Uploaded April 2011 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
IM SORRY FOR THIS GOD AWFUL EDITING FHADKSFHJKASDFHJKASDFH
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every time something bad happens, we always hope that it will be the last time we are ever hurt. but of course, we still keep getting hurt. no matter how much you to try to hope for no more pain or misery, it will always come, though that time might be ages from now, it will still return. thats life. pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. every one is going to hurt, you just have to find something, or someone, that is worth suffering for. because, in the end, you're not going to look back on how many times you cried yourself to sleep at night, or how many times putting on a smile was the hardest things to do. you're going to look back on the times that made you laugh until you cried, the times that made you feel like you were on top of the world, the times where you loved life and were actually living it, instead of just going through the motions hoping to get by surviving.
ever since i could remember i always put others before myself. always feeling that their needs were more important than mine. i get so caught up in helping the people i love, that i lose who i am, and i forget who i am. and when it comes time for me being the one needing help, no one can do it, or atleast i cant let them to it, because its so uncomfortable.
i constantly tell my loved ones how much i care about them, how much i would miss them if they were gone, how much they truly mean to me. but it never seems to be reciprocated.
when in fact, the only thing that would keep me going, keep me fighting just a little bit longer would be having be told that i am loved, that i am cared for, that i am wanted and needed and appreciated in their lives, or even that they would miss me if i was gone, or if they happened to leave. but i dont ever hear that, and just keep on trying to fight through, hoping to hear it before i cant do it anymore.
so i promise to never give up, so long as you promise to never let me.
[& i've given you every part of me, there's nothing left here to burn]
IM SORRY FOR THIS GOD AWFUL EDITING FHADKSFHJKASDFHJKASDFH
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every time something bad happens, we always hope that it will be the last time we are ever hurt. but of course, we still keep getting hurt. no matter how much you to try to hope for no more pain or misery, it will always come, though that time might be ages from now, it will still return. thats life. pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. every one is going to hurt, you just have to find something, or someone, that is worth suffering for. because, in the end, you're not going to look back on how many times you cried yourself to sleep at night, or how many times putting on a smile was the hardest things to do. you're going to look back on the times that made you laugh until you cried, the times that made you feel like you were on top of the world, the times where you loved life and were actually living it, instead of just going through the motions hoping to get by surviving.
ever since i could remember i always put others before myself. always feeling that their needs were more important than mine. i get so caught up in helping the people i love, that i lose who i am, and i forget who i am. and when it comes time for me being the one needing help, no one can do it, or atleast i cant let them to it, because its so uncomfortable.
i constantly tell my loved ones how much i care about them, how much i would miss them if they were gone, how much they truly mean to me. but it never seems to be reciprocated.
when in fact, the only thing that would keep me going, keep me fighting just a little bit longer would be having be told that i am loved, that i am cared for, that i am wanted and needed and appreciated in their lives, or even that they would miss me if i was gone, or if they happened to leave. but i dont ever hear that, and just keep on trying to fight through, hoping to hear it before i cant do it anymore.
so i promise to never give up, so long as you promise to never let me.
[& i've given you every part of me, there's nothing left here to burn]
![help this love before you leave..[leoniefanny87987]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/nv8QMhVLzKw/mqdefault.jpg "help this love before you leave..[leoniefanny87987]
okay so this girl won my war of the editors contest
but i am really fucking busy and never got around to making her a promo
so she told me i could upload one of her videos
so just letting you guys know, I DIDNT MAKE THIS SHE DID.
im not that talented.
GO SUB RIGHT NOW.
shes like one of the best editors and one of my favorites.
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