Uploaded September 2019 | Updated September 2026, 2 hours ago
Told through a mirrors perspective, showing 2 different thinking patterns, Max and Ashley reveal the effects of suicide. There Are 2 Sides To Every Story.
Written, Directed, And Produced By: Matthew Luppino
Starring: Matthew Luppino & Laura Holman
Cinematography: Matthew Luppino
Editor: Matthew Luppino
Boom Operator: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects: Matthew Luppino
Music:
Nights Amore - Nothingness
Dark Synth Music - Testimony
Secession Studios
Composer: Greg Dombrowski
VOCALS: Lane Shi Otayonii
Cinematic Sounds - No Copyright Music Angel Whisper Ambient
Join me in starting the conversation and spreading awareness about mental health and suicide.
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2019
All Rights Reserved
Told through a mirrors perspective, showing 2 different thinking patterns, Max and Ashley reveal the effects of suicide. There Are 2 Sides To Every Story.
Written, Directed, And Produced By: Matthew Luppino
Starring: Matthew Luppino & Laura Holman
Cinematography: Matthew Luppino
Editor: Matthew Luppino
Boom Operator: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects: Matthew Luppino
Music:
Nights Amore - Nothingness
Dark Synth Music - Testimony
Secession Studios
Composer: Greg Dombrowski
VOCALS: Lane Shi Otayonii
Cinematic Sounds - No Copyright Music Angel Whisper Ambient
Join me in starting the conversation and spreading awareness about mental health and suicide.
Luppo Studios Productions Inc.
© 2019
All Rights Reserved
![Matthew Luppino - Create And Erase (prod. Magestick Records) [Official Music Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tYaw7_TrVfI/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Create And Erase (prod. Magestick Records) [Official Music Video]
Beat produced by: Magestick Records
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Starring:
Matthew Luppino
Mauro Primorac
Melissa Montaleone
James Douglas
Amanda Mustapha
Footage From Stardust (Official Short Film) REMASTERED
https://youtu.be/Umme1gjlBCE
Footage From Love Drunk (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/gwCjpX5driQ
Footage From True Colours (Official Short Film)
https://youtu.be/W4_ZsG5jFOY
Special Thanks To:
Laura Luppino
Filming Location: McGeachy Pond Conservation Area, Erieau, Ontario, Canada
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Im so tired of the hatin
The constant fakin
Makin
False accusations
Just be real, we could be amazin
Because my heart is still achin
Missing my pieces, waitin
Not loving what I’m creating
So we’re Isolating
Yeah, we stopped communicating
I love you but you ain’t reciprocating
It’s devastating
No, it’s fucking intoxicating
Your love was so damn captivating
So hate me, just know that Im suffocatin
I am here for you, no matter what Im facin
Yeah,
I’m still high off the butterflies
I’m still drunk on your lies
Sinking ships, drowning in your whisky eyes
Why does love always have to die?
Blood in the water, we will never cleanse
There’s truly no way to make amends
I guess all good things must come to an end
And I guess now we are no longer friends
Chorus:
Remember all the memories we used to create?
Now your memories of me have warped into hate
And every time I think of you, I patiently await
The day youll want me back, sadly it will be too late
Ive tried to go back and retrace
But Ive lost the memory of your face
So I guess in life we just create and erase
Yeah, we just create and erase
2nd verse:
Take it from me, nothing feels the same
I still see your face in my empty picture frames
I guess my mind likes to play these little games
Inside my brain, Im burning by my own flames
When can I erase your name?
You and I had a love that defied logic
We almost had it but we fucking lost it
And together we were psychotic
We brought the best and worst out in each other, how ironic
That we were so toxic
A catastrophic
Bittersweet
Heartbeat
We had a love I still can’t explain
And you and I went through so much pain
Every fight, every storm, every hurricane
But you and me, we were fucking insane
2017
Bonnie and Clyde
And the truth is I’d
Always stand by your side
So just know I’m truly satisfied
Because at least we can say we fucking tried
Chorus:
Remember all the memories we used to create?
Now your memories of me have warped into hate
Every time I think of you, I patiently await
The day youll want me back, sadly it will be too late
Ive tried to go back and retrace
But Ive lost the memory of your face
So I guess in life we just create and erase
Yeah, we just create and erase
#createanderase #closure #luppostudios #magestickrecords #part2
Closure
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![Matthew Luppino - Hope (prod. Magestick Records) [Official Music Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uQLCMVWdGqw/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Hope (prod. Magestick Records) [Official Music Video]
Produced by: Magestick Records
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Written, Directed, And Produced By: Matthew Luppino
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Executive Producers:
Laura Luppino
Stephen Goulet
Pete Pestowka
Michelle ONeill
Cinematography: Matthew Luppino
Camera Operators:
Matthew Luppino
Laura Luppino
Stephen Goulet
Grip:
Stephen Goulet
Editor: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects: Matthew Luppino
Music:
Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks:
Laura Luppino
Michelle ONeill
Stephen Goulet
Pete Pestowka
Filmed at The Windsor Amateur Boxing Club, Windsor, Ontario, Canada.
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Living life in the extremes
Manic bipolar is what I mean
Have you ever taken a loss?
Gave it everything you had and still failed
Been knocked down, take a deep breath, and inhale
This is just a classic tale
Of an underdog, back against the rail
Let me tell you why youll prevail
So youve lost of all hope
And youre backs against the ropes
Down and out, so I ask you whats next?
Yeah okay, okay I guess
Im perplexed
That answer is
So complex
I know its hard, but dont give in, think back to your aspirations
Your inspiration, your motivation,
What was your salvation?
Why are you quitting on the dream youve been chasing?
So you lost the drive, not the destination
Now that your hearts racing
Trust that sensation
That is the foundation
To your every creation
Hook:
Yeah I know its hard to proceed when you’re in defeat
But just believe what is meant to be will be
Back against the rope, it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
I know you’re lost in the dark, but don’t let your spark run out of light
Just get back up and fight
Back against the rope it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
2nd Verse:
So when I won my first award, I was an inspiration
But as I got better, the awards lost their sensation
And I kept winning, but it’s like I lost the celebration
And with every creation
I was waiting
For a new vibration
Some days Im in this mood I cant break
And sometimes Im falling deeper in mistakes
I’m just a rapper with a dream
Watching the stars as they gleam
Shining like I’m designing
My rhyming
And I’m just defying
Gravity
Now I’m Falling apart
I gotta get back up and start
Creating that art
With all my heart
I’m just a diamond in the rough waiting for my time
But people tend to throw rocks that always seem to shine
So I’m just under pressure, following my design
So don’t give up in something you can’t see
Have faith and find hope in what’s meant to be
Hook:
Yeah I know its hard to proceed when you’re in defeat
But just believe what is meant to be will be
Back against the rope, it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
I know you’re lost in the dark, but don’t let your spark run out of light
Just get back up and fight
Back against the rope it’s just me vs. me
So find that hope and let it set you free
#hope #luppostudios #closure #magestickrecords #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #boxing #windsoramateurboxingclub #petepestowka
Closure
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![Matthew Luppino - Anyways ft. IkeThaWrita (prod. Dreamlife Beats) [Official Music Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/uctLPadfTuM/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Anyways ft. IkeThaWrita (prod. Dreamlife Beats) [Official Music Video]
Produced by: Dreamlife Beats
Hook: IkeThaWrita
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Jan Branicki; DJ Pain1p/k/a DJ Pain 1
(Collaborator); Darrell Banksp/k/a Darrell Banks (Collaborator); Izk
Jenkinsp/k/a IkeThaWrita (Collaborator) (Songwriter)
Video Directed, And Produced By: Matthew Luppino
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Cinematography By: Matthew Luppino
Behind The Scenes Photography: Laura Holman
Secondary Camera Operators: Jesse Miceli, Charlie Dupuis
Viper: Jesse Miceli
Mustang: Charlie Dupuis
Special Thanks To:
Gage Renaud
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
Ive been passing different levels
Battling different devils
It’s like Im still searching
For whats still lurking
And even though Ive been working
I cant find the right wording
Time is passing, and I find myself asking
I keep looking to the old me, like thats where Im supposed to be
Life was so different back then
I was engulfed in passion every time I held the pen
And when I created; I was in some sort of zen
Like within that moment
I was frozen, I was so focused
I was broken but I found enjoyment
I was an open poet
Then I lost the one component
That kept me growing
I keep looking back, not knowing
That Im moving forward
And its my duty to fulfill
Some sort of thrill
With my creations
But Im in the midst of transition
I have to switch my position
While still trying to accomplish the same mission
2nd verse:
Do what you love, thats when youre the happiest
But what is the price of happiness?
If I could see some perspectives
Maybe if I take a second
And watch my reflection
But all I see is a bunch of different directions
See Ive been buying time
Writing down another line
Like its just another rhyme
Without following my divine design
So I go back to intertwine
Every sign
Redefine
The story line
But no matter how much you love your craft
Sometimes it just doesnt love you back
Im so scared of the future and what it will hold
Fighting for a dream that might not unfold
I still believe in myself and my goals
Going the distance with all my heart and soul
Where I will go, I don’t know
But deep inside, I know I will grow
So as I write
These words tonight
Imma fight
So that my fire doesn’t lose its light
#anyways #closure #luppostudios #dreamlifebeats #IkeThaWrita #musicvideo #viper #mustang
Closure
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All Rights Reserved")
![Matthew Luppino - Demons (prod. Freek van Workum) [Official Music Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/vwyV7tYJ7Ek/mqdefault.jpg "Matthew Luppino - Demons (prod. Freek van Workum) [Official Music Video]
Written, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: Matthew Luppino
Produced by Multi-Platinum producer Freek van Workum
Starring: Matthew Luppino
Directed By: Matthew Luppino
Director Of Photography: Matthew Luppino
Edited By: Matthew Luppino
Visual Effects By: Matthew Luppino
Special Thanks To:
Laura Holman
Aaron Demars
Jesse Miceli
Official Lyrics:
1st Verse:
2019, supposed to be equal
But its a human kind of evil
When stress changes people
Telling someone their not good enough should be illegal
The dust had settled, and of course I recovered
But mentally, I was still stuck in that summer
And no one truly knows how much Ive suffered
Been told all my life Im nothing and Im discovered
The sad true colours
Of my once true lovers
I got back up, started writing again
I picked up the pen, I did it for me
And made some sort of attempt
To vent
And lay it all across the page
Once and for all, finally release the rage
Though its just a phrase, maybe wounds heals with age
Years of therapy thought it would heal
But the truth is whats lurking needs to be revealed
And though love is a battlefield
I cant seem to contain these demons that Ive concealed
2nd Verse:
Yo
I aint scared of the dark
Because Ive lived with monsters right from the start
I guess you could say I was bullied or abused
Whats the difference, see I am still confused?
I was bullied by kids in school that disapproved
I was different, so I made it my sole purpose to prove
And when I got successful, you still refused
To show gratitude
Instead you tore me down, told me I was nothing
But no more patterns, Im ending this discussion
You’re not loving
Youre disgusting
And Im brushing you off
Like you are the one thats nothing
Because the truth is, I know Im something
Everyone will doubt me, I dont give a fuck
At the end of the day, I know I make my own luck
Back against the wall, Im forced to start over
I guess Im going to have to heal with no closure
3rd Verse (Exclude):
Despite your opinion of me, I know Im imperfectly perfect
But all of your neglect
Has left me with this defect
And mentally, I cant accept
100 percent
And nothing is good enough for what I expect
So I guess I have you to blame for this mindset
But when I resurrect
I promise you’ll go to repent
But I wont forget
The times you’ve left me wrecked and depressed
Going back to reflect
On the demons that left me in torment
#demons #closure #luppostudios #musicvideo #freekvanWorkum
Closure
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