Uploaded July 2021 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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…what is there for me to say?

Like actually, is there anything I could that would make me feel better about this whole thing? I decided to keep playing this level even during some of the worst times of my life, and it showed to be nothing but reckless.

I hate myself. I hate that I started playing this game. I hate the fact that my soul kept gripping onto this level and wouldn’t let go until my remnants of my spirit have been ravaged. I hate the fact that I listened to the fucks who kept nagging me to play this even after so many times when I asked to leave me alone because I knew where the road was going to head if I kept entertaining it.

And yet this is where we have ended up. I reached the finish line, except this time there is no prize. No satisfaction here. Just utter and sheer disappointment at how low my standards for myself have dipped.

At the point that I had gotten to, there was just nothing to feel with this level other than anger, disappointment, and physical abuse that I had thrown towards myself. I think it should be blatantly obvious and apparent that this is the worst experience I have had playing this game ever.

But hey, the least I can say is that with this completion, all the bitches who kept begging and tugging at me to finish this level and that I shouldn’t “give up” can finally shut the fuck up and be pleased, and I can remember that I am going to die alone because of what I do here. I already know that the recognition for my efforts will be lost with time, and the memory will fade away. Always does.

The spirit remnants trapped inside my body can finally rot away. Good riddance.

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Special thanks to my besties and my happiness: Galaxy Cat, Matobia, Rofl, FrostFoxyn, Mike139115, Benjamin Fireson, ilysakae, Xoanone88, Spectral, FlwxX, Pass1m1st, Slinky, Temical, Nic J GD, Gherkin, Hydrole, Dreamlight, Maddie, Subzero, Surplex, Biprex, ZerniasX, RageRod, Ignoto, Swag Martin

Awesome thumbnail by Dreamlight, thank you so much bro 💙

Worst deaths before completion: 63% x15
64% x19, 65% x15, 66% x79, 67% x9, 68% x8, 70% x26, 72%, 75% x2, 76% x7, 77% x12, 78% x2, 79% x4, 80% x9, 81% x6, 82% x9, 83% x3, 84% x5, 85% x6, 86% x5, 87%, 88% x2, 90% x2, 91% x4, 92%
Total attempts: 26506
Rating: the level itself 7/10, my experience 0/10
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My Top 5 Hardest (My Opinion)

1. Artificial Ideology by TeamN2 - youtu.be/6DRAST3A3Gs
2. The Hell Factory by TeamN2 - at last.
3. Cataclysm by Ggb0y - youtu.be/bLfwJaoIrPc
4. Retention by Woogi1411- youtu.be/wCTABNMIZk0
5. Incipient by Jenkins - youtu.be/t_0Lqks-dpU