Uploaded July 2011 | Updated September 2026, 5 minutes ago

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my dearest kaitlyn; so wow. you have accomplished so much in the little time that I have known you. some may understand what I am saying because they too have witnessed you grow as a person; but some may not. But in all reality, you have done so much with your life and you just can't ever give up now, you are so close to your dream; it is yours. I found this quote and new that I had to make you something with it, yes... the video sucks, but I wanted you to hear this quote, let it inspire you to do something. It may not do you as much good as it did with me, or maybe it will do more; I just needed you to hear this.

As friends, we have been through probably more than most friends have... in what; a month? You are so different than others, you are literally indescribable. I can not find the words that will come somewhat close to this... we laugh, we cry, we do shit loads of creepy things... (picture of you on my wall!) but through it all, we are just two people in this mixed up world trying to find something, I honestly do not know what I am aiming for... or what you are either. I just know, fails and all, you will be there to help me up again, and that helps motivate me everyday.

Wendell Berry once said, "It may be when we no longer know what to do, we have come to our real work, and that when we no longer know which way to go, we have begun our real journey." I don't know where I am going in life, I don't know where I am going to end up, and this journey of 'life' is defiantly not what I signed up for, there have been way too many tears on this pillow, and maybe way to many thoughts, but now it is nice to know I have someone to share them with, because maybe just maybe you will take me apart and understand me to the bare minimum and help me guide a way, I know you already have.

So I guess what this is all about is one big thank you; honestly you deserve more, but like I said, I can't find the words for it... if there are any. You are amazing; never forget that.

--emily; aka hoof2heartt

{{Tell me what you yearn for and I shall tell you who you are. We are what we reach for, the idealized image that drives our wandering. --James Hillman}}