Uploaded February 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago

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When the cozy sweater is here, you know it's the sharing corner.


I'm in the mending phase of a rough mental health month, and felt the need to share what it's like for me. Maybe it'll help get a kind of unwell mindset out there. Plus this is a brute force way to get the words out of my head.


One comment: the huge Contrapoints bar during her clip is to hopefully not get chronologically gated myself.


 My goal in doing this was largely to share/vent, so I'm not really looking for troubleshooting.


But, just in case, a master list of "in before"s:
- The holiday season sucking is something I'm getting a handle on, and has been improving over the years.
- My channel growth is still good, just not astronomically good. I need to be okay with that.
- My husband is in his dream job. Yes we could move somewhere else and live cheaper, but for right now, we're trying to make this work because he's getting to do what makes him happy. YouTube, aside from self-imposed standards, is making me happy. Compromise and communication.


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Timestamps
0:45 List of possible bad things
0:52 Intro
3:56 Suffering bus
7:52 ... plus the shame bus
11:22 ... plus the guilt bus
17:03 ... plus the loneliness bus
25:13 ... plus some truth


Gif adapted from Motiongarten, found on Giphy


Links, especially because one card won't work
Shame | Contrapoints youtu.be/K7WvHTl_Q7I
Canceling | Contrapoints youtu.be/OjMPJVmXxV8
Beauty | Contrapoints youtu.be/n9mspMJTNEY
Curio's channel youtube.com/channel/UCJmlCcnfMlyPA2oSbb072QA