Uploaded October 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
TLMOTWY Revised is an effort to clean up my first ever group project and deliver a more worthwhile remake of Dante Timberwolf's ATGMOATLY. The project aims to explore the unfulfilled potential within ATGMOATLY's structure and expand upon it, all the while presenting everything in much higher quality.
Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/the-last-memories-of-those-lovely-years-revised
Fan project wiki page: caretakerfp.wiki.gg/wiki/The_Last_Memories_of_Those_Wonderful_Years
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Chapter 3 (Sides F+G+H; August 1963 - April 1965)
It is here that the disease begins to directly interfere with life as we know it. Recent events slip away, silently escaping our view. We ponder the time that passes by, rather than the concept ceasing to exist. Confusions come and go as quickly as our own emotions change. We barely have time to realize that we are in the final cohesive moments before the thought dissipates. Core memories from long ago degrade until our very sense of self fades, riddled with holes and falsifications.
The world gives way.
SIDE F (August 1963 - March 1964)
0:00:00 - F01 - Shadows approach (Zenyx)
0:05:20 - F02 - With every second that is lost (Zenyx)
0:08:54 - F03 - The thunderstrikes grow nearer (Zenyx)
0:11:32 - F04 - Weeping recollections (Zenyx)
0:14:06 - F05 - Endless elusive dusk (Zenyx)
0:17:20 - F06 - Everything is as it should be (Zenyx)
0:17:32 - F07 - Ballad of vain dreams (Zenyx)
0:22:26 - F08 - Misfire (Zenyx)
0:24:34 - F09 - Yet I'm still here (Inkie Devla)
0:27:18 - F10 - Tears to ashes (Zenyx)
SIDE G (April - September 1964)
0:29:59 - G01 - The soul caves in (Zenyx)
0:33:03 - G02 - False became true (Zenyx)
0:35:49 - G03 - Formation (Miffy)
0:38:49 - G04 - Hollow starlight (The Haretaker)
0:40:36 - G05 - A world coming apart (Zenyx)
0:43:03 - G06 - In shattered glee (Nutzley)
0:44:31 - G07 - Normalcy is but a fleeting memory (Aniball)
0:47:07 - G08 - Farewell to simpler times (Nutzley)
0:48:53 - G09 - A thought stands out in the mist (Zenyx)
0:52:31 - G10 - Fallen stars tune apart (Zenyx)
SIDE H (October 1964 - April 1965)
0:56:24 - H01 - Corners of myself vanishing (Zenyx)
0:59:11 - H02 - Refracting caverns disjointed (Inkie Devla & Zenyx)
1:01:24 - H03 - Why must this happen (Inkie Devla)
1:03:28 - H04 - Trance inescapable (The Cerebellum)
1:06:36 - H05 - Universe tumbled in two (Zenyx)
1:08:27 - H06 - Past will never be (Inkie Devla)
1:11:14 - H07 - Step into the night (Zenyx)
1:12:48 - H08 - Forgotten every tear (Zenyx)
1:15:24 - H09 - Time stops flow (Aniball)
1:19:24 - H10 - The years draw to a close (Inkie Devla & Zenyx)
1:22:41 - H11 - Cessation frontier (Zenyx)
1:24:14 - H12 - Fallen camaraderie (Zenyx)
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Artwork:
'Hung Over a Ledge' by Miffy
'End-timer' by Variety in Perspective
'mortuusambulans' by Antbonio
'Nightmares in Other Worlds' by The Observer
Original version of chapter 3 (since unlisted): youtu.be/PXAfeTsUMD0
TLMOTWY Revised is an effort to clean up my first ever group project and deliver a more worthwhile remake of Dante Timberwolf's ATGMOATLY. The project aims to explore the unfulfilled potential within ATGMOATLY's structure and expand upon it, all the while presenting everything in much higher quality.
Bandcamp: zenyx64.bandcamp.com/album/the-last-memories-of-those-lovely-years-revised
Fan project wiki page: caretakerfp.wiki.gg/wiki/The_Last_Memories_of_Those_Wonderful_Years
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Chapter 3 (Sides F+G+H; August 1963 - April 1965)
It is here that the disease begins to directly interfere with life as we know it. Recent events slip away, silently escaping our view. We ponder the time that passes by, rather than the concept ceasing to exist. Confusions come and go as quickly as our own emotions change. We barely have time to realize that we are in the final cohesive moments before the thought dissipates. Core memories from long ago degrade until our very sense of self fades, riddled with holes and falsifications.
The world gives way.
SIDE F (August 1963 - March 1964)
0:00:00 - F01 - Shadows approach (Zenyx)
0:05:20 - F02 - With every second that is lost (Zenyx)
0:08:54 - F03 - The thunderstrikes grow nearer (Zenyx)
0:11:32 - F04 - Weeping recollections (Zenyx)
0:14:06 - F05 - Endless elusive dusk (Zenyx)
0:17:20 - F06 - Everything is as it should be (Zenyx)
0:17:32 - F07 - Ballad of vain dreams (Zenyx)
0:22:26 - F08 - Misfire (Zenyx)
0:24:34 - F09 - Yet I'm still here (Inkie Devla)
0:27:18 - F10 - Tears to ashes (Zenyx)
SIDE G (April - September 1964)
0:29:59 - G01 - The soul caves in (Zenyx)
0:33:03 - G02 - False became true (Zenyx)
0:35:49 - G03 - Formation (Miffy)
0:38:49 - G04 - Hollow starlight (The Haretaker)
0:40:36 - G05 - A world coming apart (Zenyx)
0:43:03 - G06 - In shattered glee (Nutzley)
0:44:31 - G07 - Normalcy is but a fleeting memory (Aniball)
0:47:07 - G08 - Farewell to simpler times (Nutzley)
0:48:53 - G09 - A thought stands out in the mist (Zenyx)
0:52:31 - G10 - Fallen stars tune apart (Zenyx)
SIDE H (October 1964 - April 1965)
0:56:24 - H01 - Corners of myself vanishing (Zenyx)
0:59:11 - H02 - Refracting caverns disjointed (Inkie Devla & Zenyx)
1:01:24 - H03 - Why must this happen (Inkie Devla)
1:03:28 - H04 - Trance inescapable (The Cerebellum)
1:06:36 - H05 - Universe tumbled in two (Zenyx)
1:08:27 - H06 - Past will never be (Inkie Devla)
1:11:14 - H07 - Step into the night (Zenyx)
1:12:48 - H08 - Forgotten every tear (Zenyx)
1:15:24 - H09 - Time stops flow (Aniball)
1:19:24 - H10 - The years draw to a close (Inkie Devla & Zenyx)
1:22:41 - H11 - Cessation frontier (Zenyx)
1:24:14 - H12 - Fallen camaraderie (Zenyx)
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Artwork:
'Hung Over a Ledge' by Miffy
'End-timer' by Variety in Perspective
'mortuusambulans' by Antbonio
'Nightmares in Other Worlds' by The Observer
Original version of chapter 3 (since unlisted): youtu.be/PXAfeTsUMD0
![[OLD/BAD PROJECT] Everywhere At The End, Again, Too Soon - Stages 1-6 (EATE,A:R Reimagined)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gxZ6aT3E_PU/mqdefault.jpg "[OLD/BAD PROJECT] Everywhere At The End, Again, Too Soon - Stages 1-6 (EATE,A:R Reimagined)
My God why does this trash project have 10K views... Its completely bland and has no uniqueness whatsoever, just be aware that the stuff I make nowadays is like 50x better. This ones bad even in terms of quality, at least until Stage 6 (that ones okay ig).
Stage 1:
We begin the story of The Caretakers wife, after her husbands funeral. Grief sets in.
0:00:00 - A1 - A sublime relationship fades away
0:04:54 - A2 - It cannot be
0:10:14 - A3 - Drowning in melancholy
0:15:34 - A4 - Dawn of a new day
An emotional recovery begins, but so do the first subtle signs of dementia.
0:20:52 - B1 - Not all is lost
0:26:39 - B2 - As if You were still here
0:32:07 - B3 - A little confused
0:37:42 - B4 - The World has grown so gray
Continuous regression into recollections about her husbands life brings blinding melancholy, allowing dementia to worsen unnoticed.
0:43:09 - C1 - As playful as in youth
0:48:14 - C2 - Momentary hesitation
0:51:46 - C3 - Days passing by
0:55:35 - C4 - Distant lands of solitude
0:59:19 - C5 - It will be alright
1:02:45 - C6 - Joyful moments ache with time
Acceptance of her loss is reached, soon to reveal the disease plaguing her mind.
1:06:15 - D1 - Sweet romance back there
1:11:50 - D2 - Waltz of a thousand stories
1:16:47 - D3 - No true beauty is meant to last
1:21:56 - D4 - Parting is such sweet sorrow
Stage 2:
Damage to the mind becomes noticeable, and brings about denial and contemplation of the irony of history repeating itself.
1:28:02 - E1 - An unsettling sensation
1:32:34 - E2 - Misplaced time adrift
1:36:56 - E3 - When I am alone without dreams of You
1:41:37 - E4 - Cloudy skies above
1:46:14 - E5 - Fate sealed in the ashes of stars
A pitfall of despair follows, often ceasing effort and letting the distortions loose.
1:50:41 - F1 - My heart aches for You
1:55:09 - F2 - Deafening sea of white noise
1:59:39 - F3 - Inner confusion
2:04:18 - F4 - Peaceful desperation
2:08:43 - F5 - A thousand falling stars
An effort to recall is required and continuously fought for, only for the realisation of the situations true hopelessness to take place.
2:13:30 - G1 - The battle is not over
2:18:09 - G2 - A lonely song without audience
2:22:48 - G3 - Elusive hope
2:27:28 - G4 - Twilight silently approaching
2:31:48 - G5 - Silent cries dying out
Last embers of depression eventually give way to a complete resignation to the long journey ahead under constant pressure of memory loss.
2:36:29 - H1 - Thought shrouded in fog
2:40:38 - H2 - They say we die with the last memories of us
2:44:47 - H3 - The edge of the abyss
2:48:53 - H4 - How history repeats itself
2:53:10 - H5 - Nothing but dreams of lucidity
Stage 3:
As effort to fight it is given up, confusion soars, worsening with each passing day.
2:57:31 - I1 - Sea of twilight
3:01:26 - I2 - Sublime sorrow
3:05:26 - I3 - Distant playful skies
3:07:02 - I4 - Peaceful elusive stars
3:09:05 - I5 - Such confused confusion
3:11:40 - I6 - Beauty is above
3:13:27 - I7 - Last romance of there
3:16:18 - I8 - Shrouded still cloudy
A temporary regression to bliss, ignorant of the decay
3:20:18 - J1 - Playful sweet solitude
3:22:37 - J2 - Distant falling sensation
3:25:32 - J3 - Peaceful youth
3:27:01 - J4 - Silent youth skies
3:30:40 - J5 - Unsettling youth passing by
3:33:37 - J6 - Cries of youth
3:35:55 - J7 - Youth dying out
3:38:35 - J8 - As if I were alone
Confusion worsens dramatically. Attempting to recall previous memories leads to dread.
3:42:39 - K1 - Dreams of nothing
3:45:12 - K2 - Falling into the abyss
3:47:55 - K3 - Whispers tearing away from beauty
3:50:43 - K4 - Adrift in fog
3:54:20 - K5 - A thousand skies
3:56:54 - K6 - Abyss
4:00:08 - K7 - Lonely lucidity in itself
4:03:08 - K8 - Deafening cries of sorrow
The last moments of coherence before all collapses.
4:05:31 - L1 - Deaf World
4:07:33 - L2 - Elusive ache of thought
4:11:40 - L3 - Noise fog
4:13:38 - L4 - The edge of true parting
4:16:15 - L5 - Drowning in twilight
4:18:05 - L6 - Dying aches
4:20:27 - L7 - Lost lullaby
4:23:11 - L8 - Day fades away
Stage 4:
Post-Awareness Stage 4 is the breaking point. The frontier between lack of clarity and delirium. No coherent moments remain, a constant stream of uncannily familiar sounds overtakes everything.
4:28:30 - M1 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions
4:50:11 - N1 - Stage 4 Temporary Bliss State
5:01:40 - N2 - Stage 4 Post Awareness Confusions
Stage 5:
Post-Awareness Stage 5 reaches the peak of entropy. Near the end, complete delirium is suddenly and inescapably cut off with nothingness.
5:12:01 - O1 - Stage 5 Advanced plaque entanglements
5:33:17 - P1 - Stage 5 Sudden time regression into isolation
Stage 6:
Post-Awareness Stage 6 takes place in the last months before death. Nothing is intact anymore, and moments of any activity are few and far between. This is the end of the line.
5:55:51 - Q1 - Stage 6 Blinding midnight consumes you whole
6:18:14 - R1 - Stage 6 The dying heart aches once more")
