![On Your M i n d [Redlightdistrict! Studios WORM] @EnglishRosie](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fJcnloRRKFw/maxresdefault.jpg)
Uploaded May 2009 | Updated September 2026, 4 days ago
...Uh, yeah.
I finished it. -Flails-
But it's pretty suckish in some- okay, in most places, since I just totally lost all inspiration at the end and slapped a bunch of clips down to make up the empty gaps...
Story time! 8D [YES, ANOTHER STORY.]
It was supposed to be the best day of my life.
I guess it would have been, had I not been able to feel the glares burning into my back as I stepped up to the altar. I glanced up the aisle, trying desperately to avoid the unflinching gaze of...
Seymour caught my eyes, and I cringed. As the Maester, he had once asked my fiancee to have his hand... but she turned him down, and admitted she wasn't ready for marriage.
I could imagine how livid he must be, three weeks later, to see Yuna walking up the aisle... towards me.
She was a vision in white, her normally tousled dark hair tied up, the flowers blood red in her fingers.
All through the vows, he was there, fuming, so much that I could barely concentrate.
"I love you." Yuna whispers, throwing me a quick smile. I can't respond- this feels too much like a dream to me.
Next thing I knew, I was leaning down to kiss her, the words pronouncing us married ringing in my ears.
I can finally say it.
"I love you."
Then I hear Seymour's voice, cold and emotionless, despite his rage; "Kill them."
The gunshots echo around us, as a searing pain rips through my shoulder, great enough to force me to collapse onto my knees. I hear Yuna hit the floor beside me, and see a glipse of the blood seeping out from underneath her...
Rage overcomes me, and I throw myself at Seymour... before I know it, he's dead on the ground, his last bitter smirk frozen on his face.
This isn't a dream anymore. It's a nightmare.
Concentrating is nearly impossible now. I hear a dull cry, and see the flash of light as Rinoa, Seymour's daughter, summons.
The sight of the aeon is enough to make me want to scream. Valefor. Yuna's first aeon, that she was so proud over summoning, all those years ago...
I barely feel the pain. A vague voice in the back of my head tells me to run, but I don't listen.
How can I listen?
I can see Yuna now, reaching for me from the light.
Winter will be over quickly this year, but... still.. Our spring will never come again.
...Uh, yeah.
I finished it. -Flails-
But it's pretty suckish in some- okay, in most places, since I just totally lost all inspiration at the end and slapped a bunch of clips down to make up the empty gaps...
Story time! 8D [YES, ANOTHER STORY.]
It was supposed to be the best day of my life.
I guess it would have been, had I not been able to feel the glares burning into my back as I stepped up to the altar. I glanced up the aisle, trying desperately to avoid the unflinching gaze of...
Seymour caught my eyes, and I cringed. As the Maester, he had once asked my fiancee to have his hand... but she turned him down, and admitted she wasn't ready for marriage.
I could imagine how livid he must be, three weeks later, to see Yuna walking up the aisle... towards me.
She was a vision in white, her normally tousled dark hair tied up, the flowers blood red in her fingers.
All through the vows, he was there, fuming, so much that I could barely concentrate.
"I love you." Yuna whispers, throwing me a quick smile. I can't respond- this feels too much like a dream to me.
Next thing I knew, I was leaning down to kiss her, the words pronouncing us married ringing in my ears.
I can finally say it.
"I love you."
Then I hear Seymour's voice, cold and emotionless, despite his rage; "Kill them."
The gunshots echo around us, as a searing pain rips through my shoulder, great enough to force me to collapse onto my knees. I hear Yuna hit the floor beside me, and see a glipse of the blood seeping out from underneath her...
Rage overcomes me, and I throw myself at Seymour... before I know it, he's dead on the ground, his last bitter smirk frozen on his face.
This isn't a dream anymore. It's a nightmare.
Concentrating is nearly impossible now. I hear a dull cry, and see the flash of light as Rinoa, Seymour's daughter, summons.
The sight of the aeon is enough to make me want to scream. Valefor. Yuna's first aeon, that she was so proud over summoning, all those years ago...
I barely feel the pain. A vague voice in the back of my head tells me to run, but I don't listen.
How can I listen?
I can see Yuna now, reaching for me from the light.
Winter will be over quickly this year, but... still.. Our spring will never come again.
![On Your M i n d [Redlightdistrict! Studios WORM]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/fJcnloRRKFw/mqdefault.jpg "On Your M i n d [Redlightdistrict! Studios WORM]
...Uh, yeah.
I finished it. -Flails-
But its pretty suckish in some- okay, in most places, since I just totally lost all inspiration at the end and slapped a bunch of clips down to make up the empty gaps...
Story time! 8D [YES, ANOTHER STORY.]
It was supposed to be the best day of my life.
I guess it would have been, had I not been able to feel the glares burning into my back as I stepped up to the altar. I glanced up the aisle, trying desperately to avoid the unflinching gaze of...
Seymour caught my eyes, and I cringed. As the Maester, he had once asked my fiancee to have his hand... but she turned him down, and admitted she wasnt ready for marriage.
I could imagine how livid he must be, three weeks later, to see Yuna walking up the aisle... towards me.
She was a vision in white, her normally tousled dark hair tied up, the flowers blood red in her fingers.
All through the vows, he was there, fuming, so much that I could barely concentrate.
I love you. Yuna whispers, throwing me a quick smile. I cant respond- this feels too much like a dream to me.
Next thing I knew, I was leaning down to kiss her, the words pronouncing us married ringing in my ears.
I can finally say it.
I love you.
Then I hear Seymours voice, cold and emotionless, despite his rage; Kill them.
The gunshots echo around us, as a searing pain rips through my shoulder, great enough to force me to collapse onto my knees. I hear Yuna hit the floor beside me, and see a glipse of the blood seeping out from underneath her...
Rage overcomes me, and I throw myself at Seymour... before I know it, hes dead on the ground, his last bitter smirk frozen on his face.
This isnt a dream anymore. Its a nightmare.
Concentrating is nearly impossible now. I hear a dull cry, and see the flash of light as Rinoa, Seymours daughter, summons.
The sight of the aeon is enough to make me want to scream. Valefor. Yunas first aeon, that she was so proud over summoning, all those years ago...
I barely feel the pain. A vague voice in the back of my head tells me to run, but I dont listen.
How can I listen?
I can see Yuna now, reaching for me from the light.
Winter will be over quickly this year, but... still.. Our spring will never come again.")
![Peace of Mind [SRS]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/gaEVlrwdT1A/mqdefault.jpg "Peace of Mind [SRS]
Okay, first off- there is a tiny scene of sexual nature in this.
But if youre super innocent, then, um. Just pretend hes hugging her with his top off. Really, it was from a Supernatural scene, and they werent actually going at it by that point- in fact, it was never shown. And it was quite sweet, it being Dean and all.
Anyway. This is Snows memory, for SRS.
...Not looking like so nice a guy now, is he?
Noctis is not Noctis, because he is a character already claimed.
Hes... Nate. Nathaniel.
I think the person who claimed Stella (and Aerith) dropped out...? I was going to change the name, but I HAD to use that scream.
And if anyones character is directly involved with Lucretia, I will change her name in the story and such.
Plooooooooot;
Why does looking at you always tick me off?
Everyone has a secret. Something they wanna leave behind, for whatever reason. Finding closure and all that crap. If they never talk about it, it stops bothering them, right...?
It kinda works. I forgot a lot of the time, like when I was with Serah- that was when I could completely put it all behind me and focus on being the happy, chatty Snow shed come to know. I could deal with the fact she wasnt interested in me in a romantic sense- I was fine as things were, being like a big brother to her. I still hoped, though. Hoped shed realise my feelings for her and return them.
I guess I was partly dreading what would follow if that happened. I know how bad Id gotten over Stella, and no matter how determined I was to change I still had that tiny unwavering doubt that I could really trust myself being with her in a romantic sense. Part of me was glad she didnt really seem to even look at me half the time- I was happy with things EXACTLY the way they were.
The obsession wasnt nearly as bad. I just wanted Serah safe, protected, by my side. But, the last time, it had reached such a point that Stella gre sick of me very quickly- breaking up with me after only a week when my obsessive behaviour escalated. Feeling empty, I headed to the nearest bar, aiming to drink myself out of the depression. Id loved her. For months, and months, and when she finally went out with me just for a little while shed tossed me aside like trash.
Wasted, I staggered home the way that lead past her house. The town was small, after all; that route was the fastest way. I couldnt resist trying to take a peek when I saw the shutters open- Id done it before, quite a few times, actually. But I saw her with HIM, and something snapped.
Nate had been my rival- and friend, if you use the term loosely- since we were tiny. And now, he and Stella...!
Theyd always been at it, behind my back. I could see that now. Or, I thought I could.
The rage just took over. I didnt think. I could barely see.
The lighter flared into life, and I felt a smirk stretch over my face as I saw the drapes catch the flame, stepping back as it ate towards them.
Then I ran, when the windows exploded out and the house really started to burn. Grabbed the motorbike, tried to get out of town in case any of it was traced back to me.
Id driven for miles before the drink got the better of me and I careered off the bike. Everything went black.
And then I woke up, patched up, to find a girl leaning over me, trying to offer comfort.
Youre lucky. A fall like that, and barely a scratch on you.
She asked where I had been travelling from, and I answered truthfully without thinking. Then she told me, perfectly happy, that her brother had lived there since they were tiny. Their parents had split up, and their mom had taken her younger brother... Nathaniel.
I knew then that I couldnt be there when the news reached her.
Nate and Stella had to be dead. There was no questioning it. Id heard the screams as I ran away from the house.
I didnt even realise I was dreaming about it all until her voice broke through my reverie.
You are bad or good...
I turned around, watching Namine distrustfully. She had taken Serah. I knew that. And for that- as well as her resemblance to the girl that haunted me- I was never gonna trust her.
I dont know, she admitted.")
![Cold Ground [ Fantasy Rising ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iB4eivMvyiQ/mqdefault.jpg "Cold Ground [ Fantasy Rising ]
My crappy, crappy audition. The actiony, demony ones I attempted didnt make it very far or I just felt they lost the point, somehow. So I tried to go emotional and I think I really failed, but... At least I didnt use that ONE SAM SCENE I used in all the other projects. The possessed one. As much as I love it, when its all I was using its a bit tiresome. Not to mention annoying to edit and watch.
I did do a pretty lengthy story for this, but YT wont let me fit it in the description; Ill link to it in a moment, but its all basically backstory for the two characters in this NOT from SPN. Dean and Sam have their original pasts because Im lazy and I wanted to edit something that didnt corrupt the SPN timeline too much... Basically, in the past, Nami is an angel, Riku is human. They fall in love but Nami isnt allowed to, not with a human, not properly. So shes taken away from him, and he starts trying to get her back. He makes a deal with... um. Maleficent, but instead of bringing Nami back, which she cant do but lied and told Riku she could, she turns him into a demon- but so weak a demon that he has to steal life from other people just to keep himself going. He starts to forget Nami, killing and killing, blah blah blah. Present. Sam and Dean fall out over Deans deal, Sam goes to visit Jess grave and finds Nami there, who talks him through a lot of his past. Meanwhile, Dean ends up in hospital, where Riku basically goes after him, stopping his heart, and, realising who the demon is, Nami teleports Sam to the hospital (note: he doesnt poop for a week afterwards xD) and Sam gets upset over Dean, unable to see Riku or anything. Nami talks to Riku, hes shocked, loses grip on Dean, whos heart restarts, and he hugs Sam. Riku runs and glomps Nami, all happysad cause hes found her but hes a monster. And because he needs the life, he tries to steal Sams, who starts bleeding and Deany screams and Nami panics and takes the life away from Riku, giving it back to Sammy. Riku isnt dead, hes just very weak and unconcious, so Nami makes sure he cant attack the brothers and potters off back to heaven. Long story short, at least. Thats basically whats in the fanfic, anyway, but I forgot to mention that Nami was supposed to look after Dean, but decided she had to get Sam back with his brother, or there was a chance Lucifer could find a way to get poor Sammy alone and vulnerable... yknow, from beyond the hellgate and everything. I forgot this was supposed to be set in season three. -dies-
Long story long may be found here
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5648331/1/Cold_Ground
Anyway, about the video- there are one hell of a lot of mistakes in here but the rendering is the reason its screwed up, I promise! T-T I worked really hard on this, even the lazy non masked bits were supposed to be kind of thought through, trying to show a little of the KH characters pasts because I didnt have enough SPN clips to really show much of Deans past. I think Sam got a bit more screentime, flashback wise, but I had all the Jess clips and not much else. xD
This most likely wont get me into Fantasy Rising because it sucks and is incredibly lazily done. Im sorry for some of the glitchy masking, especially that damned Nami clip (when she first speaks to Riku) but I just cant work on it anymore. I dont know why but Im blocking on a practically finished video. T-T
Anyway, blehhhh. I would say the name of the song and artist if I could, but if I did YT will block this and rape my quality. So search the lyrics if youre desperate because I reeeeeally dont want this blocked or taken down.
And I know, I know. NAMIKU AGAIN. Im sorry, but I wanted Riku as an emo demon and... she fit? xD Shes the most angely looking KH character and she has scenes with him so I could be lazy. It was either Nami or... some FF character, really, cause I struggle to see Kairi or Xion as angels, to be honest.
Ill probably remember more to blabber about later, so Ill add it in as I think of it. :3")
![like real people do. [happy birthday, amy!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iM4fUDpaN5E/mqdefault.jpg "like real people do. [happy birthday, amy!]
BESTIE HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY WE LOVE YOU SO MUUUUUUUUUCH
IT IS SUCH A DELIGHT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU AND WE LOVE YOU SO MASSIVELY WE COULD BURST
(if any of the soren/frodi recordings look janky dont judge me it was my FIRST TIME}
part 1: @starstruckbromance
part 2: me
part 3: @railitto
part 4: @BlehxIshxMe
footage: @Blue24601 for the most part, in a move that definitely did not mean she would see this coming at all
colouring: starstruckbromance [shared privately]
song: /watch?v=yrleydRwWms")
![Pillars of Salt. [Happy Birthday, Blue!]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/iYeS92rV6y0/mqdefault.jpg "Pillars of Salt. [Happy Birthday, Blue!]
The best way to find out if you can trust somebody is to trust them.
Im sorry its so short! ;A; Its kind of barely shippy and badly characterised but I had a stab at something serious. As much as I adore Tay-Tay Swizzle, Blue, editing to her is really difficult!
Soooooo, yeah. I dont really know what to say here.
Basic story is that Zack is part of a resistancy thing with Auron and Leanne joins, but hes bitter and grumpy with her once he finds out that shes only fighting to try and regain the throne, let alone that she ordered the destruction of his hometown.
But apparently chemistry wins out, or something.
It IS the law of the universe that they end up together.")
![Untouchable; [ I Need This ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ib-NPXQeJr8/mqdefault.jpg "Untouchable; [ I Need This ]
Contempt loves the silence, it thrives in the dark; with fine winding tendrils that strangle the heart.
I cried so, so hard making this.
Ive been in a cheerful mood lately and all. If I had to use a song with my emotions this weekend, itd be something like a YOU BELONG WITH MEEE-EEEE-EEEE! kind of song.
But instead I made this and though I got so upset during it I love it to bits. I may only have two episodes of Vampire Knight, and they may have annoying red subtitles and a retarded watermark by a person that doesnt own the show... but I desperately wanted to make this after I watched the very ending to Guilty again.
I was originally going to dedicate this to Jordan (XxJordiii) but I decided to wait and download soome more episodes so I can make her something with KanaYuu, as much as it pains me to. xD She took the plunge and edited Zeki for me, even though she doesnt like Zero so much (he is NOT just a pretty emo boy! D:) so I figured itd be better if I attempted something with- blarg- Kaname.
But anyway. This is a pretty generic Zero tribute, although I throw Ichiru in for good measure. Hes like... my third favourite character. It goes Shiki then Ichiru and then Zero. xD Buut the episodes I downloaded were very Zero-central (totally on purpose) and stuff.
Only problem was, they were a little glitchy and so the quality might suck in places. The editing in this is minimal; just a little bit of colouring, some glow-whoring and my first try using a motion loop at the start. ^^; Not really raw editing- every clip is pancropped seperately and coloured and glowed and gaaaah... But the closest Ive been to it in a long time.
I do love Zeki. -hums-
And I do plan on editing it a lot more now I know how to download episodes from Youtube. :3
x
Oh, yeah- the song is My Skin by Natalie Merchant.")
![I wont save you. [arcane]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/j4HMNUgCJlA/mqdefault.jpg "I wont save you. [arcane]
always with you, sis.
hoo boy I am rustyyyyyy after barely editing other than MEP parts for a hot minute. @Antiques-editing is running an IC at the mo where the theme was choosing a song from a piece of media that meant a lot to you. I was floundering around with options for a WHILE, but I wound up landing on two of the songs from Transistors soundtrack. Its a sliiightly older game by Supergiant, the studio who made Hades and Bastion, and like all their games the soundtrack is an absolute masterpiece. Back when I was at uni working for an indie newspaper I managed to squeak in writing about this game and although I cant access the article anymore (grrrrr capitalism charging prohibitively for their storage space for online archives) I know I absolutely GUSHED about it.
I originally watched Amy play Transistor over a very glitchy Skype call back in like 2014 or 2015? But the story is absolutely beautiful (though horribly sad) and I still well up a bit thinking about our tragic Sword Boyfriend. The music is used incredibly cleverly, too, it factors into the story a bunch and this particular song has my FAVOURITE trope - a dark reprise, which it morphs into over the course of a boss fight. I mixed the original In Circles with the very well put-together Cloudbank Duet by Protegit, and I layered some of the original _n C_rcl_s over the top at points to add a little more distortion.
Arcane also ruined me but I am the worlds slowest editor and havent gotten around to doing anything with it, so heres a Jinx & Vi & Isha (& Vander) lil video. I hope you like it!
colouring: @starstruckbromance
songs;
in circles: /watch?v=cGMWL8cOeAU
_n c_rcl_es: /watch?v=nMyoI-Za6z8
cloudbank duet: /watch?v=m1-Rzqrix6M")
![Not Alone. [ Psychic ]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jM0sp5owDHU/mqdefault.jpg "Not Alone. [ Psychic ]
Im spamming your inboxes! :3333
But, seriously, Im trying to make up for the soon to be serious lack of videos from me. :P
Okay, psychic. Im such a paranoid bint sometimes- this might seem lightening fast, but actually most of the video has been done the past few days. I was kind of just waiting to see if anything else happened I needed to add in. xDDD
This feels like /such/ a shameless copy of Blue-chans video. All the conversation bit is practically the same, apart from where Im too lazy to mask. I didnt realise I used the same clips for one part until I watched hers and literally kicked myself as mine was /just/ rendering. D:
Only Riku seems to have monologues, usually while other people are talking, so... xD I can cheat.
If you cant guess the colour scheme when there aren;t any voices (um, well, first off, Im worried about your mental health. Second;) its kind of obvious, but, I dont know. Red is Zackie, Blue is Nami, green is (damn it. Nicknames for him are HARD. xDD Uh, any suggestions, haha?) Riku speaking, and white is anything he thinks to himself. At the start (I nearly forgot ^^;;) Larxy takes eyllow, and I had Zexion as a kind of dullish greyish blue. xD I recommend either reading fast, pausing the video, or watching more than once during the part where theres more than one line going on at once.
I left out a line. Crap crap crap. Just pretend that Riku is so, um, enthralled by the sight of other psychics he momentarily forgets to listen... ^^;
Vague plot kinda thing is basically that Riku keeps having nightmares and such (which are old memories he doesnt want, like when he was betrayed and such) and starts giving himself illusions by accident, because I guess hes trying to take a look at himself and hes not sure he likes what he sees. xD Namines words from the letters keep swirling aroun inside his head, and, in the end, he caves in and goes to find her. Typical Riku stubbornness ensues, I think. =P
Cant think of anything else to say, really. :D
x")
![Vegas Issues [Help...? D8]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jMtAlO6Ugrs/mqdefault.jpg "Vegas Issues [Help...? D8]
M-my feathering! My BEAUTIFUL feathering! [wails]
I honestly dont know why its done this, but it buggers up the feathering on every render. Has anyone had this before, and knows how to fix it?
...Bitchy Demyx and creepy Marly are being RUINED by all this glitchiness.
And it rendered FINE, this section (well, up until the Deria-pregnant bit) a day or two ago, but I hadnt messed with an aspect ratios and the faces were REALLY skinny. And now theyre probably too wide.
And, BEFORE anyone asks (because someone is bound to and I will scream, since it really cant be THAT hard to search the lyrics. I do it all the time.) the song is Illusion by VNV Nation.
It seems Vegas felt like giving me a personal Halloween scare.")
