
So complex
I know its hard, but dont give in, think back to your aspirations
Your inspiration, your motivation,
What was your salvation?
Why are you quitting on the dream youve been chasing?
So you lost the drive, not the destination
Now that your hearts racing
Trust that sensation
That is the foundation
To your every creation
Hook:
Yeah I know its hard to proceed when you’re in defeat
But just believe what is meant to be will be
Back against the rope, it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
I know you’re lost in the dark, but don’t let your spark run out of light
Just get back up and fight
Back against the rope it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
2nd Verse:
So when I won my first award, I was an inspiration
But as I got better, the awards lost their sensation
And I kept winning, but it’s like I lost the celebration
And with every creation
I was waiting
For a new vibration
Some days Im in this mood I cant break
And sometimes Im falling deeper in mistakes
I’m just a rapper with a dream
Watching the stars as they gleam
Shining like I’m designing
My rhyming
And I’m just defying
Gravity
Now I’m Falling apart
I gotta get back up and start
Creating that art
With all my heart
I’m just a diamond in the rough waiting for my time
But people tend to throw rocks that always seem to shine
So I’m just under pressure, following my design
So don’t give up in something you can’t see
Have faith and find hope in what’s meant to be
Hook:
Yeah I know its hard to proceed when you’re in defeat
But just believe what is meant to be will be
Back against the rope, it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
I know you’re lost in the dark, but don’t let your spark run out of light
Just get back up and fight
Back against the rope it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
#hope #luppostudios #closure #magestickrecords #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #boxing #windsoramateurboxingclub #petepestowka
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